rururaida

H-TOBER QUICK REMINDER

Yo~ I remind you that i'm doing another H-tober this year;
As always, the full thing is at discord, i'm drawing everyday a piece, so I'll be streaming them almost daily;
Drawings will be ready everyday, but I'll be changing some details the day after cuz i'm sure i'll have many mistakes due the rush; Beyond that, the edited versions will be at the megafolder at the end of the month~

Again, I don't share stuff here but at discord, so don't forger to connect your ptrn account with discord to have access to the server private channels!

UPDATE + pause on payments (July)

A quick update:
I'll pause this month's charging cuz past month I wasn't able to deliver works; This is not for vacations, I'll be working, and let's see it like I had vacations past month JAJJA

JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T GET IT, i'm not charging July's pledges for current users, so you won't get charged till 1st of August or the month after you paid for this patronage:

If any of you (old users) got charged tho, send me a dm in discord and I'll refund your payment;

Beyond that, see ya at discord!

UPDATE + pause on payments + April vacations!

Yo~
Again i forgor to update here JAJA;

I'll be brief:
First of all, thank you all for keep supporting me to this time, again again!
As past year, during september, i wanna take vacations to keep studying what I lack, cuz as you saw at discord, i'm more into painting nowadays and I feel I need a time to improve that~ I'll be also workin on my personal stuff, reading, etc etc. As during previous vacations, my idea is come back refreshed, and with extra powers: so see ya at May with more stuff wooooojoooo~

JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T GET IT, i'm not charging April's pledges for current users, so you won't get charged till 30th of April or the month after you paid for this patronage:
BTW since I'm taking the month, and you're about to pledge, keep in mind that you won't see new content till May that I craft more, so keep that in mind! (I do have previous works tho, and more that i didn't published)

Beyond that, see ya at discord!

UPDATE + pause on payments + September vacations!

Yo~~
Wait, i don't update here since apast year? JAJAJ GODDAMNIT, well; I'm sure that all of you joined at discord at this point so it doesn't matter that much; I had been workin hard as always and I'm sure you knwo it; Till now that i want a time for myself~

I'll be brief:
First of all, thank you all for keep supporting me to this time, again!
As past year, i wanna take vacations to keep workin on my personal stuff (that's why i'm pausing patreon campaign for next month) and I'll come back to action refreshed; so see ya at October with new hoh contenders, collabs and big stuff, like animations and minicomics, wooooojoooo~

JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T GET IT, i'm not charging september's pledges, so you won't get charged till 30th of september!
BTW new peeps won't be able to join for a month either, so keep that in mind~

UPDATE + pause on payments + January vacations!

Yo~~ I'll be brief:
First of all, thank you all for keep supporting me to this time! You rocks! and thank you i'm able to live of my arrrrt, my NSFW art.
This was a very gud year in terms of classic projects, like HOH, pokewaifus, some traps; and my ocs~ So i'm satisfied with this;
My life changed a lot too, like i'm at mom's home again, spending time with family, frens; now i play basketball and i write; Due that i wanna take vacations to keep workin on my personal stuff (that's why i'm pausing patreon campaign for this month) and come back to action refreshed; so see ya at february with new hoh contenders and big stuff, like animations and minicomics, wooooo~
Hope you have a gud new year~

JUST IN CASE YOU DON'T GET IT, i'm not charging january's pledges, so you won't get charged till 31th of january~

UPDATE (about many things)

Lemme summarize previous issues in my life:

• My payo account got frozen for two weeks cuz i had to show how i get my income: They approved me a couple of days ago, so that's already setted.
• My tablet got broken, just at the moment i got frozen so i wasn't able to buy a new one or even paying my debts for a while, that got me pretty sad and fucked my end of the month and beggining of the new one; I already paid my debts tho, and now i have a new tablet, but i can't get used to it, so i'm having problems finishing current projects... but i'm doing it sloooowly.
• I paused ptrn campaing a couple of days ago, so many of you wasn't charged, cuz the payo thing (i sent em this page) so i'm in like a 'forced vacations' cuz well, i didn't charged this month tiers: That's also why i'm takin my time to fix my sheet and deliver old drawings instead makin new, and due that, This month's H-o-H projects are suspended, till next one that i will make some sequels or prequels of previous winners~

So well, these days were a pain in the ass due these issues and the politic situation of my country. These bad moments are the reason why i didn't updated till now... Oh and i locked my twitter due the payo thing too... But i'm not having the will to open it again... So i'll see what i do with that; First of all i wanna finish some projects to feel that my content worth it; cuz i feel my ocs don't have enough recognizion, but that's just me (?) In the end, Twitter is just a way to deliver content, but it doesn't matter if i have you in discordo.

That's all atm; Will be finishin those projects i didn't finish past month these days~
Thanks for read it.

H-o-H 2koma POLL AT DISCORD!!!!

Yooooo yall, again~
Poll at private channels of discord~

If you're a $5 tier or above, go and vote for the TWO (2) winners for the 2komas of this next month at📢-ruru-tasks!

(Character names are in the post) SEE YA THERE!

