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Update - Paused Billing / Leaving Patreon

Hey guys so I don't think I'm going to make the May deadline BUT I'm just going to pause the billing for next month and you will all get it hopefully within the first week and a half of June along with whatever I make in June. There is content being made, it's just not even at the halfway point rn.

Really sorry and tbh it's not an excuse but I have been experiencing some homelessness. My friends have been letting me crash on couches here and there but yeah, the internet is not always c...

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Update

Hi guys!

So things have been cray since I'm about a week away from graduating and finals are insane.

As promised, I have been working on QQ and the doc is now at 9k!! And obviously UV will continue this May as well. Have been cooking up some ideas and maybe even some Hugo POV lol?? Feel like he'd be a really funny character to write for.

But anyway, I fully anticipated that I would be crazy busy this month so I'm really glad I paused the billing for April! Within the nex...

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April Poll

Choose below what content you would like to see this upcoming month!

I'm not opposed to writing more Unsaid Vow but if a chapter were to come out next month, it would probably be a half chapter of like 5k as I think I wanna step back and brainstorm more ideas for the fic!

Some info about the choices:

These Things Take Time is just a two-parter so the next part would be the final installment!

Harry Potter AU is just going to be a one-shot I t...

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Unsaid Vow Part Six

Warnings: this is NOT Ramadan safe!! Please refrain from reading if you are practicing rn!!

Also some additional warnings/spoilers: there is smut between JK and Y/n but it isn't what I would call completely consensual as the reader is drunk and possibly a victim of roofies!!

Some small housekeeping things for my Patreon: I will be pausing the payments for April for current members and will be using that time to clean up my Patreo...

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Unsaid Vow + Free month of content

So I'm currently on my trip and I cannot write bc this cabin is out in the middle of nowhere so not only is there no wifi, but no service at all really. I use Google Docs to write too so this is my personal hell.

Currently using my phone's hotspot but again, no service so it's in and out.

I get home on Sunday so I'm going to shoot for the 28th to post as I still need to finish the chapter.

To make up for this, I'm going to pause the April payment for my members!! As in Apr...

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UV6 Update

Thanks everyone for being so patient with me!! 

Midterms are here!! So I'm busy with that as I need to graduate, and I also got a last-minute invite to a trip for spring break. 

My doc is at 2k rn and I'm going to try to work on that as well as my schoolwork. Right now really pushing for Thursday, if not Friday at the latest. I'm also gonna re-attempt smut (yes between JK and Y/n) so that's gonna be stressful for me lol. The good news is during my spring break I...

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Unsaid Vow Part Five

This chapter is fully in JK's POV and there is some mention of violence (all of it is just dark thoughts or took place off-screen, so nothing too gruesome!)

Yandere Jungkook is back 🤭


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Feburary 24 deadline for Unsaid Vow 5

Hey guys, so sorry my group projects for last week and next have been insane and I'm always that one person in a group who gets stuck doing everyone's work :(

Also just in general I'm kind of struggling writing for JK perspective, so I kind of scrapped what little I had and am starting again. Locking myself in this weekend and going tackle this chapter if it's the last thing I do!

Don't worry, you still will get your JK POV chapter this month!!! It's going to be good I swear lol!!...

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Unsaid Vow Part Four

SOME WARNINGS BEFORE READING: 

  • LIGHT DRUG USE (MARIJUANA) 
  • SMUT (ORAL, FEMALE RECEIVING) 

I am 21 and live in a state where marijuana is legal, so I felt comfortable writing this. However, I understand that not every reader is comfortable or able to read things of that nature. If this is you, please send me a message and I can make a separate doc where I cut out the scene!

As always, author's note is at the bottom. 

Happy readin...

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Unsaid Vow Part Three

Here is the third chapter! I left a little author's note at the end if you'd like to check it out!

By far I think this is the most dramatic chapter yet, and I even did a dramatic "reveal" at the end, I also practiced some JK POV too!

Pls enjoy and as always, feel free to share your thoughts!

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Unsaid Vow Update (12/19/23)

Hi guys, I just wanted to thank you all for your patience. 

I am currently writing Unsaid Vow part three. As of this morning, I'm at 3k, hope to be at 6k by the end of the night and eventually maybe even 10k by tomorrow night! Worst case scenario, it's out by Friday. 

This isn't usual for me, I just finished my finals and I do need to graduate so that was my main focus lately. My school is also going through a strike so there are some classes I haven't had in weeks that ...

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Harry Potter AU

Hey guys, so a frequent request I get is a Yandere Harry Potter AU for Jungkook.  I actually am in a fantasy literature class and we are going over the Harry Potter books, so I got some inspiration to finally start writing one.  

Here is the first 4k, but tbh I'm a little stuck and would love some ideas.  In particular with the title, as I would like to do something that both fits the world but doesn't give away the plot. 

So if you'd like, please read this and...

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Unsaid Vow Part Two

Sorry this is a little late, I just finished my midterms and had a bunch of papers to write for class. 

Anyway, this chapter is an establishing one and some action will pick up right after this.  

This chapter includes:

-Your interview with Yoongi

-Hugo's first day of school

-JK confronting you about rings/couples counseling???

-Jk and Mr. Tae meet lol

I lef...

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Beta QQ5

Here is the first 7k of QQ5!  Please feel free to catch up with the story on my master list and come back to this!  Tbh I'm kinda stuck so please comment or message me after reading about where you think this should go next.  

Ofc being a beta reader isn't at all necessary so if you just wanted Unsaid Vow that's totally cool too! 

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Unsaid Vow Part One (it's here!)

So I have never used Patreon but it seems I can attach documents to these posts, so I'm just gonna attach the first chapter here!  If this doesn't work please let me know and I can individually send this to all of your emails, if you prefer. 

Please feel free to comment! I'm debating if I should upload this to tumblr in like two weeks time or just leave it exclusive to you guys, so pls lemme know how you'd feel about that. I want you to feel like you're giving your money's wor...

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