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feels like i’m back

first day day that seasonal depression really ended for me. this past monday. i’ve decided to let a few things go, loosen my grip on some old hopes, rusty dreams and outdated expectations: there’s sick & dying people out there to worry about. some of them need to be forgotten the most. you may have even loved some of them, but not more than they loved themselves. most of which, would choose to preserve a single useless trait about themselves, even if it meant turning all of you in. fo...

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advocacy in action. part 1.) “a follower, the friend, a moment of vulnerability”

i’ll tell the story more thoroughly in the next upload..

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i’m too tired to write a caption

I can come back and edit one later

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the rhythm of the night

calling my name

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Cold Summer Retro

The tail end of what feels like a long story with very little energy left to describe it.


Luckily for me, reinvigoration (while seemingly scarce) is infinite in the midst of creativity. That’s the secret, it’s why rock bottom fosters so much of it. But all rock bottoms aren’t equal. i think each successive fall has greater distance as its defining characteristic. there’s always a new low, until the one that shatters you once and for all. u less you give up before tha...

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vague mood

Terror strikes a few hours into the year, and after only a momentary respite, a record-breaking blizzard heads this way, /: as if to say Hell is freezing over..

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Doors

some doors from around the neighborhood

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Jazz Legends (snowed in)

The previous record for snow in the French Quarter ( or maybe just the New Orleans at large) was 8 inches.

We got over a foot…. so that’s unnerving, but here’s the shots to prove it these jazz lessons. I don’t think these lessons ever imagined having this much snow in their head again what do I know?

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sneaux in the Quarter

from 8 a.m


going back out now 6pm, kinda nervous

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decision making crow

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scrambled eggs with hot sauce

an infinitely better breakfast than cereal, even though I love cereal.

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beginning of summer - selfies01

these are the first pictures of what I will call “the beginning of summer.” It was around late April, or May. this is at a time that I had start a new type of content on TikTok but mostly Instagram. slide shows with semi-fictional narratives and over the top expressions.

This is essentially what you’re seeing here. It’s not just selfies but situations where I was hoping to characterize extreme emotion and some of the other ones just showcasing my physique. This new type of con...

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