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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 11

Chase mutters his thanks and gets out the MINI at a run, heading straight for the entrance of the hospital. Blinking water from his eyes, he stuffs his hands into the pocket of his jeans, hunches up his shoulders and stamps his feet. Fuck, it's cold. He peers inside through the huge rotating glass doors. Now that he's here, he isn't sure what to do. He hesitates, biting his lips and thinks.

Okay, first, he needs to know where Gabriel is. Or what happened to him. He doesn't think hospita...

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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 10

"Are you Gabriel Ward's guardian?"

Startled, Lucas glances up, just only noticing the nurse in front of him. "Gabriel is my charge, yes." He stands, nerves jangling. "How is he?"

The nurse is sympathetic when she speaks. "As you might have already known, Gabriel has been severely beaten and there were signs of sexual assault. He suffered internal hemorrhage in his brain and anal region. We were able to stop the bleeding with the surgery. There's also a hairline fracture to his lef...

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[PREVIEW] MWR up!

Nerd doing housework.. it's the end of the world XD

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[TIER 2] Guilty Conscience 2.0

Who else gets guilty staying in and then try to be crazy productive? LOL

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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 9

When they arrive at the hospital, they're met by a doctor and three nurses at the door to the emergency unit. The doctor is quick to ask about his stats, the head paramedic handing over a clipboard. He reads it on the go, striding alongside the nurses as they roll the stretcher to the emergency room. Trailing at his side, the head paramedic lists off a few observations. Chase manages to catch words like; trauma victim, massive blood loss, head injuries and possible concussion, as he follows, ...

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[MERCH] Punk Plush pictures collage!

Heyhey! I heard that a lot of you have already gotten your Punk plush! Some of you tweeted it to me and some on insta! Too bad Patreon doesn't allow you all to send me photos! I'm so want to see the pics!! So I was thinking, if you all want to send in pictures of your punk plush, you can send it to me at sakuradayana.pltarts@gmail.com And I'll make a extra episode of Nerd on Twatch with all the pictures to share on Patreon, Webtoon and Tapas! I'll also put your name under the...

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[PREVIEW] MWR canon smut up!

And we finally delved into Punk x Ash first time together OWO

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[TIER 10] MWR: Escape

And we finally get to see PunkxAsh sex scene! XD In Punk's POV though hehehe XD

When we first heard about Punk's gay sex, we all were all pretty much blaming Ash cause Punk said he was drunk >.< but as you can see, he really do think that he was the bad one in this story, that's why when Bane accused him of using Ash, Punk didn't deny it >.< Punk was actually still in a bad place when he started uni UWU

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[PREVIEW] MWR nsfw illustration up!

Who's a fan of Punk x Ash smut? XD

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[TIER 7] MWR: Punk x Ash NSFW illustration

Up next, as you can guess, we finally get some Punk x Ash smut XD

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[PREVIEW] MWR up!

Guess who wins in the 'keeping their own thing' when living together department? XD

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[TIER 2] MWR: Moral Dilemma

When you be dealing with moral dilemma every morning... Who else does this? *raise hand*

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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 8

Warning for rape and violence. Please proceed with caution.

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Water floods into his lungs. He can't breathe. His body convulses as he trashes. Every breath burns as he desperately tries to get air into his protesting lungs. He's suffocating. Swallowing lungfuls of water through his nose and mouth, his screams turning into bubbles in front of his eyes, he realizes. So this is how drowning feels like.

Then, all of a sudden, he can breathe again. Gabriel gasp...

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[PREVIEW] April Fool illustration up!

This month's postcard! <3

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[PREVIEW] MWR up!

And we're back to Punk x Nerd! You all must have missed them XD

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[TIER 3] [TIER 15] April Fool's postcard!

This will be this month's postcard! A lil April Fool and a lil Easter mixed in XD Hehehe a personality swap XD Dayum, Nerd make a good Punk lol I think better than Punk XD

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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 7 (part 2)

Warning for rape and violence. Please proceed with caution.

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"Aww, shit. You made a fucking mess, kid!" John groans, looking down at his lap, bile and drool pooling around his groin. "Pass me that rag over there."

Coughing violently, Gabriel snatches up the cloth John pointed and starts cleaning the mess he had made. John had been rough, pushing his head down onto his cock forcefully until he choked, unable to stop the vomit from spilling out. With trembl...

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[TIER 10] IATL: Chapter 7 (part 1)

Gabriel closes his eyes and tries to breathe. He knows that if he tells Chase the truth, he'll end up losing him. Of course, he told him anyway. He can't not tell him. A friendship based on lies and deception is no friendship at all. And Chase deserves more than that. Unable to hold back the tears, he lets them fall, footsteps loud in the hallway.

He'd been foolish, thinking he's worthy of Chase's time and attention- had used his generosity and big heart for his own selfish rea...

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Jungle Trekking

If you're jungle trekking with a path, you still have to beware of poisonous insects like centipedes and leeches. Snakes too. Sometimes, you hear something big moving in the bushes and you can't see it. It's pretty scary lol. And it's always loud in the forest, mostly from the insects.

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Dual Meaning

'The bill' in English in Malay is spelled 'bil'. And it's the exactly spelling as butt in Dutch: bil. And for those who are interested, they call butts 'billen' cause you have to have two cheeks XD One bil is one cheek XD

ps: I really did give him a custom made keychain for baby daddy's bag back in the days XD It says 'I love bil' XD XD XD

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[TIER 2] MWR: Moving In

And we move on to the next phase of all relationships <3 

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Skin Whitening

When I came back from Europe to Malaysia, everyone is expecting me to have fair skin lmao but I was tanner than when I was in Malaysia. They were so shocked lmao 

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Freezing

It's very jarring with this contrast especially in the car.. I can't get used to heatings in car lmao I've never gotten carsick until I'm in a car in Europe with the heater blasting owo I'm an airco person XD

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Partying

Seeing how university life is associate with partying with beers and red cups, that experience has not really been my norm. However, baby daddy, who started drinking at 13 or 15 I think (his first alcohol is baileys LMAO)

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Public Toilet

Are you a sitter or squater? XD Maybe the reason for the stable Asian squat is that we've been trained since young to squat lol

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[PREVIEW] MWR backstory up!

Who's brave? XD

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[TIER 5] MWR: To Be A Bad Person

I do believe that people are all born to be good or to want to do good. Of course, with the exception of life, circumstances and situation they see themselves in >.<

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Spicy Breakfast

When you're used to heavy breakfast like nasi lemak and roti canai and you see your partner eating bread or cereal.. =,=

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Cough Medicine

Who here has drink cough meds that just knock you the f*** out lmao? Try the Malaysian cough med, that is some strong drug XD

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[TIER 2] Banana Milkshake: Coming Out, Luuk

The other side of the spectrum. Instead of avoiding the problem, they hatch it out and talk about it. ENDLESS talk. If it can't be solve today, we continue talking about it again the next day lmao

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