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Session 04:โ€จ

"The Dinner"

โจณ โจณ โจณ

"She's genuinely annoying," I told Kaia for the hundredth time, even if it was already the next day after everything with Dr. Leclair had happened.

I came home last night and spilled all the details to my best friend who laughed it all off for me.

Meanwhile, I had a straight faceโ€”the only straight thing about me.

When Kaia realized how irritated I was, she offered to fuck me for a distraction, but I di...

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Session 04 Visual Preview

Consumed is officially starting today lusties. Chapter four will be out soon๐Ÿ˜

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜๐˜†

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜๐˜†
Home

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜๐˜†โ…

Everything was silent. 

Or everyone. 

Tazmin and Tahir were out in the hallway within minutes of being alerted about what happened. 

Meanwhile, Mazin and Ronan were talking to the head of security, Xavier, to help handle this entire situation. 

It was a brief discussion about how they should clean their bodies up, and how far off they shoul...

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Birthday Giveaway Update๐Ÿ’

Hiii lusties!! A little update for the birthday giveaway. The official winner was Umika๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’— I truly appreciate all the birthday wishes as well, and i love you all so so much.

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Session ๐“ฃhree

Session 03:
"The Archive"

โจณ โจณ โจณ

Okay, so this bar was much harder to find than I previously assumed.

It makes sense why I've never been.

If I wanted a challenge to drink, I would call my mother to come stop me.

But walking around in circles to try and find an unmarked bar was not the way I wanted to spend my night.

Luckily, Kaia texted some of her friends more knowledgeable in...

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Session 03 Visual Preview

As a birthday gift from me to you... Chapter three of Consumed will be out soon๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ก๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ก๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ
Over

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ก๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒโ…

The drive to the downtown venue was shorter than I wanted it to be.

I never realized a full hour could pass by so quickly until I experienced firsthand the anxiety I'm dealing with over this entire situation.

Mazin was calm so naturally that helped me a little but not fully.

I just kept imagining so many ways this could all go wrong...

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Gift Forty-Nine Visual Preview

Chapter forty-nine will be out tonight lovelies๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜
Chocolate Milk

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—˜๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜โ…

The next morning I woke up buried in Mazin's armsโ€”our bare bodies pressed together.

We were both awake, but there was this calm silence between us filled with only our soft breaths.

Mazin would occasionally press a kiss to my neck or run the tips of her fingers up the side of my body.

I focused on t...

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Session ๐“ฃwo

Session 02:
"The Text"

โจณ โจณ โจณ

The next morningโ€”or afternoon, I was up and very productive on my laptop.

Online shopping of course.

It had just hit two in the afternoon and I had a shot of espresso Kaia brought me.

I didn't necessarily need the extra energy since I got plenty of sleep last night.

After eating Jack in the Box with Kaia yesterday, we binge-watched some shows and then she left to go back to her place.

T...

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Session 02 Visual Preview

Happy Valentine's Day lustie's!!! While we wait for a new chapter of A Corrupted Christmas, I figured I would spoil you guys with a new chapter of Consumed. As of right now, Consumed is on track to officially start next week. I love you all, xoxo๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹

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Gift Forty-Eight Visual Preview

Weโ€™re back to chapter visuals now that there isnโ€™t a risk of too many spoilers!! Todayโ€™s chapter will be up sometime in the evening/night lustieโ€™s๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป
Magic

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ปโ…

My mind ran in circlesโ€”wondering where it all began and ended.

Was this plotted years ago?

Did she know what I was going through the entire time?

Maybe monsters do create monsters.

Maybe this was all on her hands to begin with.

"Virelai."

I glanced over up to the mirror, noticing Mazin stan...

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Chapter 43-46 Discussion

Hiii lusties, just checking in with these last few chapters. How do we feel about the explosion and the restaurant attack? Or that Dove is working with this gang? Also, who do you think is the gang leader?

We're coming to the end now... how are we feeling?

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ถ๐˜…

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ถ๐˜…

Christmas Tree

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ฆ๐—ถ๐˜…โ…

Mazin had called it.

It was Dove.

The person behind all of this was her, and honestly, that wasn't surprising to me.

She was always mean in high school, and now she still hangs around the people she bullied. 

She also does coke, which I feel like is off-topic, but it still shows how truly unhinged she i...

