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4/11/18

Hi.

This image is from eight days ago; my last day in Jersey, saying goodbye to my grandfather.

He is now in the hospital. So please keep him in your thoughts. It is very difficult for me to be on the other side of the country during this time.

Aside from having my grandfather in the back of my mind, my California tour has been productive and fulfilling. I posed for many beautiful images, ate some beautiful meals, and met some beautiful new friends.

Live on Tumblr are the beh...

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The Last Shot

This shot was entitled, "Cliche," by Amr.

Can you guess why?

This is the same location we are traveling to today, but will not be part of the series to be shown at The Westons. 

This was the last shoot of the day. My energy had suddenly taken a significant nose dive, and we had simultaneously lost the light. I was on my lady holiday, so this was a very appropriate final image.


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Hello, California.

I made it to California, and my luggage made it too, finally! 

Today, I am shooting with Amr and Craig in this beautiful location, seen above. 

Amr has put together a gorgeous thematic series of these nudes, both of myself and Sekaa, which he will show at this weekend's Weston Workshop at Wildcat Hill. 

Last night, I watched Amr painfully penciling fractions as he matted these beautiful prints. If you are wondering why the prints in your patron packages are seldom ma...

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Happy Easter (or Passover!)

Remember when I was having trouble posting to Tumblr a week ago? Well, that post is now (FINALLY) live on Tumblr.

Also going live tonight, images and behind the scenes from my scouting trip to Moab. 

Day after tomorrow, I am flying to California to begin my month long tour, which ultimately has me ending up in Moab, for The Desert Adventure.

I have been spending the last few days trying to pack, file my taxes, and take care of my grandfather, who has been needing a lot of extr...

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This morning...

This morning, Steven Solheim visited me at my little house, and in between very thorough discussions about life, language, philosophy, folk music and literature, we made some lovely images in the natural light. 

It was a delight to collaborate and share with another deep thinking human. 

Thank you so much for coming!

PS; That post I was trying to load for hours last week is finally live on the 25+ blog. The 5+ blog will be up to speed tomorrow. Enjoy.

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Live from Moab:

Me trying not to destroy my computer in the making of Patreon posts.

Content up on Tumblr...

But of course, not the original post I've been trying to upload all week!!!!!!!!

Go check it out 😇

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Greetings from Moab!

Hello all;

So, I have been trying to upload 3 posts to Tumblr for the last 4 days, and I simply cannot get them to load. I have this issue far too often, and especially while I'm in Moab, (sub-optimal wifi signal) but I don't know a better alternative. Open to suggestions, please!

I am so sorry that I haven't been able to share with you. I will be sharing a ton as soon as I can get the content to POST. Any image loading basically freezes Tumblr solid.

Anyw...

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Upcoming.

As of today, I have officially finished writing and revising the literature for my third book;

Tuolumne Nudes: Musings of a Muse. 

This book is comprised of 32 pages, and includes images photographed by Allyn Saroyan during a 5 day photographic trip to Tuolumne Meadows, and four powerful poems, all inspired in part by my experience in Yosemite.

In the next few days, I will give you some exclusive previews as well as sharing some outtakes with you, her...

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BTS with Photosensualis

Some behind the scenes snapshots from my most recent shooting with Photosensualis are up on Tumblr. See prior post for the latest password.

xo

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BTS

Some behind the scenes from my time with Photosensualis coming atcha tomorrow. xo

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A Notion of Home; Personal

Up on the blogs.

Go check it out.

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New tumblr password;

dionysu5

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New tumblr password:

p3rseph0ne

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The rare gesture of a smile...

📷 Photosensualis 

Florida, 2018.

xo

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Clean, white garment.

📷Photosensualis 

Florida 2018.


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Upcoming.

I had a very productive week with Photosensualis. Here is a preview of what's to come.

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A Notion of Home; Concluding Mantra

www.persephonean-pipedream.tumblr.com

password: persephon3

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A Notion of Home; Concluding Mantra

www.monique-patreon.tumblr.com

password: di0nysus


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On the Notion of Home

The other night

I dreamt a dream

I’d lost my oars

Into the stream.


The stream I’d trained

To placid daydream

Had come un-tame

To rapids raging


For I had, myself, deceived

Anchored to what I felt I needed

I knew too well, I should have heeded

Head turnt towards what I believed


And hard against my plenty warning

Of the many dark clouds a-forming

The stark and steady shroud forebodin...

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Back at it!

Just want to extend my deepest thanks to each and every one of you for keeping with me in March; and also WELCOME to my new patrons. You are putting the wind in my creative sails and I cannot be more grateful for your support.

I just returned home from a short trip to Mexico and a week of collaborating with my absolute favorites, Photosensualis! 

This morning I am at the doctor with my grandfather, and I am thrilled to report that he is looking and feeling better and better every ti...

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Is anyone else having trouble?

Are any of you having trouble getting onto my tumblr pages?

For example, a never ending "captcha" sequence...?

Please let me know.

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Spring Morning

This series with Photosensualis is going live on Tumblr tonight.

It's just too good to wait.

xo.


***UPDATE; this series is live on Tumblr. 

Even a rare color series up on $25+

Enjoy.

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BTS with Photosensualis

A candid shot by Photosensualis during our photo inspired adventures in northern Florida.

Fun fact; kayaking is among my favorite activities. 

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Behind the Scenes with Photosensualis

A candid image shot by Photosensualis during some of our photo inspired adventures in northern Florida.

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2/22

My sincerest apologies for going dark.

I was in Mexico for five days, and for an 'all-inclusive resort,' I certainly did not expect the wifi (available for an additional charge) to be basically non existent.

But if I'm being honest, it was an added luxury not to have a working cellphone.

This was the first trip in a long time that did not involve work at all. It was also probably the most expensive trip I have ever taken for myself. 

Something you might not know about me...

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Valentines Day

Counting the buttons

A white collared shirt

Later to remark upon it

Thick, wet red clay

Caught through the window

By soft smiling eyes

Innocently navigating

She climbs away.

So gently, large hands maneuver

Deliberate, quiet movements

Laden with intent, no electron wasted

The soul informs the hands

Drawing with want

Extensions of a great composer

Directing the elements

In harmonic symphony

The sky is over ...

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Diversion 2/12

As I work on 'The Notion of Home,' another aside;

Wading in a Woodstock waterfall with my beautiful friend, Nala. Shot 3-4 years ago by Photosensualis. This was such a warm and wonderful day (aside from Nala lying down in stinging nettle). Whenever Nala and I are together, there is an enormous amount of giggling going on. 

Today is a dreary winter day in Jersey, so I will think about crisp cedar water on a hot July day.

February patron packages are going out today, so some of ...

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The Early Autumn Reaping

The Early Autumn Reaping

[The Purge; Precursor to ‘A Notion of Home’]


An intense, personal poem I wrote while purging

during my aforementioned Ayurvedic cleanse.

Part one can be found on the $5+ blog.

The complete poem can be found on the $25+ blog.

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Deviation

While I continue to compose 'A Notion of Home,' here is a brief and fleeting daydream of a sunny moment in the eye of a pretty treacherous hurricane, about 1.5 years ago along the Florida gulf.

Looking forward to returning here to do some more work with Photosensualis in just about two weeks.

It has been a cold winter.

xo.

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Questions?

For select patrons, I am extending this invitation.

Until Monday, I will answer any questions you have.

They can be as broad or as specific as you like. You can even refer to particular passages in my writing, or specific images. 

Not that I'm really worried about this in this forum, but just for the record, please do not ask me any inappropriate, sexual questions. 

XO.

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