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Very busy week ahead

Hello human beans.
I have driving lessons everyday this week.
Kinda stressed because I'm not used to going out that much, but I know I'll get it done for sure!
Then I'll finish the lessons and can book my test.
Also, the keychains for my 3ds will finally arrive, so I can make the 3ds video for you guys! I just can't promise it'll be this week, because as I said, it'll be a busy one.

I'm so happy, I'm capable of way more than I thought, of course, I'm used to being depresse...

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Tired after driving lesson

I've been so productive lately, I feel so glad I'm not extremely depressed anymore.
One of my exes once told me that I used my depression as crutches, and for a while I wondered if it wasn't that bad and I was really doing it so I wouldn't have to do things I didn't want to do.
But now I know he was just being mean and it really was bad, to a point I couldn't even pretend to function.
I'm so glad this medicine is working, I feel like a normal human, with goals, dreams and I can actua...

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Life is going well

Hi friends,
Life is stressful, but I think I'm rocking it.
Took my first actual driving class yesterday and it was so fun! I just need to learn how to brake softer.
Next class is parallel parking!
Can't wait to be more independent and work toward my bigger goals.

I've been day dreaming a lot about certain things, and the more I think about them the more I'm certain that that's what I want for my life.

Scary changes, going out by myself, learning how to drive.
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3ds video coming soon

Hello my sweet potatoes.
I'm just waiting for the rest of the accessories for my new 3ds to arrive so I can make a video about it for you all!
I think it'll arrive either this week or the next, I'm so excited to share my love for the 3ds with you guys.

I'll talk about everything. What I love about it, what I hate (which is absolutely nothing), my favorite games, accessories, my plans with it, everything.

Thank you for being so sweet to me and supportive. I know I haven't ...

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Long time no post

Hi friends, sorry I haven't been posting so much, I've been pretty sick lately.
But I have cool news, I got a new 3ds and a used animal crossing new leaf cartridge. The previous owner forgot to delete their file, so I went snooping on it.
They had jitters!!! My arc nemesis!!!! I hate him with a passion.
I had him in new leaf a while ago and new horizons.

It was so nice to delete that save. 1- because it had Jitters on it, 2- because it wasn't mine, so it's not like I spent ho...

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Hi

Hey, I've always wanted to make little music videos for songs I like. I'll try making one today.
I hope it goes well and you guys enjoy it. Idk

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Baby Bella

Why did I look so lost back then?

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More young bella pics

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Young Bella

I'll work hard to give young bella the life of her dreams.
Btw, these photos were taken at the zoo's photo booth lol, that's why there's always cool animals behind.

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New tiers

Hi, I added some new crazy tiers.
I don't expect anyone to actually join them, but they sure have some interesting benefits 👀 just saying.

I won't give up on my dreams, so I'll take all the help I can 😅.

Also, Mimi was scared of the thunders the other day, what a cute dog.

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Life choices and hard decisions

Hi friends, I've made my mind on making my dream come true, it's something big, it's scary and I, for one, won't say what it is so I don't jinx it.

The problem is I need 7,050.00 dollars.
I plan on selling most of my things to try and get there. I'll do anything it takes.
I hope you guys can send good energy my way and believe in me. I really need the support right now.
Let me know if you guys want to buy any type of content from me (no nudes. Just videos about a topic, i...

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My favorite things

My now -thicc- legs, my favorite shirt, my cool glow in the dark Halloween socks and my amazing full body size mirror on my wardrobe.

Have I ever said how much I love glow in the dark things? Probably a billion times, but I'll say it once more: I LOVE GLOW IN THE DARK THINGS. I can't imagine myself ever living in a house that doesn't have glow in the dark starts on the wall/ceiling and glow in the dark washi tape holding instant photos all over.

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Uv makeup

Hi friends, long time no post.
I'll try to focus more on patreon since a -brain slot- has been opened.
I did this makeup for my dad's birthday and I loved it! I'll do it much more! And I have so many colors of liquid eyeliner, so many possibilities.

Thank you again for being with me even when times are hard.
I'll get back at posting videos of little things I buy too! Specially makeup and some mild chatting about random things since they are the ones I least struggle with, af...

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Messy hair 🥰

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VOD 20230402

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New hair

Hi friends, I got layers on my hair! I didn't mess with the length, just layers.
My hair was extra curly thanks to the layers, so it might look shorter, but I swear it isn't 😅

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Cemetery drive cover

I don't remember if I already posted it, but I was going through my old youtube videos and found it. 

It's no perfect, but I hope you guys appreciate it

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LIGHTWHIP GET

Hi guys, I bought the expert Pack of the lightwhip.
Yes, I'm deranged and I'm struggling emotionally.
I hope I don't get taxed too much, I'm very nervous and my life has been a mess.
So I'm just stumbling by and living day by day.
I wanted it, I was scared of it running out, so I got it.
I just want to be loved and happy.
Yes this post is a mess, idk, I just need to feel loved and supported.

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Glofx whip is back

The expert Pack is back, and I'm really tempted to get ir. The total with tax would be 416 dollars.
Idk if I should commit to it from my own money, since it's expensive, or if I should wait for the goal and risk it going out or sock.
What should I do? 🥺

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Hi

Hi friends, I don't have anything to say really, I just woke up thinking about you guys and much I love you all 🥹 thank you for being part of my life, it makes me really happy and I know I can get through hard times because you guys are so supportive and loving.

(Old pic because I really like the filter, but that type of eyeliner makes my eyes look even funder apart (cries in wide set eyes))

Thank you so much for every single one of you, you guys have no ideia how much patreo...

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LIGHTWHIP STREAM 20230321

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FULL LIGHTWHIP STREAM

sorry for the muted song, I'd add it back, but I have no idea what it was lol.
Also, I have a goal for a fancy lightwhip, feel free to help.

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LIGHTWHIP VILLAN K/DA

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Lightwhip 2 in the dark

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Lightwhip 1 lights on

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hair change?

Hi friends, I want to mess with my hair, because why have healthy shiny hair when you can destroy it and make it look weird, right?

I'd like you guys to vote if I should do this front blond back my natural color hair style (picture attached).

Please vote ❤️

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Dancing bella

I made this video last october, but never posted it.
Yes, I am awkward. Enjoy.

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Schedule is back! + braceless bella!

I'll try harder on the schedule since my hard week is finally over.
The stream will probably start at 21:00 or 21:30 brazilian time (GMT -3).
I take my meds at 21:00, so I have an alarm for it, but I might still need a couple of minutes to get ready for the stream.
Also, I took my braces out finally, I'll have to wear this retainer for a whole year tho, I'm only allowed to take it out to eat and brush my teeth.
About the results: I expected more to be honest. I still think my teet...

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WE ARE PARAMORE

These are some pics I took at the paramore concert.
First pic is a 2 piece outfit I tried on, but didn't end up buying it.
Second pic is me and erickryan775 from chat!
Third one is me, erick and Victor.
Forth is Vanessa and Gustavo.
Fifth is my bad attempt at taking a pic of the stage.
Sixth is Victor my best friend.
Seventh is me and erickryan775 again. I tried doing this cute new pose I saw on Instagram, which is a half heart on the cheek, I really like it.

The p...

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Did someone say onlyfans?

Lol this is a carnaval outfit. I tried it on to see if it would look cool with shorts for the paramore concert, but it ended up looking quite weird, so I didn't get it.

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