Shocktress

Live Stream Throwback Reviews!

Throwback 2: 2024, Dec 22 Katastrophia intro with iDemon song. The power of lights, and a hat.

Sorry it's short! more later .... or sooner! But again, this was bugging me for 1/2 year to share.

Link tree places!

linktr.ee/shocktress in case link no work

It's complete but the lower you scroll: the less I use those sites.... kinda, that's why twitter at bottom

Sharr gear extra

I still have to pack it but that's not my room or area or mindset today

My gear, Sharr likes gold, but not too much.

Also I got a couple polaroids post show but they came out dark, figures! If anyone wants one let me know. It's boring by itself so keep that in mind, my postcards etc merch are packed up. ❤️😈❤️

Pain of ending a Live stream

Reality of it right now.

Sorry for being sad at the end guys, but it was a great last time. It was about 4 hours and I was like ok last song.... and my Stream Theme started playing and ...a flood of sad blasted my brain apart, just broke down and tried to just roll with it and take down some stuff live, messed that up while playing funny stuff to hide it but yeah you just get , weak when you end something.

The second I can stream again, I will.

There is still the phone app that let's you Twitch stream on phone, I tried it to start off the night but it was upside down...so twitch app fail. Flipping the phone did nothing, I deleted both those streams.

But thanks to my super long time friends and fam and supporters I was anle to keep doing this stuff. My characters and outfits cost money, but my backgrounds and music and setup is all time and effort and space. ✌️. Without that combo there's no show.

So I'm off and on using tissues and dripping on stuff I'm supposed to pack, and it's actually hard to rip stuff down, but I gotta move fast. Literally move, and I have no help to carry these heavy dressers and desks and shelves outside for people to pick up for free. That's my world now, with finding a job, home and doing it for disabled person as well.

double stab: because of my "money making " patreon and ebay sales last year, my medical insurance told me today they are ripping it away in 3 days. I'm mad, they cover essentials ONLY, meds so I can stand up and not pass out or fall asleep while sitting. Mad.

So right now, I have nothing...

That's what the real hurt is, from looking like I have this awsome show and have it al to reality of, nah , no we don't. we are thousands of dollars in debt, so .... 3$ a few times isn't worth losing insurance. Every bit does not count when it's the wrong way.

more side details if you want :

Patreon has been sucking so I might can patreon too and leave things to throne or some other way to get income where fees do not count against me. This state basically says if 2 people gave each other 100$, then that's "making" 100$ , they dont count any losses, counts as income.

And most of the reason we move isn't even for me/myself, it's for and about someone else. Again, a close one. This is my nature and even if it's a curse to me, at least it benefits someone else

End rant, but these are the things that MADE us cancel having a life, end my live streaming, constantly hurt myself , so until maybe that day when I have escaped this stuff and get back to my people…

I will carry as much as I can with me around the globe to get it back again, time moves fast especially when in this situation, no "gaming" or fun or safe spaces in a home that's not safe.

So It's war now. 👊

With all this current mess, That was my longest stream sunday night, 4hours.

Before it started, I actually messed up and clicking record for 7min instead of streaming.... I lost 10min, like when people forget to turn on a mic? ar least they had a stream GOING. Then the fail twitch app stream lost 5min. it took 2+hours to do makeup and outfit, 1+ hour off, 7:20pm to 2:20 is awhile to be in heels, gear etc .... none of that is restarting pc, obs config, turning lights on OR cleaning up which took hours to do that no one else does (esp with green screens now) ...and I was so down at the end that I forgot to "end " the stream, it was left on "thanks for watching" with a muted past live stream reel going. ....and ....well.... That..... sounds about right ! 🙃🍗💥

I had to write this because it's also the end of the month, if people need to skip out, I understand, because I get the money issue. Save yourselves please. Do what you gotta do and be ok, don't end up like me. 💜

Final Live stream here

~ 7pm , Last one for awhile 😞

at least at this apartment.

I streamed 2 weeks ago but the one before that was way back in December. It goes like that. Even when we get a new place it could be temp and I might not setup until months after that.

I'm opening a quick gift, some music, chat, whatever! Small giveaway stuff.

Gotta tear it down immediatly after.

It's important to me.

sorry Easter usually get a lot of my time 😅

Let's try Sunday or Monday for music stream?

