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Competition | Part II

Author’s Note: I’ve had this story on my mind for a while, and even started writing pieces of it last October. I have about 12 stories I’ve started in some capacity, but they never win the polls. I’m glad this one won an entire year later because I could connect it to another story I wrote recently and keep them in the same universe. I’ve split them into two parts due to the length. This is the second part. Happy Halloween Eve.

Competition

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FOMO: Fear of Morbid Obesity

Author’s Note: Another fan suggested a story back in July.

[Content Warning: Force-feeding, immobility, health issue, blackmail, and humiliation.]

FOMO: Fear of Morbid Obesity

Rodney fucked up Colt’s life. He never should’ve messaged Rodney, let alone decide to meet Rodney after Rodney messaged him on a feederism app called Porkr. Rodney’s profile allured the Colt with dark fantasies that Colt developed himself over the years. Colt n...

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Sweet Defeat (Poem)

Author’s Note: I’ve been on a sugar kick lately and decided to try to write a poem from the perspective of a morbidly obese diabetic. I used a couplet poem, and to make this more fun/challenging for me to write, the first word of each line spells out “FEED ME TO IMMOBILITY AND DEATH.” At least that’s how it is in my original document. Patreon has a habit of reformatting and resizing things I write, so it may look a bit different. #JustDeathFeedistThings 

Sweet Def...

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Non-Scale Victories

Author’s Note: This is a blend of discussing personal troubles, academic discourse, and random ramblings about the desire to gain a lot of weight. It’s less of a story, but I think many of you will find it relatable and find some of the concepts discussed slightly erotic. I mix academics with sexual desire in this piece. I’ll get back to some normal bonus content soon. I also highly encourage you to interact with the text in the comments below. 

Non-s...

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Poll for November Story

Sorry for being tardy to the party. For whatever reason, I put up the poll but saved it as a draft instead of setting a date for it to open. I’m so very sorry and will do better.

Anyway, here is what I’m putting up for the poll this month.

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Competition | Part I

Author’s Note: I’ve had this story on my mind for a while, and even started writing pieces of it last October. I have about 12 stories I’ve started in some capacity, but they never win the polls. I’m glad this one won an entire year later because I could connect it to another story I wrote recently and keep them in the same universe. I’ve split them into two parts due to the length. This is 14 pages, and I feel like I’m only halfway through. 

Co...

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October Content Schedule

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Clogsworth Industries: dEATh

[Content Warning: Force feedings, immobility, health issue, and long-pig/fattening others for lard.]

Clogsworth Industries: dEATh

Orlin struggles to waddle toward the refrigerated section. It’s getting hard to walk now, especially with some rapid weight gain in the last six months. As a young adult, Orlin became obese, but not this morbidly obese. Most people found themselves in a similar position as obesity rates skyrocketed with the building of Clogsworth Indu...

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Sabotage Part 2

Author’s Note: A fan suggested a scene of a reluctant McAlister in a shop looking at mobility scooters with his boyfriend. Sometimes I get too busy to write everything I want, but I was ahead of schedule on writing and liked the idea. I’m always happy to pocket your ideas for later or put them in polls.

[Content Warning: Extreme weight gain, abuse and gaslighting, and non-consensual fattening.]

Sabotage | Part 2

The sale...

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Bad Habits Prequel

I’ve run a short series in my head and I am wondering if anyone would be interested in a Bad Habits prequel called Big Man on Campus. It explores Dylan in his college years, meeting Dan, and his first time acting on his dark desires to feed men to immobility (and death). 

Is this an interesting idea that I should try? 

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Outreach

Since Grommr instituted a new policy banning self-promotion, I’ve found it hard to market my page. I want to address two things from/with you so that I can continue to write stories.

First, if you know anyone interested in stories like the ones I write, I would be grateful if you let them know. 

Second, I want to ask you to participate in a poll letting me know where you heard about my stories. Please select all that apply. 

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October Poll

What do you want to see me write in October?

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Bad Habits | Chapter 17 | Dead Weight

[Content warning: This story includes SSBHM weight gain, queer sex, messy eating, drug use, romanticizing abusive relationships, immobility, and extreme obesity-related health issues. Reader Discretion advised.]

Author’s Note: I appreciate all of the support you’ve given me in this endeavor. The last chapter was a happy ending, and I hope you enjoyed it and that this one doesn’t ruin it for you. This is the dark, terrible, and sad ending to the series. I’m so so...

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September Schedule

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Binge

[Content Warning: Force feedings, messy eating and pig play, immobility and health issues talk]

Binge

The weight piled on and on. I never stopped to notice why. I mean, of course, I know you spent more time eating and less time exercising. You always were a fat fuck. “Perhaps It’s a glandular problem,” I vouched for you in my mind after noticing a 70 pound gain in one year after moving into the apartment. It just didn’t seem possible, but I let it go becau...

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Confessions of a Food Addict | Part II

Author’s Note: This story is the second section of Confessions for everyone paying $12 a month. Confessions 4-7 get a little darker discussing food addiction, obesity stereotypes, hygiene concerns, and masturbation issues.