SMOL UPDATE (just in case you didn't checked discord this month)

Lemme remind you things that happened previous weeks:

• I failed in delivery you drawings during april, so i made em during may and jun
• I finished the h-o-h 2komas, AND a h-o-h color minicomic of hacked Symmetra
• I also took some days off to clean my shitty life to not feel like shit when i don't do stuff... and i cleaned it, so now everything has an order, i have a schedule and i'm more productive and happy, yay!

Rite now there is a poll to suggest characters for JULY'S H-O-H 2KOMAS; so if you're a third tier pal, go and suggest your character~
In three days i'll make a poll and i tell you again!

Now yeh, see ya at discord~

UPDATE and pause the billing cycle for May

PEOPLE.
As you noticed, maybe, this month was a very shitty month for me.

A smol summary would be that the moving ended, but i had many appointments and irl responsabilities that drained me now that i live at mom's home again;
That's why i wasted toooo much time and due that i drew nothing more than sketches and practices.

Cuz that i will pause next month's billing cycle to not charge you for content i didn't draw~
Sorry for not having gud stuff this month, and as you see, i forgot to remind you that there was a poll at Discord: Midna and Frankie Foster won the H-o-H poll, but i will complete such 2komas during next month.

Thanks for your patience; see ya at discord.

Bot fixed?

Ptrn bot updated roles all the morning: Many of you lost your role it seems... And checking out with a fella it's cuz you were part of the server but you didn't pay your membership.
I have cases of people having the role without getting charged since december 2020. To check if you get charged, you can check your mail, each month ptrn send you a mail with Your Patreon recept is here! as tittle. You can check there if i'm part of the charges... i tell you in advance that i'm not, and that's why you got kicked JAJAJ

Don't feel bad about it, i won't charge you for all the previous months in a burst. This is the bot's mistake i suppose, and you and me never confirmed the transactions as well (well i check my patrn receipt evert month but that's me)

If you wanna rejoin (this time for real) you're welcome~ i won't blame you for not noticing it JJAJAJ

H-o-H 2koma POLL AT DISCORD!!!!

Yooooo yall, again~
Poll at private channels of discord~

If you're a $5 tier or above, go and vote for the TWO (2) winners for the 2komas of this month at📢-ruru-tasks!

This time i'm trying to use the reaction system at discord; If i see it doesnt' work, i'll come back here; beyond that, don't forger to vote at least three characters!

SEE YA THERE!

H-o-H 2koma POLL AT DISCORD!!!!

Yooooo yall, again~
Poll at private channels of discord~

If you're a $5 tier or above, go and vote for the TWO (2) winners for the 2komas of this month at📢-ruru-tasks!

This time i'm trying to use the reaction system at discord; If i see it doesnt' work, i'll come back here; beyond that, don't forger to vote at least three characters!

SEE YA THERE!

H-o-H 2koma POLL AT DISCORD!!!!

Yooooo yall;
Happy new year~ As some of you already know, we're makin a poll at private channels of discord~

If you're a $5 tier or above, go and vote for the THREE (3) winners for the 2komas of this month at📢-ruru-tasks!

This time i'm trying to use the reaction system at discord; If i see it doesnt' work, i'll come back here; beyond that, don't forger to vote at least three characters!

SEE YA THERE!

UPDATE TE TETE again

Yo~
Since i came back here to check some notifications, i'll take adventage and write an update~

Well not really.
Just a reminder that we're doing literally everything at Discord~

As the previous time, i won't summarize past 5 months cuz we were living it at Discord JAJAJ, so i just encorage you to join the Discord server, to not lose my current stuff~ I have many projects to continue, and i want you to be there giving me feedback or just reacting with funky emotes~

I think that's all;

And with that in mind, i copy paste this message as always:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last forty five months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

UPDATE tetete

Yo~
First of all... sorry, i forgor to update here JAJAJAJA
Well, here and twitter, FA, HF, Pxv, etc... As u see the only place i talk often and share stuff is at Discord; This is not for the old ones, but the new ones... Am still drawing, i do streams often and i share content at discord almost daily
Even more... if i have to release stuff, i would have content till October at this point... so, i'm doing gud... and re-activing this sheet.

This time i won't summarize past 5 months, i mean, it's a lot, and we were living it at Discord JAJAJ, so i just encorage you to join the Discord server, to not lose stuff

I think that's all;

And with that in mind, i copy paste this message as always:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last forty months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going VERY LATE + THE REST OF THE MONTH

Yo yall;
i completely forgor to write an update here, was busy doing my job 👀 and ahhghgh yeahghgh i'm doing gud. Thank you for support me till this time! It's paying off;;;; i guess... i think. I hope.

PAST FIVE WEEKS:
A very brief summary of these last days:

• I found my mojo; This started around these days of past month; I finally found a way to draw and paint that is comfy, and nice enough~ Last 26 panels i made are a proof of that 💦
• I also took a couple of days to remake my bodyshape chart; so now i feel confident drawing more kind of bodyshapes: you will notice it during next drawings~ In addition with new expressions, cuz i also took my time studying faces and i also made a chart with around 240 expressions that i will share when i add some defeated faces~
• About original concepts, i'm busy atm, but i asume that i will retake em asap~ ATM i'm designing more of my next original characters~ i will start sharing em next month tho~
• And what i think it's the most important for many of you; i'm taking commissions, and i won't stop till febraury 👀

I think that's the most relevant about last days.
More info as always at discord.

