Qinni

[Breath of life] wip

Hi guys, sorry, second week after chemo has been kind of the worst, I’m so tired an nauseous I really have trouble sketching and replying to anyone at all. Hoping to go through msgs then. I can’t even do anything at all, please forgive me. I’m hoping next week will be better, thank you guys for sticking around :). I really love this idea so I wanna redo it...

[Fragile] v.2

alright, officially version 2, I'm done with this, I can't look at it anymore. thanks everyone for their input and following through this! I've attached a large png file of this, hope it's big enough. I'm gonna kinda just...drop haha.....I woke up super terrible today cause I overpushed my body yesterday. Feeling a little better now but my whole body just wants to disappear into the abyss. Sorry for all the updates xD~ ily guys

Dunno which one I should choose ahhhh

Help me choose one cause I've been looking at this for way too long and I'm so tired today and I can't look at this anymore asdfasdfasdfasfasasdf

[Fragile]

Some WIPs~! I'm so tired today haha, nausea city, meeeee. I think I'm done....I think. I hope. I can't look at it anymore. xD;;
I've attached a bigger version of this drawing without the watermarks :3. lemme know if you want an even bigger version or something tho

Second chemo finished~! +WIP

I'm still a little a little chemo looped up tho, it's running through me and I feel Sooooooooo sick rn loll, the nausea is neverending and I can't eat anything. During chemo was a little better tho, look, i drew something! Also I got my HP sprocket so I could document everything! this was just a test run, The Untamed is still kinda my obsession atm lol (it's just a chinese drama lmao. highly recommended thoooo it's on nextflix ;) ). Plus I only hurled ONCE. haha. accomplishment. xD

I'm ...

Thinking of doing patreon merch?

I just got an email inviting me to do patreon merch but I’ve no idea how the quality is, and most importantly how many of you guys are interested xD. Their selection of stuff includes posters, mugs, t shirts and 4x4” dye cut vinyl stickers...interested in some? I might make a poll every week and send out the fav design? I’d have to charge the beginning of the month tho. Also patreon takes a pretty big cut. Like $17 base cut for a poster and a minimum lifetime pledge 😅 (the print on d...

[Fragile] wip2

what I have so far. My second chemo is coming up so I won't be around for a while....depending on.....what happens....but esp during chemo, it kinda messes with my head so I can't really remember anything during chemo xD;; I doubt I'll be able to go online or whatnot but maybe this round would be different. I'm so nervous hahaha...

oh, also, I can't access patreon with my phone for some reason (prob cause it's old AF LOL), and I'll only have my phone on me. Peeps who msged me, I'll get ...

[Fragile] lineart

finishing this old sketch I did years ago xD~

personal health update//

So I've been running a low fever for the past few days due to chemo killing a lot of my white blood cells lol. I went into the emergency room when I realized my fever hit 38.6, had to stay at the hospital for a night for antibiotics IV after the doc said I had a bit of pneumonia, but at least they've releas...

There's hair everywhere T___T;;

Logically I know it was coming but finding it literally everywhere is so annoying lmaoo 

and yes I accidentally chewed the hair but didn't actually swallow it lol. I swear it fell onto my food after I picked it up xD

So I sorted out and made a visual list of stuff I wanna redo

There's so many ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

These need to be redone either because it's so old I just need to redo it, or, for most of these, they were drawn onto a sketchbook the size of a credit card, which I took photos of before cleaning it up and colouring them, so the quality is double bad xD;;;. completely unprintable. And also there's sketches I wanna finish xD

god this took so long hahaha. It's ordered in priority...sort of....it's a little more random towards the bottom...

Flowering Wound

process:

I like to pretend my blue and purple bruises are little galaxies xD

Every time I come back from a hospital stay, my arms are marked up with wounds from blood drawing to nurses for some reason never able to find my IV cause my arms are too small and they can't find the vein hahaha "orz ~...

Flowering Wounds [coloured wip]

not sure what i wanna put as hair xD

My body has been fighting me these days, sorry, I'm at the point where I'm considering getting those extra shots of morphine (i'm allowed lol. for breakthrough pain). 

Sorry, can't linger, I'm just gonna throw this up and run. 

Resting [process] + got discharged yay xD~

Okay, I felt like I needed to do render this video first before updating with health news, I dunno why haha;;;. but yeah, there's the ref I used for this in the video xD~

I've been slowly going through the private messages you guys sent, I will def get to it slowly xD~ As for comments on posts, that might take a little more time.

So health update - they actually sent me home haha, i thought they were gonna keep me for a few more days cause that's what they usually like to do, ...

Resting [sketch] + mini update

Hey guys~ I’m so sorry for not updating at all here, I’m actually still at the hospital right now. I tried drawing more but it was impossible, so this is a bit of an old sketch I finished, sorry it’s old haha “orz. I will upload a process video once I don’t have to suffer the hospital wifi anymore lol. I did use ref for this, was supposed to be a fun sketch but I liked it too much and wanted to elaborate.

So small update: some of you guys prob already saw on twitte...

Fighting!

