I am here, once again, to say a huge THANK YOU to everyone who chose to be here, join this Patreon page, and support me in this new chapter of my life!!! I missed last week's thank you, but we didn't have as many new friends join recently, so I'll give my thank yous to all the new friends who are here!
(The woo-woo part of me is like, "It's cuz you didn't say thank you! There are less new people supporting you because you weren't GRATEFULLLLLL enough!" But I know th...
2023-06-26 04:39:20 +0000 UTC
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I wanna write it down before I forget!
So, I was just listening to my k-pop playlist - the same massive playlist I've been building for literally 5 years - and 'Spellbound' by TVXQ! came on. I remembered how much I loved that music video, so I put it on for probably the first time since 2018. HO... LY... SHIT. That video is soooooo good. Even better than I remember.
I SHOULD DO A...
2023-06-24 20:00:47 +0000 UTC
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Ok y'all! I'm gonna edit another 3rd gen debut from the livestream & upload to YouTube! I want you to help me decide which video our k-pop friends will want to see the most! I want the YouTube community to enjoy as much as they can, even if they aren't able to contribute to Patreon.
VOTE and let me know which one I should put on YouTube!
2023-06-24 16:56:47 +0000 UTC
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Y'all, it's been... quite a time. You know sometimes you have periods of life that you're just like, "Ok, I'm gonna look back on this one day and be proud of how far I've come." That's what this period of life feels like for me.
I realized I didn't do a gratitude post this week and that makes me sad. Cuz I'm grateful for each and every one of you!!!!! I also don't have a lot of new patrons this week (*sigh* probably cuz I haven't posted much this ...
2023-06-23 01:55:26 +0000 UTC
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Thank you again to anyone who joined me for this livestream!!
Share your thoughts on this solo album from J-Hope ORRRR his 'In The Box' documentary ORRRRR his Lollapalooza set (which I'm planning on watching the full thing this week)!!
2023-06-18 20:04:13 +0000 UTC
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Ok, friends... YouTube got us this time!!! The livestream was not just blocked, it was REMOVED and my channel got it's first community guideline strike! 😭 So we'll have to be careful with livestreams in the future. Only lyric videos, fancams, etc.
The worst part is that the removed video is completely inaccessible to me! I forgot to start recording the raw footage on my own computer until after we listened to 'Stop'... soooooo, the only way I could get the beginning ...
2023-06-18 19:14:07 +0000 UTC
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Leaving right now to go watch the BTS documentaries! I'm soooo excited!
I legit wasn't sure if I should put on any makeup, cuz I knowwww I'm gonna cry. I bought these tickets cuz it's been a hard couple weeks and I want to do something that makes me happy. But I already spent most of today crying 🥴, so my nervous system is going into it a MESS. But, hopefully, this will be a good, cathartic experience!
If any of you have seen the do...
2023-06-17 18:18:45 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends!
So I just realized that a lot of people join this Patreon page at various points and maybe the specific post you are looking for is lost wayyyyyy down on the page! Or maybe you've been busy and now you wanna katch up (hehe) on what you missed.
All of my posts are tagged! SO, at any time, if you wanna search for a specific idol/group, you can find the tags at the top of my page (looks similar on mobile, too) and pull u...
2023-06-15 21:48:05 +0000 UTC
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I was supposed to post this video here last night, but I went to bed before it finished exporting! This reaction will be public on YouTube this afternoon. BUT, if you're a BOYNEXTDOOR fan and you wanna watch them now... here it is!
They're sooooo cute!!!!
The 'One and Only' video is about to export now, so I'll have that up soon!
2023-06-13 14:30:47 +0000 UTC
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Friends, I was not kidding when I said that I will PERSONALLY thank each and every one of you for being here. Unless or until the number of new patrons each week is just too many to keep track of (in which case, I'd be crying and counting my blessings 😭), every single human who has taken the time to click the link and make a donation to help support this channel is going to be acknowledged by name!