THIS AND NEXT MONTH: COMM MONTH
I will do the same was doing since past week; Working in personal stuff at the morning, and one or two commisions during afternoon~

• As I said, i'm making new ocs; so to not drop em, i will use half of the day in them; i opened some headcanons that i wanna fulfil asap cuz i wanna do some arttrades with my fav fellas;;;
• For the other side, i will pick one comm per day, anyways i'm not taking everything you ask me, just those ideas i'm in the mood to draw or i consider cool enough. As always, more info at Discord  (💸-comm-channel exactly)
• I will use the rest of my time munchin, sleepin and playing ow, tehé~

I think that's all;
In the end i'm takin simple comms; well, more than simple, with a simplified quality... that i don't consider bad at all; Even more, i should charge more JAJJA but let's continue like this for a little more cuz i'm getting better and better~

And with that in mind, i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last thirty five months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going ??? + NEXT MONTH

Yo yall.
I think... i think i forgot to write an update when i came back to action, last month... tehé~
Sorry.

PAST TWO MONTHS:
A very brief summary of my training arc would be:

• I studied my elder gods stuff, so now i'm more confident with the kind of content i can produce.
• I also remade my painting processes; and lately i remade my linework method too; I'm experimenting with a new way to do quick drawings that i think looks gud enough~
• And the most important, I learned character concept so i spent my past month making new ocs and foony settigs for em~.

I think that's the most relevant about my work.
I also remade all my reference canvases, brush sets, and processes; so everything is smoother~ That's why i'm drawing new stuff almost daily~

THIS MONTH: ENDURANCE MONTH
I will do the same i did past month; A bunch of new drawings~ Even if  I have around 20 projects to finish JAJAJ; but i noticed something importanto: The most i do, the faster i am.

• That's why i will continue with that: I will put my effort to being inspired almost everyday, and i'll focus on start new drawings.
• With that in mind, i will keep workin in new characters, to use my hor ny power in the best possible way
• I will also take some izi comms that don't take me that much time; btw i'll be more picky with what i do; i'll share more info when i'm ready to it.

I think that's all;
As i wanted during previous update; i will do the same; I'll put my effort on making new drawings to be faster, and i'll give em a simple quality, as previous Mirko drawing.
Comms will be a full render tho.

And with that in mind, i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last thirty four months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going SUPER LATER AGAIN + NEXT MONTH

BRUH, I'M ALMOST TWO* ENTIRE MONTHS LATER JAJAJA

Elou.
I completely forgot to update this past month;;; Days just passed till now that a couple of notifications made me remember that i should write something JJAJA Beyond that, thank you for support me again this month. I'm doing it pretty gud, i think you can notice it bcs i forgot to write here. I was very focused in my worrrrk. Even more, i saved this draft 30 days ago and i forgot to share it cuz it needed some corrections, ahghghg;

PAST TWO* MONTHS:
A very little summary could be:

• I have a new rommate, that's why these days i was doing more irl stuff like cooking, cleaning and go out home with her to help with the move and things to buy.
• I spent a couple of days practicing  and learning abour arrrrrt and i think i improved; So from now on i won't sell sketches, cuz well, i don't draw more sketches as u can notice with my previous artworks~
• Can't remember if i told u, but i also wrote 5 chapters of a foony story about Princess 🍑looking for some 🐴~ You can check it in my hentaifoundry, or in 📝-write-stuff channel at the Discord server~
• I failed in a nunuadventures drawing, and that's why i stopped with those drawings: i will re-take em when i'm in the mood for SFW.
• I made my new very fav drawing (that Ashley slideshow) and i learned new stuff that i wanna apply next month.
• Oh, i also started two big collabs related to NSFW games... More info at discord, as always.
• Waht else, what else... I'm not sure what else tbh. I feel that last weeks i just spent my time practicing stuff... and i want to continue it. That's why during September i will take a break.

I think that's the most relevant of my laifu from past months. Now i will proceed to explain what i will do next month.

NEXT MONTH: TRAINING MONTH

These days i was rexploring some galleries of artist i like and i noticed that i wanna improve my skills; So in the end after thinking about it around half hour, i said 'hey let's take a couple of days to just practice' but in the end the idea evolved and i prefer to stop ptrn charge for next month and focus the entire month into that... So... I'll be taking a break of discord and i will only focus in drawing... Well. Almost the same as always, but without many wips or finished works... Well. Almost the same as always.

That's why from SEPTEMBER 1st you won't be charge; Ptrn charge will be restored at OCTOBER 1st.

SOME FAQS:

• About current artworks like Ashley's slideshow, Kiara's pillar-demon-dildo, Alexstrasza's fat kitty, 2b skirt, Jack-O Hex, Symmetra's healing slut mini-comic project will be continued little by little but  they won't be my priority: that means i won't finish em.
• For the other side Jack-o Celty and Jack-o Thiccdoll 1 and 2 will be finished ASAP cuz i want to join the trending before its dies JAJAJA
• About future wips, i shouldn't but, yeh i think i will share some of em, in the end i like to talk about what i do JAJAJ
• I'll be active at discord like before, but i won't chat very often... like before.
• About open comms again, i will delay the opening till October to polish my quality a little more.

