Hallooo everyone, this video isn't very ASMR-y and was just for fun so you could get to know me a little better. It's full of story times that would get me demonetized on YouTube most definitely πI hope you laugh and enjoy it before bed.
2021-06-13 17:47:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Today's video was super fun to make (I loveeee making videos with layered sounds). I feel like it would be a good one to just have on in the background while you work, study, draw etc... I hope you guys enjoy it!! Also excuse the little hairs all over the place the brush kept shedding everywhere π₯΄
I've also filmed 2 wine-drinking videos and am yet to edit them πI think I might upload both of them on Petreon - one is a never have I ever, and the other is a life chat.
Anyway, ...
2021-06-06 20:21:54 +0000 UTC View Post
A bonus video for you guys this month, just to say thank you π
2021-05-31 16:01:04 +0000 UTC View Post
This video was inspired by Glow's brilliant caccooning video! I hope you enjoy it, it makes me think of the equivalent of weighted blankets but ASMR. Because it makes you feel all cozy and covered and safe.
2021-05-28 19:23:42 +0000 UTC View PostIf you want all of them at some point, pick the last option!
***Also, I will totally do the reverse kidnapping I just need help and can't film that video all on my own. But it will happen!
2021-05-23 22:27:29 +0000 UTC View Post
So as you guys know I live faar away from my family, and since they haven't been able to come see me for 2 years now almost, my mom has been sending me packages lmao. Typical mom items, and I thought it might be a super relaxed and laid back topic to chat about. These are just a few of the things because some I already ate hahahahahah. I wish I could show you the 1-2L bottles of maple syrup she used to send me. Absolute insanity.
2021-05-23 22:20:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi guyyyyyys today's video is based on the poll we did last week. You guys voted for a personal attention video so here it iiiissss! Now with the new lighting I feel better about getting really close to the lens πI think these are among my favourite videos to film to be honest, that alongside just honest chats and the random videos I did recently around the house like with my plants etc...
2021-05-16 17:09:13 +0000 UTC View PostWhat type of video do you guys want for next week?
2021-05-08 20:55:54 +0000 UTC View Post
In today's video we're doing some weird shit to try and get you to sleep. If you guys enjoy this I could turn it into a series π
2021-05-08 20:52:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I know it's 3,000 o'clock... well.. depending on where you are. But I figured whenever I do post, you guys can still watch it tomorrow night if it's too late where you are. Thinking it was Wednesday yesterday messed up my entire schedule of just... existing π Today, we groom you - we brush your face, we groom your eyebrows, we trim some gnarly nose hairs AND ear hairs (lucky you! π )
In all its random and chaotic glory, here it is πenjoy friends. And sleep tight.
... 2021-04-30 23:10:26 +0000 UTC View Post
I've always wanted to do a video where I take care of you when you're sick, because I have such cozy memories of my family taking care of me when I was little when I'd catch a cold. And I remember, in particular, the nightmarish situation of getting the chickenpox when I was like 10. I think the worst of all though, was getting mono. That shit HURTS. Anyway π I hope you guys enjoy the video, posting it a little earlier in the day (depending on where you are).
Sweeeeet dreamz π...
2021-04-28 16:39:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I finally got around to drawing this month. I drew this in a few hours, with watercolours, some acrylic and Prismacolour pencils then went to get it properly scanned. Also, I could have painted over the watercolour stamp/lettering but I really wanted to keep it for some reason. I like the randomness/intrusiveness of it.
I was watching my Turkish soap while painting this πIt's called Zalim Istanbul. Maybe after this one, I'll go back to my K-drama wave. For this painting I wanted to u...
2021-04-23 11:35:43 +0000 UTC View Post
This is such a random co-minglement of content all in one video... you'll see what I mean πWe have a lil talk, I give you advice, talk you up and give you lots of kisses. You guys seem to like these up close personal attention videos so I might start doing more of themπ€
Tell meeeee in the comments...
1. Do you like to sleep in the light or the dark? (I can only sleep well with open blinds)
2. Do you like to sleep in dead silence or have some noise in the background? Earpl...
I was LITERALLY... falling asleep while doing this πmy head was nodding off and I had to keep forcing my eyes open. I originally intended for this video to be on YouTube, but I decided to post it in here for you guys instead, just because I was really happy with it and Patreon felt like the right place.
I hope you guys enjoy. Reminder to go to bed a little earlier than you usually do at night (especially if you're a late go-to-bedder). You'll see how great you'll feel in the mo...
2021-04-06 18:26:30 +0000 UTC View Post
This was taken on my parents' film camera that they got as a present at their wedding in '93. It was my favourite camera ever, and I, unfortunately, dropped it and it broke. Regardless, I'm happy I got to use it. I love this photo so much because it was taken in my favourite place in the world - my grandma's house, also the house I grew up in. She took it of me. It was way before covid and all of what's happening right now. I remember I was really calm during this particular period of my life...
2021-03-31 16:56:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi guys, sooo luckily you all voted for the kisses video, and once I saw the poll I realized that I had this video filmed such a long time ago, and never ended up uploading it. So I thought why not just share this one with you. I hope you like it! Next one, I'll do up-close kisses and personal attention!