I'm actively calculating how much space and boxes can be packed for my live stream stuff.

Some stuff I'm just gonna trash, some can be done again.

it's weird : that the stuff I took OUT of trash at work in the past ? yeah, it is rare, like that huge banger column. 😏😏😏 it's a Poly Propylene core roll, I have a bunch of smaller ones in every stream. I would not like to PAY for those. But most of my stuff is going into storage and I'm sad but when you are an artist of so many things , then you need space which is money, I got neither 😅

That's why the boosts here are helpful. You guys enabled me to KEEP my stuff through years of hard times.

I was looking at my old setups from 10 yrs ago and liking it, but remembered how many needed a disposable battery in 30-40 things and was like omg.

I'm collecting video cuts of my old backgrounds as I slim the storage on my PC for travel. Camera angles matter! else it look like junk 😆

Can't get to final livestream

I keep trying, got home at 5pm, it's taking forever to clear up, feed us both and all that.

By the time I'm in gear , everyone will be asleep.

I have salt.

The vaccine I got last week ruined this, it destroyed an entire week and I'm still bruised. I was messed up for 3-4 days and shoulda waited until after easter 🧂🧂🧂🧂🧂🧂

Final Live stream: Can't decide on character or outfit

I was waiting for this dam HOT weather to go away for a last stream.

(it always does this when I get out of the medical or busy)

Need to pack up my livestream setup, I could be a month…could be 4 (again). Dunno!

I can't decide on character or outfit!

Options are in Bunnysuit version ONLY.

I just did Fara last week btw.

Free post: free cables

Mostly for my local people or in USA

WE HAVE CABLES!!

This is an example, we have long and short of most and some adaptors. I wanted to post here because wehave some retro and tech fans. this is like 4 and 5 copies of cables, we have too many.

Ask and I'll look and send!

Fara in red bunnysuit gear

Because it's obligatory

Giveaway plushy style

For my supporters because some items are definately your taste, public can have access after YOUR passover....wait

Small and large Jiji from the Kiki delivery service " Anime. Fraggle Rock worker, still new. Cream is basically new, I took tage off 15 whatever years ago. I know she worth money?

if someone sells it or trades, all the power to you but she free and wants a home.

I have a few FF14 lanyards, the blue are mostly cute familiars, the purple is a retro sprite.

I'm posting to discord also, then later to bluesky etc.

Again, USA only for shipping because it costs a lot to send outside USA. If you pitch in a lot then I don't care, that's fair.

EDIT: more,

detective pikachu plush, 2 plush from Ranma (Ganma and P chan)

Bad Camera Polaroid

Furious Foxy Friday

because my Polaroid Instax? yeah it hase issues.

I think MAYBE I solved it, but I don't know until I start a new roll of 10, which are 20$ a pack. I need to check.

So last night photos were wasted 💔 Anyone want the least effected one? you can still see my face. It's ok for a BAD pic 😏😏😏

last jam stream ?

gonna be one of my last streams for awhile because …we are packing to move.

also ,we beed support/funds etc if you dig. So maybe keep it in mind, avoid the Twitchy bits and subs because they take half the money for themselves, maybe throne or the donation link.

and I'm 35min late already, 9:30 then

Fishnet/tights/legging stash: giveaway and free

There are a lot I don't need, a copy of each. I have some NEW small packs and some of these for give away free!

I know some supporters like the same styles.

Ask and you can have!

These are used, but I wear on top of other outfits and characters. I will not offer tights and fishnets I wear on bare skin, I keep those or trash.

I will post a more FUN short "advertisement" for you guys to see the 6 most recent new packs. Some were gifts, but I wore those!

Also not serious setting

I wish this wasa " Big things coming " thing but it's really all I can do, roll around on the floor with a boring background and my music going on in the background.

This was posted before demongirl sit death video....but it posted to free members only instead of " all members " so NO ONE saw it.

In case you missed it

For public post.... you know.

Again music, character, outfit,video, sitting, makeup etc etc all everything by me 🤘😈💜

Made the effort at least!

For most tiers.

Moving and packing and box stacking oh my.

Yeah, I went into boxesI packed already to set up some space for the gift opening and possible postcard signing. So if I go live it will be here, maybe move music closer to speaker and turn it down for bass.

Either way, garbage pink leotard because I didn't want to wear my better one.

