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Back Home from a Date Night

Finished ☺️

I hope you like it! πŸ’™

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Back Home from a Date Night (NSFW WIP - Base Color)

Work in progress - Will finish this one soon ^^

I'd love to hear your thoughts! Please let me know if you like it, and especially, if you understand what's going on 🀭 or if I should make it a bit more clear (I don't want it to be too explicit or agressive, but I don't want it to be confusing either xD)

Sketch:

More sketches and things soon πŸ’™ thank you all for your love...

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Avelyn Timeline - Ages 12 to 22

I made it simple, solid color, because a full rendering would have taken me another month or so x) and finished is better than perfect

The last three weeks have been hell, seriously. After my birthday, I'm just trying not to collapse. I'm now with a new therapist, and next week I have an appointment with my psychiatrist (finally!) to get my medication changed. I'm not giving up yet, I sw...

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Wedding Night (1)

These are the last finished drawings of the year ^^

Part 2 will feature Lynn, of course x) I'm thinking about how she should look at the moment of their wedding -u-

Soon I'll also post some NSFW sketches for those on the Supernova tier.

Thank you all for staying and supporting me, and also thank you all for your messages and comments <3 Especially on my last post. Not gonna lie, the last few weeks have felt the worst for me since 2010, when I first started struggling...

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Hanging by a thread

Happy birthday to me, I guess.

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Wedding Night (Part 1?) (Sketch)

I'm happy that I'm drawing something x) Right now it feels like a big win. It may not be what I should be drawing, but I think I should take every little bit of motivation and inspiration I find at the moment.

Anyway. Just Lizzy in her "wedding night" -u- I've been wanting to make this her official look at 27 years old for a while. Oh, yes, spoiler, that's the age she gets married x)

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Blindfold

Took me a lot more than expected, but being in survival mode, that's the usual, sadly πŸ˜”

I hope you like it! ^^ as I've mentioned before, I love to imagine these two playing with ribbons, "unwrapping" each other, and wearing cute lingerie and bows -u-

I really want to talk a lot about these two and some of my other characters, but I still can't keep a conversation at this point -n-

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Back to you

Just a little something I wrote some time ago ✨


This is not part of any of my stories/characters, just a personal writing project/writing practice. Still, I wanted to share it with you πŸ’™

I'd love to know your thoughts ^^


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In the end, I came back to you.

When I met you, I thought you hated me, and I tried to tell myself I hated you too, but I could not live far from you for long. My mind would always come up with excuses to t...

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A Beautiful Kind of Madness

"You're with me everywhere, and yet you're never here. It breaks my heart not to have you, yet thinking of you fills me with joy. You take care of me and hurt me, you have no idea how much. I despise myself, and I love you more than you'll ever know."


Another little personal whim. I just had to draw this, even though it doesn't look as good as I wanted x) Doing this helps me a bit.

I try to maintain a regular dose of daydreaming to remain sane.

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Sketch, WIP, mini-animation and small personal update

Hello! ^^

I've been doing what I can, really. Things haven't been easy at all, but after a few weeks of doing basically nothing, I'm finally starting to draw again. Sorry if I haven't replied to messages or comments, I'll try to catch up soon. I'm still struggling a bit, but I really appreciate it when you write to me, so please don't ever hesitate to do so!

Here's a little sketch I'm making for Lizzy's birthday this November 18th.

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A couple of drawings + Personal update

Hello! ^^ I'm gonna vent a lot at the end of this post, so I'll let you know when you can stop reading if you don't want to read sad things x)

But first, a drawing I made!

I wanted to do so many things for the AniMole, the convention I'll be in next weekend, but I could only finish this. They'll be at my table as full-size cutouts ^^ Thanks to one of my closest friends who ...

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Pride 2025

I wanted to post this yesterday (June 28th), because it was Mexico City Pride March Parade, but I couldn't make it on time -n- but, better late than never, right? ^w^

You can find it in different resolutions below, in case you'd like to download it and use it as a wallpaper or something x)

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Sweet Love

This is entirely based on this Picrew: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/339789 x) I just wanted to make my version with these two.

I was working on a big commission that really needed to be finished, so, sorry for not posting in a couple of weeks! I made this to relax a bit. I'm not gonna lie, my mental health seems to be declining again, but my therapist suggested seeing a psychiatrist to get antidepressan...

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Untitled NSFW Sketch 4

Sorry I'm just now posting this ^^ My brain has been giving me a hard time the last couple of weeks. But I've been working, that's a fact.

I also have an idea for a cute, funny NSFW mini comic x) At least it's funny and cute in my head. I hope to bring the sketch for it soon. I've been busy with commissions, I've been busy with them for quite some time, but they take a lot of time and energy xD I just want to finish so I can start re-drawing and continue "But I Swear..." that's what I...