I think that's all;
For now my priorities are just drawing without think about finish the products and practice. I'm sure i will have a bunch of shitty doodles but that will help me to improve my horny power and overall quality~ See ya next month~

And with that in mind, i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last thirty two months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going BACK AGAIN + the rest of the month

I'M VERY LATE, SORRY AHHHH

Heya yallll~
I'm still here, since past month as i said;
Thank you for support me again this month. I think i'm doing pretty gud, but you will tell me~

PAST MONTH:

Hmmm; I'm not sure what happened previous or this one but-. ah wait; Past month was my first month livin alone, dammmmmmn, i did it really gud! I'm super happy about it;;;;
As you know, since i live alone i'm having many new responsabilities, so i'm trying to split my time in drawing lewds, taking care of my personal life, and side projects just in case i lost my work, i mean, this one JJAJA
And i'm doing it gud~~~ I think.

A little summary could be:
I'm givin me time to draw my nunuadventures, to playing games sometimes, to stream (NOW I STREAM! https://www.twitch.tv/rururaida ), to practice english with frens, to study art, and piano (i'm failing in the piano JAJAJ) and to print in 3d~ I'm doing a bjd horse, i need some rope, but it's almost here~
I'm also cooking: I like to cook! OH! And i'm going outside~
I try to go out home at least twice per week to talk with people irl; so i'm doing really gud!
I'm not excercising  but i shaving and cutting my hair often; so little by little i'm being a real adult!

And about the arrrrrrt:
I'm at my cenit~ I draw better than nevah and i'm happier than nevah with my artstyle. As u saw (maybe) last month i streamed drawings too~ So in summary, i had a really gud month!
What about this one?

THIS MONTH: ENDURE MONTH

This one is going pretty gud.
I will do the same as previous one.
Right now i'm struggling with the design of new ocs.
I'm not that gud designing, so tbh i won't be able to finish em in a looooong time; But little by little i'll be there.
I also wanna re-take previous projects in a different format, and around the end of the month being able to take a couple of comms, if u want-.
So my plans of the month are:

• Stream my drawings.
  I'll stream drawings at piczel ( https://piczel.tv/watch/RuruRaida ), if i don't have a big project to do, i will take suggestions.
  I will try to stream the most i can; but every time i will do it, i @here at #📢-patreon-annoucements channel; so check out discord
• I'll continuing with that secret project.
  I already have a very solid idea, but i don't wanna show it till i have at least ONE design of these new ocs. So let's hype again
• And if everythin' goes well enough, and i can endurance the streamings, i'll check if i can take commissions again; but i will know it around the end of the third week of the month.

So I think that's all;
For now my priorities are drawing live, design my ocs, and finally check how far i can go, to take comms.

And with that in mind, i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty nine months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

PAUSE on charge of next month (APRIL) - And moving~

I WILL PAUSE THE NEXT CHARGE OF PTRN:

Heya yallll~
First of all, i explain you that my plans were to start workin again this month; And i started well during first week. But i had IRL issues that made me stop after the third artwork i finished.
I thought i could continuing sooner, but in the end i lost the entire month due to formalities;
And since i work very little this month, i won't charge next one, but i'll work anyways, so don't worry: i just wanna compensate the lack of content of this one (march) on next one (april)

The reason i didn't work this month is that i'm moving out my mom's home~

MOVING:

i was lookin for an apartment since December, and in sumary during second week of the month my mom's bf found a place that i could rent~
I spent the next days calling people and finding the documments i needed to sign a contract~
In my country is pretty difficult to find a place to live, so i had to talk with a lot of people and write excel lists, check out budgets, those things, and that's why i  wasn't feelin the mood to drawing-.
That is also the reason why i went offline the most of the month: i'm coming and going of my desktop, but everything is almost done~

Tomorrow i will be signing the contract, so i think i'll be moving during next days.
I will need some days to clean, ordering and remake my set up, in addition to buy food, some electrodomestcs and those things when i live alone.

I will be updating at 💬-feed-me-3. as the previous weeks, so see u later~

Hope u can understand, and don't worry about the money and those things: i'm using my saves, so i'll be ok~ I just wanna start working again, so wait for me a little more, this is a big transition, but i'm sure i'll be more comfy and i'll distribute better my times and projects!

Con amor, niñita.

It's going BACK (And late, sorry) + the rest of the month

I'M A WEEK LATE, SORRY

Heya yallll~
I came back of my trainin arc... a week ago, and i forgot to tell it here; sorry;;;

Thank you for wait for me these two months;;; i'm glad that i still have your support now that i came back. Now it's time to show you my progress!

PREVIOUS TWO MONTHS:

I'll try to be brief;
As i said, i took two months to practice some things that i felt that i needed to improve; In summary i practiced gesture, linework, some color theory; more techniques to draw and paint; general anatomy, texture rendering, expressions, facial anatomy and two things that i consider the most important of my training arc: game sense and mindset.

