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Gift (For Lynn)

Finally! I hope you like it! ^^

I'll post a personal update and a couple of sketches and things later today -u-

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Sunset

I was working on other 2 drawings, but I finished this one first because I wanted to post it before Lesbian Visibility Week finished ^^
 

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Elizabeth - Description

Finally, Lizzy's version! ^^

Avelyn's description here

I made a playlist of music she would listen to! It's mostly subgenres of Metal (especially Death Metal) because that's what she listens to the most, but just like most people, she and my other girls listen to a lot of different genres and have a lot of music in common, I just wanted every playlist to have something characteristic xD
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Just Me

I just wanted to post these photos of me because, for the first time in around 2 years, I liked how I looked in them x)

I got vaccinated early today (or yesterday, should I say) and now I have fever again D': But, since it's because of the vaccine, I'm sure it's just gonna be this night. I continue working on my drawings and rewriting my texts as I had promised you, hopefully, this time they will be a bit easier to read! After that, it's all my energy on the manga and content for my S...

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Gift (For Lynn) [Sketch]

I liked this idea, but now I'm not sure if it's fine x) And this angle/pose is a bit complicated, so I hope it doesn't look that bad! I'll make corrections when cleaning the lineart if I decide to continue with this one (I may discard it and try something different if it doesn't convince me xD) Please let me know what you think! ^^

BTW, thank you all for your kind comments and messages! :D

Lynn's version:

2024-04-02 11:20:39 +0000 UTC View Post

Lizzy Sketches + Personal Update (Sorry I have been inactive D':)

Hello! I hope everyone is doing great!

It's not a secret that I've been suffering from depression for more than half of my life now x) And I try my best to keep going, but sometimes it just becomes too difficult u.u I finished February with a depressive episode (Possibly double depression, my dysthymia mixed with seasonal depression), got sick soon after, and ended up in bed with a high fever for a few days, complicated by the fact that I have allergies to some basic meds, so I couldn...

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Avelyn - Description

So, today's Lynn's birthday! (February 19th) Instead of just drawing Lynn, I wanted to make this character sheet. It's quite simple and doesn't have too much info on her, but I hope you like it! ^^ 

Also, here's Lynn with her bass in chibi version x)


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More sketches

I'm drawing something for an info sheet for Lynn for her birthday, and her chibi version with her bass x) Also, the second image was an idea I was making for Valentine's day, but I couldn't finish it (thanks anxiety) and decided it would be great for another mini comic.

Also, I drew Lynn as a gift for Lizzy's birthday, so it's only fair that I draw Lizzy as a gift for Lynn now, right? x) I'll ...

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Sketch

Couldn't think of a title yet, but I remembered this image x)


(I'll think of something later, right now I'm stressed by how weird this sketch looks, the angle/perspective/point of view was a mistake because I can't draw butts TTnTT xD and I want to make other drawings for Valentine's day and Lynn's birthday, so, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) 

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Give your local trans girl her first bass guitar

I'm sure I saw a post with that title on a trans subreddit a couple of years ago x)

Some of you may remember from some of my posts where I talk about how these girls came to be, that they originally were going to be a virtual band, as for many years I've wanted to make music too, and despite having the chance to be in a couple of local bands (mostly playing the drums), things never went too far x) So I wanted to make my own project, where Avelyn was the bassist! And for some reason, ju...

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Jaws

So I titled this "Jaws" because of my personal interpretation of a song with that name by Sleep Token, my favorite band. I know most interpretations give it a mixed or negative meaning, and it probably has, knowing the lore of the band x) But I found it around 2020 and thought of it in a different way back then. In many parts of the lyrics, I could see it matching some parts of the story of these two, and it d...

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Avelyn - For Rosalyn

You may not know it, as I think there's only a small mention in the letter Lynn left to her parents at the end of chapter 2, but Lynn has an older sister, and her name is Rosalyn. I still don't have any drawing of her or a full description, so I'm sorry I can't give too many details about her, but I guess it's not really necessary for this. This is a letter Lynn wrote for her, and it's supposed to appear several chapters forward, when Rose finds Lynn again, but I wanted to share it with y...

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Happy 2024! / Personal Update

Sorry I'm just posting this, but I guess it's better late than never ^^ My head has been so full of noise and worries, but I'm trying to keep calm. Everything's fine, just the usual anxiety and depression x)

I wanted to thank you all again for being there and helping me continue creating. I know I've already told this story before, but I ended 2020/started 2021 crying while drawing Lizzy and Lynn, convinced that they were just a waste of time and that no one would ever care about them o...

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Jaws (Sketch)

(Provisional name because it's inspired by my interpretation of a song by Sleep Token)

I have other ideas in the making, but I wanted to post this before the end of the year xD and I'll try to make another post tomorrow to thank you all!

