The rain of spring dances to chiming sky
Eclosion like ilking rivering sorrow
Though joyously raining life
Eye of prima sings the light
of inviolable beauty
Radiant through timeless juvenescence
of this so pure
lucid water
against the earth
and wings
I soar…
Rose from rain as descending
Adorning the feeling of her purity with mountain eyes
Moving the earth for a lining of height rain and cri...
2019-09-26 21:10:33 +0000 UTC View Postshe loves you
we kiss like we would, hollowing the pain and hopelessness to let fill in your warmth.. and your eyes, smiling back at me… I can hear the rain telling me “she loves you…” you hold my tears and I carress my hand across your face, pulling your hair behind your ear, and shining is the beauty in your eyes.. shining… your blue sweater, even though february was so cold, you hold me, and so thaws the cold and I cry like august rain.. your fingers interlock in with mine,...
2019-09-26 21:09:50 +0000 UTC View Post“I’ve forgotten the moments we never shared. I somehow live through nightlight with your eyes against me, burning the sky and I hear your voice in my tears. I somehow knew not the flowers you’d bring but the wave that carries me day by day along our memory. Your name burns me. I feel my eyes collapse when I live without you. I feel my heart inscend when I live with you. Whom I love will always be you.”
In your sight i see my name have the words
You see the sky in my eyes&n...
2019-09-26 18:26:01 +0000 UTC View Postcomment which song lyrics you'd like to read and I'll make a post about them. I have hardly ever shared song lyrics unless they're in the physical CD or tape inlays, but with all of you I will share them
2019-09-23 16:13:58 +0000 UTC View Postsorry for the silence, I've been very busy with non-music things as well as music things, though I have been working. I'm currently remastering some previous albums which will be uploaded to streaming services like apple music and spotify (for example "rain", which i think has way too much low end on the old mixes) and I'm also trying to finish some Sadness and Comforting releases (4 for sadness, 3 for comforting). a lot of it is old material that was never 100% complete. albums that in...
2019-09-04 19:40:43 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://drive.google.com/open?id=1qgrdKjDUlrYjIsxZ5hXvcZqYn5sBiY5R
more old songs. from early 2018, but the first and last track are from january 2017
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1Xet1eBAUJ306oCe1DQ1go1cGrYsOx0cf
these songs are really old from spring of 2017. I'll release them on bandcamp and CD soon, here is the early listen for you patreon supporters I guess
here's a song from a year ago, will be a part of one of the upcoming sadness albums (which again, there is a lot of sadness music from two years ago that still hasn't been released)
releasing those songs has been slow because all there is left to do are some vocals, which my voice doesn't have the stamina do scream the way I do all the time. Also not just sadness, but there is so much music from many different projects that I'm constantly working on. also this past mon...
2019-01-21 21:36:36 +0000 UTC View PostSimple oak, simple green, simple chaos, simple rain
As a child and now memories of land
Delicate
Though bark
I feel warmth on my abdomen
Like a burning chasis
In the watered sky it shimmers
Cold warmth
update on life i'm taking it seriously as an actual band now I've met a drummer and a female vocalist and we've been practicing with another guitarist and bassist on some of the songs to play live and I'm also writing new material for an actual album. (the new vocalist is singing here) this song is going to be on another demo tape (there's demo one, two, three, and four) this is a part of demo three and after demo four we'll record an actual album. all the songs from demos 1 - 4 were my solo pro...
2018-11-08 04:44:20 +0000 UTC View Postyou dance like the june sky
a pure juvenescent dream
i want to be there
i want to be there
i want to be there
i want to be there
i want to be there
i want to be there
i want to be there....
2018-11-07 23:23:17 +0000 UTC View Postnew ( but not really new) sadness song off of an upcoming album. the instrumental was from january 2017
I hear you, somehow, in the distant travels
Like I always have
How they pass so beautifully
The sound is so harmonious
Radiating the dreaming eye
Of orange linelights and the black sky
2018-11-06 20:48:52 +0000 UTC View Postjust like sadness and life, I have a lot of unreleased Évval material that I'm working to finalize so I can release it. This is one of many songs
updates on other things:
I found a lineup to play my other project "life" live. I'm teaching everyone the songs and hopefully we can start doing this soon. I'll assume the role as one of the vocalists just because i think it would be more fun. i found another vocalist who will be screaming alongside me, she has a nice female tone and is ...
new life, which means that "demo two" is done. now just to finish the vocals on demos three four and five
sadness also has at least 3 albums on the way (no news here, since these songs are very old, I just need to finish the vocals....)