I dunno how to call the first one, but i'm sure that since u play games; u catch that the game sense is the 'when and what' to do in every situation. Now i consider i know more what are my processes and what and how to do em in the most precise way;
For the other side, the mindset was the most hard thing to learn, cuz it requires something that cuz my nature i don't have; and it's the horny power JJAJA; In summary, i wrote and read a lot of smut, and i little by little i learned how to get horny and use it in my work: So now i consider myself a better NSFW artist... and i also write JAJJA soon i'll show u what i can do... when i translate it: is too much text!Anyways.
The thing is that this is done. And if you wonder if i drew things to show progress or how this was improving, well; tbh i didn't draw the most of the time JJAJA; as u can read, every thing i practiced was just theory, and how to apply it: I learned 'the way to do it' and 'what to do'; but i don't have experimental lewds to show you. So don't expect many sketches or things like that; those will come this month 💦💦💦

THIS MONTH: TEST MONTH

Ignoring that i started on the left foot; things are going smoothly.
As i said at 💬-feed-me-3 channel a couple of times, i'll summarizing takin comms; I learned something in december and this is that everyone wants very big things JJAJA, and instead receiving many proposes for the same kind of content, this time i'll be opening sketch commissions; to have more content to show, so my plans for this month are:

• Continuing with the comms:
  This time i won't take a specific number of slots (cuz in the end for lack of time i never take all what i want JAJJA), this time i will just take the most i can, one by one as i did on december. And my goal is always having things to do of each kind of drawing; that is sets of sketches, color sketches, comic pages and  character stories. More info at 💸-comm-channel.
• Beyond that i'll be working in a secret project that i finally sumarized. But i think i won't have gud news about it till next month. First of all i wanna design some concepts and polish the plot before show you what i'm talkin about, so for now it'll be a surprise. I talked with some of you about this so i think you will like it; ahhhghhg hype. ejem.

So I think that's all;
For now my priorities are just take  as much of your comms i can.
I won't draw full full color drawings for hire, cuz i still didn't check how far i can go with em; I draw one or two of em by myself to test it.
This is a test month in the end.

If you wonder what will happen with your proporsals on 💬-feed-me-2, if you don't mind, i'll check em BUT  for color sketches, or just sketches; not FULL FULL color drawings.
Of course their price will be lower than a full full color drawing, so i'll be contactin you if you're still interested of at least having a color sketch of that idea~

If i can keep the rythm i'll repeat it next one; but we will see in a couple of days when i tell you as always at💬-feed-me-3.

And with that in mind, i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty eeight months? i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

PAUSE on Patreon from next month - And happy holidays!

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR yall! 🎄🎄🎄

Heya everyjuan~ 💖
Hope u're having a gud time with your relatives, friends, waifus, or fictional characters; love is love, baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, oh no;
Maybe this is not a gud christmas present for some of you, but i'll be brief:

I'M PAUSING MY CREATOR PAGE FROM NEXT MONTH:

Here i'll write the brief version, and in FAQS more info;

In summary, i just wanna take a break of my responsabilities as a creator: This is having new content every couple of days and check out my social sites, in favor to finally continuing improving my arrrrt.

I'll be pausing this campaign for a minimun of two (2) months. So during next couple of days i'll be ceasing my communication;

I'm sure you have a couple of questions, so i'll be answering some FAQS bellow:

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FAQS and some details:

What will happen with the exclusive content?
Since i won't be receiving incomes from old content cuz i won't charge here, all my current exclusive content will be released in a couple of days.

Why don't stack it till you come back to charge for it?
I'm sure i won't be proud of my old content when i come back; Even if i like it now, i'm sure that i'll feel unconfortable charging for it; so i prefer to just release it; in the end if i don't do eet by myself, it'll be leaked someday.
They're just drawings, and i'm sure they'll make people happier in internet than in a dusty mega folder: I draw cuz i want people enjoying what i can do. That's why i wanna improve.

Why doing this?
As i said, i just wanna improve;
I know that i have certain level, but cuz my responsabilities finishing drawings and paying attention to 'my kind' of content, i don't put the effort i would like practicing or learning new stuff. And i hate to not being able to do what I KNOW that i can do.
It's not that i hate how i draw, is that i know that i can do it better, but i can't prove it. And this needs time. A lot of time.

What you will do? And how much time will take it?
My plan is to take a couple of months just to deconstruct myself; Learning the bases and trying again and again, just like now... but without the hurry to have something to share.
I'm sure that i won't draw the same when i come back. But that's the point; to find the best version of myself. I say two months; but tbh i'm not sure if two months will be enough. So if things change and i need more time, you will know.

What will happen with the server?
The server will be still there, but i won't;
Maybe i can go and say Hello once or twice per week; but i'll leave my mods caring that place while i'm ofline.

What will happen with the token masters?
Since there are people that i still wanna pay for their kindness, i'll be talkin with em via PM to draw things for em when i'm ready~

What will happen with the commission proporsals?
I'll steal em :nuhaha:
Well i mean, if u don't mind, i'll take those i like and use em to practice or whatever; in the end i'll need inspiration from now on.
But i don't hink i'll take more comms til i come back.
In the end, as i said i'm sure my artstyle will change a lot, or that's the plan.

Will you share your practices, wips or finished drawings?
Ño.
I won't share my practices or whatever; and this is cuz i don't want to wait for approbation or attention; I'm doing this cuz first of all, i wanna improve for myself.

