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My Eardrum has Burst [Small Update]

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Pretty much, my eardrum exploded due to a pretty bad ear infection, which are both bad. Was out of commission for a bit, but I am doing pretty good now, albeit with some hearing loss.  I'll be happy to get back on to other posts and works- I will celebrate with sweets and a pizza from costco.

As an aside, I had another appointment with the otolaryngologist in between me recording this and posting it. They said my body has "completely annihilated" the infec...

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Unused Bee Movie Reading (Wicked Date Night)

An unused segment from the last audio (Wicked Date Night). The original premise was going to take place in a movie theatre, but I scrapped that since it didn't end up working well. Still have some of the audio from the first recording, though.

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[M4F] Wicked Date Night [MDom] [Beekeeper Dork] [Restaurant] [Friends To Lovers] [Light Degradation] [Reassurance] [No Humiliation] [Good Girl] [Lovely Fucktoy] [Kissing] [Do What I Say] [Clit Play] [Blowjob] [Casual Talk] [Using Your Mouth] [Pretty Set Of Holes] [Slut, in a positive sort of way] [Fucking You Into The Bed] [Edging] [Cum For Me] [Creampie] [Aftercare]

After meeting up with a past coworker, you discover that you get along pretty well despite how much of a total dork he is. One thing leads to another, and you end up finding out about his more dominant side in the bedroom.

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Made for an audio-making event! Haven't done a friends-to-lovers sort of thing in a while. Those are always nice. This originally had a lot more bee jokes, have a lot of unused dialogue that got cut that I'll post later as unused segments. Ha...

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Digital Yandere Preview 3 / Music Scrapbook V4

No vocals for this one! Unfinished track for the OST, and the last one I'll make for the project. I'm not sure if this is a music scrapbook or an update so I'm labeling it as both. Sorry for taking so long with this, music has turned out to be a very large and intimidating beast to tackle and learn, but we will get there, I am sure of it. 

My notes for myself for finishing the track:

  • Extend length to ~3 minutes, current ending is placeholder
  • Fully mix volume/ve...

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[M4A] Post-Finals Thighfucking to Chill and Relax to [College Students] [Complete Dork Nerd] [Math Major] [Learning How To Relax Together] [Body Appreciation] [Mutual Masturbation] [Reassurance] [Thighfucking] [Loving The Weight Of You On Me] [No Penetration] [Cumming On Your Thighs] [Aftercare]

After finishing your finals for the year, you relax with a friend through very creative and efficient means.

I get pretty tensed up and wired after my university finals every year. I think it’s something about the state of studying for a week straight, working and stressing the whole time. So what better way to relieve that feeling than working it out physically and sensually.

I am done with finals now, which means I have some good time to put towards audios and...

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Music Scrapbook V3

I have been learning how to use music pads. As it turns out, I love pads. It is finals week in university, and I have been very on top of things in that aspect. I managed to learn some more music and created some of these in time I had. I've been trying to make background music for SFW audios and more glitchy music to use in projects. I am still learning and getting better. Will work to have a NSFW tired math major audio in a few days.

Timestamps:

0:00 - SeaWaves

Tr...

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[M4A] You Want Me To "Ruin" You? [Rough MDom] [Compromising] [Communication] [Slow Burn] [Holding Your Head] [Blowjob] [Facefucking] [Some Breathplay Elements] [Mentions of Tears Running Down Face and Gagging] [Check-Ins] [Use Your Hand On Yourself] [Wet Sounds] [Cumming Down Your Throat] [Aftercare] [Kisses]

After figuring out a good sweet spot of intensity, your mouth is used for a quick session of facefucking.

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I came up with the title of this audio first, and it slowly turned into a facefucking audio as it developed. I like oral stuff a lot. Facefucking is one of those things I enjoy the idea of more than actually doing it sometimes, if that makes sense. Which makes it great for a roleplay audio. All the fun of the idea while still being able to relax.

I li...

