when I focus on Lili’s memories, and the antagonists of the plot I want to create different forms and variations of those who have hurt her in her past both within childhood and adulthood. I want them to be menacing, horrifying and intimidating. I will explore more in the next month to fully have this understanding of what I mean.
2023-09-28 07:45:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I swear this sketchbook is going to end up being just a bunch of Lili sketches 😂 it’s funny lately I digitally sketch Jasper and Leon so much but I only traditionally sketch Lili. When can I ever multitask 😭✨
2023-09-27 07:36:12 +0000 UTC View Post
I know I said I was done with this series, but once you start drawing a mirror well...you keep going. I do enjoy the colors and the work. One of my favorite mirrors by far. these mirrors, doors and windows lead to many deep parts of Lili's memory. Golden globes are her memories that she holds dear, memories she must accept to awaken from a deep slumber.
2023-09-27 05:59:49 +0000 UTC View Post
Matt can only take so much 🥲
2023-09-25 16:56:06 +0000 UTC View Post
The idea of Leon and Jasper waking up around the same time and cuddling on the bed and being lazy is out of the question. Leon has a strict workout schedule and that means he’s up and running around 5am while it’s a miracle if Jasper wakes up before noon which is pretty funny since living in PA he would be up around 6am to feed his chickens. City life sure has changed him 🌝
2023-09-25 16:19:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Videos will be dropping this week, I think I want to talk more about the impact of how terrible people/artists or people in general has affected me or my art. How to avoid scams, especially from artist, who you wouldn’t expect scamming you and why it’s not ok to idolize artists just because of skills that sometimes the art doesn’t match the artist’s personality .
2023-09-25 15:27:17 +0000 UTC View Post
No one knows that we hold hands in the dark.
2023-09-17 03:20:34 +0000 UTC View Post
As someone who has loved Garfield as a child I always wanted to incorporated him in my work. I felt that in, the 90s AU it is in within a time where Garfield is highly prevalent by being overly commercialize. as I mentioned in previous posts, Jasper has a strong emotional attachment to Garfield, primarily because his mother has given him one when he felt alone while she was on the road. Garfield was always there for him through books, comics, and especially plushies. That being said, I think ...
2023-09-12 04:50:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Video is still uploading the high quality, so come back later if you like to see the work in high resolution! its a bit blurry since its still uploading :)
In this video I speak about who Matt is and his relationship with Jasper, I also go in-depth about the significance of the golden ring that either Jasper or Leon wears. The video primarily about Matt and Jasper relationship and its a long one! so please enjoy!
Again thank you so much for supporting me and my work! it means the ...
2023-08-30 06:29:14 +0000 UTC View Post
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2023-08-29 07:22:16 +0000 UTC View Post
- An audio version of my process is uploaded :)
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2023-08-29 06:58:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Finally! I finished it! honestly I do like the ending results, this illustration is my third and final attempt in creating a work that focuses on the concept of doors leading into other worlds. However, there isn't any doors lol, I did create one as you saw in the earlier wips but it just felt crowded and overwhelming. Hey, the crescent moon can also be a concept of a door...right? haha, sure. I am proud of the final result, the colors are still the same for the most part but I did focus on m...
2023-08-29 06:29:06 +0000 UTC View Post
A very smutty comic that wasn’t meant to be a comic but then ended up being a comic, so very sorry about the terrible paneling but I’m sure you guys don’t care about the paneling lol 🌞🌝✨
2023-08-28 02:59:21 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m currently trying to create the comic for at least the end of next year. I really want to enforce different dynamic poses such as falling and tripping and running ive really been into this manga called Dan Da Dan. Every page means something , it’s constantly having movement and that’s what I want in my own work maybe not as intensely, but still to create a flow so that is what I am currently working on.
2023-08-28 02:54:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper is super cuddling when he's wasted
2023-08-21 05:25:44 +0000 UTC View Postmore sketches and videos will be posted this week and weekend! I feel good about this month! gonna compile more work! so please enjoy!
