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[Lulu/Alvin] Lulu's Birthday Instructions

Lulu's birthday is on the final day of the year, and she's got a bit of a wish list.

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[Stellar Dynamics] Episodes 1.1, 1.2, 1.3

In the distant future, the Lonicera Space Station evacuates five people from the dying planet Earth to participate in the Intergalactic Song Competition. The goal: to prove humanity is worth being saved from extinction. The problem: none of the selected participants know how to make music. For Lulu and her fellow evacuees, it is now time to (re)discover life, love, and the meaning of creation.

This (alternate universe) illustrated ...

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[Lulu/Alvin] 'Tis the season...

...for teasing and rewarding good boys. (That's just every season, but I digress.)

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Writing Log #14 - "Hot pizza isn't breakfast. But cold pizza is."

Title quote sponsored by the fact that I had pizza twice this week, oops.

【Life update】
Removed a bunch of stressors from my life, got new eczema meds (efficacy pending lmao), permanently switched from OneDrive and MSOffice to more secure and open-source software. Took a while to set everything up, but I'm glad for it. All my backups are...back up, one might say.

Also did another round of QA work for 2024-11-28 13:35:46 +0000 UTC View Post

[Lulu/Alvin] [Free] A little meme for Monday morning...

Honest, Your Honour! I like his fat juicy ginormous succulent mouth-watering...personality.

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[Lulu/Alvin] Bodywriting

I think she got the message across :P

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(I'm still sick unfortunately, but I was able to draw this today, yay! Being out of commission for 2 weeks got me itching to draw SO MANY THINGS. One day I'll catch up... one day...)

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Writing Log #13 - "Be my player two?"

Getting this out of the way before we're all eaten by spooky ghosts!

【Life update】

So I got sick, which changed my plans a bit. Writing this with sniffles and a headache, and hoping that the worst (a swallowing-glass type sore throat immune to painkillers, oof) is over. I'm going back to bed after this post--fingers crossed I'll be fully back in action starting November.

【Commissions / Schedule】 

I worked extra hard on com...

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[Lulu/Alvin] [Exclusive] Owning him

Gentle femdom sure is a spectrum. :3c

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[Lulu/Alvin] How to spoon: gentle femdom style

Either way, both sides win. :3c

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[Free] Lulu phone wallpaper

Got commissioned to draw a wallpaper of our favourite tomboy domme and also made a Bluelu version :P Enjoy!

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Writing Log #12 - I forgot to add a title and I'm not even gonna pretend otherwise at this point.

I told myself I'd finish the second draft for chapter 2 to make the Book Club gang proud, no matter what. So I did. And passed out right after. Please forgive the one day delay :P

[Life update]

The middle of the month was a bit rough, including a trip to the emergency clinic for Sunny, but he's doing a lot better now (maybe a little TOO good, that little orange menace). In other news, I'm working on commissions again as of today, but I'll dedicate as much time as ...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Reading smut together~

I think he's right about his assessment of this book... :P

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[Lulu/Alvin] Don't forget to praise your domme too!

Wanted to do something cute again! (This is low-key inspired by how bad I am at responding to people telling me they like what I do...)

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[Lulu/Alvin] A domme walks into a grocery store...

...and gets terribly distracted. See, this is why she has a wonderful service sub.

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Writing Log #11 - "You're saying there are hot single robots in my area."

Another month is coming to an end! (Already!? <- how I feel every single time)

【Life update】

I adopted a kitten last week! His name is Dr. Sunny, he's sleeping on my lap as I'm writing this, and of course you'll find the cat tax in the images of this post c: Keeping an eye on him because he woke up with sneezes and sniffles today, and I've been dealing with pretty bad (unrelated) insomnia, so I'm taking the breaks I need - but big thing...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Duality of a domme's loyal puppy

Better not mess with him! ...or, uh, don't mess with her.

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🛼🦥 [Books] Big Guys Want to Be Desired Too!

Helloooooo Book Club members!

My new book - my first illustrated short story - is out!