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Ultimate Content Database - Asking for Feedback!

Hello hello! I hope you are doing well. I have been working hard on something incredible for quite a while. I find navigating Patreon and Reddit very annoying, since I do not particularly like either site's search functions or organization. It is even pretty inaccessible to me since I have trouble navigating websites at times. So, I spent the time to create the ultimate super database of every audio/script/etc of mine. It is much better than the index I had before, and much e...

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[MM4A] A Massive Werewolf And His Vampire Friend Take Turns Dicking You Down [Haunted House] [Monsterboys] [Size Difference] [Bending You Over] [Exploring Your Body] [Spanking] [Rough Sex] [Taking Turns] [Banter] [Himbo] [BFE] [MDom + Gentle MDom] [A Little Feral] [Creampie] [Wet Sounds] [Aftercare]

You and your Werewolf partner go to a haunted house to wake up the Vampire inside. He decides to help you with managing the massive size difference between you two... especially in how it relates to sex.

I love monsters and monsterfucking so I made this audio to celebrate my 3 year anniversary of making audios. Incredible!!!  I always love the premises that revolve around being able to handle your partner through gradual foreplay that gets more and more intense, an...

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[MM4A] Road Trip! Fucking in a Gas Station [Pulling over for a quickie] [Now that the car's been full of gas, maybe something else can be pumped full] [Blowjob] [Using your face and mouth] [Using your hands] [After losing their jobs from Goth iHop and Femboy Hooters, you and the power couple take a ride] [...To pound town] [Sass] [Goth Dom] [Casual] [Public] [Afterlewd rambles]

Pent up lewd feelings can come up anywhere, even when driving. In these situations, you have to take some desperate measures. And, you know. Get railed in a gas station

This entire audio came up by accident from trying to test car SFX, and it spiraled into all of this after I got too into it. Road trip plotlines in movies and shows are some of my favorite tropes in media, so this was nice to jump into.

I love this style of audio, both making and listening to them....

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Hand Update!

Hello hello. I have been working quite hard with... physical therapy! I thought I would give an update on that.

I am getting much better with both of my hands. After losing a lot of use of my right hand, I have been mainly depending on my left one, but it has been very challenging, and I do need to avoid overusing it to avoid disabling that one as well. I can type, edit, and hold pencils/pens much easier than before and with much less discomfort/pain. I have met some very incredible peo...

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[MM4A] Road Trip! [Short/Preview] [After being fired from Goth iHop and Femboy Hooters, the power couple take a road trip vacation with you]

Inspired by every road trip I have ever been on

Made initially because I wanted to got a new sfx pack and wanted to test some of the ambient noises (in this case, car noises). But will likely turn into an actual longer road trip audio because I think it's fun

I'm in love with harrowingly realistic conversations in movies/shows/audios and nobody will ever be able to stop me

Also. I somehow accidentally deleted my last audio post while organizing my drafts. I don't even kn...

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[M4A] Your Free-Use Goth Friend-With-Benefits Won't Stop Teasing You On Your Study Night [Lewd] [Complaining About Calculus] [College/University] [Stop Studying And Use Me Already] [Low Energy Tired Voice] [Chest/Nipple Play] [Fingers In Mouth] [Teasing] [Begging] [Alright Maybe I'm A Cumslut] [Fuck Me] [Wet Sounds] [Play With Me All Night]

Note: Accidentally deleted the original post for this when organizing drafts somehow, but *we're back*

I liked the idea of a very confident, teasing, tired low energy friend, so I made an audio about it.

I have been very tired recently... I picked up a healthier and more active lifestyle this last few months, and that has been amazing for my body! But now my energy is very low all the time, which makes me sound tired a lot. So, I thought...

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Digital Yandere Preview 2

RELISH

THE

MOMENT

I destroyed more of my music here. Every moment, the entity becomes stronger. I will sell my soul for additional chaos.

Audio here is not final. More previews to come.