I forgot to make this post on Sunday, so unfortunately I think ...
2023-06-13 14:26:46 +0000 UTC
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Y'all!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO LISTEN TO THESE SONGS!!!! Ughhhh.
The 'Dear ARMY' + 'Set Me Free Pt 2' dance practice reactions will be uploaded within the next couple hours! Just waiting for them to export now!
2023-06-09 19:09:21 +0000 UTC
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Here is the sneak peek of the other video that DESTROYED ME yesterday.
Y'all, I can't explain how much I love this group, but like... I literally LOVE this group! I am still waiting to do Part 2 of my Stray Kids Deep Dive! How many of you will join when I do that livestream???
The first Deep Dive happened during RiVerse's hiatus and is one of the first reactions I posted...
2023-06-07 02:57:51 +0000 UTC
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Can I just tell you about the moment I had today?
This morning, I sent the kid to school with a very empty lunchbag & a lot of apologies. I just hadn't gone grocery shopping and I didn't have much to give him. That's not a good feeling, as a parent.
So after dropping them off, I went to the grocery store and picked up a bunch of things to last us the week - lunch supplies, snacks, healthy dinner options. And when I went to pay for it, the total amount was just...
2023-06-06 16:02:08 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends!!! How was everyone's weekend? (No, I'm seriously asking - let me know!!)
I gotta take a minute to say thank you once again for being here, but a SPECIAL thank you to everyone who joined the Patreon family this past week! Literally nobody has to support my decision to film k-pop reactions, but the fact that y'all do it anyway...? 🥺 It's incredible to me!! Doesn't matter if you came just for one specific video or you plan on sticking around and being par...
2023-06-05 13:36:19 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends!! Here is the latest LE SSERAFIM reaction I filmed!
Y'all can get a sneak peek of the YouTube video while I finish editing and exporting A Guide To LE SSERAFIM & the Dance Performance reactions!
I really like these girls. There's something so... fresh & different about them! Like I said in the reaction, it's like they're new but at the same time so experienced! Love it!
2023-06-05 13:28:20 +0000 UTC
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To everyone who was with us last night, thank you!!! I am getting the full video clips ready and I'll upload them soon here on Patreon (no editing, just the full vids)
Patreon family voted to focus on 3rd Gen groups, and the live chat gave recommendations. For the most part, we did debut songs + most popular songs for each group. We watched:
- NU'EST - _FACE + WHERE YOU AT
- DAY6 - Congratulations + Shoot Me
- TWICE - Lik...
2023-06-02 19:33:57 +0000 UTC
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My wonderful, beautiful, amazing, awesome Patreon friends! First of all, I want to say a specific THANK YOU to the people who are here today! It is the first of the month, which means pledges are sent again. Usually, at the end of the month creators lose a ton of patrons cuz everyone cancels before they get charged again. That definitely happened! My...
2023-06-01 18:02:15 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends! I'm sorry I missed saying welcome and thank you to our newest k-pop friends on Sunday. Y'all, I've been tired and stressed, but... hopefully things will be settling down soon. 🤞🏾 One thing that is definitely a positive in my life right now, though, is all of you!!!!
This week, we had less new friends join than the last few. Honestly, this is the pace I more expected to see new patrons joining us - ALPHAZ, y'all ...
2023-05-30 16:33:42 +0000 UTC
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I haven't seen much from this group. I feel like they warrant taking a little more time to dive in and learn about them. But, I don't think I'm fully on board just yet...
Do any of you love BLACKSWAN? What songs would you recommend? Or other content to get to know them better...?
2023-05-28 01:37:34 +0000 UTC
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Y'all, I was just shocked when I saw that my YouTube ad revenue this month is not $0...
and then I LAUGHED OUT LOUD when I actually looked at the analytics.
