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I Want To Go Home - Cover

Good for advertising the story. Still want to have a three chapter buffer for patrons, though. Since I’m writing full time and that’s likely to not be as much of a time scale buffer as it had been.

Butch Fan Service Vivian

I promised folks on twitter more buff ladies, so, have Vivian.

Even Atlas Needs A Hug

A Quasi-Semi-Canonical Sequel to Dirty Little Secret that is also a crossover with ZoeStorm’s quite delightful story: Whatever Happened to the Man of Tomorrow. https://www.scribblehub.com/series/140851/whatever-happened-to-the-man-of-tomorrow/

Written because clearly my brain wasn’t done with Ilya and Thief, and it latched on to the compatibility with the secon...

Back Flow - Part 1

You Wouldn’t Download A Headmate

The bedroom was a mess of wires and adaptors. Alien technology was hard enough just to connect to the power grid, let alone to a regular consumer level computer tower. Especially Kobaroic technology, which was apparently well known by other galactic civilizations for being bulky and archaic. In large part because the Kobaroians themselves were so large that they’d never really felt the same push for miniaturization most species had.

Not that ...

I Want To Go Home - Chapter 2

Hubris: Not Just for Humans Anymore

Sending trolls and skeletons and zombies and whatever else I was encountering flying with a flick of the wrist was exhilarating. I really was a god. I was unstoppable next to these things.

It was a good distraction from the whole ‘just died and woke up in another world’ thing. Which was a distraction I needed, because otherwise I was not going to be in a great place mentally when it sunk in.

Unfortunately, I didn’t ...

I Want To Go Home - Chapter 1

Only Sort of Dead

I felt like I was walking on cloud nine as I made my way to college. I wasn’t sure if it was the excitement of finally getting my testosterone levels under control or the brain fog I’d heard about from other trans girls on spiro, but I did know I was a little out of it. I had to consciously remind myself to pay attention to the street lights at each intersection, knowing that the various streets crossing Trafalgar Road weren’t exactly the best pl...

Agent Lee

Screentones are tricky. I understand why scanners struggle with them so much.

Sveta Armour

Finally getting serious about doing illustrations for publishing. 

Sveta Chapter 4 Illustration

Still trying to work on this. Illustration 4 of about 30 or so… a fair bit to go. 

Dirty Little Secret: Red Carpet

People wanted to see Ilya in a dress, and I decided to draw Thief in a suit to match. Though, I’m not sure I’m totally happy with how things turned out.

Dirty Little Secret Finale

Part 10:

Dr. Fairbanks and Unstoppable were both in custody now, the latter with his powers returned. Both of which were a relief for Thief.

Despite that relief, the bursting of the dam of her deeply repressed pain and stress meant she was now slumped in a corner, crying quietly down her face as she processed just what had happened. Who she really was.

Not exactly sobbing, just tears running down her face as she stared blankly into space.

“Luckily the gas, while qu...

Eggy Arrangement - Final

Part 9:

The family sat across from me as I gave my confession in the small clearing outside town. Their faces were about what I expected given what I was telling them, I had to admit.

Grolog was the first to speak, nodding slowly as he thought things over. “I… may owe your mother a slight apology, then. Not a full apology, because she’d told me you were on board with the engagement plan when I paid for your ticket, but… still, some of the specifics of what I yelled at he...

A Commission

A fun little bit of cover art.

Dirty Little Secret - 9

A blast door slammed shut behind them, the local head of the White Fist gang holding up a remote in his hand.

“Well, now. Glad we found you three. Don’t want anyone running off and calling the rest of the city’s supers,” the gang leader said.

Ethan heard both the ‘girls’ swear under their breath, though he was personally too panicked to manage anything as complex as that. He was cornered. And by a group that included his mother. It was his worst nightmare come true. 2022-11-05 12:38:13 +0000 UTC View Post

A Thanksgiving Commission

Gathering the ingredients for a proper Thanksgiving dinner in Japan wasn’t as easy as back in Texas, but Artemis was still happy with what she’d managed to gather. Sure, she’d improvised a little, not getting a turkey for instance, but she was pretty sure Tomiko would prefer the salmon over turkey anyhow.

She pulled up the videos she’d had bookmarked, ready to do a quick refresher before she started cooking. Sure, she could cook, but this was an important meal. She wanted to get...

Eggy Arrangement 8

Part 8:

Finding the travelling mages actually proved easier than I’d worried it might. The town was small, after all, and there was something of a crowd gathered to see them perform or to buy the various goods they’d brought with them.

