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and with that..... ☆

as the year folds itself closed i just want to say thank you for being here for watching and for staying curious with me. i cant wait to make more things in the new year and let this space evolve a little louder a little braver ☆

we are definitely stepping things up so stay ready i might trade some of these edits for more boudoir moments more real skin and energy but for now i hope you are enjoying what im sharing and where its all heading ☆

xoxo happy new year

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happy holidays ☆

happy holidays to all of you, this is my contribution to tthe chrismtas spirit :3

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waiting to take new pics but my aparment is empty and i have the flu lol but luv u enjoy

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back on my bullshit ₊✩‧

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bloom against the barrel ⊹₊⟡⋆

where tenderness aims.

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welcome back to my world. if you’re new here, i’m really glad you’re here.

i finally have something to share. just a quick reminder that even though i might post raw or suggestive things sometimes, this space is mainly for photos and design work that i can’t share on instagram or anywhere public. every now and then i’ll drop something explicit as a little treat, but this is not a page for you to jerk off to. if that’s what you want, go to onlyfans. this is a space for freedo...

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hi ♡ (to everyone who is still here)

first off, a huge thank you and a big sorry for going quiet. i know i’ve said “new things are coming” before, but this time it’s real. i’m in the middle of a huge move to new york, and it’s been wild in the best way!!

once i’m there and settled, i’m diving back in with new energy, fresh ideas, and some seriously spicy art. i can’t wait to share what’s been brewing behind the scenes. if you’ve stuck around this long, thank you so much for your patience and...

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star girl

good morning to those who celebrate… a small star for your pocket.

i’ve got a few more posts tucked away for you

open to requests always <3

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back and better <3

hi my angels....thank you for your patience. :) Please enjoy some new work I captured earlier this week! I'll be sharing more frequently in the coming weeks <3

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a question for YOU <3

do you guys enjoy more video/gifs or photo spreads? let me know, going to have a creation day within this week…..x

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dreadfully dreadful ★

full, unedited spread that I never shared on my socials. Enjoy ★

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short films and more….

hi team x

would you be interested if i shared some shorts / unreleased acting projects over here? i’ve got so much to share ;)

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i am an orchid; not a dandelion ★

original photos by my dearest kenna ★

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good afternoooooon

some art for you while i recover <3 been sick as hell recently so will be gather more content for you all very very soon……x

more “entries” coming soon. just waiting for my brain power to come back!

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pieces on pieces ★

as anyone who knows me knows, my mental architecture frequently conflicts with the environment i'm surrounded by. for me, performing, taking pictures, and making films are more like rituals; invocations to bring clarity out of the chaos opposed to escaping the noise i'm offered a thread among the overwhelming distortion: my body keeps the score.

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'the body keeps the score' ★

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interested?

hello, my lovely patreon team!

i’m pondering the idea of selling prints, specifically of the images included here. Is that something that anyone would be interested in? let me know and I’ll get to it… xxxx

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aurora’s kiss ★

a little print from a session a few months ago. savor her. ★

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sit down........★

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offerings without the tether ★

creating images like these is an act of defiance for me. sharing them is another; letting them exist because they should.

i've often wrestled with the strange guilt of sharing my work, especially against the backdrop of everything unraveling around us.

i don’t want to retreat into silence but i also don’t want to project a self-importance that feels out of step with the moment. that hesitation has distanced me from what once brought me fulfillment; not only creating but lettin...

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prepare yourselves...

tits coming tomorrow. beware.....✦

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'taste of pigment' - where i began ★

this is a way for me to witness my body as it shifts, to sit with it as it is, unresisted. if that unsettles you, maybe that’s a thread worth pulling. i have no interest in fitting into the shape i was told to take.

my introduction with making photos and prints like this started on procreate.

 i’ve always been DEEPLY bodily kinesthetic- i have to experience something myself to truly understand it. that also means i need my hands on the material to fully grasp what i’m...

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'the revealing'; steven cohen. ★

i grew up surrounded by steven cohen’s 1988–2002 silkscreen collection, its presence woven into my world through the taste of my mother and grandfather. his work has always pulled me in. high contrast yet lucid, stark yet textured. i am deeply inspired by the avant-garde nature of his expression.

the creativity of steven cohen is found in the intersections of identity, history, and spectacle; his body is a live representation of transgression and the liminal. his art summons the soc...

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'shrouded traces' - beginning of it all ★

my body and i have been through a journey, and i think you can tell. there was a time when i shared my figure online not just for the sake of sharing, but as proof. as a claim to visibility, to being seen, held, acknowledged. i still do share myself... but now i see my body as a vessel of action and an instrument of experience.

as cliché as it sounds, i love it for what it holds and reveals.

the way my breasts settle into themselves, even sag. the stretch marks on my hips mapping...

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welcome to my world ★

I've created this space to support my creative journey in Los Angeles, with the goal of funding more projects and sharing work that doesn't fit within Instagram's guidelines. This is a space where I can express myself on my own terms, and I hope it feels like a safe and inspiring place for you too.

This isn’t sex—it’s art. Enjoy, be respectful.

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the first of many to come ★

it's been a while since i've let images like I'm going to share this slip into the world, but it feels right. i've always been drawn to the way nudity transforms a frame, how light and shadow carve something beyond the body. this is the first of many.....take it in, be kind.

if you're drawn to prints, let me know. i'd love to haunt your walls.

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