2023-08-21 05:20:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper sure does love his pink cigarettes as he reflects on the next step
2023-08-21 05:18:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper tends to take allot of naps and especially in the summer, Jasper waking up with light that tries to creep into his room is so much fun to draw. to see his sleepy face. Sometimes he just lays there smoking his pink smoke thinking about morons who dont deserve a second chance.
2023-08-21 05:15:22 +0000 UTC View Post
No matter how heartbroken Jasper is, his chickens will always be there begging for food.
Jasper tends to fall in love easily, he's a sensitive guy who gives his entire being to someone else, He gave Leon a chance he let him in, he gave him his body and soul and he was gone, without much of an explanation but a letter and the ring he given him in the end of the summer. the letter only read "im sorry" Jasper didnt know how to handle this, why couldn't he just tell him why he was sorry? wa...
2023-08-21 05:09:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Didnt I mention they were best friends? hehe. Jasper has a tendency to lose his shoes when he's drunk, however, Matt always finds them for him! :D Matt such a good friend ;0; sharing a cig light is an indirect kiss in Matt's eyes.
2023-08-21 05:05:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Matt is one of Jasper's childhood friend, they do everything together, they knew each other since they were babies. A small town in rural PA means the entire community knows everyone and everything. Matt enjoys Jasper's passion of music, they would listen to cassette tapes and go to concerts, they actually went to see Nirvana play and Jasper knew at that moment he needed to get into the rock scene and the only way he would is if Matt was his drummer,
The thing about Matt is that h...
2023-08-21 05:03:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper and some clothing designs, I enjoy his grunge aesthetics but I also want to explore is androgynous side, as a child he hated being misgendered for his feminine features, he still does honestly but he also embraces his style around how he looks. Jasper can pull anything off, and he knows it. So no shame on the crop tops and fishnets ;0;
honestly I been so engrossed with AU this month I haven't drawn much canon, which is alright even if I feel like im betraying the...
2023-08-21 04:49:25 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m working very hard 🫡🍻 I unintentionally made a comic so I’m trying to make the best out of it. Lol I’m having a lot of fun I’m close to being done so I can focus on Lili NSFW. This month gonna be good 👍
2023-08-16 07:23:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Working on another illustration 🥲 I been having fun with the idea of my previous work but creating a new pose and making her stand out differently from the rest is hard. Here are some rejected poses
2023-08-10 21:23:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello new and old patrons! Thank you for supporting me a Patreon! Just an FYI, I post all of my NSFW all at once in one post monthly! I don’t have a certain date because I don’t wanna rush my work, but it’s always before the month ends. Here’s a sneak peek. Please enjoy.✨🌝
2023-08-06 07:39:43 +0000 UTC View Post
I had an itch to draw Lili in a bunny suit only to find out later that it is Happy Bunny Day! and now it all make sense!
2023-08-03 07:52:22 +0000 UTC View Post
A speed paint of an exclusive illustration I made for my $5+ please enjoy! for a brief summary of this piece and my inspiration for Lili please look for the pervious video with audio of my voice ;0;. again thank you so much for your lovely support! have a great day!
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2023-07-31 02:06:35 +0000 UTC View Post
I quickly speak on both the idea of the piece and a bit of back story, I am currently creating videos of each character individually and its taking sometime. So I briefly speak about my inspiration behind Lili in this video. I am beyond grateful for everyone support! thank you for helping support this project of mine. It means so much.
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2023-07-31 02:04:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey everyone, I hope you enjoy this month NSFW! I wish I had more time to involve Lily into this but sadly the month has gone. I will be adding her into next months reward, so please look forward to that but I got carried away lol I like the idea that Leon is this professor who is very skeptical about the supernatural yet when confronted by a vampire, even after sex is still unable to admit that they are real. Jasper is very sexually driven. He believes people are stupid yet sexually attracti...
2023-07-31 00:26:48 +0000 UTC View Post