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incoming haul

so excited genuinely ecstatic to receive this parcel tomorrow. it is from vista print and i designed some truly. truly wacky items with shane’s face on them


so i will film a haul and i cannot wait (though may wait to edit bc my sponsor deadline is!!!! tight!!!! just finished working and it’s 9pm lol the grind never stops 🥴)

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important question

sorry i’m truly using patreon like a big group chat that i’m the leader of. first the cup song now this


anyway should i dye my hair purple

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last one i promise

me: i take requests

you: please stop

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again but worse somehow

hwhat

i take requests what shall i do next

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9.30 pm antics

silly goofy mood

it’s from hamilton btw in case u don’t have my brain rot

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shane questionnaire shane questionnaire

hey sams!!! in case you didnt see on the discord / my youtube community post - i have made a shane questionnaire!!

there are some voting data-based kind of questions but also lots of room to write down anything you want me to know. all questions are optional so dont feel like its a test or something lol, contribute as much or as little as you feel like! and you dont need to be a shane fan! you dont need to know anything about him! all shane opinions are welcome. even wrong ones lmao. <...

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[new video] answering your stardew questions (30k Q&A!)

what’s UP gamers here’s the sponsor free ad free version of my new vid. it’s also a lil early woahhhhhhhhhh

(i’m gonna do a separate vid for the questions u guys asked me on patreon btw! didn’t just forget hehe)

subtitles will be up soon just gotta make a few edits xx
edit: subs are up sorry for the delay!

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chatty grwm xx

doing my make up to film the q&a vid and talking about that weird post i made where i complained a lot xx

if you wanna know what products i used or anything just ask cos idk if anyones interested in that kind of thing lmao

also turns out i had a UTI so thats probs at least partly why i felt so weird. huh

EDIT: Ugh i just noticed at 21.15 it cut off my joke rip. it said "here's whats in my mouth i guess. jesus christ". very funny. fuck you final cut pro

EDIT: ok her...

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weird ramble about feeling stuck and adhd problems

yooo gamers, im having a bit of a weird time atm and thought id try just writing like a blog post or whatever. kind of weird ive never had a blog before lol

so i worked on the shane video for 2 weeks and im taking this week away from it to work on my q&a video instead cos i can make that in (hypothetically) a few days (thats what i said about the ranking video but then i ended up obsessing just as much over the editing lol). and im just in this weird stuck headspace right now. partl...

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new discord roles and channel!

whats UP sams of all shapes and sizes!!

i just made a new channel on my discord for patrons only! so we can chat without me having to make a whole ass post yano? little back and forth? teeny tiny script excerpts? in case you don't have discord there won't be anything on there that's like, a video or anything, just little teeny updates that arent worth making a post about!

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shane spreadsheet shane spreadsheet

whats up. here's commenter access to my big shane dialogue spreadsheet. if u ever wanted to look at every piece of his dialogue from 3 versions of the game, now u can. im still working on it, the ? are where i feel like there's something and i need to look it up - i gave the sharing link commenter access so if you think something's wrong you can leave me a comment. or you can just leave me a comment for shits and gigs lmao xx

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BONKERS SHIT I FOUND IN THE FILES

dont even know how to describe this video just a fucking bonkers experience. you'll see what i mean

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shane day 7 update

day 7 if you dont count all the time i thought about it over the weekend and also before i started. lol

in this video i will pretty much exclusively update you about the shane video? dont think i get too distracted !!!!

ps im gonna upload another video shortly after this one because I FOUND SOMETHING FUCKING BONKERS IN THE GAME FILES

pps i know you can kinda read some of the stuff i wrote but its all first draft / notes at this point ok. ok? ok

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stalking shane in SDV 1.07

whats up gamers!! treat for ya. whats the opposite of a shitpost. a pisspost. well this is that cos i edited it and everything. there's MUSIC

basically trying to see what's different about non-romanceable shane compared to current shane. so i had to play loads of stardew and talk to him loads.... oh no i hated it (...NOT!!)........... plus just general yapping about how much i love him. also i do the egg hunt

alternative title: stardew valley youtuber reveals herself to be bad at ...