This is the junk video because it's all I had time for , for.... Foxy Friday.

💜

also please pick for public post:

A or B?

Planned but failed short unboxy stream

Here is the setup, which is a miracle I could clear out space for this but packing to move will do that.

FULL video.

I planned to also sign postcards people choose but I sent some already. I can sign new ones if people wanna.

I have 2 gifts, I now know both peeps instead of just AntarianAmbassador. You guys rock so lemme try this weekend , it's gonna be too warm in next couple days, but UNKNOWN exactly. But Easter incoming so I gotta soon!

Also giveaway: tights! I over bought and have extras of every single pack now. Ask and thou shalt recieve.

I'm still here!

Yes, packing up cosplay, outfits, parts, etc. But not stuff I'm in progress with. I packed some things as if I'm going to a convention like Katastrophia, Fara.

The casting and molding parts were easy to pack. The other pre mold original peices were cake. Now for the supplies like cups, chemicals and liquids, plaster, clay, wax, sticks, tools, vials, etc.

I changed out into Fara a fee hours ago and got the photos of the swimwear I'm tossing. It's not much but I'm putting in upper tiers so they get furst dibs 💜

Foxy watching weekend workers

Sorry I been out almost every day but the weekend crew helps me get stuff done too.

Grocery, doctors, coffee stops and even analzom delivery/fulfilling orders and Target for the storage bins i keep needing.

Either way I'm putting away cosplays in my easy gear. It's gonna be a long night, almost done

I will have bikini giveaways soon, I'll do a quick RE CHECK tryon of the small pile I don't want. Maybe in Fara?

Easter Fara Postcard time

I almost forgot and I don't know the next time that will let me do postcards, this world is crazy now, legit cray cray. So I wanna get some out now. I meant to post when march started...it's a week in now! I missed what I was waiting for since like vulpintines day. I specifically took the stuff out of being packed up and forgot about it for a week! too dam busy.

The pink didn't come out great for some reason, but I have variants. I still love the pink outfit tho, it's the multi seam gitted version. The split bunnysuit is in the Calendar. So if want one lemme know! I did send a couple out already, just as a thanks to peeps 💜💚🧡

this is a public post too, but before I run out, you guys furst.

I was able to try on today

Don't expect much, I'm not looking forward to the zipper part.

I put a zipper in this morning.

Why?

cuz my car got a flat tire while parked across the street because landlady demanded I leave a driveway open for her visitors....the driveway I clear and get sore after 3-4 hours because they don't. Every time I park in that small lot something happens to my car, it's gonna be 2 tires, 600$? maybe more if need new wheel 🙁 on top of every other thing, that I can't talk aboit besides moving, taxes done...but I OWE???

I have my car tmrw? I'm mad but it's not productive, so this is all I have today so far. I don't know what else to do.

SO

This was my treat, and it basically works , just took 5 weeks to get to because manditory recovery time, not like getting sick or something that has a greyline, It's been looking at me like " DOOOON'T, noooo, you can't yet "m, be good" Waited to try stuff on so maybe I'll get that Polaroid today too?

it's been hectic, bare with, drink your tea, have cake for me. ask me stuff, but I'm posting while pinning zipper so teah! live updates...kinda

I'm cramming the tryons because I don't have much time. I might be able to do more today so bare with!

Mini Frostini is 18 today, Today is 222

Yup! 2007 yo.

She has my previous wig, my new one doesn't even have as much hair! So that's her fourth hair now, and today I'm gonna comb it lightly.

2007:

Kitty started off with just blue hair, white boots, White ears with inside pink , but she got my ears with new hair.

That's her first photo!

"Allo! I'm new kitty! What is world and things?"

Kitty gets my bed when I'm at work 😅

Frosty makes friends with local kitty crew.

😏😏😏😏 if you know.

Later, she got REAL boots and Hair highlights because she got my first hair. Winter 2009 about. When she was 2 on 2/22. So she helped make outfits for other friends. Yes...that's Charlotte ✌️😅

My original Aerith likes to be different characters,she essentially "cosplays".

Frosty was involved in everything, secretly doing chores, trying to help laundry, she try hard. ...and proud of it like 2010/2011

Nya tired.

That was early 2010, Astaroth wings were still being made, kitty exhausted.

Frosty also hung out while I was in cosplay while MAKING cosplays.

