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Samusette

It took me quite a while to finish this render, longer than I would have liked, but basically I reworked the body sculpt about four times because there was something I didn't quite like about the body shape; it lacked harmony. While the bodies I create for some people end up looking fat or like they've had silicone fillers, I personally want to give them a natural appearance, showing that they are genetically blessed bodies... And I'm not making this up, these bodies really exist, so I always strive for harmony... thick, but harmony nonetheless. I also know that this render could be very similar to Mika's, but precisely for that reason I wanted to change the angle a bit, especially since I sometimes base my angles on highlighting the most important features of the character, and Samus stands out in every way, so I needed a pose that emphasized both aspects. (─‿‿─)

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Suggestion Post 2 (Popular Characters Banned)

Okay, with the first Loba render done, it's time for the next suggestions post. Remember that participants for the Hardstuck selection are also chosen from here, so this is where it's most important to post your suggestions so you can earn points and appear there sooner or later if your suggestion don't win. ( ̄ω ̄)

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"Loba Burglar"

Okay, it took me a while to make this render since my original idea was to give her an outfit like Miruko's from BNHA, but I didn't like the result, especially the ears. Then I started thinking about characters who, like Loba, had double braids, and two came to mind: Cammy and Jinx. However, since I recently used Cammy's outfit for Mika (if I had known Loba would win, I would have given Mika a different costume), I didn't want to repeat it. And Jinx just didn't quite fit the idea. So I went with another aspect. Loba is a thief. What other characters are? Well, Catwoman, Black Cat, and Nami "Cat Burglar"... why are they all cat-themed? The Catwoman outfit didn't convince me, and I couldn't get the Black Cat outfit to fit properly, so by process of elimination, I went with Nami. (´ ∀ ` *)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Apex > Loba folder.

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Mika's New Lock

Again I wanted to use the fisheye lens; for those who don't remember, it's a type of camera trick where everything in the center of the frame appears larger than the rest. Normally, this effect is avoided, but there are some cases where it can be beneficial, in this case to highlight the Booty ( ̄ω ̄)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Rainbow Mika folder.

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Mika Selfie Alt. Versions

Okay, with that, the only thing left is the spicy render of Mika, which I already have an idea of ​​what it will look like. Also, I think I know what idea I could give Loba since she was the winner of the last vote. ヽ(*・ω・)ノ

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Rainbow Mika folder.

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Chun-Li Wonder Cake Alt. Versions

As I mentioned, I've been a little busy doing everything, especially the set sketches. I've already finished some sketches, but I'd say I'm not halfway there yet. Like I said when I posted Luna's set, I don't want to promise anything about when it will be ready, but I want to let you know that I am working on it, also, as I mentioned, I'll be continuing with the Halloween renders throughout November, so several characters are still pending: Widow, Ashley, Evelynn, and maybe some not so common around here.( ̄︶ ̄)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Chun-Li folder.

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Chun-Li Wonder Cake

I've been quite busy lately, working on alternate versions of pending renders, sketches for the Cait x Vi set, commission sketches, and I'll be away for two days for personal reasons, so I haven't had time to think of anything interesting. Therefore, I have to offer a huge apology for having to resort to an old render but changing the character in question. I hope this is the last time I have to do this for a long time. I tried making slight changes to the background or something, but I didn't like any of the changes, so I followed the golden rule: "if it ain't broke, don't fix it."

Now, I was going to give Chunny a kitty outfit, but since it's one I already used in the 2B render, and I really didn't want to repeat it, the same goes for the demon and witch/angel outfits; they would block the "beautiful views." Besides, if this render is already somewhat repetitive, I might as well give it something different, so I thought of doing something I've seen many artists do, especially those who do 2D art, which is swapping costumes with other characters. I haven't done it before because the costumes are designed for the characters' canon proportions, and when you modify them, they distort horribly (except for the Zero Suit, but since that's a recreation I made, it fits any body type) So in this case, I made a more adult-friendly version of WW's suit (although it's not entirely noticeable here either) (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

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Fun After Drinking

This time I wanted to try a new expression for the characters since I always use the same 2 or 3. The reason is that many times the characters look good without showing their teeth or smiling widely, as they can enter the uncanny valley or simply look bad. In other cases, it's because when loading the character's head shape (for example, 2B head, Chun-Li head, etc.), that also modifies the teeth, and there are some models that clearly weren't made to smile with their mouths open. But since Baiken is one of my recreations, I made sure she visited the dentist every month, so I wanted to give that Colgate smile a chance (#NotAnAd) (´。• ᵕ •。`)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Guilty Gear > Baiken folder.

