Shocktress

Lilac outfit crushes

I LOVE the thin fabric, it was simple but ever since RichardH got me the nightie gift I had to make an entire outfit set of that color because I had it. I need anither if those nightie things but impossible to find.

But yeah since they allow ONE video here per post, some screen shots of other videos that were really just meant to get pictures anyway.

Enjoy!

I have half projects not going anywhere atm and didn't get far before the oral surgery, this world is a mess so give me a short bit to see where I'm at before sharing stuff. I wanna check some small mini trashy projects and maybe get somewhere between finding an apt and new job. I been missing out on fun and shares!

Figure Giveaway for higher level tier thing stuff

Hera boss from Puzzles and Dragons

These cost a lot to ship, but I would rather do it here instead of e bay.

BIG FIGURE, Good Smile Company makes great stuff too.

Technically never opened, the tape is bad quality and it loosened off on one end so it took off a little box paint, box is a little warped but not really.

I have other figures to get rid of but similar rare and not AS popular. Let's start here, since it's the biggest I have

Edit: MORE random items for free here.

• figures
• animes
• merch
• hard music cds

McDonalds happy meal stuff from 8-10 yrs ago

Fruits Basket sticker book ,new

Love Live game/anime Nenderoud figure, like a keychain size. Character: Ellie

Bahamut masters collection figure, FF8.

Anime: Disc 1 of a couple and Mid story for Escaflowne(great anime).

Corrosion of confirmity is super progressive since like...the 90s. Their most popular is probably Wiseblood, really good band. This CD is like a slower but banger southern midwest touch of their metal. It's been awhile omg.

Take any or all. I posted in a few places online, I want patreon peeps to have a chance too.

No magats allowed

just so we understand

If you are a tRUMP supporter magat: Get out

usually I give refunds back for being unethical, but I'm not even doing that. You not getting your 2$ …10$ whole back for supporting the worst people on earth.

Today I almost did not have healthcare or food money because of today, we at first thought we lost it. But this is how dictators test their power to take over, April I will lose my medical insurance anyway because of funding and state rules with taxes, patreon income ruins my taxes and says I make too much for benefits...which is absurd.

I already did have issues with a food stamp farmer market monthly share and they charged me this month and refuse to refund but I got no food. These people support tRUMP.

I've had it with the strong arming when I KNOW better people exist, I see it here every day.

recovery thing

i'm out for a bit, procedure surgery thing again

laterz

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does anyone ever...actually... See those?

Oh, and 8 yrs here

Just sayin 🙏

Thanks to anyone who has been here since then, special kind of hero there.... and I don't think anyone actually was so whatever! 8yrs tho 😅

down a lot recently

beware

my back basically went out thursday night, hurt until saturday.

So couldn't DO much.

it was fading Last night so I shoveled the snow.

I was about done but I slowly fell on frozen cement, I slid down 4-5 sharp edge steps.

So my knee and ankle are marked up,bruises on the vericose veins. So I can't do much again.

Back hurts again, now this and surgery this week. So I'm gonna be triple down.

😑

I tried getting to my little projects i stead of cut video from recent try ons, so now I got NOTHIN. And I'm down until Feb, Hard foods again not till March. I was just able to have soft pizza last week finally.

I dunno, bare with? packing to move is delayed too. 😑🙏

left overs....oh for VIDEO takes 😅

someone in my discord said they "have an addiction I mean collection " of shiny gear.

it's easy do get out of control especially if you make the stuff, it's endless, partial projects, unstarted raw materials, even DUPE wardrobe like here.

shiny…it's obligatory gear...obligeartory.

also semi spoiler, but nothing major, just what I've been working on until my back gave out Friday here. So stuff is sitting around and I can't test wear stuff that's not finalized, so close but whatevs! Next week will start zero activity for few weeks so I'm over here in the corner being a lil salty.

oops, screen shots

Anyone wanna help me choose which one to ise to post on social media or public whatever we're calling it now?

This is my gear for crafting when I'm sewing or making random stuff which is not a specific character or cosplay. I've worn this Purple outfit about 25 times now, it has not worn out or been damaged because the material is pretty good and I treated it.

Even the gloves still look new! trust me, I made another pair this week to compare? yeah, can barely tell. Gloves are subject to manual work I do, cutting, pinning, handling and messing with tools and all that, wiping stuff down with alcohol and of course messing with sewing machine.