Confessions of a Food Addict | Part II

Confession #4: Eating is my addiction.

In my last confession, I mentioned that eating is a vicious cycle and how much I can put away. This confession puts a name to...

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September Poll

Look! A poll! If you have anything you ever want to see in a poll, feel free to message me. I take suggestions. I don’t want to have to keep recycling the same ideas because I know you’re getting bored with seeing the same options, but I really need a spark of inspiration sometimes. 

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Bad Habits | Chapter 16 | FATal Attraction

[Content warning: This story includes SSBHM weight gain, queer sex, messy eating, drug use, romanticizing abusive relationships, immobility, and extreme obesity-related health issues. Reader Discretion advised.]

Author’s Note: What can I say? This chapter could’ve been two, but I thought why not? I appreciate all of the support you’ve given me in this endeavor. This is supposed to be the ”happy” ending to the series. I let a few people beta re...

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Bad Habits - Sneak Peek

Patreon has been acting up all day, but here we go. August 1st and 11:37 EST, but I still made it.

Bad Habits - Sneak Peek

Chapter 16: FATal Attraction



Josh sighs. “I was surfing through channels last night and found a rerun of the show America’s Fattest Fucks. The episode was from an older season and had a guy named Ian Ham. His boyfriend, Forrest, didn’t care about Ian’s mobility or health. The poor guy died after weighing about 1200 pounds if...

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Confessions of a Food Addict | Part I

Author’s Note: To include everything I want to this story and maintain its quality while working on the two primary stories of the month, I’ve decided to split it up into two parts. This first section in July is for everyone paying $12 a month. Section one includes an introduction and confessions 1-3 from our food addicted protagonist. The second section will be released in August for the same tier. Part two will consist of confessions 4-7.

Confessions of a ...

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August Content

I’m excited to announce that I have my shit together for August (or at least I hope I do), haha! The last post for the July $12 tier will post tomorrow at 8 am as well! I just couldn’t wait to tell you about the August information, though! 

As a thank you for believing in Bad Habits and supporting me as we come closer to the end, on August 1, I will give everyone a sneak peek of the chapter no matter what tier you’re on! This chapter ended up being 20 pages double-spaced. I...

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Sabotage

[Content Warning: Extreme weight gain, abuse, and non-consensual fattening. We know I write depraved shit, but sometimes a content warning just seems right.]

Sabotage

  1. Northern Kentucky

I like ‘em big. That’s what I tell all my friends when they ask why I only date fat people. What I don’t tell them is how big I like them, but I imagine they know with the size of women and men I keep as company. I love obese people ...

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Poll

What do you want to see in August?

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Bad Habits | Chapter 15

[Content warning: This story includes SSBHM weight gain, queer sex, messy eating, drug use, romanticizing abusive relationships, immobility, and extreme obesity-related health issues. Reader Discretion advised.]

Author’s Note: I know I said Bad Habits would only be 16 chapters. I’ve changed my mind. Bad Habits will now be 17 chapters. After everything that happened between Oliver and Dylan, I think it’s only fair to give them one more chapter of h...

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July Content Schedule

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Honey, I’m Killing the Kid

 

Author’s Note: I tried to write a little differently this time using three different perspectives on the subject’s obesity. You have one parent feeding his son to death, making a genetic or biological argument for obesity, making it sound natural and unstoppable. The other parent makes the argument that their son’s obesity is a product of their environment and how one parent nurtured him. Finally, we see the son struggle to operate under his weight and how ...

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Keep Going

 

Author’s Note: A friend I recently reconnected with after 8 years inspired me to write this drabble. He tried to get me to guess how much weight he had gained by saying “keep going.” He only gained about 40 pounds, but he didn’t stop my imagination from thinking about the extremes. This is how I wanted the conversation to go. 

Keep Going

Miles: Hey, big guy! It’s Miles. I don’t know if you remember me, but we used to ...

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June Poll #3

What do you want to see in July? I might choose the top 2 depending on the length of the most popular option, but you will get the most popular option before. 

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Bad Habits | Chapter 14 | The Crown

 

[Content warning: This story includes SSBHM weight gain, queer sex, messy eating, drug use, romanticizing abusive relationships, immobility, and extreme obesity-related health issues. Reader Discretion is advised.]

Bad Habits

Chapter 14: The Crown

He didn’t survive. He was gone with a blink of an eye. They were both so sure there was more time left and that he could survive longer. That was the hope anyway. The doctors tried their bes...

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June Poll #2

This is not an official poll yet. However, I wanted to make some more space for you to influence what I write. A few months ago I allowed members to submit ideas for stories and then they were voted on. This is how we got stories like Crumb Dumpster, The Widowmaker, and Farm to Table. I want to do this again for both the $7 and $12 members. 

Here’s how this will work:

  1. Please post below a short story idea or send me a private message with your idea between now and 5pm ...

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