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Mika... White? Alt. Versions

I'll just say... 22 versions (っ º - º ς)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Rainbow Mika folder.

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Baiken Onsen 2 Alt. Versions

In this case, I didn't add the kimono version because the outfit would cover everything and would just be a huge layer of fabric blocking the view... and it didn't really make sense, so I changed it to something else. (* ^ ω ^)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Guilty Gear > Baiken folder.

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Baiken Onsen Alt. Versions

One thing I forgot to say is that I'm taking advantage of these days that I have to make the alternative versions of the Baiken and Mika renders to make the Caitlyn x Vi set. I don't know if I'll have it before the end of the month but I want to let you know that it's already in production.(^▽^)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Guilty Gear > Baiken folder.

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Succubus Training

Originally my idea was a render of Lux and Sera together dressed as devils but in the process I had the idea of ​​doing this instead, something like Fortune is already a succubus and is teaching 2 little demons how to become one, if Chihuahua dogs taught me anything it's that it doesn't matter what size you are if you have a well-altered perception of reality you can be whatever you want to be ヽ(*・ω・)ノ

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the League > Multiple folder.

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Spooky MILFS Alt. Versions

In the end I realized that my dissatisfaction was not the background itself, but rather that I felt the image was very flat, insipid, even as if the background was not really there and was only superimposed in Photoshop, the poses were very generic, nothing out of this world, only Hinata's pose seemed perfect to me since it encapsulates that idea I wanted to give it "shy but seductive, she knows the arsenal she has but doesn't want to brag about it like Rangiku" so I decided to give SpaceMom and Rangiku a pose change so that they blend a little more with the background and not just the 3 of them are standing there like soldiers, idk, what do you think? (´• ω •`)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Crossover > Spooky MILFS folder.

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Spooky MILFS

This render took me some time because I didn't know what background to use, I went through several options and this was the most passable for me, however I consider that the contrasts and colors still need some small adjustments but I will correct them later, for now the idea of ​​the render is 90% like this (─‿‿─)

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Mika Selfie

I want to publicly greet the infiltrator who just leaked all the content from February to September, I have an artist friend who constantly checks his own leak pages and also checks mine so he warned me about that, but well, I can't do anything unless I know exactly who it is, also 60% of the reason for the anti-leaks measures I did was to prevent many people from abandoning the ship and to be able to raise more for Blacky's veterinary expenses and the truth is it worked, the average of subscribers went up 50% since then, thank you very much guys, but anyway, leaving that aside, this pose is one that I had originally planned to give Emma but I wasn't convinced by how it looked, however with some adjustments here and there I think that in the end it doesn't look so bad (@^◡^)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Rainbow Mika folder.

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Momma Samus (So scary, I hope it happens to me)

Continuing with some spooky renders we have this terrifying situation where a Big Mommy like Samus (almost 2 meters tall and athletic body) can easily put you in this situation... truly a situation to get erect... I'm talking about the piloerection that happens when we get chills of course (ᵕ • ᴗ •)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Samus folder.

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What images do you prefer to see? 1

Well, with everything that's happened in the last few days, I forgot to vote for the next character until today when I woke up to see the winner and find out if I had to fix any model, and after spending like 20 minutes looking for a post that didn't even exist, well... here I am. (* ^ ω ^)

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Baiken Onsen 2

Well, finally after several days here I have the other render of Baiken which I'm not going to lie was a little weird because if I gave her a pose where she was tying her hair it was going to be really funny how she would have both arms raised something like she forgot that the boat is missing an oar and then while I was doing this render I wanted to adjust the eye so that it looked at the camera and when I was going to do it I realized a tiny detail... so I don't know, would you like me to add alternative versions where she is at 100% and not at 80%? (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Guilty Gear > Baiken folder.

