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Here are all the lovely things you've helped me with by supporting this sad potat ๐Ÿฅบ

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Spoop

Okay, be gentle with me. This is my first ever sugar cookie house so, to have it standing up with everything made from scratch (well, the cookie parts) and just luck, I'm pretty happy with how it looks! โค๏ธ I'll post the full video here first for you lovely potats โ˜บ๏ธ

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Too close to your face?

Hey! I'm glad you all joined the farm โ˜บ๏ธ but, I'd really appreciate it if my patrons respect people's privacy and their identity. I understand that I was doxxed and a slew of harrassment and more doxxing followed since a bunch of years ago. I hope you lovelies have a moral compass to be above that and know I've been trying to recover from the incessant disrespect and disregard I've been put through.

I've always put others before myself and that has been tested many times since bein...

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Photoset ๐ŸŒŸ

I have been working on a proper shoot during the lockdown but it's a bit of a mess with the restrictions so here are photos for this month. I tried! I'll be dressing up for Halloween (never too soon now) for next month and Im happy to receive art request from you guys. Slip references into my dms on IG! I'll be happy to art it up for you lovelies! โค๏ธ

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Baking alot ๐Ÿ˜Š

Baking stream soon for selected tiers. I'll set up a spoopy cookie house for Halloween (too excited lol).

Also, can you lurkers stop finding posts here to doxx me with? ๐Ÿ˜ญ Dun be mean please.

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No such thing as enough coffee โ˜•

Alrightie! Here's the cafe set I teased for a while! This was all shot with the OPPO Reno6 Z โค๏ธโœจ I'll be making a spoopy cookie house for Halloween soon but also thinking I should call to check in on all of you before mooncake festival ๐Ÿฅฎ (already excited ahaha)

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Yuhp. ๐Ÿ˜‚

Hope you all have a lovely Sunday!!!

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Sweet tooth โœจ

What recipes would you like to see here? ๐Ÿ˜Š Just started to get better after the hellish period week of fevers and asthma attacks. I'm good now! Not 100% but, we're getting there. Let's play in the meantime? Thinking of starting over with playing Spiritfarer for the chill vibes ๐Ÿ˜… whatchu think?

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Beep boop โœจ

I think Sunday is a good end of the week to just sip coffee and prep for the hellish week ahead ๐Ÿ˜Š I feel like baking and serving up sweets with some coffee. Maybe that'll be a nice Sunday where you all drop by my little cafe and we talk about anything and everything under the sun โ˜•๐Ÿช sounds like an awesome time โœจ
Here are shots by @dominicdimagmaliw and @alexisdavecoo ๐Ÿ’–

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Baking cookies!

Baking videos every other weekend, yeah? ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

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Update ๐Ÿ’–

I've been spiralling into crippling depression lately and I hope I'm not letting you all down because of it. I'm... I don't think I'm okay. I've been feeling horrible about myself and I've been having horrible intrusive thoughts. I'm working on it, don't worry! I just think it's taking a bit for me to muster the courage to start working on all my projects and work.

Anyways, enough about me. I want to have a nice chat with you all and I'm making a discord group soon where we can all ha...

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Miss Anthropocene โœจ

For the past few days, I've been torn between loving and hating people in my life and myself. Not really hate the connection between me and others but just the rancid filth we're all capable of. The ripping, tearing, destroying, and distorting we're all capable of doing to other's and ourselves...
And, how, you know, at the end of every shit day, we all have to piece together parts of ourselves to salvage falling asleep and doing it all over...

I just felt alone and lost even when I...

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Brunchโœจ

I'm not into brunches since even brunch is too early for me but, this one was a lovely one with friends. Also, it was costly but they were kind enough to help with the bill ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ if there's one thing I love about brunch, it would be conversations with my friends about how life could be if we were kinder to each other.