I've always said: the ultimate test of your cosplay is to wear them while making them. I like to hang out at home in them anyway so it works!

I have 2 polaroid films left in camera, if someone wants I can take a pic and send it to you. This one is fairly easy to just....DO

My favorite crafting getup

I like to pick easy stuff to wear while I make stuff, I'm crawling around today finishong old small stuff from years ago that just sat there and were never supposed to really BE anything.

So, I've worn this 20+ times since It was made last year. Almost NO repairs needed and it hasn't faded or lost shine. I actually made a second pair of purple gloves yesterday as a backup to these…the only thing is the original are something FIERCE! Since gloves touch everything I make, unlike the rest of the outfit , like...... you would think gloves are roughed up, but they still look NEW compared to the ones I just made. Holy hewl I love this material even more now. It's also....juicey, it's delicious, look like glossy fancy candy coating.

Either way, I get stuck taking video/photo of this purple set because I'm IN it a lot 😅😅😅😅

just info I thought you guys would enjoy

oh, extras :

Live now

on my twitch!

late night go

Video source for GIFs!

Again see parent post about no live today, unless I feel better and still awake 😅

I DO have dark gurl lined up and ready but Fara is ALSO ready, since as you know opening gift was couple days ago.

this site allows ONE video per post

Probably no stream

I'm sorry guys, I unpacked Katastrophia last week just for this and did the hair, same outfit that Fara had for gift opening thing....the GOOD skin.

I'm sore from last night snow cleaning mostly, hurts to cough, move chest, raise arms all that. if Sostuce was tomorrow or if I didn't have to be out Monday I would switch days.

So maybe after the mainstream holiday, cuz I'm on the road back n forth too much this week.

I also wanted to give dark demongirl the chance at the green dress! Both involved a slight wardrobe change during stream.

Either way I could feel better in a few hours? Doubt it, so meh If I crawl around and sort stuff to pack at home while dressed up 😮😮😮

I'll put up videos for supporters, this post is for all members ❤️

but hooh, it's been awhile since moving snow....and the landlady met me at the door and complained it was "keeping them up"...at 9:30pm …on a friday, when I was done after 3 hours of doing the entire home voluntarily.

Either way, this should give you an idea of the planned outfit tho, not as shiny unfortunately, the metallic I remade for a "pin dit" which has a longer life from stretching so it basically loses NO shine! 🙏

2024 Foxy holiday unboxy

Yup! last one of the year!

I made this one to celebrate you ALL who sent a gift. I Didn't get to do this last year because I ended up in hospital with emergency procedure to stay alive.

so I wanted to do it right... even with the imperfect background, we're packing, it's the most space I could make, partner was sitting barely off cam.

Half is opening half is extras. I had to wait 3-4 weeks to wear anything around mouth/jaw because of tgat recent gum graft thing. I don't actually know how it's healing, looks odd so I can't say, appt soon....kinda lucky I was able to modify fara a little to clear that area.

I LIKE being foxy, it's normal to me!

fyi stuff:

medical stuff has robbed me of doing these things, 3-4 times per year. Months at a time. I'm salty, There's things I wanted to do and they are packed up now too, or gone forever, trashed.

So I'm not celebrating, but I am grateful for how people helping me through extra extra hard times. That's why I keep going, people like it and when I get time for ME this is what I wanna do/make! ❤️

😮 , anyone who has known me for 10-15 years knows it has only been bad luck all my life ,fighting hard and not winning while doing everything right. Me and my partner don't go around moping and entitled with a wealthy family or hurting ourselves and complaining about how hard it is, or making small stuff sound like end of world… but weird stuff still finds us.…Not someone we know or a family member, us /ourselves. On top of normal stuff others kinda complain about.

I know a few people here who have it hard, like being in the LGBT tortured by fam and society but needing life saving skull surgery or the chronic back pain and fibromayalgia flare ups but with 3 kids, etc. 🧡 thou shalt NOT be forgotten on my watch. Blood filling lungs are you kidding? lucky to be alive.

Get it in NOW! Don't let that beat you if you still have breath in your body. Continue to Help people, do something, MEAN something.

12/12/12 was 12 years ago!

Sorry, demongirl is life.

But no live stream I think, not ready in many ways.