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"I Just Love Latinas" - A wise Hedgehog

As I mentioned there were some ideas I had for random renders, so to make up for the inactivity I'm going to sporadically release one or another, this one in particular my idea was to surround the camera with 4 characters, Pharah, Harribel, Qiyana and Loba, but then I realized 2 things, Harribel's milkers took up half the screen so I had to change her for another chocolate and then I thought "if I add Sombra instead of Pharah this would literally be all Latinas... deal" and well honoring my favorite character in the Sonic franchise I made this ヽ(*・ω・)ノ

It also has a version with the little bush for those who like it... something curious is that if you check Qiyana's splash art she has black eyebrows and eyelashes... but it is supposed that she, like her entire family, has white hair, so there are 2, the entire family bleaches their hair or like the good Indie company that it is, it was a mistake by Riot.

Another fun fact, Rouge is based on a Cuban fruit bat... So yeah... she's Latina... I don't know about you but I was always on the Shadouge's ship.

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Crossover > Loba, Sombra & Qiyana folder.

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Kitty 2B Alt. Versions

Okay, this adds 16 versions of this render, mostly because I understand that some people might like 2Booty's design more with the blindfold on, I gave her an Ero Maid outfit since that was one of my original ideas, maybe I'll give that outfit to someone too, for example a render of Widow as a French ero maid, idk, for now I'll leave this here and I'll see if I can bring you some exclusive renders today. ( ̄ω ̄)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the 2B folder.

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Kitty 2B

Okay, as I explained in the last post, it's time to get back to work. As I said, I'm not 100% fine but that's something normal that won't happen until a long time later and well, I need to eat so while my head can think of ideas for renders I'll use it for that. My original idea was to start with Ashley from RE4 but I decided to change my mind while I was making some adjustments... and because this was the first idea that came to my head so well, just as the pool renders started with 2Booty, the Spooky renders will too... although we're already halfway through the month but oh well, this time lasts until December arrives. (´ ∀ ` *)

Btw, I'm sorry to start with an Early Access instead of bringing more exclusive content but I'll make up for it by doing some ideas I had for occasional renders.

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"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

I was going to include all of this in the render message that will be posted in a moment, but I preferred to make an exclusive post to really thank you all for the support and the messages you have sent me, seriously guys are the best, I will never tire of thanking you all for everything.

As I have mentioned with my friends, I can not say that I am well but I would not say that I am bad either, I am leaving with the fortune that we did not have to make a drastic decision, he was with my mother and I in his last moments, we did everything in our power to avoid this outcome but these are those situations that no matter how much one gives all their time, money and effort it is not possible, but I am left with the fact that he left peacefully, without suffering, while his light slowly went out we were able to thank him for everything he meant in our lives and how much we loved him.

And well again I want to thank you all for the support from your part since as I mentioned in my previous message all the money was for him, from now on I will focus on improvements for the PC, to give all of you the one that I think the best way to thank you is to strive to improve the content for you, so it's time to get back to work and I know he's with me, accompanying me in this new stage of my life.

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"My Reason" (Skip to the last paragraphs if you want context)

(Notice: this is a personal venting text)

For as long as I can remember, I always lived in hospitals, there were nights where I was completely alone, only the noise of the machines that were connected to my body, when I finally left the hospital I remember seeing many children having fun with their siblings... And that made me want to have a brother, something I never had... Until you came into my life.