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Blue Eyes

Red Wine

Lizzy through the years.

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Blue Eyes

Red Wine



"As you breathe me out, I drink you in"

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Dreamer + Personal Update.

Not gonna lie, I'm almost angry at how beautiful I made this girl. But it always made me happy to think of her this way. Like, "I can't have it, but you can. I can give this to you, and I want you to be happy and live your life and fulfill your dreams" x).

I always thought of Lizzy as the person I wished could teach me everything, help me, and support me in my early transition, and Lynn was the person I wished I could give everything to, and support entirely now that I know a lot more....

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Dreamer (Sketch)

I'm sorry. I made her too pretty.

I felt a rush of nostalgia and inspiration, and I'm an emotional mess right now xD But, I took advantage of it to make a quick sketch of Lynn being Lynn x)

At least I'm happy with how she's looking.

I PUT TOO MUCH LOVE INTO HER. TOO MUCH!!!7

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Melt

I hope you like it! New NSFW sketch this week if everything goes fine -u-

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SamLizzy's Q&A!

Edit: Remember that you can directly ask my characters, too! And we'll answer all your questions in a new post -u-

Hi there! ^w^

You can now send any questions you have about me or my OCs. Yes, they can be directed at me as the author, or at any of my characters, in which case you'll receive an answer from them -u-

If a question is related to major spoilers or things I'm not yet ready to share, these questions may be left unanswered or answered without bei...

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Sweet Cherry Dream

Finished this one! Hope you like it!

It took a couple of days longer than I expected, but every line has to be perfect (and still I'll probably never be fully satisfied with the result anyway... xD) I'll have the other sketch cleaned and colored next week x)

Oh, I'll post about the Q&A (Rules, how I may answer, etc.) tomorrow or the day after. I'm quite excited about it! ^^

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But I Swear You're Really Pretty, Part 7

Content/Trigger warning: Depression, Suicidal Ideation

This chapter entirely focuses on Elizabeth and Valerie and how they met, so Lynn is not in it. Honestly, this chapter may be far from what (I think) you expect from this story, but it's part of the universe and part of Lizzy, and Lizzy is important to Lynn. x) I hope you like it.

Special thanks to Connie for helping me verify everything was right in English (I wrote it in Spanish first) and giving me some sugge...

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Because you're leaving

Finally, it's done -u-


This video is based on the Alternate Universe and may or may not contain spoilers about it x)

Don't worry, you'll someday know the full story.

I've posted it to TikTok and Instagram too!

https://www.tiktok.com/@samlizzy71/video/7494115264225611025

https://...

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Porque te vas - Animatic (Sketch/rough)

Ah, I'm really sorry I haven't posted anything and I haven't been in touch in a couple of weeks! But I've been working a freaking lot x) Seriously, I'm being quite productive and I'm proud of it -u- I've been making progress with commissions, finishing several of them, and also I've been doing this little thing. It's for a TikTok trend and is one of the things I'll do to try to get in motion on social media again. THERE WILL DEFINITELY BE PROGRESS ON THE COMIC THIS YEAR, PROMISED. I'd like to...

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A Dream

Okay, this is the last whim I allow myself to draw in a while, I promise.

I wanted to call it "The Apparition" because of a song by my favorite band, but I didn't quite like the sound of it. Also, there's a horror movie called that I think, so it was a no-no xD

Anyway, little update:
I've been getting the merch ready, and I've finally made my first international shipment. The acrylics will still take some time to arrive, but they're on the making. Also, I had another small con...

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Rabbit Hole: Lizzy and Lynn

Sorry I'm just posting this now! I finished them a few days ago, but I've been so busy talking with providers and getting my website/portfolio ready (for now, it's just available in Spanish because I needed it to apply to more conventions, but I'll translate it to English too later! If you want to check it out, it's www.samlizzy71.com) and some other things.

These two will be available as standees with a spring so you ...

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Untitled Sketch 3 (NSFW)

Lately, these two have been making a mess inside my head.

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Untitled Sketch 2 (NSFW)

Making some NSFW because I like to think of how these two explore their sexuality -u- I hope you like it! I'll probably do more sketches before cleaning and coloring them.

Thank you so much to those who have placed an order for merch! Your're really helping me a lot TTuTT

Also I kinda want to make a Q&A about my OCs... xD

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International Shipping for Merch + Personal Update

Hello!! ^w^

I'm officially starting international shipping for my merch, and I have my catalog ready! I may still add a few new items, but first, I want to know your opinion x)

Before we start, I want to update you on my current situation. If you want to skip this part and go straight to the merch catalog, please keep scrolling until the "Merch Catalog" section x)



So, as many of you already know, things didn't go great at the Hatsukoi. In part, it was probably b...

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Lynn in...

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