How are you all doing? I hope all of you are happy and well and good and staying safe and cozy with your families as much as is possible right now. I'm sending you good energy and...
2021-03-31 16:46:11 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone, let me know what you prefer to see as your bonus video for the end of the month. I've been filming videos with my grandma lately for YouTube, her reading the newspaper, doing sudoku and crossword puzzles, trimming dried leaves from plants etc... Would you like to see a sneak peak? If not, let me know what else you prefer!
These are just some ideas I had and if there's anything else you had in mind, lemme knowww
2021-03-21 16:04:30 +0000 UTC View Post
How was your guys' weekend?
In the spirit of the video you guys voted you wanted to see the most, and currently shitty timez, I thought it might be nice to touch yo face and your hair to relax you enough, so you can hopefully calm down. I've been really calm myself lately, and I really hope that translated in the video, I hope I was able to pass it onto you!! I love you all.
Your favourite neighbourhood British doc is back to give you your very first (or maybe not your first lmao) enema! I promise you'll luv it πππThere are some medical questions so we can make sure you REALLY need this enema, lots of fabric sounds from my lab coat, soft whispering, and overall enema-tic relaxation. Oh and a strategic massage lmao.
2021-03-13 16:47:13 +0000 UTC View Post
For one of our March videos, what would you prefer? I already have a funny roleplay coming up for you guys next btw π
Also hi from me and my head of white hairz
2021-03-10 19:17:18 +0000 UTC View Post
I loved doing this so much for 50k, and wanted to do a smaller version just for everyone on Patreon! Just a little way to say THANK YOU. You all have *no* idea. I love you so much, thank you thank you thank you. If I messed up pronouncing your name, please excuse me hahahaha!
2021-03-06 15:33:58 +0000 UTC View Post
I lol'd when I got this idea hahahaha this video is ONLY for you guys as your extra monthly video. For March, we'll do a vote to see what you guys want as your extra vid! I hope you enjoy it!
PS. I've put this video in another playlist, separate from the general PATREON playlist, so only you guys will have access to it. That's where you'll be able to find your extra videos.
2021-02-27 13:57:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Remember this YouTube video I did last week? Obviously I had to do a spicier version only for Patreon πwith a special appearance of the lopsided cactus. I hope you guys enjoy. I might actually make this a series, we'll see. The possibilities are just endless and these are soooo funny and entertaining for me to make, and I hope for you to watch as well.
Sweeeet dreams! Toodle-oooπ€
2021-02-20 19:01:00 +0000 UTC View Post
To celebrate the magic of not being demonetized here, a mouth sounds video π I've grown to really love mouth sounds because of the intimacy of the sound. If you're close enough to someone to be able to hear that, the silence that surrounds it can put you to sleep really fast. It makes me nostalgic of pillow talk, where you're talking to someone in the dark right before you fall asleep and you can hear every little detail. π€ This one is just more-so silly, but I can do a more dark, intim...
2021-02-07 16:25:10 +0000 UTC View Post
This video isn't related to the YouTube series of the juicy questions hahahhhhaah, I'll be continuing those over there, but I had fun making this video in particular (I think what inspired it was watching Dennis the Menace lmao) I hope you guys like it! I really love these question-format videos, I think they're very easily digestible and keep your focus on something to the point where it hopefully helps you doze.
2021-01-30 13:44:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey guys! Little update. Iβve already started emailing you guys your personal doodles. I am overwhelmed by how many of you signed up for this tier, thank you from the bottom of my heart. πβ€οΈ I was literally expecting 5 people to sign up, which is why I made it a βpersonal doodleβ unique to every person π Judging by the sheer volume, this would be unmanageable for me for the future as I would be drawing upwards of 150 doodles monthly. I greatly underestimated how quickly this p...
2021-01-23 19:02:31 +0000 UTC View Post
This is one of the videos that I've had for sooo long and I never ended up posting it for youtube cause.. let's be honest lol I was laughing so much (inside my head) while I was filming thisπwhy and how I get these ideas idk
2021-01-15 18:01:04 +0000 UTC View PostHow do you guys prefer for me to publish videos here?
2021-01-13 12:05:24 +0000 UTC View Post
You guys blew me away. I was expecting a maximum of 5 people to sign up for this tier and I am overwhelmed with joy. Please be patient with me as I have upwards of 100 doodles to doodle! I will keep you posted in these days π€ Iβm hoping to complete all doodling tasks by the end of the month!π
2021-01-13 11:49:09 +0000 UTC View Post
If you guys signed up for this tier, wow, and holy shit thank YOU <3 I draw so much random stuff, and don't really have a particular style but we can do what you guys want. For example, every month, I will send you guys a drawing either of your choice, or you can give me freedom to draw what I want for you. It'll be a lil doodle with a handwritten note!
I might draw in watercolour, pencil crayons, sharpie, acrylic - it could be anything really! Maybe I could even do a portrait of you...
2021-01-11 17:26:04 +0000 UTC View Post