On August 10th, 2010, at my father’s house, was when I saw you come into the world, quite a peculiar experience for an 8-year-old boy, however, when I saw you I knew that you were that life companion I wanted, I knew that you were that brother I never had, a brother with whom I could play and laugh for hours, I remember they said “that puppy is not going to live, they always leave him outside, he doesn’t get food and he’s very dumb” so, together with my mother we fed you with a bottle and later with a bowl, we always had to put it in front of you since you never found it, days went by and you finally let me see your eyes, those brown eyes that I fell in love with just by looking at them, so we took you home where it was just my mother, you and me... And that’s how a life full of joy began, a life full of love.

I remember you got stuck under a cabinet and we were panicking because we couldn’t find you until I bent down and saw your eyes full of fear, you had gotten stuck, you were no bigger than the palm of my hand at that moment.

I still remember your first bark, your first mischief, your first toy, your first scolding... There are so many memories that come to my mind that if I wrote them all I would never finish... Because in the end, that puppy they said wouldn’t live, today is 15 years old, 15 years full of ups and downs.

In 2021 my father passed away, he was the one who brought you into my life and by fate I couldn’t keep any memory of him... But I didn’t care because there was nothing material more important than the most precious gift he gave me, you.

But life can cut like a knife, life has its whims, a small flaw among so much perfection that you were, there in your heart, you ask the world for an explanation but in the end it turns out there isn’t one, but I’m sure your heart was growing because it was full of love... Yes but love for chicken, your eyes seem to pop out and you won’t stop barking when you see a bucket of chicken.

But it turns out that having a big heart because of so much love is not as good as it seems, from that moment they warned me what could happen to you... I knew the treatment was expensive but I didn’t care because at that moment you gave me a reason.

When I started making renders many asked me why I chose to do NSFW, I simply answered that it was because I’m a degenerate who likes women with big features, others asked me why I didn’t take the time to learn how to use Blender to make animations instead of getting stuck with software that only makes images, I said it was because I never understood how Blender worked... And while that was partly true, the reality is that I needed to get money quickly.

I knew my mother couldn’t carry all the financial weight, so I sat down and on a laptop with 4 GB of RAM and an Intel Celeron I tried to learn how to use a software that I had been told was easy to understand... Needless to say, that laptop died, but then I invested in a computer, did 2 weeks of training and instantly went to war not knowing what the future held for me but I had a reason to strive every day, I would give my best to be able to give you the best.

Many ask me why I don’t upgrade my computer, why the hell I have no money in my bank account?, well... Because everything was for you, medicine, tests, checkups, transport, everything... Because that’s what you deserved from me, everything, because you are the reason for my smiles... The reason my childhood was more than just hospitals... I can’t give you less than 10000% of me.

My mother scolded me because I let you on the bed, I carried you and you filled my clothes with hair, my family and friends asked me if it didn’t bother me to pick up dog hair, I answered no, because I know one day I’ll pick up the last hair and that day a part of me will die.

And like a shooting star that passes one day when you least expect it, the doctor’s prognosis came true, today after 15 long years, your heart has grown tired, but I will never get tired of thanking you for everything... Thanking you for the smiles, thanking you for the moments, thanking you for the memories, even the tears.

Because tonight was the last time that your heart and mine beat so close to one another, the last night those brown eyes like chocolate more beautiful than gold looked into mine, a night when those soft little paws became hard to hold.

But until the day I die I will dream of you, in 1 million lives I will always choose you, I will love you until my last breath, you left physically, but something tells me that you and I will be together again someday.

Because you will never leave my side because I firmly believe that someone dies not when they are no longer physically here or when their big heart stops beating... They die when they are forgotten and I will never forget you.

Thank you for everything, this is not a goodbye... It’s a see you soon, I know that in the meantime you’ll be up there asking my father and my grandparents who loved you so much for chicken without stopping.

Meanwhile I’ll stay here, because you are the reason why I live.

The reason why I know what love is.

Thank you my brother.

Blacky 2010 - 2025

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If you took the time to read all of that I really appreciate it, I'm a person with very few friends, just 3, so I needed to vent somewhere, if you didn't read it, it's okay.