Please let me know what you think, and just in case I don't make it on time, Happy New Year everyone! ^w^

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Gift (For Lizzy)

Avelyn reaaaaaally loves to wear bows, any excuse is good for her x)

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Happy birthday, Lizzy!

Today (November 18th) is Elizabeth's birthday ^^

I'm making a second drawing (Her gift) that I'll post in a few days x)

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But I swear you're really pretty (Pages 12-14)

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Hope you like them! 

And thank you all again for helping me make this possible ^^ Both people who have been there from the beginning, and new supporters who just found out about my art recently! Seeing all those nice comments on TikTok and Reddit got me very motivated x)

(As a side note, Changes and Don't Wake Me Up together have 18 pages, but I don't ha...

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Don't wake me up from this dream (English)

Please remember to read from right to left, just like a manga!

I hope you like it ^^ This time the text is from Lynn's perspective.

BTW, as you may know, English is not my first language and I had written this in Spanish originally, so if you spot an error, please let me know and I'll fix it ASAP x) But I think it should be okay.

You can find a higher resolution and a version without text below if you want them! <3

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Sorry I told you about my dysphoria

Hope you like it! It's a bit dumb but anyways xD 

Now back to the other long projects I'm working on x) 

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Sorry I told you about my dysphoria (Sketch)

I saw this image on Reddit a while ago, and I wanted to make a version with Lizzy and Lynn, and this is what came out x) At least in my head it was cute and funny.

BTW, I've been cleaning the lineart for "Don't wake me up...", and it's almost finished ^w^

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Lynn & Blåhaj Sticker

After a long time trying to get one, I finally was able to buy a Blåhaj a few days ago x) and I absolutely adore it! So I made this little sticker with Lynn hugging a Blåhaj too x)

It's already available at Redbubble if anyone is interested (next month I may post a few new stickers mainly featuring Giselle, but for now I'll keep working on But I swear... and Don't Wake Me Up... ^^) and as always, you can download the *.PNGs below if you want to print it at home :D 

My Blå...

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Don't wake me up from this dream (Sketch) (Part 4) + WIP


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The last part! And a bit of progress of the lineart of page 7 x) 


I'll add the text on the final post x)

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Don't wake me up from this dream (Sketch) (Part 3) + Update

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Depression has been throwing rocks at me lately u.u But I'm doing what I can ^^

For a while, I've been developing a new character who is a transgender woman in her 30s and isn't as passing as Avelyn, to explore a lot more about dysphoria and depression (I'm still giving her a nice ending, but she'll go through a lot more pain than Avelyn does). I love Lynn so much, still...

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But I swear... [Sketch] (Pages 12-14)

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Finally making some more progress here x) Hope you like them!

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Don't wake me up from this dream (Sketch) (Part 2)

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3 more pages for this little thing x) It will have a third part, so it will end up having 9-10 pages.

Hope you like it! :D

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Lizzy Stickers

Finished! I hope the text is okay x) Available at my Redbubble store now! Remember that as always, I'll leave the *.PNGs in a ZIP file below so you can download them for your personal use, so I just leave the link to my Redbubble in case someone wants to buy them from there ^^ I hope you like them!

And thank you THANK YOU Dennis for the idea for the one with the daily cuddles prescription! x)...

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Nurse Lynn Stickers

I wanted to make more, but I have creative burnout and I feel like I should really take a couple of days off ^^' So, I'm really sorry D:

I've been drawing every single day for the last months with few exceptions when I'm sick or my anxiety gets too bad and gives me physical symptoms, but this time I'm just a bit tired. I really need to make some friends near and spend some time outside, it's hard to stay all day at home and just leaving to buy groceries and such xD

I'll still ...

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Nurse Lynn sticker

Time for your anticistamines! x)

Just the first for the new stickers. I'll do two or maybe three more this weekend (including Lizzy too!) and I want to add a few details in the background and maybe the text around. I was thinking of making a version with trans colors and something like "Don't forget to take your *anticistamines/antiboyotics/feminephrine/gender fluid/other funny names xD*, *and a space so people can write their name/chosen name*, and a version with neutral/traditional c...

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Don't wake me up from this dream (Sketch) (Part 1)

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This is like a continuation for Changes, this time with text from Lynn's perspective x)

It's a bit longer than Changes, so it's been taking me a while, but in the meantime I wanted to post WIP for the first 3 pages. I'll add the text until the end this time, and I want to thank Nina and Jamie for helping me check the translation (as I had written it in Spanis...

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Pride 2023 [Wallpaper]

I don't have many recent drawings of these two that could be used as wallpaper, since most of the time I draw in vertical or square format, so I wanted to make one and the pride month was a perfect excuse for that x)

Hope you like it! <3 Sorry I couldn't finish it yesterday D:

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