Will you stop drawing NSFW?
Hmmm; i don't think so. I mean, i'll be drawing a lot less of my current kind of content cuz my style distort the reality too much.
I'm not saying that i wanna draw in a realistic way from now; but my brand is a chain that restrict myself too much.
But NSFW pays.
And even if now i sounds like i'm a real artist, and i love to draw and it's my passion; Nothing is further from reality.
If you talked with me, you know that drawing is not my passion.
I enjoy doing things right; and i'm not doing it as right as i want. So since i know that NSFW gimme 💸 i won't stop.

What will happen with your moral and mental health?
Thanks to my growing in internut i met awesome people; And i won't stop talkin with em;
It's the same irl; I think i didn't say it here, but my plan is simple; i'll just lock myself in my room to study and i don't wanna go outside with firends or whatever: I know that it sounds unhealthly but don't worry JAJAJ i'll be fine; i'll send audios once per day, take sun and drink water; I will also ask for help if i'm sad or whatever; like always~
The only difference between my current self and my future self is that the time i spent in the pc answering messages or finishing content, will be used to studiying or practicing~

Will you be fine without working for such long time?
Well, quarentine ruined my plans to move out my patria; don't worry about my economic situation; i have enough saves to spend with enough comodities a couple of months in the thirdword; So i'll be fine, even if i don't take comms, or receive donations; thank you for your concern!

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I think that's all;
If u have any other question, feel free to ask me here or in our discord server;
I'll be still here for a couple of days more;
If you miss me, think that it's for my sake; you know me. I promise you that i'll be workin hard to improve my content;
So if you love me, you'll leave me go.

It's going SUPER LATE AGAIN + the rest of the month

I'M SUPER SUPER SUPER LATE, SORRY

Hey hey
Thank you again for support me another month; I promise you that this is working;;; I'm very happy when i'm right now; but i can do eet bettah, so mitte te, mastah 💦

PREVIOUS AND HALF OF THIS MONTH:

As previous month, i'm not sure what i made the most of November; and i don't wanna check the mega-folder to confirm it; I just know that i had a gud time learning new stuff that i applied in previous drawing;; Now i'm also learning a new method to add to the mashup; These weeks i was feelin like a cheff that can experiment and do eet correctly anyways, so i'm happy with my progress:

Beyond that, i think u know the rest, i made some Symmetras and more practicing;
Oh. I'm also doing some commissions; Well, i just took three in these two weeks; SHEET that's pitiful; i'll take more, i swear;
If you want more info, you have it in 💬-feed-me-2 channel of our discord server.

Anyways.
I'm having a gud time, i think; well, i'm feeling pretty anxious, but it's about personal projects, hiring people, being a boss and teaching things: it's stressful, but don't worry, i can with it 💖

THE REST OF THIS MONTH: COLORFUL MONTH

As i said previous month, i'm takin comms, I'm taking one by one, and just those i wanna draw in that moment; as i said, more info in 💬-feed-me-2 channel of our discord server.
So my plans for this month, if we talk about content are two:

• First of all, continuing with the comms; i said i'll open 10 slots, but now i know that i won't be able to draw 7 more drawings till the end of the month, and this is cuz the most of your proporsals are very big and complex drawings, so i'll take less of em, and put the rest for january
• And filling the space betwen every drawing, practicign and improving my methods, to be faster and precise

I think that's all; For now my priorities just are complete more comms in the best way i can

Changing the topic i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty five months i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going SUPER LATE + the rest of the month

I'M SUPER SUPER LATE THIS TIME

Heya peeps~
Thank you for support me another month; i really appreciate it and i'm sure ur investments are worth it 💖 !

PREVIOUS AND HALF OF THIS MONTH:

I'm not sure what happened the msot of previous month; i mean, i think it was one of my more monotone months in terms of irl activities; bcs i spent the most of my time just drawing; and since i stopped with the spooky drawings at the second week, i spent the entire third week training my skills to reset my linework and it worked ✨
After that week i made nothing than shitty sketches, but i completed three pinups and made a big big tutorial of how to paint with greyscales: but after a couple of more drawings more, a funny fact is that i learned a better way to paint JJAJA so I started the new month trying it and he he he; it worked 💖
So after that i finally retook that Raven vs BB prequel and i just finished it today~
My next step will be re-take more previous projects starting from monday; i also made two new thiccdoll drawings and i feel super confident of my current speed drawing and quality;

I was super quiet in twitter bcs that, i was just too much busy to talk; i had a really hard time training, and i consider i improved a lot 💖


THE REST OF THIS MONTH: COLORFUL MONTH

As i said previous month, and since failed in the spooky drawings 🎃, i'll retake previous projects; the first one i took and already finished is Raven's set, and Symmetra's one; now i'll be able to do more Symmetra, so i'm happy with it;;;
So my plans are:

• First of all, make a schedule with old projects, making a sandwich with one old drawing, one new drawing, one old drawing: So i want em to be fullcolor drawings, so I won't promise specific drawings, but i promise that i'll be drawing more~
• The second thing is... well, i don't have any other plan than finish unfinished works; if everything goes well, next month i can open a couple of commission slots~

I think that's all; For now my priorities just are complete some full color unfinished projects

Changing the topic i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty four months i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

It's going LATE + this month

I'M SUPER LATE THIS TIME

Heya peeps~
Thank you for being able to help me another month; Hope u're doing gud; i'm shining 💖 !