I just recently moved, so now I imagine I'll be able to put more focus on this patreon thing, bear with me. (this also means I can record vocals more freely)
This is just an update because I've realized how terrible I am at maintaining a patreon. I'm very sorry for the huge silences and lack of organization, and at the same time I am eternally grateful for the continued support despite my inability to properly manage a (service?) like this, because it is entirely within your wish to donate or not. Something you might not know is that I have a very heavy case of ADHD that I was diagnosed with when I was a child, and although it's more or less explaine...
2018-02-23 17:44:16 +0000 UTC View Post
This song has been finished for many months now. I didn't post it because i still want the full album once it's released to have something fresh and surprising, as after all, the albums are meant to be experienced in their entirety. Nonetheless that isn't sacrificed here, as the album that Pure Dream appears on still has 3 tracks that haven't been posted yet. Enjoy.
2017-12-14 21:03:35 +0000 UTC View Post
From (one of the) new Sadness albums
They've been a long time in the works. Instrumentally all of this music was finished at least a year ago, what takes the longest are the vocals, which is why a lot of these songs are yet to be finished. Hopefully this album will be finished as soon as possible
I posted these 2 instrumental tracks recently to youtube. Here are some mp3 downloads if you wanted them https://drive.google.com/open?id=1QPWfRRG3A-H7Wayf2Ip_sUrmU91pt1Tf
2017-12-01 17:58:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Dropped this today. I shared lyrics to track 2 already, so here's track one:
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Dreaming Ocean
I want to remember your smile
more than in such a distant photograph
I want to remember your voice as we pace the immaculate bodies
The touch of you is in the stars
and I know you come
You are the stardust of the burning essence of life
along the dreaming ocean
the silver soul of water
If ever in our childhood...
2017-10-24 20:16:04 +0000 UTC View Postas you might already imagine, there is a lot of music of mine in the works, and not just for sadness. Most of it is 99% done and has been for a while, but what takes a long time for me to actually finish are the vocals, mostly because I hardly have the chance to record them. Anyway, here's a new song. Lyrics below. (PS the song isn't actually 14 minutes long, let me know if you have any issues with the file....)
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The sunset in your eyes is the most beautiful 2017-10-14 04:41:11 +0000 UTC View Post
This song was supposed to be on a split (Deadlife / Glädjekällor / Lidelse / Winter Willow - Wilted) but I got kicked off of it so I never released the track. It is now seen by my youtube channel, but special for you guys are the lyrics:
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Of any moment there
by the river, mourning and flowing so raining
the silver grey flowers
dusk falls and darkgreen ever slumbers
and the dawnless stone here alone
I, crying morose
with sombre stares
an...
2017-09-27 16:39:13 +0000 UTC View PostLately I've been looking through old projects and finding songs I never released/finished. Here's one of them (with lyrics just for you patreon supporters)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1m5si0ItZY&t=187s
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"I, as if a fallen frame to once have cut amongst winter ground I weep, and tremble and... if I had the courage, would love the rest of those dusky branches, as one good...
You might have heard about a split release with Violet Cold, Unreqvited, Sadness, A light in the Dark, and Show me a dinosaur. Well, here is my song
2017-05-18 14:46:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Currently working on a few Sadness releases. The new stuff is some of the best Sadness (in my opinion). Here's one of the many songs.
2017-04-08 02:19:04 +0000 UTC View PostI'm not the organized type.. at all. I may not be the best at keeping track of a lot of things (patreon included in the huge chaos of things I deal with in my life) so if you have any questions, doubts, requests, complaints, anything, feel free to contact me to straighten things out. People who pledge for CDs, you can at any time contact me about what batch I can ship out (if you choose not to wait any longer)
2017-04-03 23:11:30 +0000 UTC View PostI recently decided to share the instrumental version of a song that I made 1 year ago ( made it in just 3 days) but still have yet to get around to the vocals (which are what is going to take a long time to get down). Instead of waiting, I still would like to have the song be heard, so enjoy the instrumental version of "Aevsan thjérën tha Ovrälein"
https://soundcloud.com/elisas...
