I’m not drinking
B-day gift for my friend Makoto
2024-03-31 13:24:08 +0000 UTC View Post
My condition is in mess.. I visit a psychotherapist, and I already changed my pills, but I don’t get any progress. So what I feel for now? I work. But I don’t like my arts. I don’t even want to post them, but I have to. I chat with people, but I don’t want to chat often, can’t explain why, mostly I want to be alone. I went through apathy and hatred to myself, and still have problems. I’m very nervous, but nobody sees it, cuz my pills hide it very well.
2024-03-31 13:02:12 +0000 UTC View Post
I already drew them before. This is a screenshot of another old Soviet movie but in my furry version. I love these characters. Sold on ArtShow.
2024-03-01 17:52:29 +0000 UTC View Post
It was actually made in time. That’s my belated post.
2024-03-01 17:44:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m going to Moscow tomorrow, so I decided to make myself looking better. I was offered to make eyelash tinting in the beauty saloon. I said okay, let’s do this. It was the first time when I had eyelash tinting. I didn’t expect I’ll be so allergic to this.. T_T
Right now I’m drawing, having these red eyes, looking creepy instead of looking beautiful.. hehe ^^'
2024-02-07 21:41:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Just a personal art.
I must tell I've been taking vocal lessons for two months. I have an ear for music, I can hit the right notes.. But I sing quietly. My vocal teacher recently said to me: “let yourself sing.” You can’t imagine how difficult it is. I'm trying to break through this wall, but I can’t do it yet. I don't have stage fright, I can sing to people, but my voice.. is hiding. I really want to break through this wall. I need to change something inside myself.
2024-02-03 23:03:34 +0000 UTC View Post
This art is my first memory about WildFurence’23. We drank from the evening until the morning, making crazy and funny things, I cought these moments on my phone, I still laugh watching videos XD
It’s hard to explain what’s happening here but I’ll try XD Nathan is clapping to the song “My Angel Lover” trying not to hiccup and Zver is running around him with the ribbon for distraction.
2024-02-01 00:47:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Fanart. Sorry, it can be a lil spoiler if you watched “Beastars” but haven’t read manga. I just like this character more than others. And I can’t wait till October when the third season comes out.
2024-02-01 00:20:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Simple reference sheet for a friend, I just suggested him the simple character’s design. And a small drawing with his frequently spoken word “unironically” :)
2024-02-01 00:13:40 +0000 UTC View Post
I finished these two latest avatars after weekends, umm.. two days ago actually ^^’
For Kyyanno and Nathan
2024-02-01 00:03:51 +0000 UTC View Post
The art was done before the New Year. Ray commissioned this art as a print for a new PC — it’s a gift for his boyfriend Cheezar :)
2024-01-31 23:56:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Wow.. seems I haven’t been here for the whole month.. that’s because I hadn’t time working.
I love my friends so much. Aaand I realised that I have many good friends, I’m actually lucky one. The problem is.. I’m also an introvert. Introverts need to be alone sometimes just for “charging”. I spend a lot of my energy chatting with people even if they are very close to me. The January wasn’t easy to me, I couldn’t stay at home or I had guests, so I couldn’t work. I was ...
2024-01-31 23:46:58 +0000 UTC View Post
These quick drawings were done also for New Year video, the speech was animated, but I just show you static pictures. I made them right in 31 of December. I was deadly tired, like before Sillycon. 2023 was really heavy to me..
2024-01-04 21:18:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Video with sound:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/12m_RFofkEdn8ib7Oyca5PszGH81RPP4D/view?usp=drivesdk
Small animated piece for New Year video congratulations for friends.
These guys dressed as maids on Sillycon, so I made this ^^’
2024-01-04 21:07:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey! Merry Christmas, guys! Hope you have nice holidays!
Thanks everyone for supporting me and staying with me despite my rare update! <3
Also I’ve made avatars, but still have 1-2 avatars to do, lil bit busy for working recently..
2023-12-25 14:12:11 +0000 UTC View Post
Is here anyone interested in an avatar like this? It’s $85 for my patrons.
2023-12-12 19:23:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I had hard weeks because of my illness, coronavirus in 2022 was just a simple cold compared to this, I even called a doctor at home, I had a high temperature and a strong cough for a long time, I slept and ate very bad. I don’t know what happened to me, but now I feel better thanks to the medications.
2023-12-11 16:58:24 +0000 UTC View Post
“How long do you buy baby food purees?”
Another page from my sketchbook. Because baby food purees are tasty, they are not so sweet, that’s why I like them.
2023-12-11 16:43:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Vibes of my house. I make it cozy and I’m hiding here from the outside negativity.
2023-11-11 02:44:35 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s.. just a drawing for myself. Unfortunately all of my yellow colored markers are dead now, except the fluorescent one, but it’s too bright.
Working traditionally makes me feel less stressed recently.
2023-11-11 02:38:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I found the small sheet with the rough sketch of lion (from times when I drew badge commissions on furcons) and I made a badge art for Zver.
2023-11-11 02:31:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey, guys! I was recently depressed a bit, I dunno why, just had no wish to draw something.. But this Saturday we have a Halloween party, so I had to prepare for it. Decorations, again, yaay. I do dream catchers, I bought some party lights stuff and I’m still working on costumes.
My friend Makoto suggested me to make handmade decorations. And we decided to make paper ghosts — well, not just ghosts, they are all actually our friends from the party :) Makoto made the lineart base, I a...
2023-11-03 00:19:42 +0000 UTC View Post