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Still going strong in Bali 💪

It’s been abit of an emotional roller coaster here. 🎢 Excited, inspired, stressed, crying, vulnerable. 🥹 Super huge workload and I have examinations tomorrow and Friday. 🧘🏻‍♀️ So grateful I haven’t gotten sick since it’s inevitable sometimes when travelling to a foreign country. 🙏

Gained some valuable experiences and life skills outside of yoga here though. 😂 Managed to just walk across roads through cars and motorcycles, picking up random men on the street to drive me places and I had the best deep tissue massage in my life yesterday. 💆‍♀️

New adventure is starting!

Time to fly! I'll be flowing around and about still. Wish me luck. 

Another snippet from yesterday.

Thank you D for this beautiful studio pia set! 💕

Grateful Thursday! Last shoot for now! 🌸

I’m off next week! ✈️ I’ll be back in Sydney for a tiny bit of time in October. Will do some self shooting when I’m away but some fun stuff to come as always from this month!

One more week!

I'm off next week to Bali for my yoga training. Super nervous. Going to miss home, the connections I have here and Minty! :(

One of the many outfits this week

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Happy Saturday!

Been awesome catching up with all my regs this weekend. ☀️

Meant to be taken from below!

One of my favourite gents in London gave me some advice about my feet photos! Me and my mate Justin tried! Maybe in the next attempt we'll nail it. :P 

Last wear for these aquazzuras

Sold these heels a few days ago so had one last wear for this shoot! I used to have a huge shoe collection, ugh still do to be honest looool..... what shoes do you guys enjoy seeing on women? 8) 

Dates in Sydney 😱🥂💕

So grateful for the lovely experiences this month. So many amazing restaurants and strolls in the city. Only a few more meets left until my hiatus from Australia. 🥹🥹🥹

Night night

Double post today - about to head to clock off with Minty. Lion's gate portal is open - spending the rest of the night to read, journal and manifest. :P 

Been reflecting and feeling grateful... :)

I moved away from the city to the mountains almost eight months ago. I was a little worried that the distance would affect my connections I had in the city life. 

However, a lot of my relationships have strengthened both in my personal and professional life. I think I've had more visitors to my house than ever before compared to my city life.

I'm also super grateful to those who have continually seen me over the past year, I've received so much support with my big transition in life. I also wanted to say a big thank you to those who have travelled across the world to meet me - you guys know who you are ;). 

Jet-setting again…

On a plane to Perth this evening! Attempted to contort my body in heels... Not quite there yet. 🥹

On the way home!

I had such an awesome time at the retreat. Made some new connections within the fitness and wellness industry and opened my mind to new possibilities for my future. 🌙 Possibly doing a shiatsu workshop toward the end of the year. ✨

Little snippet whilst I’m having a self care week. 💕

Been exercising so much over the past few days! Hopefully you can see the tone. 💪

(lol also let me know if you can’t see anything at all… patreon/vimeo have been playing up over the last month or two)

On the way to my fitness retreat. 💪

Lots of flight delays today but hopefully taking off soon! ✈️ I’ve already made some friends who are also attending the retreat at the airport lounge. 😂

Full moon week 🌝

Random thought. 💭 It feels like an intense week - I think the universe is testing me.

I’m going on my first retreat this weekend on my own though. 😱 Trying something out of my comfort zone.

How’s everyone’s weekend? 😌

a little story about my chakrub

At the start of 2021, I felt called to make a change in my life. My life wasn’t horrible, there were definitely some heavy challenges in my life, that's an inevitable part of life. I was okay however I wasn’t feeling amazing - there was a feeling within where something was not enough. I wanted to be better than okay. Before this, I was chasing material objects, more money, more connections, more vanity etc. Obviously that didn’t work.

Over the past year, it felt like I made one big change to transform but in hindsight, it was the chipping away, the little things such as reading and yoga as well as the little habits that have made the difference.