2025/6/10 update: The book is now included in the Book Club tier membership! Get your copy here: https://caede17223.itch.io/big-guys-want-to-be-desired-too/patreon-access

Alternatively, it can of course be purchased via the regular itchio link: 2024-08-14 17:03:55 +0000 UTC View Post

[Lulu/Alvin] [Exclusive] New book illustrations

Here's the illustrations to go along with the NSFW chapter of the new short story PDF releasing later this month! :)

It's a cute 'first time' scene about focusing on each other and sex being more than just penetration. And of course, there's always elements of gentle femdom and big boi submission with these two... 👀

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"Big Guys Want to Be Desired Too!" - Chapter 1

Hello Book Club members!

I've been hard at work for my new illustrated short story that will be released later this month, and I wanted to offer you all a look at the first chapter. You'll find it in the attachments of this post - comes with 4,500 words, the cover art, one full page illustration, and a cute little chibi doodle at the end.

This short story follows Alvin on his journey to learning to love himself. The full version will include three more chapters and 6...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Oops, time flies...

Perks of having a good boy: Lulu doesn't have to choose between gaming and sexy times. Alvin is more than happy to let her have both.

(They do take breaks for hydration and such. But it's certainly fun to imagine they just keep going for hours and hours and hours... 🤭)

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[Lulu/Alvin] + [Friend's OCs] Big boys are HOT 🔥

Doodle featuring the usual suspects and my friend Rainie's OCs Jude and Olive :) Check out their amazing art for more big boy rep!! https://bsky.app/profile/rainynie.bsky.social

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Writing Log #10 - "Does that mean I get to kiss the princess now?"

The end of another month is approaching (how!?), so it's time for another writing log! I usually write these on the weekend, but progress has been so phenomenal I'm making a rare Thursday post.

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In Sanctuary 17223 news, like I said in the previous log, this month was for updating my reference documents and brainstorming to get ready for the second draft. That's all done!

What I'm doing for the rest of the month is letting those notes sink in and work ...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Their first D/s session

Even gentle femdom is a lot more difficult and complex than it seems at first glance! Though sure enough, Lulu is overthinking for no reason here. ;)

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[Lulu/Alvin] Domme who calls you "dude" in bed

The ultimate bro domme, sweaty lewds, spit feeding, AND facesitting? Phew, this one's a lot! Gonna have to go cool off myself :P

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Writing Log #9 - Of body worship and body...horror?

June is slowly coming to an end, so here's the first monthly edition of these logs!

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Starting off with a digital book project:
I began working on the side story "Big guys want to be desired too!", a 3~4 chapter illustrated short story about Alvin deciding he's going to love his body--and as we can all guess, Lulu is going to love the hell out of it too :P

The story will include discussions about fatphobia and body shaming in the context of finding self-love and support...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Just pretend...

Oh, looks like he's a toy again. Well, who would complain in Lulu's hands? 😋

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Tier update: 50% off from now on!

Hi everyone!

I'm cutting the price for both tiers in half. You'll be charged the new, cheaper amount with your next renewal (or immediately if you become a member now). The perks remain the same, but writing logs will now be bigger monthly posts.

Basic tier: 5 CAD → 2.50 CAD (roughly 1.80 USD)
Writing tier: 15 CAD → 7.50 CAD...

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Writing Log #8 - "I think I've reached the part where things get weird."

I almost forgot to write this post because I didn't realize it was Friday already. Almost time to do some reading, gaming, and involuntary lore daydreaming for the weekend! As much as I know I need breaks, it's hard not to think of the dorks...

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Thanks to this current chapter being pretty tense, I wanted to do more writing to keep the flow going but decided to call it a day at 2k words today, or 7,200 words total this week. I stopped close to a pretty monumental mom...

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[Lulu/Alvin] Her favourite toy~

Alvin is always more than happy to be used... 😋

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Writing Log #7 - "Screw you. I'm going out of bounds!"

Whew, I'm beat this week! I put a lot more into making the PDF than I thought I was going to, but I'm really happy with how it turned out. I'm so grateful for everyone who requested it here and/or bought it.

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This week I wrote 6,200 words, and seeing as I'm writing this at 11pm in my time, you can guess how close I was to missing my own deadline...but I did it! The first draft for chapter 4 is complete at a massive 20,700 words. I have a TON of editing note...

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