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defend

but not defensive

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laying down

letting be what needs to be

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hurt people hurt people

healed people heal people


let that be understood when someone manipulates you

it is their pain talking


so let it speak


KNOW YOUR TRUTH


••••love••••

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lady of the earth

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feel a lot emotions

and you judge them

but did you realize

you need them

why shame what you feel

what you are

and what you are not


let yourself feel

don’t judge you

enough people are already projecting

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there are fine lines

between many

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good morning

i was in peru for about 16 days in august doing some major work for myself and my purpose.

on sunday i work on generating some content for here.


any dress up suggestions?

i have some contacts and ideas of more nature shots i want to take.


thank you for supporting me here

i always want to do better with consistency

i run a very busy life

and i am the boss of it so balancing is my finest act



appr...

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i am in healing

i walk this walk towards my medicine



currently in ayahuasca ceremonies in the jungle with the shipibo tribe.


mm.

grieving.

accepting.

into medicine woman.


i am worthy

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she said i was dangerous

and i knew it

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finding

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the rising

call upon the warrior

i call you

i seek you

come forth my animals

come forth my ability

evolve be see feel

you are her

she is you

you are you

the time is clearly now

patience

listen

grieve

release it

become what you know

what you feel

accept her

accept these gifts

you have seen it already

you have seen how much you have carried

how much you have done

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mmmm!

i am starting to feel

more comfortable with the comfortable i have

mostly i have been in solitude over it

expressing it by myself

and now i am seeing myself able to do more with others


to not feel so judgemental towards myself


and to be as present as possible

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water

ommmm

the healing you are being honored with by acknowledging yourself

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recognizing

that bleeding out for everyone is not healthy for you or them.

•longevity•

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weird is good

you know?

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see the colors

once you see it

you can’t forget it


but can you forgive it?

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personal

i kindly declined the circles


quit bleeding out for others


it has begun


the shift


the focus

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not a matter

of i need to do more… more of i get to learn how to accept who i am and be…

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happy birthday

little one. you’ve done it. you’ve seen her. you are her.


coming from a place of love.

resistance will come


but your willingness to forgive, accept, and become is more than.


love

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poet

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now that i’ve seen her

i will never leave her again

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harmony

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uncensored naught naughty

feeling rather inspired to not take anything personally



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flashback

i apologize. i’ll get to shooting real soon.

thank you for your love as always.

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random poses

any requests on shoots? i want to do something more creative again. planning on shooting next week. give me the ideas! loves

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step into her

own it. claim it. give away what is not yours.

what is not serving you.

love.

we are all love.

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oh hello baby ella anne

i forgive you i am sorry i am sorry for never validating you for not grieving you for not seeing you and not letting you feel

for numbing out on you and never validating what you have gone through. oh how i love you

oh how i adore you


oh how i see you


you are full of such love and light

you always have been

the way you feel, see, think, and be

with your animals. with your people.

you were given a gift


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Me first art event

Oke loves

June 12 from 1:00-3:30pm

at Atomic Outpost in North Austin

Address is on flyer

My original work and prints will be for sale, i’ll be running around hugging and being with everyone

There will be so much to benefit from.

Come sit with plant medicine, get reiki, some soul food, listen to good music, dance, be, engage. I just want to give more love. I want to reach more.

Extending this invite.

Hug you if you’re there.

Mu...

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running with the gods

everything i’ve been going through


my reward is soon


.... i am open to receive you

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of clay

from this earth i be

i do the work

i am from the dirt


i am high

and i am low

i am the light


and i am the dark


warm and cold

i want to bathe you

in tears

blood

rage

sorrow


joy

i am everything you seek


you are emerging

you are feeling


the river

the wind

the sun

dance with me

we are mea...

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