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"Incarceration"

I am not impervious to all memes

Lupo's grumpy but it was probably his fault they're there, and she's just making the best of it.
Please enjoy!

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"Come Back To Me"

Why did you ever leave? Why can't you come back?

An old drawing I went back to. I don't think I managed to convey what it was that was in my head, but another step towards the right direction.
Please enjoy!

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"Treasure"

Cherishing the wrong treasure, Cyrus.

Still pushing coloring. Looking at photo references is very helpful
Please enjoy!

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"Never Let Me Go"

Hold me tight and --

Hard times, need hugs.
After I finished this, I got a bit upset with it. I though, the sketch looked good enough on its own and I ruined it. But it was a bad time in life; probably being overly self critical, so now that I look at it again, I realize it's not all that bad.
I must have been angry at it because I was rude to the sketch when I went back and looked at it. Haha.
Anyway, please enjoy!

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"Bad Behavior"

Good intentions beget bad behavior.

Old drawing. Reluctant to show. Don't know why. It was fun and it makes me happy. I've been trying to push myself with coloring lately with mixed results; this might have been around the start of it all.
Please enjoy!

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Aethra

Aethra Freyja, king of Erebus. Wanted to make a reference of some kind for him.
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I'm doing my best

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"Stay Back"

Aethra protects Hyperion from an unseen enemy; a monster they both once loved.

Everything is still awful, still trying to get through it. I have no motivation but still have desire, so that is something at least.

Please enjoy the drawling :)

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"Hold Me Closer"

Tiny dancer

It has not been a great life recently. I have been having a very hard time. So I'm going to try and draw things that make me feel some kind of comfort. I'm going to try and focus on that. Maybe it will work.

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"Kasim"

A little bust of Kasim during his stint in Krigastam. They liked having him around.

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"Iris and Nestor's Teatime"

Iris and Nestor having a pleasant time with tea.
Is it weird to have tea at a shop that touts the "Most Delectable Halvardian Coffee"? Probably. 

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"Shoes Don't Fit"

Romi Enlan, an older character, fussing with her too-tight shoes with her usual grace and good-humor. Taima has work for her to do, no time to complain.
Over the years she's undergone a few design changes, mostly involving her markings as I try and find a good fit for her species--Eurasian water shrew. But, there are a few of her traits that remain consistent.

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"There Are No Avians Here" Page 12: Decisions Made

Sometimes folks need to get a little smack on the face before they can see another side to things.
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"Angel And Devil" -Complete

I did end up coloring it. Mellie, Reisarr--the angel and the devil on Skeet's shoulders.
Please enjoy!

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"The Strangers" Page 10: A Girl of 39

Absolutely NO purses or handbags. Sorry, those are just the rules. Also it would appear someone is experiencing some c o n c e r n...and has been discovered.

I think I might put focus on the side stories for a bit. At least until the world gets better. 

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"Angel and Devil" - Sketch

Doodle of Skeet, Mellie, and Reisarr. This rascally trio.
I'm working on coloring it right now, although sometimes I wish I could just leave some things as sketches and update them as they are. For some reason I get scared to do that and I feel as though I must ink and color them, and if I don't no one sees them. I have to stop doing that. Stop being afraid.
July was a rough time. I'm hoping August will be better.
Please enjoy~

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"Watching"

On the way north to Beckett, Pallas is unexpectedly joined by Cyrus, who insists upon joining him in his search. Pallas cannot refuse him though he would like to. Cyrus keeps his eyes on him, watching and waiting. Pallas pretends to be careless, knowing what Cyrus is up to.
Haven't been feeling well lately. Lots of stuff to do, and there's simply never enough time in the day.
I have concerns.
I hope you all enjoy!

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"Everything You Do Is For Her"

Finally finished fixing up this old (non-canon) doodle. Featuring Anarkis, Lupo, and 'Manda in another inexplicable background. Maybe it's a hot spring decorated with pink silk.
Please enjoy!

Side note-While I love painting in Painter very much, I find I get hung up on the details and it takes ten times longer than it probably should. I have to fix this else I be damned

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"Lounger"

Decided to color it. Lots of pinks in Carys, where Penelope Carita is reluctant Princess.
I hope you enjoy it!

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"Sneak One"

The captain of the ship must keep his dalliance secret from his crew, lest he lose respect. They're not as clever as they think they are, however. The entire crew knows the whole story, and contrary to what Yaromir thinks, his favor with them grows.

There's two versions of this, a lighter one and this one. I've decided I like the darker one more. It looks a bit more sneaky :)

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Lila the Night Princess

Lila Duff, Princess of the land of night, Vincent. Just wanted to make something of a reference for her. Didn't include her appearance from the back. Oops.
She looks more devious in this drawing than what she actually is.

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"Embroiled"

Anarkis and Fagan, engaged in heated confrontation.

Another oldie, this time from all the way back to '12. Pulled it back out, fixed it up a little and colored it. Makes me happy :) Got another one in the works as well.
Hope you enjoy!

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Sipping Tea

Old doodle of Y'Shtola, of Final Fantasy XIV. Kind of inspired by the end of the one patch in Shadowbringers I shall not mention here in case of spoilers.
Hope you enjoy it!

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"Like A Dance"

'Manda and Lupo. Fighting is like dancing, and sometimes fighting is like flirting. Well, for them anyway.
Dusted this old sketch off, straightened it up a little, colored it. Not too shabby, might sniff around and see what other old doodles could use a little fixing up.
Please enjoy!

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"New Deville"

Deville, simply posing. I thought I would tweak her look a little bit. Her design before seems very busy to me now so I thought I might streamline it some. Well, from the knees up I think it looks alright.
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Raul the Guardian

Raul Amstel is the uncle of Melusine Amstel, the Queen of Beckett. He rescinded claim to the throne after a very short rule, coming to the conclusion he's no good as a leader. A protector, though? He believes it his calling.  He now serves as her guard.  
I feel as though I did not do well drawing her, but it was only the first time I had done so. Raul's face though? Nailed it.
And then after that was just working my struggling brain cell on the background. I hope you all enj...

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"Falling For You" WiP - Pants

Time for her pants!

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"Lost" Page 27

They hear everything, see everything, you cannot plan anything without them knowing what it is.
Children.
Haven't colored a page in painter in quite some time. Not sure if I will do it again.
Please enjoy!

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"Falling For You" WiP-10

This time, her shirt!
Once this is done I'll probably be ready to start over again, haha.

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"Melusine Amstel" Ref

A simple reference drawing of Melusine Amstel, young Queen of Beckett. Her expression is always stoic, her tones measured and confident. She makes it a point to never smile so that she can be taken seriously by her elders, who did not think much of it when she was given the throne by her uncle.
Though she exude serious regality, she does find delight in simpler things...and, secretly, drama.
Background for fun, simple yet pretty (I hope). Perhaps it gives a good idea of the climate of B...

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"Respite"

Reward image! Not sure if it's exactly right but it's what came to mind.
Valerie takes a seat and a breather after a boxing workout. Perhaps she'll enjoy this hobby better than vodka and broken dreams.
Better bonding with Al anyway :)
I hope this is good! Thanks for looking~

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