Passion Dump of an Autist

LANA DEL REY - Chemtrails Over the Country Club - MV's and Live Performances Reaction

It's FINALLY here folks! Thank you so much for your patience. It was certainly worth the wait and I enjoyed it so much, so I'm so glad I waited until I was feelin it.

For fam on my Lana Journey with me

I found this old clip that I completely forgot about that I thought you guys would find so interesting. This was a song called “Pretty Zombie” I wrote about walking through life as a masked version of myself. Peep these themes written in 2010ish for songwriting competition: Hope, freedom, truth, clarity. I was primed to love Lana! This girl needed Lana so bad. But now I get to feed my soul with such beautiful music that speaks to me.

Jan Tier 2 video now open for all levels for viewing

As another thank you for your patience while a navigate a tad bit of burnout, I’ve made January’s tier 2 video available for all levels in case you need a cozy, video to watch while waiting. Nothing to worry about, but I am feeling very exhausted and just really listening to my body with this journey. It’s a long term project (Lana project) that I want to finish with passion and excitement. So thanks again for your understanding and know this is still coming this week. ❤️

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Chemtrails is still coming 🫣

I haven’t forgotten about you. I literally got up, did my hair and makeup and sat down to film and I realized I just was not into it. I’m in love with this album and it just felt disingenuous to film when I’m not feeling it today. I’ve been beating myself up because I already wanted it done last week, but I also know that what you guys seem to connect with me about is my authenticity. So apologies across the board because my plan was to get this thing done today, but I’ll come ...

Lady Gaga - Mayhem Full Album Reaction

Ahhhhhhhh!!! This was so much fun! And this has hyped me up even more to go back and experience the older stuff. 🖤

Nov and Dec Tier 2 Request Videos Open for all paid tier members!

Chemtrails Music Video/live video is coming asap but in the meantime I figured I'd open up the November and December tier 2 videos for everyone to tide you over for now! Hope you enjoy. I'll be posting new Lana soon! :)

November Requests:

https://www.patreon.com/posts/tier-2-nove...

I Still Love You But My Brain is a Bit Broken...🥴

I explain more in the video, but just to be clear, this will NOT affect my upload schedule...just more to explain why I haven't been super active responding to comments/DM's as I usually do. Please keep them coming and I'll get to everything when I have a chance to sit down and prioritize it like I want to!!! Love you! ❤️

LANA DEL REY - Chemtrails Over the Country Club - Full Reaction

I didn't think I'd cry this much at this one...never underestimate yourself I guess! LOL

LANA DEL REY - Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass - P3 (Final)

We did it!! We got through it.....with a dark story I thought I'd take to my grave not share over the internet....but here we are. Lana writes a poem and I spill my guts...what's new?!

Violet Bent Backwards finale coming…

Plan was to get this done today finally but rest is calling me instead. I never want to “put on a face” or be fake in my reaction and if I did it today that would be the only way to get through it.

My plan is to get this done some time over the weekend so I can still do my Chem Trails reaction early next week. I’m just too excited to continue with the music!! lol

But trying to get through some editing today/tomorrow to premiere on YouTube my Lady Gaga and Sabr...

LANA DEL REY - Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass - P2/3

My puppies were just NOT letting me finish this reaction so I will be back tomorrow to finish up. But we did get through a few more! Until then!

LANA DEL REY - Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass - Part 1/3 Full Reaction

There was SO much in there for me to ponder I had to split this up. Part 2 coming tomorrow if all goes well 🤞This has been such an amazing experience so far.

T3 - Feb Request - 1D - A Year in the Making TV Special

So fun to see how it all started! Thanks again Celeste for another fun request!

SABRINA CARPENTER - Short n' Sweet DELUXE Full Reaction

Dolly! Another set of great tracks from Miss Sabrina Carpenter. So fun to react to!

LANA DEL REY - NFR Live Performances Reaction

AHHH!!!! They just keep getting better and better!!!