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shane video day 1 update

in this video i will:

  • talk about the shane video - progress, early thoughts about structure and outfit, how weird he makes me

  • talk about the 2 heart scene which is inarguably the best cutscene in the game dont start with me

since i made this on monday i managed to download a previous build of stardew so i played the non-romanceable version of shane!! was heartbreaking not to get to dance w my man at the flower dance i'll tell you that for a fact. s...

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impromptu critique of The Holiday (2006)

in this video i will:

  • yap about The Holiday (2006)

  • brief health update (im fine dw)

  • try and wrap a present and fail

  • do some great impressions from Die Hard (1988)

  • pet muffin until he tries to eat me

also have you guys heard the justin bieber version of little drummer boy????? why does it go SO hard ????

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new video: booboo redux (music version)

so this is the exact same video but with music in case u vibe with that more!! youtube doesnt get 2 versions. u are special. u probably knew that anyway tho

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new video: booboo redux (no music version)

ok i now have a section where i wear a dunce hat and declare myself to be booboo the fool and also read loads of lines from logan paul's apology video. so this should be the final version.

this one has no music like the original but i also made a version with music so i will upload that immediately after this one <3 so you can pick what ya want

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im boo boo the fool

im probably gonna write dunce on it cos otherwise it looks a bit. yano. klan adjacent

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[closed] Q&A questions!!!

whats UP gamers

i will be doing a q&a sometime in the new year so if you have any questions for me leave them as comments!!

since you are my special little sams i will be making a patreon cut where i will answer every question you give me (unless they are weird) (i mean even then tbh i am getting too comfortable sharing things online hahah) so go for it go for it!! ask as many as you want. i dont need an excuse to yap but it helps. love u merry christmas seasonnnnn 💖

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updates / yapping

things discussed in this video

  • new video (couples video)

  • seb BTS / shane video

  • Q&A

  • 30k subs (with a side of oversharing / using you as my therapist)

  • crafts / stickers show and tell

  • do you think I should let my roots grow out yes or no

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[new video] talking about ships !!!

edit 12/12: oh look its a palindrome lol. anyway hi so number 1 i decided to put music in it so i'll upload that version, number 2 i have been informed of some FLAWS in my methodology so will have to edit some stuff out/in, the meat of it is the same tho its just i was wrong about the ao3 tagging system. im sorry ao3 please let me keep posting my shane self inserts xx

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hi i havent come up with the title for it yet hehe but here is my new video!!!!! a lot looser than my usual con...

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me: im gonna make a half an hour video

the first cut of the video:

 

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new vid coming soon

in which i talk about the canon and non canon couples of sdv! heres an excerpt of some extremely on brand behaviour

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[new video!!] a heartfelt defence of doctor who's worst episode

good morning gamers!!

please enjoy the definitive version of my new video!!

unfortunately i can only share it via a patreon upload and not unlisted youtube link - i had to HEAVILY filter the footage in order to upload the youtube version, so this unfiltered version flags all the content id angry symbols and would be blocked globally aka unshareable. its super annoying cos im so proud of the video!! but oh well, at least you guys get the supreme version :D

let me know what yo...

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update/complaining

in this video i will

  • tell you when the new video will be out

  • show you spoilers of the new video

  • complain a lot about youtube content ID

  • film my screen like some kind of boomer

  • update on shane video

  • show you 1 craft

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new video snippet

incredibly based, nuanced, well researched, well argued, red pilled, woke, academic points being made in this tiny snippet from the doctor who video im working on

sorry im in a void i did it with green screen and i havent put in anything behind yet lol

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a little cringe as a treat

hi gamers, for the doctor who video im working on i went through multiple annoying levels of admin to get access to my old tumblr account!! so this is a video of me going through, specifically, the gifsets/edits that i personally made back in the day. there's a lot of them holy shit girlie was grinding

i hope it brings you a morsel of joy, i recorded this on the night of november 5th so yano. before democracy was shaken to its core. i personally am a 'distract myself from world events w...

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oo wee ooooo

what’s up i caught a cold and am suffering big time

in other news i think my next video will actually be about doctor who. i was struggling to write anything and tbh i think i need a break from stardew. the sebastian video turned my brain inside out like it was so long thinking about this game that i kinda burned myself out on it a little, and i started rewatching doctor who and got so excited about a video idea. i think after 13 videos and 9 months i could use a little variation you ...

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SEB BLOOPERS

straight up bloopin my shit rn

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