i think im set now (except the last one lol)
i know it doesnt look that different to you but i actually changed a lot how i do things so ye
plus there are always gonna be misses...
i will think what to do next and get back to other things (maybe there will be some more practicing for a while)
sorry i had a little bit of a breakdown... sorry about not being active
deleted a bunch of stuff and now im practicing a lot right now
i made sketched for like 5 pages of comics but its going really slow... i might take a break and open commissions again or something
but only when im ready and satisfied with lineart at least at some level...
sorry again
and some boykisser mood and trash animation sketch which i have no time to finish
im getting extremely anxious by the second because of this comic...
the only way i can ever get to cuddle with someone is by drawing it
this is the closest thing...
im kinda back but i will be trying to make a small(ish) comics (about 10 pages) so im sorry in advance if its gonna be a little bit empty here
i know its gonna be disappointing (all the big(ish) projects i think about are absolute trash at the end) and not worth your wait but i need to try at least once
a lot of "ish" in that statement...
if you want i can do something simp...
probably not as many as it should be but for some reason im super tired and everything is slow
edit: sorry forgot to mention
ill be visiting my parent on new year eve so gonna say now happy holidays and thank you for you support again
that i did for folks at discord for no apparent reason
definetely not sitting here with some sort of stomach disease and lack of joy from anything i do
probably will do some more until the year ends
also have plans to do a comic
but thats on a long run...
kinda
this month is obviously slow but i did some stuff i guess...
also im not gonna pre open commissions anymore because it doesnt work
i guess people forget about it
i learnt my lesson and from now on gonna contact all the people that have been chosen at once
apparently a lot of people wanted this and i only exist because their generosity also...
but to be honestly it all should've ended on first image
at least i tried to do something more interesting rather than just... pregnancy as weird fetish
and i dont understand this at all
i think there are no benefits of having children other than to satisfy mine conceptual instinct (and most of the time instincts are the main problem of humanity) at least i cant think about anything ra...
because you cant say she or he in estonian
its all tema
also apparently im getting more of those "draw Apogee as a commission for me"
which is the weirdest thing ever
gonna do that i guess...
the last one is Yshanii's character
because patreon changed and you can only see 3 pics of preview the post would be more frequent
sorry about that...
thumb still hurts but there is not time anymore
will try to rump up back to production speed
it really sucks to just sit around doing nothing and i feal super guilty but i really think i made it worse by animating and drawing
it still hurts to put pressure on a thumb even after a day or sitting around doing nothing
im sorry for this
i hope its gonna be better soon so ill stop the disappointment
For (some) slots
Prices: 5 eur per hour (So you can get a character flatcolor on white for 5 eur technically lol)
Leave a comment here if you are interested i will contact (some of) you when im ready
(triage is real...) as always
my thumb still hurts and i cant draw for long so it really depends when its completely healed i guess.
something like that...
sorry for silence I actually injured my thumb on right hand while cleaning snow... so its really painful to draw and do anything really right now
stupid winter...
I wanted to try doing an animation once every month from now on but it feels like a postpone
i will be opening coms shortly
even tho i cant really tell when im gonna start drawing them
depends on the healing process
sorry for that
drinking with way too affectionate emotional gf
probably someone's kink
i wanted to draw stupid comics but i didnt post for a while and my hand really hurts with this stupid muscle knot or i dont even know what that is
knot hehe
im gonna do other stuff tho and as i said next month gonna be commissions or whatever you would like
not a lot becuase im dying from malfunctioning nose and doing other things i guess
also because ai is already drawing as me but better and faster i dont see the reason to draw just separate neutral arts so everything is gonna have a theme from now on
which sucks becuase i liked drawing things without theme... oh well
adapting is always hard
and please dont say that i dont need to
im still adamant that im here on borrowed time and AI will be better
so adapting t...
sorry for not doing much
i am really unsatisfied with my art right now (and state of world doesnt help at all bruh...) so i want to practice for couple of weeks again
i will do something next month like opening comms again or maybe we can try a poll
i need to calm down right now
i have no idea what happened but one moment i was super excited to draw a lot and got completely depressed for days after failing to draw one thing...
sorry again
im extremely agitated because its feels like im getting worse
nothing works and everything is terrible... thats how i feel right now
drawing is all ive got and if im failing at it what is the point even
i know i promised not to complain anymore because some people got extremely offended or whatever but that directly affects what im doing
i deleted so much shit today in frustration
while im waiting gonna draw all of my furry characters i guess
even tho who really cares lol
and random judith hopps lol
idk why
im pretty terrified to do merch still but the question is for everyone here overall and personally to everyone:
will we be able to collect 200 people for a plush (in general + twitter)? with price about 30-40$
obviously im gonna work out the design with producer and market it with animations and memes
and what other merch could be worthwhile?
again im terrified still but i feel it needs to be done
also im taking my time so th...
and no not what i want to
actually what i want (first 2 specifically)
your squeaky and clingy gf Apogee
and the guy is basically me/my attempt for fursona
but because i really dont care about myself he is whatever
im in age right now when i just want to care for someone else
sorry
and sorry for delay
it took me a second to do
plus i actually sketched a bit (which i always forget to save) and lost like complete 2 drawing
gonna be back to usual freq...
apparently people mostly wanted mlrs... i guess im gonna do it more (until i die)
2023-11-04 20:45:50 +0000 UTC View Post
we dont even celebrate halloween here lol
im gonna do another batch of mlrs (it literally didnt work i failed hard at learning anything mainly because it requires a lot of time) but I also want to know what people would prefer next
if you have suggestions; maybe you want interactions, maybe some game or whatever like mutators or anything else, maybe continue the mlrs, or maybe just plain commissions
or maybe a thing i cant think about because im actually really s...
the problem is that with mlrs i stopped learning and just draw this now lol
i guess it doesnt work...
also there was a suggestion of avali pairing or something like that which is... size_difference
i made the sketch whatever and gonna post it like this because it will take to much time to finish
no sex tho
except if you want tme to finish it and do the sex bunch also then im gonna do it
i actually draw a lot right now
almost whole day
its just idk... it doesnt go well
relearning some stuff is scary because you have no idea how to do things
i did fail twice already in painting so i dont know how much juice i still have left in me (not that juice)
As usual - post your characters here or twitter/discord (somewhere where i wont miss you)
and expect flatcolor without background with unspecified amount of slots
you can specify of course what you want but keep it simple
mostly thats because i want to learn a little bit how to paint and while im doing that you will get at least something (and i kinda like drawing random char...
not only Apogee but also Eipril's Leaf
it became a meme now that i only draw this character of hers
also both of those is a good indication that i need to transition to draw without a linework
at least try
wanted to do a emotion chart practice and somehow spent 2 days on this
rather then taking a break lol
Because i have horrible brain problems (yesterday i slept for like 16 hours) and neck pains im ending the thing earlier
mostly because i want to proceed with other things
after im done with a commission i owe im gonna try to learn how to paint
it feels like an important thing to do if i want to progress
but
to make it worthwhile for you im gonna open the flat color mlrs thing again
mainly because i wont have a lot of time and mostly because i really want to draw some of...