I posted at 12:12 on social medias, but you guys deserve background and history. Is for all members.

In case you are new: 12/12/12 was not only the best photoshoot but I recieved my prize from the Capcom halloween cosplay contest same day.

Photoshoot has been in calendars every year, it's a big thing to me.

I made a special "webbing" wardrobe made of jewely chain and etc. I did start months in advance to make the chain gear, it started with something we bought at Dragoncon , which was supposed to be a spider on a chain web, but wasn't big and was supposed to be on chest but obviously didn't cover more than like...one hill if you dig. So I made a set of chain gear and followed up with making lace armlets,collar and grabbed some cheap silver boots which you never see because who cares!

Within a year, a character named albedo appeared in that fan comic etc which has the SAME webbed top, and is an invert of Katastrophia. I'm pretty sure back in the day popular people were watching. It's happened a lot to me actually, 1 to 1 stuff conveniently immedialy after I share it online. Usually with katastophia too…like my demongirl delight video a couple years ago (within a few months an artist named his pitch black demongirl "delight" with same white easter wardrobe.) There's a few more way too similar like this but whatever. I always wanted to cosplay ivy but meh. 😏😏😏😏

so: here's the top, it has a fancy spider now.

All that aside ( it aside?) My partner used her film skills to actually give me a photoshoot. Usually I'm the one with camera and do her shoots so was nice to have my own. We used the ENTIRE apartment. I got overheated from lights again, it's always hot to me but you know, just my personal health issue. The ball was sloppy painted the night before to be western hemisphere earth, I made the claw holder the previous week, it took maybe 3 days to clear the living room. Ironically 3 hours wardrobe and makeup because...I didn't even test wear the stuff 😮 Here's whar you never got to see: back of the "thong" , upper part.

That was clipped on but for the photoshoot I removed it because no one would see it anyway. Creeper cam photo:

Key in sudden doorbell to sign for a package while I was getting ready, I took OFF makeup to answer the door, it was not cold that year either. We planned the photoshoot for weeks so it was nice to have a weird large box delivered from capcom, I didn't know what it was inside until opening and then realizing it was from 6 weeks ago, the Capcom darkstalkers contest, I won with Hsien Ko. With the L Raptor character liking Hsien Ko in game, it was fitting too.

This was what I entered in Capcom's unity site. It was supposed to be USA only and you had to supply an address...someone from either Europe or Brazil entered a photo of a variant of the PRIZE and basically he didn't say anything in the post, I pointed out the rules and was happy to step out, because in the end I think someone was simply posting someone else's cosplay photo.

The prize:

So there I was makeup on and we decided it would be cool to open the large figure while in character and did the Vine video....remember vine? ❤️🙏 Hence the video at the top.

Here are some photos of What I was talking about:

if you remember the demongirl only 2022 calendar cover… I do 😅😅😅

Final note: when we were moving out of that apartment....the box for L Raptor was not able to hold him inside, it ripped tape and he fell out the bottom and broke in probably 100 peices....at the top stair of to top floor. I had to SWEEP up the small bits that I could find…I still have not repaired his heavy ass about a decade later, it haunts me. I don't have the ventillation or time, but as a figure maker and sculptor, definatly the skillz. It's a large version of what I've seen before.

That's all guys, thanks for reading!

It's a major astronomical event and this is what I mark on my calendar, not birthday, not religious holidays, not relationship things or vacations. I care about dates which we have control of making a memory. Keepsakes.

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Unfortunate truth of moving and / or clearing out

I am NOT bothering to repair this, it was more worth the time to show a quick disposal.

There were 2 EL wire battery packs on the back and one was not functioning, you can't really do this again without just replacing everything over, It was for livestream andnot made to be perfect so a good example of what's going on at home when I have time 👊

Sharr Holiday gear

The question is, is it possible to do on a stream this year?

12/12 is coming up, solstice is around the corner, I'm not ready for either. I would LOVE to do some dark demon related event. Maybe a calendar giveaway or a merch figure of an obscure game(I have one in mindand its large). I make a new Katastrophia card every year and the dark days own up to that.

Again if you support/supported me and wanna card, tag one! it's yours. Want 2? 3? go for it, these are made for YOU guys!

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I'm gonna see where I'm at and how well I'm doing and move some boxes around to try something lazy. I have a gift from someone on blusky to open and it's staring at me with "I hope this is useful" , So I wanna do that!