PREVIOUS MONTH:

Tbh i can't remember the most of my previous month (?)
But according with my mega-folder i made a lot of content;;; That is a mini story about S huten douji, a color comic page of Tsunade, three other color drawings and that Bow sette's 4 pages color comic: OHHH~ now i remember what i tried to do last month; but i started at the end of the month with that Bow sette's minicomic and i san't able to test it easily: FACK.
I'll try to do it this one, but i'm already full with other project; aghhghgg.

Oh, and i received my first 3dprinter so i'm printing some weeabo collectibles 🎮

THIS MONTH: SPOOKY MONTH 🎃

I just made three days and we're in the 8th day JAJAJA; So I already gave up of finish 31 days, but i'll do my besto with the rest of em;
I made a list of characters i wanna draw, so let's try to leave it simple and continue with this;;;
Aghhh; i also have a couple of unfinished projects that i'm delaying bcs the month; these are Raven's set, a minicomic about certain vamp gal, and Ow ideas;;; But i wanna focus, so let's give em pause until next month, pretty please;
So this month. my plans are:

• First of all, i'll try to keep the amount of spooky drawings 🎃; they'll be just lineart, so i think i can continue with this production easily;  i hope (?)
• The second thing is hmmm; well, i didn't plain anything; so i think i'll just practice more rendering and write a tutorial about color.

I think that's all;
JAJAJ reading my previous update i failled in many ways; And everything was bcs instead practicing in little drawings, i made big projects like that Tsunade and Bowsettes;;;;; This month i'll do my best to do simpler things; but i already failed making those Mileena drawings JAJAJ; next ones will be simpler; i hope :'0000

So for now my priorities are:
Spooky drawings 🎃 ==>  Training

Changing the topic i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty three months i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

it's going MASTER+ This month

NOT SO EARLY THIS TIME

Heya~
Thank you for being mah patreon another month; I'm glad u can still find it relatable;;; We're rocking! 🤟

PREVIOUS MONTH:

Aghgh yeaghghgh 💦
What a gud month: I think i found my mojo power: It's a pitty i just was able to demostrate it at the end of the month, bcs with that in mind just now i'm doing a very gud progress;
In the end the new technique worked better than i thought, so i was able to make 7 color works and a big 2koma; too much big i think. And that's why i failed in even start the 2nd 2koma; Which i have to sumarize this month in addition with another Posie and more projects ahghg: that's another theme.

The point is that tbh i can't remember what else i made past month; i just remember that i drew the most of time so i think nothing else happened in my laifu.

At the end of this month i'll receive my 3dprinter so i think i'll should continuing learning blender; OH i just remembered that another thing i made past month was watch many blender tutorials... yeh; what a gud month 🍻

THIS MONTH: MINI SERIES MONTH

I'm excited.
Since around 80% of you voted that this month i could explode my hornypower and make a bunch of mini drawings about the same thing, i took it seriously and  I already made a mini set of drawings of Shuten Douji (as an apology for not being able to do Tatsumaki's 2koma on time)
So that's why i decided to instead make a poll to choose which franchise i will attack this week or so: I'll open 💬-feed-me-2 every couple of days, to collect your ideas and if i'm enough horny with one, i'll craft a couple of drawings about it!
So easy like that, so this month:

• First of all, I'll finish the current mini set of drawings of Raven: Yeh, i was horny with her two days ago, so now i'm doing a prequel  👀 For the same, after that one, i'll do one more, and maybe another one 💖
• And second thing: I'll finish a comm that i owe; and contuing with my next mini comic: More info when i have enough wips.

I think that's all;
This month i won't plan more than mini drawings like those: For the same i'll try to finish my previous unfinished works and give u fast and horny content.

Where i'll share the content, it depends of the amount of content i have and your tier; i mean;
I'll try to do a 10%, 30%, 60% of distribution for all the tiers: Bcs i wanna reward those who help me most during every month;

For the other side I'm not sure if i'll able to take comms unless is about something that i wanna draw at the moment; So you will know about it on  💬-feed-me-2 or talk to me via DM as always;

So for now my priorities are:
Mini series of drawings ==>  Next mini comic ==>   Previous works ==>   Comms

Changing the topic i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last twenty two months i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts to maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

LITTLE FAQ's update

QUICKLY EXPLICATIONS for new ones:

• I don't share content here, i say it every month: Join our server to know more about it
• If you're new, you received an invitation via mail to join the serverand if not here one https://discord.com/invite/Vk5fzWn
• You have to synch your discord and patreon accounts to get the role and find content: To do it, go to https://www.patreon.com/settings/apps 
• At the beggining of the month Discord succs, dunno why: that means sometimes u won't receive your role, or discord will kick you out: This is a bug and it seems that happens with new accounts: so if that happens SEND ME A MESSAGE here or on Discord and we'll fix it!