This was about 2012 because Katastrophia was done, but needed better gear and Xylene was progressed after 2011.

she go to conventions with us for 5 years…

Kitty also likes Foxy, they frenz 💙

For 2022 222 birthday present, Frostina chan got FRESH hair replaced and is happy. It was mine, but I added extra for kitty on her 222 in 2022 so...

All wigs were fashioned by me, I did this for myself in 2004-2005. I Spliced in the blues and white in 2005 for myself because those wigs didn't exist. When it DID go on market in 2008, it was exactly what I did and was called Frostina until I filed for original work IP claim. That's when I knew people were watching everything I do in cosplay and fans literally had impact in main companies around the world 😅😅😅😅😅

She loves hugs and friends and cold.

she's in my games! My partner helped make this happen in Animal Crossing since 2020 with DIY recipes in game.

She's everywhere

Very much a part of life at home. She our buddy.

🤘

😅 products , merch, etc don't feature Frostina chan, ever. That's my jam and all.

You see otger buddies, only 2 others exist, one before, one immeduately after to the point of same season kittys in 2007.

I had to write this because kitty has been an important part of our lives. I started making Frostina chan when partner was away and finished withon a week, then enhancements when partner was away for 2 months.

I am her, she is me.

Might finish Bowsette tail?

I was talking to Yoshi Unity earlier about maybe finishing but not testing a tail for Bowsette, it might get packed before I even get to try it!

I'm taking a break from this selling stuff and giveaways and all that because taxes are done in record time and I need to move on and move out. BUT in between getting reply from places and job searches, I do dis

More free stuff again!

So I keep putting stuff up in my discord and especially Bluesky.

It's usually anime/game merch and extras.

I have a ton of fabric still to give away. Most is NOT shiny but is very stretch.

I'm putting the black latex gloves (and longer white gloves if I still have them???) on bluesky also but: a couple peeps do have first dibs, but I'm not betting on any takers right away.

My mug is broken

This mug broke Friday, I was switching mugs in microwave and demongirl smacked the handle right offand it shattered MORE on the floor.

so guess what we do?

correct, make videos about it

Since I can't stream

it's foxy friday, I tried all dam week to stream and the room is junky and busy and piled up atm so I can't.

I don't like valentines day anyway, so it's Vulpintine's Day because it's also Foxy Friday.

This is the slightly better rez, I posted on bluesky. But I'm gonna find a couple more and post here for sure because I REALLY wanted to stream.

fyi my car battery died 3 times since my surgery, landlady gave me hewl for existing late one night recently after they were done partying after midnight, I'm still packing up and trying to find place/jpb/etc but I'm the "jobber" atm so it's tough. Stitches still in roof of my mouth, the nerves were sliced off and trying to grow back, I go back to check up in 3 more weeks. Unless I need some other implant ....I'm going to be done, 57,000$ and 8 years later to have what every one else has normally. But...I owe thousands now. Taking donations of course! but also suggestions on what to do like a fund me or something with more privacy. If anyone has a good idea, I'm all ears....wait...yeah ok that works.

There's more I can't talk about, maybe in a year, but I have no idea where we will end up. I'd love to talk about a few things! the mighty need.

❤️

Post Season pack up

I put my green and white sets away, there are 3! Next year I'm going to try for red and white, I have the old one out to remake, we'll see if it happens 😅😅😅

not your usual share post, but strolling in the snow in the city

Just cuz it snowed 12cm/ 6 inches here the last night and I went out for coffee and bread on foot. Snow wasn't done falling yet so I didn't clean off car or shovel, just sweep broom action on the main steps and sidewalk. Total video is like 4min 🤨

But I thought I should share when I'm not able to do classic content. No music in this but I made sure there was ambience and setting, yes I cut out my annoying breathing because every video you can hear it anyway....

either way enjoy the cold! it helps me recover btw, that's why recent oral surgery was not in summer 💙

heads up I DO have a mini pile of black fabric that is supposed to be something but not sure until I try it out. hey maybe next week or this weekend?

Film ordered, waiting to be a bit better

Just saying!

Chevy asked and shal recieve unless the usa explodes. This is thefailed film photo from last month, I tried. Another processed BLANK.

I never short on my people , multiple things must physically hold me back from it.

On that note, thanks to the tier up from a couple of you, you know who you are and it's gonna help with recent procedure stuff.

💙