Anyway, I won’t go on about everything or I’ll be typing for a long time… So this glowing crystal in my photo is my chakrub. From the shape, I think you can infer how this is used on a woman’s body. (Lol if you don’t know, just look up chakrubs on instagram) In terms of intimacy over my life, I have felt many positive feelings such as connection, fun and passion. However, there were also feelings of shame, embarrassment, anxiety and confusion. All these things come from many factors over the years and which kind of add up overtime. Eventually, the more negative feelings took over. On a physical level, I could barely finish with anyone or myself - it required intense stimulation or visuals to make it happen and sometimes that didn’t even work. On an intimate level, I was feeling anxious - putting the persons' needs ahead of my own, making sure they were satisfied. It goes a little deeper than that but anywho, last year I wanted to work on that. I hired someone for tantra for guidance and I remember after my first session, she asked if “I felt *rgasmic,” and my response was “I didn’t know that was an option…” Lol “oh shit” I realised.

Last year I also noticed in a lot of healing spaces, yoga studios, massage rooms etc. that there were always crystals. They are definitely pretty at first glance but did some research about their healing properties. Not long after I came across chakrubs and bought my first which was rose quartz. Without any expectation, I decided to dedicate some time to using the chakrub. It worked and it was bloody intense. No extra physical or visual stimulation was needed, just an intention of allowing myself to feel and receive pleasure. I thought - maybe just a fluke, so next week I tried again and it worked… Then one more time just in case it was two flukes but it still worked. Anywho, that was just the start. Since then, many things have happened - almost like magic but it really isn't I think. I’ve opened my heart since to loving myself as well as others, manifested things into my life, and what’s pretty cool - I can sometimes *rgasm with people now! (yay) Also I’ve been told by gents these days - I’m glowing in general! Yay again.

Anyone else stuck indoors?

Me and Minty have just been at home as I think Sydney is flooding again. My house in the mountains is okay so far, I live on the top of the slope so might have a creek in my backyard soon! 

Not just a Minty post...

Been spending all day revamping my sites and advertising! I've booked lots of flights and hotels and definitely have a hectic next few months coming... Will be in Sydney, Byron Bay, Perth, Brisbane, Bali, London, Paris, Singapore and Hawaii! Also a little FMTY whilst I'm in the US. 

I'm kinda sad that I'll be away from Minty for quite a bit. :( Added in a super random behind the scenes of me and Minty during admin work tonight. 

Rise and shine ☀️

Wakey wakey. 😌 Special thanks to a gent from across the world that I spent the past three nights with in Sydney. 🌎🥱 Slept super well. 🤪 Hopefully cross paths again!

I'm back home with the winter sun!

Glowing in these shots! It's definitely very cold though. 8( 

I'll be slowing down with meets in Sydney as I focus on my next career / business venture as well as writing! Will be available on tours though! 8)

That strong backline 😳🍑

Just making some shapes in my Singapore hotel before I switch locations. 😘

I’m nearly home! 🍑

I’ve been away for almost three weeks and can’t wait to cuddle Minty! 🐶

Hello from Singapore! 👋

I’m back! I’ve got quite the tan from my European adventures. 😳 I’m planning my trip again for September.

Only a couple days left until I’m home! 🏡

Super excited to begin my new adventures with potentially a new career. 🧘🏻‍♀️ I’ll still be living the Viv life when I’m travelling or when swept away by getaway holidays like I have been this month! ✈️🤤 London, Zurich and Florence were amazing. 😍

Last day in Zurich!

Next stop, London and Florence. 👀

Currently in London! 🇬🇧

So glad to be back. ✈️ Only a short trip! I’ll probably come back soon to explore more of Europe as well and do yoga everywhere in the world. 🫣

Be kind 💕✨

One of the first phrases that was with me from the beginning of my spiritual and yogic journey last year. 🧘🏻‍♀️ Happy Friday! 😌

Just some natural glow from my SG trip! 🌝✨

Also passed my yoga exam! 💕