 First of all, 

Thank you guys for ALL the support, omg, I never expected this much, honestly. This helps so much, cause my mother actually just quit her job so she could take care of me, so having this means I don't feel as much of a burden, so thank you guys so SO MUCh. I cannot even emphasis it enough, I don't know how to. I hope my body can cope with it enough so I can produce a bit more content between treatments :) <3~ 

I'm still slowly rep...

Marked | WIP

I'm getting a lot of private messages, and I need some time to reply to everyone, I'm really sorry :(. I can only access patreon via my computer so I can't just lie down and reply to everyone. 

a little update

Hi guys. I'm honestly not sure how to update everyone on this.....I just got the news pretty  much this afternoon so I'm still processing this. Doc gave about a year, year and a half because it's already stage 4, but here's to hoping I can last longer? hahaha....sorry....

I apologize I haven't been update my art, I actually got hospitalized for almost 3 weeks, and they only just let me go a few days ago and I still feel pretty terrible tbh....

sorry. I'm not sure w...

sketching~

Wanted to expand on a sketch I initially did before. Accidentally worked into like...2am...whoops. it's the morning and now i regret it hahahaha

I'm not sure if I want clean this up traditionally or not though...but at the moment I'm working on the book cover for the US edition of The Lost Princess. 

Migration - cleaned up

This was like, super duper sketchy, and so I decided to clean it up as best as I could without completely just redoing it....and wow it took me so long lmao. just, ridiculously long. I'm so pooped hahaha "orz

I still really like the way this part turned out haha

Gonna go do a CT tomorrow, I'm k...

Sketches

Some warm up sketches, used ref for some of them.

A little update on ma health that kinda prompted the left bottom sketch xD: Got two calls from BC Cancer, one telling me I have an appointment next week, and another one from an actual doctor telling me most of the pathologists think it's a slow growing sarcoma cancer...though, they do want to do more tests like MRI and biopsy from my abdomen to be sure. I'm just really tired tho. I thought the heart disease was gonna be like, the w...

Kiki's Bakery

actual size ^

welcome to my foray into pixel art animation xD~ Occasionally I'm pretty glad I learned animation hahaha

Process shots:

2019-11-16 00:21:30 +0000 UTC View Post

🗡️🌺🌸 | sketch wip

hello new patrons :D  Thank you guys so much for the support~~ this is something I've been working on and off for like the past year hahaha...still in sketch stage though. xD  

close up :D~

I dunno if I'll finish this tbh xD;;.....the details will prob kill me xD;;

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Also, don't show people yet, but I got commissioned to do a US version co...

Birdcage

It's done yay :D . My body is sooooo not good these days, but I finally finished this so i'm pretty happy haha. Pretty stressed about everything these days, wish I could hear back from BC Cancer soon u__u;;;; they were supposed to call me last week...Canadian health care is decent but its so slow....

sorry i'm not as good at replying these days, i'm just so tired xD;;

Close up:

2019-11-05 20:05:30 +0000 UTC View Post

Halloweeeeeen

a quick lil pixel art for my tamagotchi, inspired by Ghost Choir by Louie Zong. Pixel art is surprisingly fun haha

Progress:

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Bird Cage WIP

I got discharged~! yesterday~! Although I kind of felt really sick from eating the hospital food, so I couldn't really do anything the rest of the day. I also don't feel great this morning, but I'm always kinda nauseated in the mornings >.>;. At least i got a decent night's sleep I guess. 

ANYWAYS. This is what I got so far haha, i'm still kind of figure out the colouring of...literally everything else and how to approach it properly....but the skin is kinda done so far? xD 2019-10-29 18:21:08 +0000 UTC View Post

Hospital sketches lol

These are just some referenced practice sketches. Fixed one of them digitally loll whoops

Just gonna rant a bit tho.

Just had one of the clinic doctors (not my main doc, thank god) tell me that my heart disease will probably never get better, in a “you should probably give up your hopes and dreams and just live with being a cripple, here’s a guide to writing a will (an actual thing she offered to me)” kind of way, and before she left she was like “we don’t ev...

Birb cage pencil doneee finally "orz

Heyyyyyy yeaahhhhhh wow this took forever. I had to redo certain lines over again to work on the line weight, and my hand really isn't that steady as it used to. I had to use a piece of plastic so my hand doesn't smudge this, and had to clean the plastic every once in a while xD.

 Got the piece of plastic from the scar silicone scar pad I use for my, well, scars. xD. i gotta tape it down cau...

Moon Forest | Pixel art

Actual size^

WIP:

Forest BG WIP (pixel arting for the first time)

actual size is 128x128 pixels, using 16 colours

No idea what I'm doing if I'm honest, just trying it out. I've always really wanted to try pixel art but it's so hard to do lines. bg seems a little easier, esp since this is a more natural bg

So I really want a pet, but since my mom doesn't want one right now, I got a new tamagotchi lmao. That's like, pretty much a pet right? LOL. Anyways, ...

Threading [WIP]

Added a cute fat birb. Not sure if it makes a difference though, but I like it there :3

Just got back to Canada yesterday. Gonna jetlag for another week xDD. My heart palpitations has gotten pretty bad the past few days so I'm kinda glad to be back, just in case something happens (since all my doctors are here lol). Another part of my wish i didn't have to leave cause my grandad is pretty sick...Anyways, nevermind, I couldn't stay anyways, I have a lot of doctors appointments...