I think I'm just into cooking and baking for friends though. Something about listening to stories while cooking food is calming โค๏ธ

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The power of being blonde

Just... Who is she and how do I get her to live her best life every day? ๐Ÿฅบ

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๐Ÿ’ƒ

I think I should just embrace the blonde in me that seems to not only look sassy and fierce but also feels more powerful? It's a strange one, boys and girls. Anyways, I got to model for nonstop! Check them out โœจ I'll work on a Sukuna from Jujutsu Kaisen for the end of the month fun fun ๐Ÿ˜‰

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Mirror photos

Because I owe you a few photosets and I swear they're coming soon. Also, I waited for a while to set up streaming so ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ who wants to just chat on my first live coming next month?

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Peanut butter chocolate cookies

I've got a recipe request and I swear on my life, I'll link you all to the ones I trust with my floppy existence! โœจ This one is just a cheat where I did Tasty's Reese's recipe but swapped Reese's cups for quality butter choc and peanut butter chips โค๏ธ

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Shameless selfies > <

New hair! I'll send a proper shoot soon for you guys but for now, here be the silly selfie tease? ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿค

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STUN Selena โœจ

It's out! I got to model for snkatk x ml:bb stun collection ๐Ÿฅบโœจ
https://youtu.be/BJxRjobToGg

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snkpeek ๐Ÿ‘€โœจ

Here's some behind the scenes from last week's shoot! I didn't get to take that many photos because I left my phone in my bag but hey, I hope you like what's coming ๐Ÿ˜Š

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Bakewell tart!

I made a cherry bakewell tart without the icing. I put peach amaretto cherry jam instead of raspberry conserve. Also followed Tesco's recipe ๐Ÿฅง if you try it, let me know! I like almond desserts and I might try an almond cake next ๐Ÿ˜Š

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Cookie-ception?!

I found the perfect Oreo stuffed cookies and the best technique to put the Oreo in cookie batter! DM if you want to know. You'll be surprised ahaha

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Cookies ๐Ÿช

Alright, send me your cookie preference: cakey or dense? Chewy or soft? We talking wildchild double choc brownie cookie hybrid or trust issues oatmeal raisin? ๐Ÿ‘€

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Daytime shots โœจ

Any creative shenanigans just looks like my calling whenever I put effort in. You see that gorgeous food photography? Sheeeeeesh ahaha I'll be holding an IG live soon and I want to have a discord group for you lovely peeps so we can play games or you watch me choke in-game ๐Ÿฅฒ kluvylubye โœจ

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Browniesโœจ

I am half asleep so I'm sorry but here's a brownie for staying with me. I'll comment the recipe when I'm less asleep and more awake. Kloveyoubye ๐Ÿ’–โœจ

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Internalized misogyny

So, I've had guy friends go missing or block me from severe fights with their partners over light-hearted conversations and jokes. As someone who's mulled over years of therapy, I wanted to rationalize these ruptures in friendships because oftentimes, these can become a safe space for toxicity and grudges to fester.

I dug deep into internalized misogyny and found myself manifesting it myself. Often times when losing a friend to empty-headed arguments, I've been inclined to blame their...

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Michiyuki kimono

From Saturnine Bespoke! These lovely people tailor quality kimonos and I'm crying at how lovely it looks > < I never want to take this one off ๐Ÿฅบ๐ŸŒธ

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Boop ๐Ÿฑ

She likes sleeping on my laptop whenever I start work. Sneaky cat is on to no good ๐Ÿค”

Hope everyone is staying safe, indoors, and healthy! โœจ I owe 7 of you doodles so comment on what you'd like me to make for you ๐ŸŒผโœจ

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Co-op games to play!

It goes without saying that the pandemic has drastically altered our lives. And, for the lucky few whoโ€™ve found love amidst the global chaos or barely kept their love life while apart, playing games has become one of the best past time in quarantine.

Below are cooperative games you can play with your partner/s or friends. Weโ€™re open to all forms of love here. Also, note that this list wonโ€™t include classic multiplayer games like Minecraft, Stardew Valley...

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Earth day appreciation โ™ก

The view is lovely! โค I havent been well but I'll drop silly squiggles soon! Just been out of it. So sorry. Hope you boys and girls have an amazing Earth Day though.

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