Passion Dump of an Autist

Game Plan this week! Thanks for your patience!

Hi guys! It's been a bit of a stressful week for me. Tunnel in general has been draining (in a good way), and we had our Canadian election yesterday, I'm working on some personal work stuff etc. Anyways, Lana is paused for a few days. I am finishing up recording some tier2/tier3 requests (videos of 1D and Aurora will be available for everyone). And My Tunnel live reactions will be closer to the end of this week or beginning of next week. Hope you are having an amazing week! 💥💥😘...

LANA DEL REY - Stagecoach 2025

LANA! You messy Queen! I love her so much. This absolutely GAGGED me!

LORDE - What Was That - Uncut Reaction

Starting our journey STRONG! Can't wait to do more from her.

T3 Request - AURORA - Infections of a Different Kind - Step 1 - Full uncut reaction

Man oh man! This woman makes me feel SO seen EVERY freakin time. So glad to be back on the Aurora deep dive, thanks to Michael from Tier 3!!

LANA DEL REY - 'Candy Necklaces' Music Video Reaction

This may have been my FAV music video so far! So freakin good!!

Plan for this week coming -Lana Beach Crew

So I was thinking that I was going to take the week off for Lana content. I’ve got 6 hours to go through editing for YT as well as some tier 3 stuff to go through. But actually it works perfect that there is only one music video. I’ll do a quick video for the one music video and give you guys a snack at least. Then next week we can be back with a nice longer live video reaction before aka. Anyways, that’s the plan! ❤️

Just in case you’re not in the Discord

I wanted to express my gratitude as well as my feelings in having. Also when I say that you guys sharing your tough experiences is “beautiful”, I don’t mean to take away from those experiences. Just that the way we created a safe sharing space for each other I thought was so human and beautiful. And directly in opposition to the direction that many humans are operating in society. It’s stunning how we came together and held each other up as a community. I absolutely would NOT hav...

LANA DEL REY - Did You know that there's a tunnel under Ocean Blvd - Full Uncut Reaction

Nearly 6 hours...I don't know what to say. This has been a beautiful journey! :)

LANA DEL REY - Bluebird Full Reaction

Officially healed...no more lessons in life needed....lol Kidding, but also, I really needed to hear this song. :)

Plan for ‘Bluebird’

I think I’m gonna cool it on the “drop” on Patreon for this one. With Tunnel coming out on Saturday and me busy with some day job stuff I want to go to bed at a decent hour tonight. I’m going to try and use a VPN and react today and get it uploaded to Patreon today asap. And that way you guys can watch it when you want after you’ve had a chance to fathom the song yourself. If you do want to participate in a live chat, I’m going to be premiering on YT tomorrow morning (my time)...

I’m forever changed…

DISCORD SERVER NOW OPEN FOR PAID MEMBERS

Thanks to Esta who suggested I integrate a discord server, I've re-worked an old server I used to have when I was doing Twitch/Youtube back in 2020. Certainly under construction, but I wanted to give you guys access in case we want to do more private streaming stuff for Patreon members if we want and not have to worry about copyright on YT for certain things. Anyways, not mandatory but if you wanted to join, I've linked instructions to integrating Discord with your Patreon account. Let me ...

LANA DEL REY - Blue Banisters Tier Ranking Uncut-Early Access

Here we are folks. We are at the end of BB. Let me know your thoughts. ❤️

LANA DEL REY - Henry, Come On Uncut Reaction

Y'ALL! This is my first Lana reaction in real time and I'm DEAD!!!!! Giddy up Mutha Fuckas!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry...I'm excited. lol

T3 Request - MAC MILLER DOC

I don't even know what to say... :( This was such a beautiful snapshot of a life taken too soon.

A HUGE thank you to HallofFameLebron for this tier 3 request. Makes me want to listen to more from Mac Miller. Such a special soul.

Blue Banisters Music Videos and lives Reaction DROP Tomorrow!

As long as everything uploads tonight I am still planning on having our first video "drop" while we can chat live. I can't set it up until I have the video processed but plan for a 9am EDT premiere! Can't wait to chat with you!!

LANA DEL REY - Blue Banisters Music Videos/Lives Reaction

These added SO much for my BB experience! Have I connected finally to Arcadia? Well, you'll have to watch to find out. ;p

ARIANA GRANDE - Brighter Days Ahead Short Film Full Reaction

WOW! Just frickin wow!

ARIANA GRANDE - Eternal Sunshine Deluxe - Brighter Days Ahead Full Reaction

Production and lyrics are SO good!! Top tier pop music!

Henry WHEN????!!!!! 😭

Just so you know, I’m dropping everything! Album deep dive, who is that? We are in ‘The Right Person Will Stay’ era! lol. But seriously! I’m excited to share this experience with you guys!! It’s giving me life. ❤️❤️❤️

LANA DEL REY - Blue Banisters - Full Album Reaction

Well here we are! WARNING: The first 30-40 mins may be quite uncomfortable to watch. But I promise I start relaxing into it as we go along. Trust the process...LOL Anyways, this may be the most honest I am in a reaction, so there's that.

Best time for a drop to happen during the week?

Longtime supporter, Jaimie (I hope it's okay I am singling you out) gave me the idea of Patreon "drops" which I didn't even know was a thing before today. Most of you I believe came from my Youtube channel so you may know that I LOVE doing premieres and chatting with you all. I believe this is a similar way for the community to connect while watching a video. And if you can't make it you can still watch as normal and I believe you even still get to see the live comments. I will probably d...

BB is coming! Comp issues

I'm so sorry! Usually I leave my videos to process overnight and I can post for you guys in the morning. Something happened and it stopped uploading overnight so all that time that it needs overnight just didn't happen. It looks like it is working now but it will probably be multiple hours as its a 3 hour reaction. I'll keep an eye on it all day and post asap. Love you guys!

DOECHII - Alligator Bites Never Heal

I FREAKIN NEEDED THIS! This woman is a force of nature and I'm happy to be caught in her storm. lol 🐊😜

WEYES BLOOD - Titanic Rising Full Album Reaction

I have to say...I go on about a lot of nothing and it probably has nothing to do with the intent of the art...but nevertheless this piece of art got me thinking and brought out a lot of feelings. And THAT is what I love about music. But now I'll read about what this album is ACTUALLY about. LOL

T3 March Request - One Direction - Up All Night Tour

I had SO much fun with this! And now I cannot wait for the next album to see the progression. 😜

Album Reaction Vote Results!

Gonna be filming tomorrow as long as I’m feeling good. Should be up Thursday morning. 😉🛳️⬆️

Ideas for this week

Hi friends! After seeing the suggestion on my YouTube post about watching the Lana 2 hour livestream before Blue Bannisters, I really do want to do that to give me the context beforehand so I can get as much out of it as possible on my first listen. That being said with my schedule, live-streaming is really only possible on weekends. So I’ve scheduled for Sunday at my regular time (11 am EDT).

So this’ll push Blue Bannisters to next Monday. But I’m dying to do another reaction...

Chemtrails over the Suburbs

Thought you guys would appreciate! 😭😅

LADY GAGA - Mayhem Bonus Tracks and SNL Performances Reaction

Floored again! That's all I'm gonna say!