My 15-year-old dog has just passed away. As you can understand, it's a very hard blow since all the money I got from Patreon and commissions went directly to his health. Today his little heart couldn't take it anymore so he's now resting, I really can't express how grateful I am to all of you for allowing him to be with me longer, seriously, thank you so much, almost since the beginning of the month I was preparing for the impact, I was with veterinarians so that's why I was absent for so long, I'll take maybe the rest of the day to get my head together and come back stronger for him.

(Normally I wouldn't share personal things since I know you're not here for that, however I want to leave a tribute to him since without him I wouldn't be here)

P.S.: I'm sorry about how his nails look, but he didn't like getting manicures, but I did what I could.

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Suggestion post 1 (All Characters Allowed)

There are many pending renders to do, I still haven't finished Emma's alternatives which I hope to have ready in these days, for now I leave the Post active here so you can leave more suggestions ( ⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠)

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Mika...White?

I had some ideas for Mika, among them the easiest was to give her sports clothes and put her in the gym but I decided that I wanted to take advantage of the theme of the month and give her another character's wardrobe, my first option was Marie Rose since Mika is in a way like Marie's older (and better "developed") sister but I didn't have Marie's battle outfit only the maid one so I had to change my mind and since they both have tight leotards with which they show their cheeks with pride I thought that Cammy could be a good option only to customize the costume with Mika's characteristic colors and also leave her the mask since I feel that she is one of those characters that if you take off the mask they look... strange since we are not used to seeing them like that (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Street Fighter > Rainbow Mika folder.

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Mommy Morgana appreciation post

This first week of October I was a bit busy and forgot to start the month with my favorite Spooky Mommy Morgana, I made adjustments to the model to adapt it to the MILF version I made in May for characters with big milkers, I'm also rushing to have the first render of Mika and others ready, there is a lot of pending work so I'm going to spend all night catching up. ( ̄ω ̄)

BTW, this would be the first render I make testing those extra versions with "bush", that would be more or less what I can do for now. Here you can let me know what you think about it. (* ^ ω ^)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the League > Morgana folder.

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Baiken Onsen

As I've mentioned before, making renders of anime-style characters is a bit complicated but not impossible, as long as there's a model available from which I can get the character's hair, I'll take care of the rest, I modified the textures, I tried to make a re-creation of the face based on several images I found on Google and R34, I made the eye patch part transparent... I don't really know if it's right since in some images it's like a lens and in others it's not, the Baiken expert will tell me if I'm right, I'm sorry for leaving you without content but everything has a reason... which I'll explain later since I feel like I went on too long already. (* ^ ω ^)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Guilty Gear > Baiken folder.

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Questions about "Gardening"

I haven't posted anything yet since I've been working on fixing Baiken's model, which she won by 2 votes, and also fixing Rainbow Mika's model (ironically, despite Baiken being a recreation, Mika is the one that's taking me the longest to fix since her model is quite outdated). But anyway, what I came to ask is, I've never given characters pubic hair, more out of personal preference than anything else. However, due to some suggestions and the fact that there are characters you could clearly imagine having one (like Baiken or Tsunade), I'd like to ask your opinion on this. ( ╹ -╹)?

Would you like me to leave things as they are, include them from now on, or make an alternate version with a clear garden and another with some bushes around?

(Btw I must clarify that if I put it it will be something small, mostly because it is the only size I figured out how to put on the character, and if you want something more similar to a jungle with fauna and all that, then give me time and write it to me down here)

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"You Belong To Me"

Well, I forgot that I still had to do the Spicy render of Emma because she won the vote. Now, all that's left is the alternative versions of Emma's second render and the White Queen spam week is over... for now. (─‿‿─)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Marvel Rivals > Emma Frost folder.

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Emma Pool Mommy Alt. Versions

Well, add another day to what I said about how long I get stuck on a render, I fell asleep at 2 AM, woke up at 10 AM and from then until now I kept working on all this but finally I think I achieved a more convincing result.... Yey *falls on his face stiffer than yesterday's bread * _(-ω-`_)

You can see the full renders in The Archive, either on Mega or GDrive, as you prefer, in the Marvel Rivals > Emma Frost folder.

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