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Digital Yandere Preview 1

Dusting off this project for one last attempt. 

The music featured in this is a corrupted version of an unfinished track of mine called "Pink Ice" that I lost the project file for due to an SSD failure. I may destroy other music of mine to make a mini soundtrack for this, as well.

I will keep you updated. Audio here is not final. More previews to come.

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[M4A] Restoration: Old Games for a friend [Part 2/2] [SFW] [Fixing A Broken Gameboy] [Internal Parts, Batteries...] [Cleaning, Fixing Broken/Nonfunctioning Items] [ASMR] [Rambles] [Video] [Long]

Part 1 here

The restoration process continues. The Gameboy Color and Pokéwalker are opened up and the damage is diagnosed. To open Gameboys, you need a special "tri-wing" screwdriver, which I acquired in between the last part of this. I used vinegar to try and clean some parts, but a baking soda solution would have worked as well. I also bought the special battery that the Pokéwalker uses to attempt to repl...

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[M4A] Restoration: Old Games for a friend [Part 1/2] [SFW] [Cleaning, Fixing Broken/Nonfunctioning Items] [ASMR] [Rambles] [Video] [Long]

Part 2 here 

A friend of mine is raising funds to go to university and asked if I could help sell their old games to aid with that. Naturally, I said yes, but some of the items did need cleaning off and some didn't function at all. I asked if they would like me to make a restoration video which would also be posted here, and they happily gave their blessing. This video then came to be. View Post

[M4A] You Think That I Sound "Low Energy"? [NSFW] [Tired] [Binaural] [Yawning] [Falling Asleep] [Hands On You] [Chestplay] [Binaural] [Comfy Lewd]

spoonboy falls asleep in the middle of sex

i got a little sick recently and was very very tired for a few days afterward. am still somewhat sleepy. recorded this while in that state because i like tired lewd stuff

recorded with binaural mic so you get some more detailed 3D sounds. incredible

since this has the vinyl-esc/lo-fi filter applied here's a link to a less edi...

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Reading an old script I wrote 2 years ago and forgot about [Pirate Sex??] [All Hands On Dick] [Cock Appreciation Audio] [One Take] [Pantaloons] [Dick Suckin'] [Hand jobbin'] [Ahoy]

While cleaning and organizing my google drive, I discovered a script from late 2020 that I... don't even remember writing. It's called "All Hands On Dick". This is an exploration and performance of that old, forgotten script.

Here is the script link if you'd like to read 2020 me's wild writings alongside the audio

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The Results are in... 🗳️

The name poll results are in! And you chose...

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Name Poll: A Cynical Soul 📼

Remember last time we did a name poll and the name chosen by a landslide victory was "Erevaeemaevehioneutozoraedatrixiadeliscokeyoshannoqoraenneshann"

Well we're doing it again for another character

This character has been used in this voice test <Link> and this project <Link>

Character Desc...

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VoiceFilterTest

A short improv test between 3 characters to test a voice effect. (The characters that are used in this post)

One character is supposed to give off the same energy as listening to an old cassette, or a scratched-up record... this character is super messed up, and I want their voice to be jarring and somewhat broken/corrupt reflect that (there's also some secret reasons for later). I had a lot of trouble findin...

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[M4A] The Great Outdoors [Controlling The Vibe Under Your Clothes] [Stealth Vibrator] [Outdoors] [Public Sex] [Nature Walk, Forest Sounds] [Dirty Talk] [Teasing?] [Gentle Dom] [Grinding] [Get On My Lap] [Clothed Sex] [Aftercare]

Nature strolls are a relaxing way to spend time together... this time, though, it might be a *little* more difficult to stay composed with a sex toy being controlled inside your clothes.

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This was originally going to be a morning sex audio but I fell asleep before I hit the record button. So I just recorded something on my walk! I'm very into the idea of vibes under clothes and having a controlled toy- it's super nice, isn't it...