The only videos that aren't copyrighted on my channel are the 1-2 min teasers I posted of Patreon content. Everything else is demonetized. Can you imagine working hours and hours on end, providing free entertainment for hundreds of thousands of people, and only making $0.40
2023-05-24 03:54:06 +0000 UTC
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I missed my weekly thank you yesterday, cuz it's a long weekend here and I was spending time with my son & my niece (so I didn't film or edit this weekend, either), but I've still been checking in here on Patreon and seeing all the new friends who are joining us! THANK YOU so much for being here, for supporting me, for being part of this k-pop community!
I'm getting really excited cuz I have lots of ideas for certain series or deep dives I can do with the Patreon family! I thi...
2023-05-23 02:37:03 +0000 UTC
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Hey friends! For anyone looking for the XG Deep Dive reactions, I've moved the full livestream over to the $20 tier! As I mentioned in a previous post, both hosting the livestream and (especially) editing the reaction down into smaller sections takes a lot of time & energy. If there's one thing I learned from the 5 years of doing RiVerse Reacts - committing that much of my own energy to give people content for free will burn me out suuuuuuper quic...
2023-05-21 01:44:32 +0000 UTC
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Y'all..... 😶..... I am fucking GAGGED.
I've been periodically looking at my patron list over the last couple days and I can't wrap my head around it. WE HIT 100 PATRONS TODAY! 😮
Tomorrow is only our one month anniversary. I had made it a goal to try to hit 100 patrons BY AUGUST, which is when I was supposed to move (may not be happening anymore cuz life be lifin' & I'm probably losing my apartment 😣😭 we're
2023-05-18 23:18:58 +0000 UTC
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Hello friends! It's the end of another week and I'm once again blown away by how many of you are here, showing me love. It is beyond anything I ever expected, especially SO QUICKLY. I really feel like we're building an incredible community here.
Thank you for being so active and involved in the comments, both here and on YouTube. I'm glad I've started to learn some of your YT usernames and I recognize you right away. I love reading your opinions and the extra information you share abo...
2023-05-15 04:55:30 +0000 UTC
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For those of you who were on the livestream with me tonight, if you were looking closely, you may have seen the exact moment I realized I WASN'T recording the footage to my hard drive. It looked a little something like this picture.
(Actually, I think I just randomly started cussing. 🤬)
SOOOOOOOOO, about 2 hours of the 3 1/2 hour long livestream, I DON'T HAVE THE FOOTAGE. That's fun. Mercury is still in gatorade, right?&n...
2023-05-14 03:46:53 +0000 UTC
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I hope all you ALPHAZ who have recently joined us here on Patreon will be tuning in this Saturday evening on YouTube! I need help to learn everything there is to learn about XG, please and thank you!!!
2023-05-12 18:09:22 +0000 UTC
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Friends, we are only in the first week of May and every, single time I get a notification of a new patron, I look at the list and I say thank you to you, out loud. But, it isn't enough. Maybe (hmm, hopefully??) this page will grow to the point that I can't thank every person individually for the support, but y'all are the FIRST ONES to join this new chapter with me and I'm sooooooo grateful.
SO. I want to give the biggest thank you to:
- Myn...
2023-05-08 03:55:36 +0000 UTC
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Here is tomorrow's reaction, Patreon family!! I can't stop playing the chorus of this song in my head (mostly because of TikTok)!
2023-05-07 15:50:35 +0000 UTC
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I was crying in my car and I just felt like I needed to say this to all of you, outloud, with my face & my voice.
2023-05-05 02:20:30 +0000 UTC
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Hey patrons!
Here is the Jackson Wang & Ciara 'Slow' MV reaction that you voted on! Unnnnnnfortunately, it wasn't until I uploaded it that I realized something went weird with the audio in the 'Come Alive' reaction when it exported.
Y'all can watch it with the slightly echo-ey audio for now (the rest of the video is fine) while I fix and re-export and re-upload it AGAIN for YouTube!!! 😭
Not the fancy sneak peek I wanted to give you, but... haha.
2023-05-04 22:49:40 +0000 UTC
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