I’m cooking up something new for a Lana YouTube series…🪄

In the spirit of some interesting, new ideas coming up for me today:

I’ve come upon a fun idea I want to try with a new Lana YT series (don’t worry it won’t detract from the deep dive I’m doing).

But I need your fav songs. The songs that connect the deepest to you. You don’t need to tell me why. But the songs that feel like your journey. The songs that resonate the most with you. Please comment down below (I won’t use your name in the video o...

Tier 2 - JAN requests ❤️

Thanks for these requests! These were amazing to listen to and newly discover: Madison Beer, Laufey,, Conan Gray, Lorde, Ashe & Finneas, and Fiona Apple.

LANA DEL REY - Norman Fucking Rockwell Music Videos Full Reaction

WOW! Another amazing glimpse into this woman's mind. I'm stunned. Enjoy!! 🦋💙

LADY GAGA - Abracadabra Song and Music Video Full Reaction

The dancer in me just went nuts for the stunning dance performance in this!! I am officially so excited for the new album coming out in March.

Slight Delay in NFR MV’s/tier 2 Jan reaction

Hello! I always like to keep you informed of any slight changes in schedule. Similar to last week, I worked all weekend and I just need a day off so I can actually bring the energy I like to bring to these reactions. These were scheduled to do today but I will be delaying for tomorrow instead so should be up on Wednesday morning (my time).

In the meantime, have a wonderful Monday and I’ll be resting today. This girl is TIRED! 😴 🥱💤

The card I pulled today 🦋🌩️👀

I’ve never felt so comforted with a “Tower” card pull. (Iykyk). But something tells me I’m on to huge things with this destruction.

Um….look what freakin came in today?!!

So excited!! First unwrapping and look at it coming soon (closer when we do the full reaction) 🦋🦋🦋

LANA DEL REY - Norman F***ing Rockwell - Full Album Reaction Part 2

I am SO glad I waited to listen to this again until after the previous albums! This was a completely different experience! Hope you guys enjoy the deep dive. It's another long one of ramblings! 🦋🩵

🦋NFR🦋

The face of a girl who just finished a 4 hour deep dive of LDR’s NFR! Man, it’s already full cycle and I feel like I’ve finally caught my favourite butterfly!

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Can’t wait to share this one with you guys! Currently working hard to get this one processed and uploaded. If all goes well it should be good to go tomorrow morning! It’s another long one.

Val🩵

LANA DEL REY - Lust For Life - Live Performances Reaction

This may have been my favourite lives video experience since we started! She's really come into herself here and it's so nice to see.

Lust for Life Live Video is still coming!

Hello! I normally would have my weekly Lana video up by now. A lot of you know I’ve been pretty sick over the last few weeks. Unfortunately it has still been up and down for me. I’ve had a few good days where I’ve been able to record and mostly it’s been quite a struggle. The last 2 days have been still pretty awful so I’ve been continuing to rest. Anyways, it is coming this week. I’m determined to press on, but it may just be a day or 2 delayed. My plan as of right now is...

T3 JAN Request - ONE DIRECTION - Up All Night Music Videos Reaction

Thanks again to Celeste in Tier 3 for this amazing request! This reaction was a freakin BLAST!

T3 JAN Request - ONE DIRECTION - Up All Night Full Album Reaction

A huge shoutout to Celeste, my Tier 3 supporter who has officially put us on the 1D journey. My inner teen is SCREAMING and CHEERING! This was SO much fun. :)

LANA DEL REY - Lust For Life- Music Videos Reaction

She NEVER disappoints with the visuals! I'm stunned with the level of artistry. :)

Throwback Music Reaction Poll

I’ve been itching to do a throwback series on here and I’m curious what my audience would be excited to see. These are the albums for whatever weird reason my brain has wanted to revisit (it’s a total mixed bag) lol

NOTE: I've also put out a poll on YouTube so you are welcome to cast a vote on both platforms

Patreon subscribers have the perk of being able to cast 2x and I'll add the score...