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Looking Glass *fragment

Mirror, mirror

Crystal clearer

She stared, serene

Into vast sea of abandon

Pastel painted canyon

*fragmented -mmd 2019

Full poem & image set $5+

Bonus color set $25+

Photography by Theresa Maria during The Desert Adventure preliminary shoot.

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Looking Glass *bonus color

Mirror, mirror

Crystal clearer

She stared, serene

Into vast sea of abandon

Pastel painted canyon

Let the wind steal her

Revitalize and feel her

That cool, mystic healer

That free and fearless Athené

Of fair and firm demeanor

Summoned tide of inner undine

Somersaulted and careened

Into the quiet depth of sandstone,

Wept into hand woven,

Morning commandments

Demanded her presence

With the whistling,...

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Looking Glass

Mirror, mirror

Crystal clearer

She stared, serene

Into vast sea of abandon

Pastel painted canyon

Let the wind steal her

Revitalize and feel her

That cool, mystic healer

That free and fearless Athené

Of fair and firm demeanor

Summoned tide of inner undine

Somersaulted and careened

Into the quiet depth of sandstone,

Wept into hand woven,

Morning commandments

Demanded her presence

With the whistling,...

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The Desert Adventure

This morning I had the honor of collaborating with Theresa Maria in Moab, Utah. I couldn't think of a more fitting way to kick off (our final) The Desert Adventure. We are wrapping up our midday siesta before heading back out for an evening shoot. I'll be sharing what we created with you tomorrow. Enjoy this sneak peek, for now. XO.

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Photosensualis in Woodstock


I just arrived in Moab, Utah last night for the final Desert Adventure. I logged into Patreon to see these gems posted by my dear friend, Photosensualis. It wouldn't be right not to share with you all as well! These were photographed some years ago in Woodstock, when both Photosensualis and I were living in the r...

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Stark *fragment

Stark

You, who saw it all,

Captivated

By a flash of tulle

Aptly waited

For dusk to fall

-mmd. 2019

*fragment. 


Full poem & mini-set up at $1+

Full poem & full photo set up at $5+

Bonus images $25+


Photography by Rick Poston

Minneapolis

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Stark

Some bonus images, including 3 more intimate shots, shared with a special few, because they would not be appreciated for the right reasons by the general public. Taken by Rick Poston in Minneapolis.

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Stark

You, who saw it all,

Captivated

By a flash of tulle

Aptly waited

For dusk to fall

Like a wash of cool,

Blue ink on paper

As white light

Smiled, unforgiving

Unto midnight

The wild, living

Song cried

A stark shadow,

Markings on the

Lark sparrow.

-mmd. 2019


Photography by Rick Poston

Minneapolis


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TDA *Bonus


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The Desert Affirmations





2019-09-07 04:33:08 +0000 UTC View Post

The Desert Adventure





As I gear up for what will be my final run of The Desert Adventure, I thought it appropriate for you all to have the first look at these gems.

This set was taken by R.Yokomoto during our spring session. Eva Luna was my accompanying muse, and it was our best ...

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In the Meadow *extended set

These were taken by Exhibit Photo PDX in a beautiful meadow during golden hour after a full day of shooting in three spectacular locations. He was experimenting with different lens babies, which is why the images have some blur. We started calling this set "Vintage Playboy," because this portion of the shoot felt very reminiscent of 70s Playboy.

Enjoy! XO

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In the Meadow *full set

These were taken by Exhibit Photo PDX in a beautiful meadow during golden hour after a full day of shooting in three spectacular locations. He was experimenting with different lens babies, which is why the images have some blur. We started calling this set "Vintage Playboy," because this portion of the shoot felt very reminiscent of 70s Playboy.

Enjoy! XO

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Tonight.

Hello & happy September.

Thank you to everyone who are still logged in as we approach autumn.

I hope everyone is having a safe and happy Labor Day weekend.

Tonight, I'll be posting more from this meadow set, taken by Exhibit Photo PDX in Portland, Oregon.

XO.

