"You're not made for this world", Valerie told Avelyn.
Trigger warning: Dysphoria, depression.
Hello! ^^
I... really didn't know how to start this. I was going to vent a lot about how I've been feeling lately, but then I thought that was not the best approach.
The truth is that I've been really depressed. If you read the post I made on my last birthday, you may know I've been dealing with depression for quite a long time, and a few things have ...
I've been trying for a while to finish this, sorry I'm taking so long, I've been dealing with a few things but nothing to worry about ^^ I think everything will be fine soon.
So, a little introduction to Val, as she first appears on the 4th chapter of the story (that you can read here, in case you haven't yet). She only has a few lines while Elizabeth tells a story, but in the future will have...
― Are you out of your mind?! ―A woman with long, wavy, and brown hair, brown skin and glasses exclaimed ―. How on earth did you think about taking her to your apartment?!
― Hey, I wasn’t going to leave her on the streets.
― But she’s underage! How did you convince her, anyway? W...
2022-03-14 23:37:45 +0000 UTC View Post― … If I could have chosen, I would have been born a woman.
Avelyn looked down at the floor, sad and ashamed. Elizabeth was standing in front of her, calm.
― Please, Lizzy ―Avelyn continued without looking up ―. Please listen to me, I want you to understand how I feel.
― Con...
2022-03-06 10:44:44 +0000 UTC View PostThe next part of this story! At the end there's a letter Lynn left for her parents when she left home ^^ Again, I'll be thankful if you have some feedback!
Every once in a while I have this dream, where I wake up in a strange place. I can't recognize the room or bed, and I get scared im...
2022-02-28 11:18:16 +0000 UTC View PostHello! Here's the first part of the story ^^ This will come later in manga format, but for now I'd really like to know what you think! It is the first long story I ever share, so I'm a bit nervous ^^ I think I'm better writing Short POVs, but since this will be later illustrated, I tried a different approach.
Sorry if there's any grammar error or anything, I did my best to translate it (I'm not a native English speaker) and I used Grammarly to fix some mistakes, but I'm still not sure ...
I haven't finished this one yet, as it lacks a few details in the background and also it needs a cake xD but I haven't slept so I'm gonna rest a bit now. I'll finish this in a few hours and post it everywhere as soon as it's finished
2022-02-19 14:13:10 +0000 UTC View Post
This is the other drawing. I still don't know about what they should be wearing but probably it's gonna be dresses ^^
BTW! In a few days I'll be posting the first chapter(s) to Lizzy and Lynn's story. It will only be text for now, but I'd really like to have your opinion! I just need to make sure the translation is correct and probably make a couple adjustments x) Hopefully you'll like it!
Lynn's birthday is in just a few days (Feb 19) and I'll be posting a couple drawings to celebrate. I finished this last week and currently I'm trying my best to finish the other one in time, but it's still in the sketch phase -n- Anyway, I'm excited! I'll post this one on Lizzy's instagram with a little message this saturday.
2022-02-17 12:40:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I got a comment on one of my posts on Reddit several months ago, saying something like "Am I the only one who hates that artists draw trans girls just like cis girls?" or something like that, and honestly I was well aware that Avelyn doesn't "look trans enough" (not that there is a particular look, some of us pass really well, others (like me) don't) I never considered that comment something negative, I didn't get mad or anything. I understood why they said it. I replied politely, bu...
2022-02-04 12:39:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Not sure about the context of the drawing or anything, but I was sketching and I liked the pose and expression x) I decided that this should be Lynn around 2 years into her transition (she started taking blockers before she met Lizzy, but started taking hormones a few months later, so it's not exactly 2 years later)
She already passes at this point and has legally changed her name. Lizzy gave her her hairpins to help her a little with her hair, which she's still growing. (They are...
2022-01-30 10:55:03 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I know you won’t believe me, so I won’t say it. Even if you want to hear it, it’s useless if I tell you she’s beautiful. You just won’t accept it.
Yeah, she may not have the prettiest face, or the sweetest voice. Maybe she doesn’t have wide hips or a narrow waist, maybe her shoulders are a little bit too wide. It doesn’t matter.
She’s prettier than you’re able to see, and even if that’s not enough, she’s one of the kindest souls ou...
2022-01-22 09:31:48 +0000 UTC View Post
I finished this!
Once again I want to thank you all for your constant support, this 2021 was definitely amazing and I'm so excited for all the things I want to make in this 2022.
