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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣wenty-Three

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start. Let's debrief chapter twenty-three together.

How are we feeling about the beginning of the chapter? Liberty texted Ro about her run, which was cute. Their texting banter was adorable as well.

Liberty also handled the security footage and filed a report. Mandy "The world's okayest manager" was spot on, though😂 Libs 100% should've filed a police report. Now she's even paranoid about receiving flowers View Post

Dose 𝓣wenty-Three

Dose Twenty-Three Observations:
Subject appears to be paranoid.

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I woke up early the next morning for another run. Something about the adrenaline—how my lungs burned and my body felt warm despite the crisp air.

It was addictive.

I even had a little coffee for a caffeine boost, and I swear this run was better than yesterday’s.

There was a satisfaction that came with it.

One that made me te...

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Dose Twenty-Three Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties:) Chapter twenty-three will be out tomorrow morning (CST). The song lineup is below for reference. Feel free to comment any last theories or predictions💕

I also wanted to clarify some things since I saw a few comments about these topics.

The talk Monroe and Liberty had was never intended to go deeper than how it was written. The necessary information was provided, like how Monroe spent some of their break. I don’t prefer ...

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣wenty-Two

Hi Lusties. I apologize for the delays with today's chapter. I hope everyone enjoyed it otherwise:) Let's debrief together.

How do we feel about the talk Monroe and Liberty had? Or the fact that Monroe has been working for months to make everything safe for Liberty again??

It's insane to think she's working with Celia, too😭

Monroe wants to do everything right this time, as mentioned with the date she asked Liberty out on. What are our thoughts on this?

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Dose 𝓣wenty-Two

Dose Twenty-Two Observations:
Subject appears to get more clarity. Noted that the subject feels relieved.

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“Liberty.”

I hummed, blinking a few times as I snapped out of my thoughts.

I didn’t know what to bring up first.  

Or what to even say in general.

“How was work?” I said before I could think it through.

Monroe didn’t say anything.

She just stared at me for a...

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Dose Twenty-Two Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties. Chapter twenty-two will be out at 1 PM (CST). There isn't a visual preview due to certain things being unable to be depicted, and the length of scenes. The song lineup is below (I wanted to continue off the same vibe of the last chapter, so we're starting with the song we left off on). Feel free to comment any last predictions💖

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Cardigan-Taylor Swift

  • Fire on Fire-Sam Smith

  • Cherry ...

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣wenty-One

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is going amazing. Let's debrief chapter twenty-one.

How do we feel about the beginning of this chapter? Liberty was definitely doing a lot of sleeping, but then she went out for a run... which is definitely out of character for her lol.

What are our thoughts on Sarai and Liberty's conversation? Also, what do we think about Liberty's confession about Monroe and how she currently feels?

Or Lia?? Do we think something happ...

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Dose 𝓣wenty-One

Dose Twenty-One Observations:
Subject appears to struggle with sleeping.

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The next morning was foggy.

Seattle was foggy with misty rain, reflecting everything I felt inside.

Monroe lied for her.

She lied for me—and now I can’t even remember what I assumed she lied for.

I thought she was merely lost interest in me.

That she was ready to move on with her life and pu...

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Dose Twenty-One Visual Preview

Hiii, Lusties. Chapter twenty-one will be out at 12 pm (CST). The song lineup is below. Feel free to make any last predictions or theories🥰

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Shallow-Lady Gaga

  • Water Under The Bridge-Adele

  • Cardigan-Taylor Swift

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣wenty

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start. We definitely need to debrief this chapter ASAP.

How do we feel about Liberty and Monroe's conversation in the hallway to start? How Liberty openly admitted to how bothered she was by Monroe's dress.

This all really took a turn when the truth start unraveling. The rain, the confessions, everything about that scene was immaculate, I would say. What are our thoughts on the truth, Lusties?

Is ...

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Dose 𝓣wenty

Dose Twenty Observations:
Subject appears to have a breakdown. Noted as: incapable of processing new information.

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I stood there silently.

For approximately twelve seconds.

I counted them in my head.

Then I determined I was insane for even coming out here, so I pushed myself away from the wall, walking over to the doors I had snuck out past just moments ago.

I was too late....

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Dose Twenty Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties. Chapter twenty will be out tomorrow morning (CST Time). There isn’t a visual preview since a lot of things can’t be depicted. Feel free to check out the song lineup below and make any last predictions!! Decided to add Out of the Woods a second time because it matches the mood of yet another scene so well😫

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Do I Wanna Know?-Hozier

  • Saturn-Sleeping At Last

  • Out of the Woods-Taylor ...

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓝ineteen

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week went amazingly. I apologize for the delays with today's chapter. It's been a hectic two days. Let's debrief chapter nineteen together.

How do we feel about the gala? Or everyone's look for the night?

We got to see Eliza, who already knew that Liberty knew about the breakfast lol. We also got to see Briggszilla, who unsurprisingly insulted Liberty at the first chance. Their conversations are always the funniest😂

Leon a...

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Dose 𝓝ineteen

Dose Nineteen Observations:
Subject appears annoyed by specific presences.

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I didn’t get any kind of email or notification regarding how early I left Levane.

The only text I got was from Zion, asking if everything was good.

I briefly responded, clarifying that everything was fine—I also went ahead and said I would be spending the night in before he could invite me to any plans.

I genuinely just wanted ...

