kinda bad but there is a reason for that
remember in december i injured my thumb while cleaning snow
well
i guess its just "another one" of those chronic things now and sometimes if im overdoing it it hurts pretty bad directly affecting my performance
i know complaining is annoying and you really dont care but thats my main hand thumb...
im losing my mind with amount of dms
also its been 3 and everything is already out of hand
cats!
also apparently people misunderstood what i wanted for interaction and what interaction even is... i guess im just really terrible at explaining
oh well
apparently patreon did the funny again by not showing me dms... i feel dumb now
anyway
as democracy said interactions are next but
i was thinking about it and decided that you are not only gonna give me your character and situation (nsfw or sfw doesnt matter) but also you choose the species variant of Apogee
so if you wanted to see bunny/shark/deer(carric) you can pick whatever you want
and if you pick dog as a species ...
i wanted to do more but quickly realized that the whole idea is kinda meh...
that leads to a question
we are on crossroad right now:
- should we do another interaction with these (for higher tiers)
- or should i just start taking new commissions and dump that idea
i would've liked to do both but that could take forever because there are 10 of these and knowing what people are asking me to draw as commissions... it takes a lot of time nowadays idk why
im not really in...
...which is also with Apogee
sorry for delays i had to spend huge amount of money (for me) on things and its not even done yet
(definetely not just burned one entire day on playing kerbal space program)
gonna be back to commissions and regular flow soon
or if you want other content maybe that is more interesting i always read everything and you can always suggest anything you want
i was bored (not really) aka another attempt to "take my time"
i actually want to make a big sfw animation and was experimenting a bit so thats the reason
i took a day off and where i got drunk because of sad
and can say that alcohol sucks for that
after im done with my car fixing stuff im gonna be back on schedule of regular chaos
I did it
im going insane.
more classical type of date i guess that ended up with things in a car in a quiet place... idk if that was a good idea
but it is one of the experiences i guess
at least Apogee is small enough and bendy so it should not be a problem
used the twitter meme dress but made it shorter
i actually hate specific parts of this dress design but im no one and my name is nothing so whatever
also made it a bit realistic with the pov guy not able to...
sorry for not posting much
im doing the date pov thing
it was a big request and only half is done... so you gonna get like huge post of the thing
also i screwed up my eyes apparently because they are always in pain nowadays lol
there were like 2 suggestion of goth lolita outfit... and im terrible at coming up with outfits so sure...
also i can not stop doing onesies for some reason
i guess i just like the concept of oversized clothing on skinny girls... how dare i...
but run out of steam... for some reason drawing interactions is like twice as hard as drawing just 2 characters
plus not sleeping during night because of stomach problems also doesnt help...
Now you can play dark souls on your dog and why its not a good idea
(my fetish is a clingy and horny partner who is not afraid to tell or do exactly what she wants)
im doing a small suggestion thing on twitter but you will probably not gonna notice a difference from usual its literally just for me so i stop being extremely anxious about my terrible ideas...
also apparently i stressed myself both into some sort of gut disease and migraines... so im gonna take like a small ...
and one of the commissions is... with Apogee
it always feels like i need to have excuses every time now... its like because commissions take more time as i need to talk to people and stuff so thats why i post less often plus im drain completely... blah blah blah
im sorry...
no pressure at all...
back to commissions again...
the fun thing is that third of them are already with Apogee lol
some are better then others... im trying my best and getting a little bit tired again...
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for Zela
+ your typical stuff... im sorry for drawing brown dog so much
its maybe the reason why im still alive...
...which also includes the canine
for Helinon
that happens a lot actually...
This time i will do per hour type so you can easily understand what it takes
Its 12 euro per hour (i will be counting half of hours and stuff its just harder sometimes)
and as examples above say:
- one character flat color is 1 - 2 hours depending on pose/complexity (so if you want like 3-4 character doodle it can get to like 70 or even 100 money)
- one character with blury/simplistic bg with shading 2-4 for same reasons
- ...
uncanine
i wanted to do more human x furry things but apparently its uncanny or whatever so i stopped
also sorry for delay i was doing taxes (not a meme)
and i calculated correctly in my head and not gonna be without money yay
i have just enough to survive until april... then its another big stress test but thats why next post is for i guess...
... and im sorry
i promise there will be more stuff
apparently our tax system thing is broken again (lol) so no one can get into the system but when i would be able to see what i owe the main racketeer aka government i can plan commissions and stuff im sorry
im still experimenting a little bit with stuff with variable success
i failed at everything today
also its really hard to do anything when you dont have energy even to talk
also fun story
tried finding a therapist for the first time in my life and immediately got a scammer and very sus deal which also felt like scam lil
maybe im paranoid but it is kinda hilarious
i have no idea how people even finding those therapists
like i dont have any energy and trust in people and everything is sus idk
im probably going crazy at this po...
which is kind like a commission i guess...
im sorry for delays im kinda existing on fumes right now
nothing crazy
commissions will be opened after i do my taxes... which is soon so be aware
sorry for slow
i had migraine and slept for like whole day today...
I will be opening commissions next month
This time ill contact people immediately so there would be no more incidents of 4 people not responding
im not mad i understand i deserve that and need to raise my game
sadly i would actually have to take money... im an idiot and spent all my free money on random charities and i think overdid it...
also with tax raise in my country and extreme incompetence of government that lead to extreme inflation... even 1k euro (after taxes) is...
even tho its probably super subtle but i got my desire to draw back
its been rough with that last couple weeks...
also ignore the last one
Cotton mommy jokes are under control now (i hope)
i wanted to retcon why is she always naked outside but i have no energy
she just horny and likes diversity in sex life...
ill try to do another thing with this theme but im mostly practicing still right now... thats why no energy left at all...
and always forget that i need to save sketches and post them... that is never gonna end im an idiot
i actually practiced a lot those days(and i always forget to share stuff like that im sorry) but i decided that my terrible attempts clearly dont work i need to stick to what works the best
it gonna take some time to "restyle" myself but at the same time its not gonna be more different so dont worry
i just need to progress somehow
also because my value of my own art is all time low maybe you have suggestions
not nessecerily Apogee related
maybe other characters or something...