I promise I'll keep doing my best while taking care of myself <3
I wish you the best this new year, and I really hope this year brings you hope, health, happiness, prosperity and a lot more. And I really hope those of you who are struggling with life's hardships can recover soon and smi...
Sketching something for New Year's eve. I wanted to draw all my (original universe) girls, but there's just no way I can finish 5 characters on time D': So it's just Lizzy and Lynn. I'm still not quite sure of what they should be doing with their hands, so it's possible it will change, but I like it so far x)
If you have Instagram, I'm gonna announce a small surprise when I post the finished drawing, Nothing really important, just a little thing my best friend suggested...
2021-12-27 10:37:20 +0000 UTC View PostHello everyone! ^w^
Today’s my birthday, and I wanted to use this time to tell you a few things about me and thank you for all your support on the last months.
My name is Samantha Cristina, tough I prefer to be called just Samantha or Sam, and yes, I’ve legally changed my name a few years ago, and I’m a trans woman. Today I turned 29 and, for the first time in my life, I...
2021-12-23 08:37:16 +0000 UTC View Post
"For a long time, I could only be happy at 1:00 am, hiding in my room, trying not to make any sound so I wouldn’t wake up anybody while wearing a skirt and a top that I had taken from my sister’s room.
Barefoot, with hair barely long enough to cover my forehead and part of my ears. Nervous but excited, because that was the only moment I could dream with the freedom I had wished for my whole life.
I did not exist for anyone else. The only thing they knew about me was a lie, a r...
2021-12-15 13:07:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Ready to color!
(This is a younger Lynn wearing her sister's clothes, BTW, I'll give a little story later xD)
Sketching a little idea I have (This one will have a text, yay!)
2021-12-12 09:20:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Name: Elizabeth Blacklock.
Nickname(s): Lizzy, "B".
Age: 24 years old (In this picture)
Birthday: November 18th
Gender: Female (Cis woman)
Sexual orientation: Lesbian.
Romantic orientation: Homoromantic.
Height: 175 cm (5'9'')
Skin: Ivory.
Eyes: Blue.
Hair: Short, straight and black.
Other features: Freckles on cheeks and nose.
Musical instruments: Guitar.
Favorite music genres: Technical Death Metal, P...
So I finished it! I haven't slept yet and it's 8:00 am, but I finished it <3
Hope you like it! Down you'll find a version without text and an exclusive sticker version in png ^w^
(Update: I made two more different versions for stickers, you can download them here!)
I made a chibi Elizabeth and I couldn't help but want to make a full drawing of these two x) I hope I can finish the lineart and color later today.
2021-11-28 12:10:53 +0000 UTC View Post
I've really wanted to make stickers for some time now, and I think the best style to make them is chibi. I've made a few chibis before, but I think they didn't look as cute as I'd like to, so I'm trying a different style and I kinda like how these turned out x) Of course they still need a little work and color, but let me know what do you think! This one has different expressions over the same base, but I'll make different actions too with my other girls, so hopefully in a couple months we'll...
2021-11-26 12:36:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Name: Avelyn Stiller
Nickname(s): Lynn
Age: 21 years old (In this picture)
Birthday: February 19th
Gender: Female (Trans woman)
Sexual orientation: Lesbian
Romantic orientation: Homoromantic
Height: 170 cm (5'7'')
Skin: Natural
Eyes: Purplish dark brown
Hair: Long, straight and black.
Other features: Wears glasses.
Musical instruments: Bass guitar.
Favorite music genres: Post-Rock, Shoegaze, Cinematic A...
Hello! ^w^
Drawing of one of my OCs for a (possible) future story. A more psychological one.
Also I'm getting ready to start drawing my manga with Avelyn and Elizabeth and do the other things I've been working on. I'll have a few WIPs next week, I'm really excited! :D
So, here it is! ^w^
I imagine this as the first time Avelyn enjoys Halloween as herself, because she's a bit too shy and insecure to try it the first few years into her transition, but finally Elizabeth convinces her of going out and enjoy the night -u- xDD
I'm really happy of how this one turned out, and I'll be posting it everywhere else this October 31, I hope you like it! :D
Sketch finished! Now I'm going to start working on the lineart ^w^
I finished one of my sketches. This is Estelle, Giselle's (lost?) sister.
I streamed with my best friend for a couple hours while I was working on this and she was working on other drawing last sunday, and honestly I didn't feel as nervous as I thought. I'll probably make another stream later this month where I'll be working on my sketch of Lily, but first I'll focus in the halloween drawing (I won't stream that one, but I think I'll record it and upload it later as a timelapse) <...