If it don't happen, no be surprised I guess, but we'll be on the road again this month, so my favorite dates are being tossed around again, poor dates. ❤️

If you think you were owed a calendar but didn't get one this month tell me!

I would LOVE to know if you didn't get what you wanted. I have a couple extras specifically for this case.

People change their minds and it's their right: if you wanted one and passed or if you didn't want one and now you do? it's ok to change your mind!

The world revolves on people making decisions and it's not always the same because things change all around us, a lot and FAST.

I should say, that 3$ per month ends up making me pay others to have a calendar, so I can't do that and I didn't use that count to order. If you fall in that bin , if someone passes to you, I'll gladly send to you instead.

That said: I sent out a bunch Monday! and more today. Canada mail still down.

So let me know whatever you need to about this in a week or 2. I haven't sold out yet in storenvy, but I also didn't advertise a lot. So yeah you guys first! I mail storenvy sales next week, and that's it/done.

Calendars/cards going out. No canada post/mail

I found out today after I finished addressing everything....the Canadian postal strike is still in effect and as of Nov29th (ie Saturday just AFTER I got the initial calendars) they started refusing mail today here, I found out of course after I got there.

So....I might arrange a pickup later, once Canada post service is back up? I'm not going to use another service here so we'll have to wait....and I made customs forms to speed up delivery too!

I'm gonna be salty, but I did get another handful out and shipped today. Waves are going out this week and then I'm done, I can't be in lines and crowds of sick people just standing there for an hour or 2.

Canadian postal workers need to be paid and treated right, and this affects a lot of people in both countries since we border.

Calendars done and Snag a card

Calendars checked out fine, I'm gonna wait for the rest and check a few of those but addressing the few I got Saturday.

Character line up is on front ⚡️

If you didn't want a calendar or didn't really hit whatever "tier " thing , postcards are available!

👊 Really tho, if you guys want one, just ask and I send.

Here's the full Holiday postcard Menu:

• Fara Phoenix (Starfox comic)
• Hsien Ko (Darkstalkers) Sharr (my original)

and

• Katastrophia (my original)

mostly 12/12/12 celebration because I like solstice and dark and all things pagan more than common holidays, but you can tell it's all good with me anyway ❤️

Calendar spoils are like....limited? But here you go. Also in my storenvy, you can see for yourself if you want to check out details (don't buy because some of you AUTOMATICALLY get one at 5$ tier and up. Only the extras get sold technically.

Reminder: New month!

I remembered to tell everyone this time.

I didn't get to post as much here in November because of some extreme cases that normally don't happen. But since I probably posted 3 months worth in October, it almost balances out.

October 17.... until last week I still had that blown vein from the ER where the nurse did the iv wrong. So it kept opening up and bleeding internally because I was flexing a LOT, rushing my partner's heavy gear everywhere( we had no help). So new bruises kept forming because weak hard vein. So that ruined anything from Oct17 until about Nov 24.

I was on the road and couldn't do anything for a week+, move scouting. serious mode.

Nov 22 had PART 1 of 2, oral surgery, gum graft. Next ine maybe feb or march? It's a bugger, liquid diet thing, lots of stitches , swollen still and a plastic type of braces in mouth but only bigger, covers entire roof of mouth as a bandaid. kinda cool. But, there is NO WAY I can wear anything like Fara like this.

Either way, I'm mad all this came down at once and limited content. I'm pretty beaten up.

Don't feel bad about stepping out got a bit. As much as I need the funds, I get it when there's no sign of someone making stuff so why support? So I try to remind you guys to step out before patroen monthly comes up. I do post a lot compared to most? this month was not good gor that at ALL....*gack cough usa election cough * what?

Recovering while making Calendar

I will only have ONE cosplay calendar for 2025, the bigger size.

It's a mix: demongirl, Fara and original character.

get my stock in a week+

It's a "Support Calendar" so ~25$?

We just need funds bad.

limited for sale unless you are ok getting them in January.

I have cards too

Recovering still! It's 2 weeks mushy liquids and no exercise, so I'm hungry all the time.

We've hardly been home, which is hard to do considering what it takes to prep and help and recover with my partner. Pretty extreme for what I'm used to but it's only because we NEED to.

Bare with!