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ
Good Updates

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒโ…

For a moment, all I could hear was the ringing in my ears.

The distant, distorted echo of screams.

The scraping of chairs.

The sharp crunch of glass beneath hurried footsteps.

I couldn't move.

Mazin told me to stay right here and I should listen.

Right?

The white rose on the floor wa...

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ
White Roses

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—™๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟโ…

Later that day after taking a five-hour nap, Mazin and I still refused to get out of bedโ€”remaining cuddled up as we watched TV.

I never wanted to leave this bed or her arms, finding comfort in the warmth between us.

Especially after finding out that we're leaving tomorrow morning for safety reasons, which meant the Christmas even...

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Gift Forty-Four Visual Preview

Chapter forty-four will be out tonight๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ
Apple Cinnamon Pancakes

โ…๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒโ…

The next morning I woke up to a room surrounded in darknessโ€”given the blinds were still closed from yesterday.

A part of me hoped Mazin would be here when I woke up but she wasn't.

I'm alone, just as I was last night.

I let out a deep sigh, squeezing my eyes shut when an ache s...

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Chapter 40-42 Discussion

Hiii lusties, while we wait for chapter forty-three, let's discuss the previous chapters. How do we feel about them all snowboarding together? Or about Mazin finding out about the phone after? Do you think everyone's reactions were justified?

If you were Mazin, how would you feel?

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Gift Forty-Three Visual Preview

Chapter forty-four will be out soon angels<33

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LVII

My Christmas List: December 24th
Please let Miracle's surgery go smoothly. 

โ†โ†โ†โ†โ†โ†

ARMANI'S POV

After being practically forced to change and take a quick shower, I finally made it back down to the infirmary.

I can honestly say it was the worst shower of my lifeโ€”peeling off the bloody clothes, scrubbing the blood that had seeped in through the white material off my body, and then trying to register the blood on my hands th...

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Birthday Giveaway๐Ÿ’

Hi Lusties! To celebrate my birthday this February, I'm hosting a special giveaway! Iโ€™ll be giving away the first signed copy of Corrupted, which will be available as a physical book around March/April. There will be one lucky winner, and Iโ€™ll be announcing it live on my Instagram on my birthday: February 18th at 12 pm EST. If you can't make the live, Iโ€™ll also make a public announcement on all platforms + reach out to the winner d...

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐˜„๐—ผ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐˜„๐—ผ
Wine

โ…๐—–๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ง๐˜„๐—ผ โ…

The walk up to our room was silent.

Mazin didn't say a word to me, but I could feel her dark eyes burning into the side of my face as I avoided her stare.

I could physically feel how upset she was with me.

And while I knew avoiding her stare made it worse, I still couldn't find the courage to glance ...

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Gift Forty-Two Visual Preview

Chapter forty-two will be out tomorrow๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒ

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒ:

Snowboarding

โ…๐—–๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†-๐—ข๐—ป๐—ฒโ…

The next morning, I was surprisingly awake before Mazin.

It was peacefully quiet, the only sounds were Mazin's soft breaths against my neck as our bodies remained tangled together.

There was a soft velvety warmth between our bodies as I stared out at the perfect mountain view.

The sky was blue with b...

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Gift Forty-One Visual Preview

Chapter forty-one will be out later tonight๐Ÿ˜

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Session ๐“žne

Session 01:
"The Ultimatum"

โจณ โจณ โจณ

"Liberty."

I furrowed my brows, burying my face further under the soft pillow as I avoided the light.

And that voice.

"Liberty it's almost twelve in the afternoon."

I groaned, realizing that hiding under the pillow wouldn't make that voice go away.

It also made me realize I wasn't dreaming.

That's my mother's voice.

I suddenly laid up from my bed, pushing th...

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Session 01 Visual Preview

Chapter one of Consumed will be out tomorrow for a lil sneak peek lusties๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†

๐—š๐—ถ๐—ณ๐˜ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†:

Cannoliโ€™s

โ…๐—–๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—™๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜†โ…

The flight to Aspen flew by, especially since I fell asleep halfway through.

It took around four hours before we touched downโ€”and the air was already filled with excitement.

After getting off the plane, we all separated into the different SUVs waiting, watching the snowy scenery pass through the tinted windows.

It was almos...

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