ABOUT COMMISSIONS:

Bcs my lack of time, I just take one or two per month: And i have 3 priority tags:

• First of all, to those who are already in the Third tier; 
• Second, those who have been supporting me for the longest time and i already know very well, i mean, those who talk with me often and make me laugh
• And Third, those who have token discounts;

ABOUT PREVIOUS AND NEW CONTENT:

If you joined here bcs a new post i made somewhere, keep in mind that this is old content: That means they're drawings that i surely finished past month: With that in mind, be sure that you will need a 3rd tier to find it. Bcs at the begginning of the month, i move those monthly works to the root folder 2020.

For the other side, about the new content: I still have doubts about it, but depending what i do, i'll be sharing it in three different channels, depending the kind of content.

Maybe i change this in pretty soon, but for now is like that: More info is always in the first channel of patreon section called 📢-patreon-annoucements

Another thing that you should know is that every month i change the mega-link, and i move previous works to of first two channels, to ruru works, so you should scroll a little to find all of em; or just check the mega folder

SO WELL:

I think that's all. Revres eht ni nioj!

Monthly / Biweekly thematic content?

WHAT HAPPENED:

Something that i noticed when i started with these Thiccdoll drawings is that when i have the mood and horny-power with certain character, i'm not able to do just one drawing 💦

Last month i started five of em, but i had to stop bcs i was busy with other projects and comms, and it's a pitty bcs now i'm not sure about the rest of those drawings that are incomplete: well, i mean, i have to choose between one of them as content bcs i also have a couple of Symmetra drawings and more Kushina drawings to finish; I have many works in progress.

But time goes by and i get boring of unfinished things and i don't wanna take em anymore: that's why a couple of drawings will be discarted or they're be just WIPS and that's all.
That's why i think i have a solution but first i wanna check what do u think about the idea, with a poll.

WITH THAT IN MIND:

There are two options, with pros and cons. (Go to SUMMARY part if u want the short thing)

• First option: If i draw a bunch of drawings of the same franchise during a month: the pro is that i'll be able to improvise with new characters, situations and scenarios, but the con is that if you don't like the franchise, u won't enjoy it too much. Another pro is that if u don't care about what i do, and you just wanna watch dirty lewds, with this i'll do more content: but the con is that these new couple of drawings will be sketches, greyscales, or whatever i feel confortable with: that means this won't be 'super rendered' content as I always try.
  
• Second option: If i continue like this, i mean plaining drawings first and completing them in different months, the pro is that i'll be able to draw during the same month characters of different franchises, but the con will be that i'll just draw something about that character once per month: bcs in the end i'll be doing em with 'super renders' as I always try. Another pro is that i'll be able to save time and stack content, bcs i can draw things and save em to show u next month. But the con will be that i won't be proud of old content, and i'll have too much secret content, and i don't enjoy that.

About a mix between both ideas, it's pretty hard to apply it tbh; Bcs in the end as i said at the beggining of the testament, i can reach all my power getting the mood drawing the 'same thing', and change airs every day or every couple of hours, resets me;

Tbh i prefer the first option, bcs it's new: I mean is something i wanna try; and there are a lot of things i would like to do, that right now i can't bcs even if i plain cul poses or situations i'm limited with my monthly budget: that's why i need to choose 'the best of em' and make a mix of around four images and a two 2komas: those are gud pics, yeh, but as i explained, i discard or delay a lot of other possible options.

There are a couple of other cons of my current situation, like not being able to improve specific things like cumm, faces or penetrations bcs in the end everything is part of a 'total' that i have to fulfill in certain time, gud ideas that i forget bcs i don't draw em fast and etc: this is already too much text, sorry JAJAJJA

SUMMARY:

I wanna let myself be carried by the horny-power and draw a bunch of doodles, linearts, greyscales and color drawings  about the same franchise or character without worrying about change my mindset or how much hours i'll need to finish every rendering, are u oki with that?
I wanna know your opinion.

(BTW here a bait: can u imagine a month of only Narrruto-gals, a month of only P0k3-gals, a month of bokunohero-gals or Ovrwtch-gals? EVEN MORE, CAN U IMAGINE A NUNU MONTH!? well this would be decided via poll i think💦u tell me)

AUGUST-2020 BIG ILLUSTRATION POLL H-o-H

CONTEXT:

Hey hey hey~
Since we reach the $750 goal, i'll retake H-o-H drawings in a 2koma color format~
Every month we reach this goal i'll do this poll~ So let's hope everything goes well;;;

This will be a drawing to work since the second week of the month~;
These characters were taken from those $10 patreons who wanted to participate~

This will be a big illustration like previous Raven's one;
In a 2koma style, with the gal having a ponytail, a cute bikini, and certain tattoo~

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 The rules are:

• You can vote just for one gurl
• In case of a tie, I will choose the winner by myself

AUGUST-2020 BIG ILLUSTRATION POLL Instant lose 2koma

CONTEXT:

This will be a drawing to work since the second week of the month~;
These ideas were taken from those $10 patreons who wanted to participate:

This will be a big illustration like previous Clair's one; which means that each character will have 2 panels depending the context~
This time i won't write explanations, but i'll make a public discussion in 💬-feed-me-3 to plain a gud image~

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 The rules are:

• You can vote just for one gurl
• In case of a tie, I will choose the winner by myself