But yeah some of you guys just get a calendar(like 5$ tier and up for 10months pr something) , so tell me otherwise if you wanna pass on it, gives me an extra to sell to someone who might want one!

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I Miss my ppl

I'm trying to get back to stuff,

the election in USA messed things up on top of stuff, a lot has been going on for us in past 2 weeks, multiple things I've never done before and not many people do "any of the each".

Calendars still getting made at least, tgat's the easy part, it's technically downtime 🧡

bare with, we are pushing it pretty far

I think no calendars for 2025

I'm not doing good time wise,

stuff came up. Like serious stuff.

So It would be a lot of Astaroth and Katastrophia with occassional others

Who is let down by this? because...I even want one for myself so I have some salt over the situation.

I did start one, but I have NO Bowsette photos. I only just got to do basics, no photoshoot. I have one photo for green screen power shot, but I don't have a graphic for behind. 😅

I Do have seasonal postcards at LEAST.

Please let me know either way. I like to customize calendars too, actually makes them go FASTER.

Game and Stream Replay on Twitch?

Anyone wanna watch?

It would have all the sound effects and stuff from last stream, for those that MISSED it tho...I figured I'd say something.

our doorbell will not be going off as far as I know, so yeah! I'd pause the stream REPLAY to game.

live soon???

I'm going to fight the stomach ache and just try it here, makeup starting now

kinda like this, but only cuz I can and only for a little bit

halloween too dam hot, so must today 😈

Stream delayed,body down atm

sorry guys, at er.

lots of pain, looking into it.

no stream anytime soon from all this. It sucks a bit 😞

Sorry, I slept long: TLDR why? cuz many reasons.

I hate making people wait for a stream,a video,a post or update. I'm going back to NOT announcing plans. It also motivates me more. I'm kinda like that, same with gifts and presents : best reason to give/surprise is "just because ", not on dates scheduled to give. It's boring and firced if announced already.

I set alarms and all but I have no control over sleeping. I will lay there waiting to sleep some nights and others, 14 hours go by. I get checked on with call/text but then fall right back asleep for 3-4 hours...sometimes 8. I almost understand with the 20-30 hr days.

But yeah, my body shuts down, I'm on some meds for it. It's also double stacked with long covid from 2022(wearing bad mask in post office lines). So with other issues it's super stacked, 2 I'm not getting treatment for since we don't understand (for now one starts with M). The migraine injections are painful but are the best thing helping me of all things, mostly for tinnitus and the hyperacusis. Note that! 🤘

🙁 sometimes the body just…gives up ..... and not just from some busy work schedule, cuz I been there too, it's nothing compared to having medical issues forcing you to swim up stream. You can't just get another job , change friends or move to another town to make health issues go away.

I'm mad that I can't do and show what I have, and a lot goes wasted, it's mental torture because I'm into so many things. The mental impact with numerous health stuff starts to snowbal, in addition to society's impact,loss of time, and people acting like their bad day is somehow the worst thing in the world every day and they're "dying " or some extreme cranky garbage. I try not to let it affect life, but I gotta say...I have a lot of dam weird hurdles. Probably why demongirl stuff is all relatable✌️

Sorry, it feels wrong if I don't explain why stuff isn't "done" or done yet, another constant child/life/work horror pushed on me, I'm putting my foot down to not push above reasonable expectations on myself. But my peeps deserve to KNOW dammit.

Until streamy stream

have black on red and red in black.

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Demonday, cuz demongirlz is life.

Freepost for members, because I'm trying to stream here but last week was HUGE medical stuff, partner needs recovery and all, I must help and still make sure she gets the room.

Tonight/tmrw?

Stream MONDAY maybe? Overdue!

it's ok to suggest characters.

I need to reply to people, it is a tough week and was fuzzy. I sleep only a little normally, but then sometimes I need a lot, so today I slept 18 hrs, my " yesterday " started 3 hrs after wednesday ended. It's technically Saturday now and I just eoke up! oooof.

So no stream today (saturday). I HAVE been balancing photos for demongirl calendar, Let's see if that works! Time used for all these things get divided ip, but I'd rather do the livestream stuff, as boring as I might be not talking, it's still the full production goal that I'm into ❤️

Sorry yeah Demonday, because partner prob needs an extra few days, and she resta right next to my stream area, plus if I'm doing that I'm not able to help when I should. 🙏

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