Lilibeth

I Have To Be Number One

As a child Leon was in many sport teams since his father being a head coach for a national football team it was expected for Leon to pursue a career in athleticism. Leon never aimed for sports being a career choice yet he wanted to make his father proud. Leon works hard and practices until he collapses and failure isnt an option. Leon would feel devastated if he felt he lost in anything especially sports.

Leon felt if he was in so many sport teams his parents would eventually come to o...

I Love You

Even when he’s flustered, he still refuses to smile

🦁🐥

The Hunter and the Prey

Not in the Mood

He’s not in the Mood for games 🫠

Living His Best Life

😤

Sensitive Spot

Ahhhh! 🫣😳

R.E.M Lore, Deep Dive on Mathew's Ethnicity and Sexuality!

In this video I speak about R.E.M Lore primarily my character Eclipse and her design as well as 90s AU lore in which I discuss Mathew ethnicity and sexuality and lastly a cute treat for Easter and some of my process. huhuhuh

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Time Lapse - No Commentary, Just Music

Time Lapse of the art I made this month, including extra art towards the end. huhuhuh

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Monthly Update- Rant! Crunchyroll Sucks

Here is a video of my drama with Crunchyroll. HDJSFJKSHDFDS I need peace hahahaha

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Bubble Bath- NSFW March 2024

• They tried to take a bath together, get clean and start he day but they always end up just getting dirty all over again o_0 ( in some sketches I try to sketch what can be implied to be a tub or a shower and some I didnt, lol I didnt want to take to much of my time on a background, just use your imagination cause drawing backgrounds can get insane lol)

So later on in the 90s AU Jasper and Leon eventually move in together in an apartment in Manhattan. The would have to p...

Exclusive sticker rewards Only for $9+ Up Patrons: Mix Up

Hello,

There has been a mixup with the latest post of an exclusive sticker reward service that I give to $9 patrons and up. I created the post through the mobile app, and it sent it to everyone when it wasn’t supposed to. Since I do have some extras aside from my regular inventory including for my new $9 patrons I didn’t mind giving a couple away but currently I’m out of stock.

This is not going to be a regular thing. And I apologize for the mixup and the inconvenience. I�...

S-Slow Down

Take your Time

Lazy Afternoon

When Leon and Jasper move in together they have tons of lazy afternoons when they just nap on their old couch that Jasper refuses to throw away. Leon can afford a better high quality couch for their upscale apartment in Manhattan but Jasper refuses to give the couch up. Holds to many memories as well as him refusing to let his fame or his boyfriend wealth to lose his ways of simple living 

Taking a Break

Honestly, getting Leon smile right is the best part of drawing him. 

A Stressful Exercise

Leon never seems to have a moment of peace

Eclipse- Exploration

I been returning to the lore of R.E.M and I really want to explore Eclipse and her design, I created Eclipse back when the store was very different than what it is now, I enjoy the idea that she played the counterpart of The Queen of the Night who also is having a redesign. I like to see them as the Sun (Lili), Queen of the Night (Moon) and Eclipse (Eclipse) lol

Eclipse is a woman who takes on many forms if you look into my later work you can see she's taken the form of a harpy. She's q...

Join For Free Tier - Explanation - My Only Post for Free Members

Hello! 

I like to say thank you so much for joining my Patreon, I wanted to explain the join for free option on my page. Firstly, it isn't optional for creators to remove the join for free option hense why its on my own page. I like to make it very clear, I do not post any free content on my Patreon, everything is behind a paywall. So if you do join my Patreon for free you will not be receiving any form of free content, gifts or other rewards. I work very hard  to provide excl...

I Found You

Some hair variations 

Be Careful, He Bites ⚠️‼️⚠️ High Resolution

The anticipation

Pink Smoke

I totally forgot I doodle this. haha look at him pouting,

Only Think Of Me When You Touch Yourself, Ok? Part 2.

Jasper is like sure whatever you say -_______- only you and just you of course nobody else but you so when im hot and heavy you are the only one I picture because you're my boyfriend and god forbid I think of a celebrity crush or whatever who cares cause im yours forever....

Leon....is just WHAHAHSDHGILJF?!

Only Think Of Me When You Touch Yourself, Ok?

Leon insecurities has gone too far!  Even the cat thinks so!

First Time is the Hardest - NSFW February

I imagine that Jasper first time with Leon is both a painful yet erotic moment. He feels both pain and pleasure. When they both start to have sex they begin by fooling around, Jasper is inexperienced with having sex with other men and Leon isnt. Jasper is super intimidated and doesnt want to seem like a fool around Leon. Leon makes sure to take it nice and slow and do other fun things that doesnt always have to be direct. Even at the beginning being this intimate with Leon drives Jasper crazy...

My Little Mǎ Xiū / Matt Exploration

I wanted to explore Matt's culture and race, I never imagined him as white but POC. I decided to focus on his Chinese heritage. Matt is Chinese and his family immigrated to America when he was a newborn. Living in a small rural town of around 1,300 people primarily white he felt a bit out of place with his identity and still does in his current age. Matt family owns a popular store in town selling everyday items and some groceries, his family wants him to take up the business as I mentioned i...

Speed Paint- Latest illustration + sticker process

A speed paint of my latest illustration as well as the stickers I made for Christmas and New Years :)

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Art Talk+ Life Update

I talk about my dissatisfaction of my latest illustration and my own flaws as an artist as well as a life update more like a small update and me ranting about Pokemon for a minute lol anyway thank you! 

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Mika Pikazo- Speed Paint Video

A speed-ain't video of my illustration based on the inspiration of Mika Pikazo. 

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My Commentary of my Approach on my Mika Pikazo Study

An in-depth video of my art process and inspiration with creating this illustration inspired by Mika Pikazo! thank you so much!

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Mika Pikazo Study- Lili

Honestly, this had to be the most complicated yet fun experience yet painful experience I ever well....EXPERIENCED! When I feel like I dont know what to draw or if I feel like my art is stagnant I like focus on studies, I have many art books of artists I admire especially Japanese illustrators. I have been a big fan of Mika Pikazo for such a long time and I wanted to tackle her artistic methods primarily for the eyes haha. The notion that drawing anime is easy is laughable because it is not, ...

Waiting on a Kiss

I wanted to add some pop to this sketch. Waiting for a kiss is hard! how embarrassing!

side note I hate drawing hands! second side note, its a sketch and I shouldn't judge myself harshly. third side note! will they kiss?!