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[MMM4A] Sex, Love, and Breakfast [Finally COMPLETE] [Sleepy Lewd] [Tired Voice, Tired Boy] [Tiny Sassy Wizard] and [Big Himbo, Trying to Cook] [Aphrodisiac?] [Fantasy World] [Magic Sex] [Grinding] [Group Sex] [Multiple Positions] [Lots of Moaning] [Aftercare] [Binaural]

After some tired sex is interrupted, you have a strange breakfast with an unlikely trio. Something's different with this breakfast, however... pretty soon, nobody can keep their hands off each other from how completely pent-up they are. Magical sex antics ensue.

(If you listened to the preview of this, there are some minor changes from 4:00-13:30, and the completely new audio (and a lot of lewd) starts from 13:45 onward, in case you want to skip ar...

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Yet Another Audio Generator, AKA the YAAG [Generator for a title+tags for a NSFW audio or script] [Over 5 sextillion possibilities] [Tool] [+Progress Pictures]

Alright gang I needed to have some fun so I spent a couple weeks creating something: ✨Yet Another Audio Generator✨, AKA the YAAG

Features:

  • Generates a title and tags for over 5 quadrillion potential lewd scenarios
  • Easter eggs! (Super-secret tags with an extremely rare chance of appearing)
  • Open-source modifiable code if you're a nerd and wanna add/remove tags

I coded it in google sheets because I thought it would be funny

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[M4A] High Tension Flight [Airplane Lewdness] [Hold The Moan] [Hand Play] [Whispers] [Strangers] [Dork] [Airplane Ambience] [If You Keep Doing That I'm Going To Cum In My Pants] [Cumming In My Pants]

You and your seatmate find a unique way of entertaining yourself during a long 6-hour flight.

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In my time trying to get out of a slump in terms of recording audios, this came out in pure spontaneity (is that a word??) and I am very thankful for it. This fits in the elusive "small audio, easy to edit, enjoyable to make" category that I really love and need sometimes.

I haven't actually ridden an airplane in a few years, ma...

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[M4A] A Study Into Depression In Media [Out-Loud Notes] [Audio Essay?] [SFW]

I've been studying how depression and other related subjects are portrayed in media to figure out how to write better. Here's my notes on that.

Basically, there's 3 sections of this audio:

1. "Hollywood" Depression
2. Good examples of well-written depressive characters
3. Examples of related potential plot points

It's been a really interesting and productive time to look into and explore the dynamics of melanc...

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[MMM4A] Sex, Love, and Breakfast (Preview) [Sleepy Lewd] [Morning Voice] [Tired Boy] [Tiny Sassy Sex Wizard] and [Big Himbo] [Fantasy World] [Test/Not Final] [Binaural] [Aphrodisiac] [Unfinished]

A very big goal I have is to make an MMM4A series of audios. 3 characters, all unique in their own way, along with the listener, going into wacky situations that also end in some kind of lewd scenario... set it in a fantasy world, and pretty much anything is possible. I've been trying out differently parts of that since, like, late February... and I couldn't wait any longer!! I wanted to try a self-collab too badly...

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Music Scrapbook V2

Lots of improvement... making music is hard.

Timestamps:

0:00 - Marshmallow Coffee

Attempt at making a lo-fi track... Not very clean, especially in the mixing, but the piano and hi-hats make me happy. I like hi-hats.

2:46 - Violet Memory

Another lo-fi track... spent a lot of time mixing and adjusting the instruments in this one. Feels very finished.

4:43 - 160 MPH

High energy phonk-inspired track. Very chao...

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Music Scrapbook V1

One of the musicians that I really like, Gooseworx, posts scrapbooks of her music to show WIP's or unused/unfinished music. I've been trying to make music again recently since I wanted to use it in audios, so I thought I'd do the same thing.

I haven't made music in a few years, and my entire previous experience has come from making soundtracks for 8-bit/RPG maker games as part of game jams. So, my music might sound like it's being made for a game soundtrack until I learn how to step out...

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