I circled the crowd a bit, hoping to spot Grolog’s family without getting lost in the bustle. Even if I was more than a little tempted by the pickpocketing oppor—no. No. I had to focus, and ignore the instincts my mother had raised me with...

Dirty Little Secret - Part 8

Part 8:

The change collar had just been sitting there on the table as Ilya had brainstormed his plan. It had been deeply distracting as Ethan found his attention drawn to it while he fought so hard to ignore it.

Why was he even still curious, after proving his masculinity earlier…

He’d never felt this much interest in them before. Then again, he’d never seen one just sitting there before either.

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Ethan was seriously eating through his sick days by phonin...

Tier Descriptions Added

So, everyone’s benefits should be clearer now. If everyone rushes in now to get their commission discounts I might end up a little overwhelmed, but… otherwise commissions are always open, and I try to be quick with them.

Commissions And Discord

Base pricing of my art is in the image attached. Writing commissions are $4 Canadian per 100 words. 

As for Discord, the bot that signs people up to the server seems to be on the fritz every now and then. So, I’m going to leave the link to the server here as well, though I will have to manually assign patron roles, it at least gets you on the server.
https://discord.gg/WqHS4KyGUQ

Benefits

I’ve noticed that people don’t seem to use the one time commission discounts very much. I think I’ll keep the permanent discounts for high tiers, but maybe I should replace the one time ones with something else?

I’ll definitely be adding polls on what stories I should write next, but I probably need to have something else as well (since there’s more than one level of one time discount).

So, what do you all think would be good?

Dirty Little Secret - 7

Part 7:

-CW for (fairly minor?) self harm-

The weekend had been a blur, Ethan having been plagued by nightmares. Or memories. Considering the era of his life they were from, he was pretty sure he could call them both.

At least work on Monday helped to reground him, getting his mind off the flashbacks and off the strange nagging curiosity that was sitting in the back of his head. That little voice that said to try the collar for himself, and seemed almost designed to set of...

Halloween Svetlana

Only a slight departure from her normal fashion sense, so… how could she resist?

Eggy Arrangement Part 7:

Part 7:

Well, I didn’t sleep well that night. Probably not a surprising fact.

As I got over the oddly unpleasant feeling of being reminded of my masculinity I realised there was the silver lining that it meant I could marry Eka. Which was a lovely thought.

Except how in the world could I tell her?

How was I supposed to explain to her that I’d been lying the whole time? Or why I’d been lying the whole time?

She’d hate me, wouldn’t she? I’d been decei...

Himbo ‘Julie’

Trying to cute ’her’ way out of the confusing signals the outfit gives.

Dirty Little Secret Cover

Decided to spoil the first twist on the cover since it’s also the hook. 

Illyxa The Inferno: Part 5

Chapter 5: Empty Town, Empty Wallet, Empty Stomachs

Illyxa was used to Zindat Town being a crowded bustling place where she had to skip around to avoid being stepped on by tall folks. Since they tended to not notice small types. Which was obnoxious and had led to her biting more than a few people over the years of her adventuring.

As such, she’d hoped that she could enjoy glaring at everyone from Gragya’s shoulders this time, as a nice ego boost.

Instead...

Bowsette Sketch

A little thing for my second art twitter that doesn’t really fit my normal brand... mostly. This one kind of sits in the overlap zone.

I guess, if my normal brand is ‘mild’ on the spice index, that one is ‘medium’? (People on the discord seem to say it’s not really spicy…) If you’re curious, things are on the discord server. If you’re not, things here won’t change.

- Reference was very used for this sketch -

Halloween Comic

Gragya goes ‘trick or treating’ for girls’ numbers instead.

Dirty Little Secret: Part 6

Layers of Truth

-CW for self harm at the end-

The call had gone to ‘Julie’s’ answering service, as Ethan had expected. He’d left a simple message about the situation. All while trying to ignore that he’d definitely heard enough of Captain Wrecking Ball’s ringtone to know that it was a song he recognised. Ethan couldn’t name it, but it was an 80s pop song he’d definitely heard before.

Still, the Captain was a busy guy, right? He probably got loads of phone c...

Eggy Arrangement 6

Part 6:

So, the militia was paying me. That was nice. I just had to do an hour of archery practice five days a week and two hours two days a week. It was easy, and they were giving me enough to live off of.

Ok, so I also had to be ready to fight if the town got attacked, but that was already expected from everyone, and, as an archer, I’d be pretty safe. Well away from the brawling melee.

Really, it was good pay basically for just staying in shape. Who was I to argue?