The Comfy Corner 🌻

Cotton Candy 🩵🩷💛💜

On my quest of healing and thriving, I am seeing how much of my inner child I need to also heal.

She is so broken and beaten down. She is truly the one that is afraid and scared of life and the world. So I find myself buying more “child-like” things, with my “child money” (my job is so low pay it’s like an allowance).

It’s really hard not being able to take care of myself and even be able to take care of her too. But when I can, it’s amazing. Doing it myself. I’v...

Getting some equipment soon!

And some streaming services too! I’m really hoping to be able to start making content in April ❤️‍🩹

I’ve taken it really chill lately as some crazy health stuff has come up. I guess living in stress for years (and all that other stuff) really does wonders to the organs and immune system, who knew 🤪

But having this safe space (figuratively and physically) I have now is incredible and I can’t thank you guys enough for joining me on this journey 💕

The fact...

Back again 🌻

Hi! It’s been quite the week.

My brother and his fiancé left yesterday afternoon so there are no further obligations to be at and attend for wedding stuff.

On the flip side, I’ve been working out a lot lately. Walking by myself or with Daisy, boxing, and just general going to the gym stuff ☺️

It’s been so great, I’m starting to feel like a person again with my hormones finally starting to balance out. Eating healthier too. I know I’m mentally pretty bad but I�...

Another update | TEN?? | Reacting help | love y’all 💕

Wedding flowers 💐

The past few days I’ve just been hanging out with my future sister and my brother helping them plan their wedding. Having them here for spring break has been great, and also really hard. More than I expected.

Seeing what could have been, had I been with someone truly right for me. Had I not wasted my time, had I not let it continue. Even seeing them so young and so happy,, hurts a little. And I don’t want to feel that way. I know I shouldn’t. Realizing I have a bit of resentment ...

Hope you are doing well 🌻

I am, getting there.

My youngest brother and his fiance are here for the week (spring break) and it’s been so nice.

Just catching up and hanging out (haven’t seen them in over a year 🥺) has been so good for my mental health.

I’m hoping to make more content this week ☺️

Love you guys, hope you all have a great week 🌻

Rainy Day Vlog ⛈️

Heavy Rain in the Garden 🪴 | 12:00pm

Posting it here too 🩵

A very productive rainy day ⛈️🌻

I’ve got a new YT video ready to upload, I’m filming a vlog of my day today (hopefully it’ll be out late tonight or tomorrow), and I got both of my “real jobs” online work done ☑️

It’s a good day ⛈️

What are you guys up to today? 💕

Hey there ~ ✨

I’m so antsy just to start making content again, wild how much I miss it.

I don’t even know where I’d start. Even my update video was fun. Just talking it out and all that, very therapeutic. Especially not having my lines prepared and just getting to say what I wanna say. Nice, and new for me.

I’m trying to think of things I can make video wise without computers and equipment since I won’t have any of that for a while, and I’m getting a little stumped! If you have any...

Can’t ever get anything done 🥰

Daisy content 😘

Update 🌱

Just a lil video, with my ADHD running rampant 🙃✌🏻

Waves 🌊

Another evening of going out and taking photos.

As someone who grew up less than 5 minutes from the ocean, having this back after 5 years has been so healing for me.

I’m thinking about writing lyrics again, being back with my musically inclined family has really gotten me back into singing and wanting to write again. Maybe someday I’ll share that kind of stuff too.

Words always come to me when I’m at the water. Watching the waves flow back and forth. The energy they b...

The Moon 🌙

I love taking photos of the moon.

I love the moon, the moon is my safe place. For me, it’s when no one else is awake, and it’s just me. Peace and quiet. Whether it was peace and quiet from getting yelled at that day, or even just peace and quiet from a great day like today with my family.

Sometimes you just need the quiet. The space to truly be free and yourself because no one is around to judge. To place their influence onto you, conscious or not.

Healing comes best ...

🌱 to those who paid to sub before I have anything ready:

Thank you. I’m not sure what else to say really. I have nothing to offer yet,, but you’re still here. I am truly grateful for you 3. I can’t wait to start saving up for all my equipment needed to do this and actually give you guys something for your generosity ❤️

I for a while will still feel like I don’t deserve it (thank you ADHD) but I am doing my best to accept, not feel guilty and understand you guys just, care. It’s still a lot to process. It’s not about the amount...

Early evening walk before the sun sets ☀️

Trying to get back into the habit of walking everyday 🌻

Couldn’t help but stop and smell the flowers~ ✨

Starting the day watching the birds with my pup ✨

Good morning ☀️

I’m taking the day slow with my pup Daisy 🌼

After that I have some job applications and some writing to do for making this channel how I want it ☺️

Hope everyone has a lovely day 🌻

- B

Welcome 🌻

Hi~ and welcome to my safe space 🌱 

I love watching content and sharing the fun with others 💕

I just need some time to get content going, so stick to the $2 for now~

get comfy, make yourself at home, and let’s have some fun ☺️