broccoholic

Please read. I'm very sorry

I've been struggling to draw for a long time... I thought I can get back on track as soon as possible, but turns out I couldn't.

I had serious anxiety that made me difficult to breathe, and my thoughts kept telling me that my drawings are ugly that I think they look weird after I finish them.

I still love to draw, but a lot of the time I have this feeling that drawing is meaningless because I really suck at it.

I want to fix what's happening right now, so I want t...

October request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

September requests

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

September request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

July request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

June requests

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

May request?

***** if you are a new patron, thank you for your support but I'm very sorry that so far I can't send out any rewards yet, please feel free to cancel your payment. If you still want to support me, you can still comment your request and get your reward when I finish them. Sorry, and thank you so much.

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have ...

April requests

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

bunny girls

wip

I feel like I wan to draw more than before now...

March request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

February request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

proto merlin

January request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

December request

2020 has been a rough year to a lot of people... I hope everyone stay healthy.
I'm going to be more serious about my mental health issue and finally seek for medical help and hopefully I'll back fully active by June.

Lastly, Happy New Year! And I hope 2021 will be better for everyone.

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anythin...

November requests?

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

October request?

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

happy helloween!

I didn't work hard enough in October... I was practicing my coloring so I don't color them too detailed and consumes too much time... anyways...

*I know it's annoying that I have to say it again but I had a weird art block or depression so my rewards won't be here soon... you can always cancel payments and comeback when I catch up.

September requests?

I don't remember if I did this...

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pi...

August request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

I was too busy to draw anything...

I drew so much this month my arm hurts... but I feel a lot better now(not mentally tho). I think I can draw with better pace now without getting all depressed or so. I'll be back on twitter and pixiv and stuff soon, within next week hopefully...

I thought I was too busy so I didn't have anything to post but then I was wrong. I did drew something when I got too tired of drawing...

2020-08-31 16:04:11 +0000 UTC View Post

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I was kind of stuck on drawing one of the request because I just don't like the sketches I've drawn... I think I even did line art but the I still didn't like it...

Anyways I know it's old but thank you so much for supporting me, but you don't have to for now since I'm kind of stuck and not making progress now...

I've been depressed for too long I know it's time to stop..

July request

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

June requests

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I didn't pick yours! ;w;)

Thank you so much!

ecchi Lio doodle

for my personal stress relief

I need to apologize again to my new and old patrons because I'm not making good progress right now you can stop the payment if you want; I'm still asking for requests but it'll probably take longer to catch up...

I'm also thinking if I should just fak it a...

May requests

I'm kind of sleepy now so...

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with most reply/likes or character I haven't drawn first, rest will be random.

(Also sorry if I did...

I thought I could finish this..

but I couldn't ;-;

I'm trying to improve(?) my art style and my style change a lot lately (in my opinion though) so I have to redraw a lot of things ;w;

I'll try make more versions for the same pic if po...

please stay safe

Title is not related to the post, but I want to talk about what's going on recently...

I'm kind of depressed right now... I'm getting sick and getting tired more often and I didn't realize until I start clenching my teeth... 

I've been having this issue but I think it got more severe. I start hating myself more often and hating drawing but I'm still drawing and I'm crying while drawing but then I don't want to draw anymore but then I still need to draw... it's like a dead cyc...

April requests

First of all I'm sorry I haven't pick the characters for a while... I'll start picking them when I'm done with half of the stuff I owe...

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3 comments.

I'll pick characters with mo...

march requests

I'm sick... please take care of yourselves...

I thought I can finish whatever I was drawing but I guess I'll... just make this post in case I over slept because I just took some medicine.

Request art will be part of 5 reward art in every month, all tier patrons can comment :)

Name a character(+ name of work where character is from)

outfit (if you have anything in mind)

R18 or sfw?

the rest I'll decide (I won't be taking any OCs)

I'll take 3...