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May Extra 3 : My Turn!

In high resolution, when Leon takes the game to far

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May extra 2

when the dress doesnt fit!ย 

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May Extra 1

In high resolution :) is it obvious I like drawing breasts?

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Come Back to Me

Sometimes you feel the warmth of a lost lover embracing you begging you to return to their arms only to realize they are the reason why you left. The pain is extreme neither joy or anger just regret. Why won't he let her go? why won't he let her make her own decisions? why can't he just let her forget....whats the point....just let her go.

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Its Hard to Trust One Self

In the story there is a true villain, some might think its her subconscious itself yet isnt Lili's subconscious apart of her? doesnt that make her the villain? sometimes she can't trust herself and when faced making a choice of falling back into reality or returning to fiction her uncontrolled desires and raw emotions make it difficult to choose.

I enjoy playing with colors and effects when designing Lili chaotic side as well as her subconscious form since it takes on many, it really sh...

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Jasper and Lili studies

Jasper and Lili interactions, I miss drawing them interacting, sometimes I forget how sweet they are when they are alone. Jasper character is a stressful one not only because he's hard to draw HAHA but mostly because he has a serious one compares to Leon. Leon doesnt have to face his own demons and guilts for the most part...not as extreme for sure. Jasper just wants to be forgiven. 

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Studies and light color swatches

More studies of random poses and some light color swatches. This month has been a busy month, and my brain really just aimed for sketches and more sketches of random moments or poses. haha.

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Jasper studies

In May I focused on Jasper allot, not much to say right now, but I am really loving his non-ponytail style. 

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May rewards will be posted this weekend

Hey everyone! May rewards will be posted this weekend! Stay tune! Thank you again for your support!!!

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Memorable / $5 teir rewards

Holding onto the last hope

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Golden Princess/ $5 rewards

The Sun, The Moon, The Stars

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Lovely 2018

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PINK SUGAR HEART ATTACK! WIP!

AHHH!!!! I WAS SO CLOSE FINISHING FOR April rewards! sigh!!!! either way I thought I show you guys what I've been up to for what will be next months rewards! I plan to use a program to make an animatic which will be posted here. im just proud of how much I got done but there a few screenshots left ;0;

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WE COULD HAVE DIED! Pokemon AU

this journey is a tough one but they manage...Leon finally sees a shiny and they run away...Leon is truly disappointed and would gladly risk his life for research...that being said Lili wants to strangle him. 

During the AU they run into allot of mishaps and its mainly because of Leon planning or lack there of. Leon is bad with directions and apparently understanding dangerous situations. A friend of mine told me Leon would of been died if it was for Lili, she's correct.

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Pokemon AU Imprint!

As mentioned in my pervious posts about my Pokemon AU Leon is a Pokemon researcher who wants to focus on the biology of Pokemon, Leon has always wanted to travel the world and witness Pokemon in their truth habitat. Due to his work Leon has become neglectful and it cost him his friendship with Lili

Lili tried to be a Pokemon trainer but failed, Lili missed home to much and after losing her parents she was left with just her grandmother who runs a flower shop, Lili felt it was her job to...

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Tell her the Truth

Leon knows the truth about Jasper and he's not letting him get away with it, not again. Its time for him to be honest and tell the truth before its to late, Leon can't let Lili live a lie even if it saves her life, at what cost? Can she truly be happy not knowing the truth? Leon has had enough, He will do anything for Lili even if it means he will be the one to confess Jasper sins.

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Winding down

Some practice sketches before work, I really like these. I wish there was more to say but honestly what else can I say? Lol, I really like these sketches they feel very rounded to me 

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Hair Hair and more Hair!

Gonna be honest, Lili's short hair is so hard to draw, this would explain why you guys constantly see me posting her in various of poses with her short hair, I can't see to get it as I want it. To be honest the closest to her short hair is prob the first two sketches ontop and the one with her arms crossed, I enjoy cutting her hair this way because it shows how unruly it is, I dont intend for her to try and stylize it. Lili short hair is meant to look uneven and unkept. 

Since she ...

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Quick sketches

Some quick designs on Lili hair and bows and dresses, im trying to achieve this more rounded look with her short hair, since its cut pretty short her hair curls upwards. Jasper is a great support system, ah.....

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Moth Symbolism

As a fan of Sailormoon I always fell in love with Usagi bows as princess or queen serenity. Usagi in some ways represents a butterfly, and in the anime series we see allot of references during her transformation especially with her hair. I decided to use the same element but switch the butterfly into a moth. 

Moth in dreams is your subconscious telling you that you should reunite with your inner self. The moment you are in tune with your own feelings, that is the t...

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Golden Dress in Process

During the short hair arc Lili would be able to transform into her golden dress, if you have been with me long enough you would have known Lili first dress design was pure gold, as much as I enjoyed her dress I did find it to become a bit overwhelming at times. I can't even count how many Sharpie Gold markers Ive used to replicate her dress traditionally. 

Lili golden dress is still in its early process, However, I still enjoy how far it has gotten. It is not as big and it fits her...

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Golden Dress 2022

I wanted to share the high resolution image of my design for Lili's Golden dress, The Golden Dress was heavily inspired by Princess/Neo-Queen Serenity as well as Roberto Capucci 1987 Angelo D'oro dress and the Bougainvillea dress of 1989. 

I have more concept art to show once I complete my rewards! please look forward to it!

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Domination ๐Ÿคซ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿ’ง ๐Ÿถ

Hey everyone, thank you so much for being a patron! I hope you enjoy this month NSFW rewards! ๐Ÿ›‘As usual please do not post this reward anywhere online it is for four dollars in a patrons only๐Ÿ›‘. Again thank you so much please enjoy thank you.

SEE YOU NEXT MONTH FOR NSFW IN MAY.

Regular rewards rewards  will be up before the month ends and thank you!

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Hotdog ๐ŸŒญ!

I'm obsessed with navigavi illustrations of women eating foods

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NSFW April Rewards will be up!

Hello! Happy April! If you're new to my patreon, welcome and thank you! If you are a continued patron thank you!

I post monthly rewards, I don't have a set date but it is always before the end of the month

NSFW is posted earlier, I post monthly NSFW so stay around to see May! And so forth.

Again thank you for the support and love!

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The Three Ages of Woman

I posted my illustration online, however, I thought you guys would enjoy the high res version!

the piece is called The Three Ages of Woman which is referenced by Klimt's painting of the same name. I added my own symbolism such as the eyes in the back and Lili chaotic form representing the old age of despair. please enjoy!

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Sketches.

Sketches from my sketchbook. I been enjoying drawing in pencil, just wish it didn't smudge.

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April NSFW will be posted in April.

Currently my NSFW from January through March is up, my April NSFW will be posted in April after all payments are processed and completed. I always show previews of my NSFW a month in advance so if you dont see it currently it is because it is for the April patrons. thank you!

NSFW in April will be about domination but also bunny girls ;0;

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$5 March Illustration Rewards

I really enjoy how this illustration turned out, Lili looks fantastic! I wish Jasper wasnt lost in her hair but at least his present...lol. I just LOVE lili gestures! nicely done...bahahaha

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Cool Down Sketches

cooling down....

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