being nude is natural and taboo at the same time
i don’t have a perfect body
but i have me and i love it
so i present it confidently and give that energy to others
because i know what it’s like to struggle with your body, mind, and spirit
i get you.
be free with yourself
2019-02-25 14:40:22 +0000 UTC
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No idea what i created, honestly tried to do this sketch in less than 15min.
making characters up
2019-02-25 14:36:45 +0000 UTC
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being outside is necessary for me to decompress.
be in tune with nature
the one thing that made us excel also made us weak
we stopped living in nature
so we disconnected
with how to survive as a being
so just remember that
go outside
connect with your world
2019-02-23 19:27:13 +0000 UTC
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Workout 5:
12 minute warm up jog/run
(1:40 easy jog pace, 20 second work pace)
5x:
20 calorie bike (assault bike or air bike)
10/10 single leg kettlebell step ups on 24"
10 medicine ball roll ups
20 QUALITY ball slams - really use all of your body and be elaborate on the motion.
4x:
20 lateral dumbbell raises
20 front dumbbell raises
10/10 plank elbow to hand
(accessories to deltoids just because...
2019-02-22 15:01:28 +0000 UTC
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There is so much to be heard here.
2019-02-20 13:13:25 +0000 UTC
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There cannot be life without stress but there can be a choice on what we take from it.
I’ve had numerous amount of negatives become positive.
2019-02-18 13:25:27 +0000 UTC
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Shots from my Spartan set will be up soon. 💜
2019-02-15 15:08:34 +0000 UTC
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Give love to others today.
Yes even to strangers.
Smile at them, tell them something genuine and nice.
Go buy flowers for your crush or for your homie.
Take your mom out to dinner.
Stop by a mom and dad shop and give good conversations.
Be kind. Be mindful. Give love.
And not just to others but yourself.
Go get your favorite food.
Take a bubble bath with gold rose pedals.
Be kind. Be mindful. Give love.
2019-02-14 14:07:48 +0000 UTC
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10 minute incline warm up or just do this on a field you know
3 minutes walking at 15min below pace, 3 minutes jogging, 2 minute increase speed every 15 seconds, 1 minute easy jog, 1 minute walk easy.
A lot of my core is sometimes the same so I don't always jot it down.
I also do a lot of shit I forget to write about and hike just about everyday.
Dynamic stretching
Workout 1:
4x:
40 high knee toe taps
2019-02-13 16:41:35 +0000 UTC
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i have this thing about me you see.
i love to nurture. to make someone feel like the world.
here’s the thing too, i don’t give expecting my love back.
i’m rare.
i’m willing and i understand this.
here is a piece of advice:
don’t hurt women like me, we don’t stop evolving.
2019-02-11 00:17:02 +0000 UTC
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I never know what I’m creating sometimes until it just appears on paper.

2019-02-09 15:29:39 +0000 UTC
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i remember realizing i gave love to the wrong one for too long.
that i was brainwashed
abused and neglected
because of their need for power
be so weary my fellow givers. just because they hang the moon once for you doesn’t mean they can keep it there.
don’t give your soul out, i know you love to.
i know that it feels good to make others feel like the world.
to love them. to hold them. give them ev...
2019-02-08 17:44:21 +0000 UTC
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Here to feed colonies.
2019-02-06 18:55:50 +0000 UTC
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What do you think i mean when i refer to myself as a stallion?
2019-02-03 13:36:26 +0000 UTC
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Between these three options, which shall it be?
2019-02-02 04:07:41 +0000 UTC
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the grass is always green when the grass is green
don’t be fooled
2019-02-01 13:38:33 +0000 UTC
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Attention is our biggest motivator.
Attention is our biggest distraction.
Attention is our biggest stress.
And our attention is our perception.
the mind wanders 50% of the time. does it wander well?
*questions to ask yourself
MINDFUL EXERCISING- THE MORE YOU DO IT THE MORE WE BENEFIT FROM IT- BEING MINDFUL ALLOWS YOU TO BE COMPASSIONATE.
GIFT...
2019-01-28 16:10:48 +0000 UTC
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I dreamt of being great so much that when the time came to execute it all I had to do was close my eyes and watch myself win it for the thousandth time.
i subconsciously road-mapped my way to greatness.
ENVISION
2019-01-28 13:28:06 +0000 UTC
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sometimes expressing it is so real.
you see everyday i wake up and i might be physically beaten. my back can not tolerate anything poor.
i am suddenly absorbed and concentrated on avoiding pain.
this pain speaks to me and steals my head. i sit and sometimes i am swallowed.
i’ve fought every day since i was 12 to be this strong
this independent
this exotic
this brave
this ella you see before you.
i...
2019-01-28 01:05:20 +0000 UTC
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Is getting the fuck up and living a dope ass life.
Have some coffee and kick ass.
2019-01-27 15:09:33 +0000 UTC
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be more open to saying yes. get out and explore who you are and this world while you can.
no one can ever say ella never gave her best
2019-01-26 20:03:11 +0000 UTC
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love y’all. just got back from renting an airbnb in my city to shoot some extremely beautiful shots for you guys. i am so happy to be creating art more now. through not just drawing and learning to tattoo but by my modeling.
i want to tell you thank you so much for supporting me right now. this money is allowing me to live and do my apprenticeship, without i would be barely make it. this has allowed me to give my body some rest from massaging so much and switch over and focus on bett...
2019-01-25 18:59:31 +0000 UTC
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Did this self portrait in charcoal, graphite, and prisma red colored pencil
I also did it in 30minutes..... Soooooooo…. QUICKIE.
File attached is the full version and the quality of photo is called my iPhone in my bedroom.
2019-01-23 17:46:54 +0000 UTC
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Here is the January's 5, 6, and 7 workouts:
These are little circuits, I generally give myself 4-6 rounds of something.. because what I do to myself is, I do four and then I'm like well let's do one more for five.. I then do five and then think to myself, well I just did one more so I can do another one.
I challenge you to challenge your thinking a lot and go after a challenge.
This comes natural to me but you must practice it.
I practice my behaviors...
2019-01-23 15:35:55 +0000 UTC
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Tell me what is the next doodle we want to see :)
2019-01-22 18:35:12 +0000 UTC
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Just cause I love ya.
i am wild, you can’t tame me
2019-01-22 16:24:17 +0000 UTC
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How do we stop running?
How does one just be?
2019-01-22 04:36:07 +0000 UTC
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January workouts continued.. 2, 3, and 4.
Workouts 5, 6, and 7 are coming.
don't be a potato.
Please keep in mind I do a dynamic warm up that lasts anywhere from 7-30 minutes long before every workout.
WOD #2:
5x:
20 extensions, increase weight if able- on 5th set do a 20,20,20 drop set
20 curtsy squats
20 donkey kicks each leg
4x
20 single leg lying curls
...
2019-01-19 00:03:07 +0000 UTC
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How many of you actually know yourselves enough to give yourself to someone completely?
Here are my demons.
Here is my light.
So.
How many of you can say you’re you?
And you accept you?
I aim to always fully be Ella.
To Be her. And to give her.
Nothing less
2019-01-18 03:00:47 +0000 UTC
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I’m always ready.
I can fall down on my face.
Show you my scars.
Cry, be naked, tell you my fears.
I’ve shown you my darkness.
I’ve wanted to take my own life.
But I stood strong.
I had more in me.
And when the time comes for help
Who do they run to?
The one.
I am the one.
Come through demons, I am ready for you.
I have saved myself by saving others.
2019-01-16 20:19:23 +0000 UTC
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