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Sleight of Hand

You're the best kept secret I've ever known

Coming undone at the lies you have sewn

You just wanted somebody to bleed for you

For everybody you thought to be deceiving you


Trustless to that bleeder

Who needed you

Torn open the vessel, now you're all

alone

Cause you've broken something you no

Longer own.


Paranoia has corrupted your soul straight through

Studying me to find integrity in you

With yo...

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Sacred Bath




This is about as erotic as my work will ever get. I do not pose this openly for most people, and I certainly do not share my most sensual works with the public.

Oh, and a bonus color image for you. Photosensualis very rarely posts any work in color.

Photographed ...

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Sacred Bath

Wisdom written on my slate,

Once starved with hunger.

Thirst, parched with wonder.

Now I've too much on my plate.

If I should take another bite,

I would lose my appetite.

But I've already sealed my fate..

And it's too late.

So release the hate,

Feel about serrated edges,

Reel around the spaded dredges

Of a long awaited escape..

Spill out the jaded and faded message,

Losing it's behated shape,

Of the celibates'...

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At the Pool w. Evyenia *bonus outtakes

2019-08-14 21:41:14 +0000 UTC View Post

At the Pool w. Evyenia *full set

2019-08-14 21:14:06 +0000 UTC View Post

Twilight in the Forest

2019-08-07 17:39:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Silly Outtakes

Since I shared some images from my first shoot with Evyenia, I thought I'd show you some photos that simply didn't work, but are enjoyable if you have a sense of humor.

Our photographer, Eric, wanted to try shooting in this abandoned auditorium using body stockings. As you can see, some concepts clearly just don't work out the way you imagined. Evyenia and I tried to make it happen, but we spent a lot of the time giggling at the absurdity.

2019-08-07 17:08:51 +0000 UTC View Post

Evyenia

Today, photographer Eric Alter and Evyenia are taking a trip down from NYC to my cottage for a full day shoot. So it only seems right to post some images from the last shoot we all did together. This series was shot in an abandoned school house. I'm honestly not a huge fan of shooting in abandoned buildings or overly urban settings, but I'll admit this was an exceptional location. XO.


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Curls - Photosensualis

Here is a sweet little film Photosensualis made from a shoot back in Woodstock, NY.


Password: CurlyCurls838


Enjoy ;)

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Lush Oregon

Apologies for the mega late post. My wifi isn't working and I'm working from my cellular data, which is slow going. Bear with me!

Here is a bit from my shoot with Exhibit Photo PDX. Oregon is truly one of the most gorgeous and lush places I have ever worked. I look forward to returning.


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August!

Just a quick note to say THANK YOU for keeping with me and WELCOME to my newcomers. My Patreon is slowly but steadily evolving, and I'm grateful for your patience as I shift into my next chapter. Not only are patron perks evolving, but so is the Patreon platform. They're finally putting work into this website that give artists more creative freedom. I'm looking forward to sharing more with you.

This summer is flying by, and I'm just trying to savor each moment. I have been practicing mi...

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Shameless Millenial


I never share stuff like this. But I saw my reflection in this beautiful bathroom and felt like taking a quick shot. It will never be shown anywhere else, so I thought you might appreciate it. ❤

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Eye Contact




Some bonus self portraits for my bonus peeps.


Are you interested in seeing this set in color? Let me know!

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Early Morning Vanity






2019-07-27 03:28:52 +0000 UTC View Post

This Morning

I was so inspired after sprucing up my little sun room yesterday, I took some self portraits this morning at 7AM.


I had to finish and submit my articles today, because I will be away for the weekend, so I was not able to edit and post the full set tonight, as planned.


Over the next two days, every tier will have a little something special from this set.


Here are 3 for my $1 patrons, just cause. ❤

Thank you.


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A Peek Into The Cottage

July has been a crazy month. Being a shore town, it's the busiest month for the newspaper. I'm happy for the work, and it allows me to engage with interesting people often.


I have a roommate moving into the spare room in my house, so I've been doing a lot of cleaning and reorganizing.


I also have a full day shoot in my house next week, so I've been trying to make a simple and elegant space to work in that is a little different from what I've been doing.

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