The process video of commissions I worked on this month!!!!! -instrumental only
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2023-11-29 10:41:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey everyone enjoy my monthly update of my life and what's been going on! :)
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2023-11-29 10:33:06 +0000 UTC View Post
God, Matt’s hair is so hard to draw
2023-11-21 09:14:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Here is a work in progress of the November sticker That is exclusive for nine dollar patrons who have pledged a month of November. This is the last sticker of the year and I’m so happy to have been able to continue the sticker reward the entire year. You are still eligible for this sticker if you pledge nine dollars before the end of the month thank you so much for your support. I will be uploading more content this week.
2023-11-21 09:01:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Here’s what I’ve been working on lol, though, I like uploading all at once I feel like you guys deserve a sneak peek 🫣
2023-11-20 08:37:03 +0000 UTC View Post
I was sick earlier this month, it was hell. Especially because I was covering one of my coworkers shift for two weeks. I’m better now, so I’m going back into sketching and drawing since I’m feeling like my old self again. I’m going to slowly start updating with more sketches and artwork as the month begins to close.
2023-11-20 08:32:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Honestly, I just wanted to draw him without a shirt on ha ha
2023-11-20 08:25:26 +0000 UTC View Post
In Depth discussion of my ideas based on Jurisprudence and its connection to R.E.M.
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2023-10-31 09:18:07 +0000 UTC View Post
A little life update! just rambling about future projects and art :) and just life honestly lol.
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2023-10-31 09:10:10 +0000 UTC View Post
In depth discussion of "The Best Friend" character, and her role in the story.
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2023-10-31 09:06:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper being held down by the octopus, within the painting of Jurisprudence it was noted that the octopus has the mans arms behind his back, as the eyes linger onto him, these are different versions of that. again, I am thinking instead of tentacles I want to try hands.
Jasper isnt very happy about this, why would he be? why should he be judged when they dont know the full story! they dont understand what he did was for Lili's best interest! why can't they believe that sometimes w...
2023-10-31 08:58:36 +0000 UTC View Post
The Octopus who holds down the accused as he is being judged by the goddesses, the many eyes linger onto the victim showing no mercy, hands behind his back Jasper is unable to escape and is forced to face his sins something he try so hard to fix, to destroy....never to confront not in front of Lili not her....
The design is still in the works but I really am enjoying how its turning out, I want the eyes to not be cartoonish as this part of the story is taken very seriously, I want the e...
2023-10-31 08:51:29 +0000 UTC View Post
As you know R.E.M is heavily inspired by Klimt painting, as someone who has an art history degree I really wanted to combine my love for art history with storytelling. There is a moment in which Jasper is exposed for his crimes against Lili and he would face punishment. Those who will bring punishment are the Erinyes, Goddesses who hold humans to account for the short comings of their crime. large goddesses who tower over Jasper refusing to listen to his excuses. I really love this piece, tho...
2023-10-31 08:46:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Currently im trying to find a design in which the Best Friend loses control, no longer having control of Lili she begins to unravel showing her true form. I want it to look scarier or at least more intimadting, its holding onto her core memory and won't ever let it go but maybe if Lili smiles she would reconsider.
2023-10-31 08:39:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Lili's best friend is always knows how to make her smile :)
R.E.M. is about entering Lili's subconscious mind through her dreams trying to find her core memories to help awaken her from her deep slumber. Within these core memories they would play out as dreams, Lili re-enters her memories no matter how damaging or hurtful it can be.
2023-10-31 08:36:40 +0000 UTC View Post
R.E.M. is about entering Lili's subconscious mind through her dreams trying to find her core memories to help awaken her from her deep slumber. Within these core memories they would play out as dreams, Lili re-enters her memories no matter how damaging or hurtful it can be.
The best friend is based on my own experiences of intensive bullying as a child, I dont want to go into great length but it left a scar on my mental and emotional state even to this day, R.E.M. was and is...
2023-10-31 08:33:34 +0000 UTC View Post
When Jasper has to much to drink he speaks in code that he believes everyone can understand, yet no one understands not even Matt. However, being this close to Jasper isnt so bad, Matt really enjoys being close with Jasper even if he only talks in emojis
2023-10-31 08:16:52 +0000 UTC View Post
I like to think in the future when Jasper and Leon live together in a loft in NYC Jasper would often have to go on tour so he would leave the care of his cat with Leon who unfortunately isnt very good at bonding with the cat. The cat in return hates Leon and makes his life a living hell. Jasper wants another cat and yet Leon won't budge no matter how erotically persuading Jasper can be....NO MORE CATS!
2023-10-31 08:14:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Jasper loves his shy boyfriend and Leon is to shy to admit he's in love with a chain smoker bad ass rock star who probably should stop smoking for the sake of his health but for the moment he can't seem to find the right words to say because he's just to bashful ///UvU///
2023-10-31 08:10:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Before I go into my work I like to create sketches as a warm up, here are some I've done ! Lili is always the best to sketch before going into work, I feel comfortable drawing her now! honestly I really enjoy sketching her more than creating full illustrations and that's primarily because of the mark making hehehe.
2023-10-31 08:06:23 +0000 UTC View Post
so I try to do the prompt and failed miserably It was a good start lol but as usual every year I failed to do inktober correctly. I will be adding two more spreads tomorrow. I just wanted to post what I had so far. I got to admit I really do enjoy these sketches, but I wish inktober wasn’t so intimidating. I will be following the prompt every now and then, and not just on October. I really do want to use it as ideas and a template. Anyway, please enjoy. 🌸🌸🌸🌸🎃
2023-10-31 06:45:53 +0000 UTC View PostGonna post some rewards today and the rest tomorrow so expect NSFW content on my patreon by tomorrow 🌝
2023-10-30 16:59:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I can’t do all of this idk but I’ll try it seems fun and a easy way to plan my work 😆 I’ll post it all when I’m done in one post like I always do. Later in the month I’ll ask everyone choice through a poll
2023-10-02 04:00:26 +0000 UTC View Post
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Note:
This is my personal experience of my relationship with an artist who I considered a friend for a very long time and the reality of our relationship that ultimately ended with me almost being scammed.
If you know the artist im talking about because you dealt with th...
2023-09-30 20:59:41 +0000 UTC View Post
No matter how many times Matt went back to sleep. He never had the dream again. What a shame.🌞
2023-09-30 11:04:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Please enjoy! :)
- An audio version of my process is uploaded :)
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2023-09-29 09:06:00 +0000 UTC View Post
A video where I go into my own experience about not idolizing artists or anyone in general, sometimes they aren't the amazing person behind their online persona. I also speak about cliques within the art community and how unnerving it can be. Once again thank you so much for your support! this is a pretty long video! so please enjoy!
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2023-09-29 09:04:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I had this idea that Matt would listen to Jasper songs, ✨, since they are in a band together, it will only makes sense for him to hear the songs that Jasper writes. Unknowingly to Jasper Matt’s heart always skips a beat.
I’ve been learning to play the ukulele, and I have been enjoying it so much, I want to advance enough to start playing the guitar in the future and it has been making a lot of the art of the 90s AU more intimate for me.
2023-09-28 07:57:41 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the sketch of purple dimensions that I have completed and finished for my $5 patrons. It’s from an ongoing series that I have been slowly creating I never know when to stop myself with this series. Once I start drawing a mirror, I can’t seem to stop lol I do love the final outcome and I hope you enjoy the sketch.
2023-09-28 07:51:12 +0000 UTC View Post