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Dose Nineteen Visual Preview

Hiii Lusties, chapter nineteen will be out tomorrow, before the evening (CST). Hopefully you all can understand the slight delay:) We'll be back to our usual morning updates on Monday! The song lineup is below. Feel free to make any last predictions💗

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Castle-Halsey

  • Escapism-RAYE/070 Shake

  • Runnin’ (Lose It All)-Naughty Boy/Beyoncé

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓔ighteen

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week is going amazingly. Let's debrief chapter eighteen.

How do we feel about Leon's sudden appearance? Or how passive he was with Dr. Wexler or Liberty in general?

Briggszilla and Liberty going back and forth had to be the funniest part of this chapter.

What are our thoughts about their conversation in Monroe's office? Liberty was definitely talking back to Leon this time around, and we all know it got to him, even if it was subtle...

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Dose 𝓔ighteen

Dose Eighteen Observations:
Subject appears caught off guard.

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The next morning, I sent the contract over to my mother as she specified.

I also kept a low profile at work, determined to lay low until my mother figures this all out.

Maybe it is best if I just disappear into the shadows.

I mean, after thinking about Monroe’s question—about an arrangement solving anything…

I realize i...

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Dose Eighteen Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties:) Chapter eighteen will be out at 12 pm (CST). The song lineup is below. Feel free to make any last predictions💗

Song Lineup (In order):

  • FourFiveSeconds-Rihanna

  • Glory and Gore-Lorde

  • Pray For Me-The Weeknd

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓢eventeen

Happy Monday, Lusties. I hope everyone's week is off to an amazing start. Let's debrief chapter seventeen:)

How do we feel about what happened in Monroe's office? Liberty actually took that no for an answer lol😭

Also, Monroe sitting on the ground with her was so cute, especially since it was her way of trying to meet Liberty at her level.

Monroe is genuinely trying to talk to our Libs, but she's not having it. Luckily, we got somewhere this chapter, even if it w...

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Dose 𝓢eventeen

Dose Seventeen Observations:
Subject appears confused by emotions. Subject struggles to unpack deeper feelings.

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“No.”

“No?” I echoed the word back to her, genuinely surprised by the decision she just made.

It wasn’t entirely unexpected, but I thought she would’ve at least said maybe.

Or that she’ll think about it.

“Not until you want to have a proper discussion, Liberty,” Monroe sai...

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Dose Seventeen Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties. Chapter seventeen will be out at 12 PM (CST). I decided against a visual preview, as there are minimal scenes to depict. However, the song lineup is below. Feel free to comment your thoughts and predictions.

Before we get to the song lineup, I do want to address something that occurred in our community over the weekend, along with prior instances. There's been a lot of drama in the comments, it seems, which is sad because this is s...

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓢ixteen

Happy Friday, Lusties:) I hope everyone's week went amazingly. Let's debrief chapter sixteen.

How do we feel about this chapter? We took a huge step here.

Liberty definitely dealt with a lot of regret from her decisions the night before, but it's clear that she's sinking deeper in, whether she wants to or not.

Also, Monroe catering lunch wasn't the least expected thing here. What are our thoughts on the conversation Liberty had with Monroe in her o...

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Dose 𝓢ixteen

Dose Sixteen Observations:
Subject has new terms. Note that the subject wants a different outcome.

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I woke up the next morning with a headache.

It made me groan, burying my face deeper in the pillows as I tried not to recall the hazy memories that made up last night.

How I fucking called her.

It made me want to never get out of bed, especially not to face reality.

What was I thinkin...

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Dose Sixteen Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties:) Chapter sixteen will be out tomorrow before 12 pm (CST time). The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last predictions for this chapter🧡

Song Lineup (In order):

  • Habits-Tove Lo 

  • Love Drought-Beyoncé 

  • Wrong-Zayn-Kehlani

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓕ifteen

Hi Lusties. I hope everyone's week is going well so far. Let's debrief chapter fifteen.

How do we feel about the dinner with Lia? Zion definitely asked his fair share of questions, so we all got a little more information on her.

What do we think about Monroe not being at work all week? Or her sending those birthday gifts + leaving breakfast for Liberty?

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Dose 𝓕ifteen

Dose Fifteen Observations:
Subject is spiraling worse. Noted as mentally and emotionally.

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Hey guys,” I murmured, approaching Zion and Sarai by the hostess stand with Lia by my side.

They both glanced at me immediately, smiles growing on their faces.

“Libs,” Sarai said first, pulling me into a hug. “This place is so cute,” she said, briefly pulling away.

Then her attention shifted ove...

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Dose Fifteen Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) Chapter fifteen will be out in a few hours (before 12 pm CST). The song lineup is below. Feel free to make any last predictions💕


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Eat Your Young-Hozier
  • Open Arms-SZA
  • Drunk Texting-Jhené Aiko/Chris Brown

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Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓕ourteen

Happy Monday, Lusties:) I hope everyone enjoyed chapter fourteen. It’s time for a HUGE debrief together.

I know a lot of you either did or didn’t expect anything to happen in that bathroom. Are we surprised that Liberty touched Monroe? And how do we feel about their conversation afterwards?

Do we agree with Zion’s reaction? Or Liberty lying about dinner with Lia?

Kaia only giving Liberty that cardholder for her birthday was a little surprising, espec...

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Dose 𝓕ourteen

Dose Two Observations:
Subject's distraction attempts are ineffective. Subject seems worse than before.

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Her skin was soft under my fingertips, the warmth of her breath against my face with each exhale.

I held her stare until I couldn’t.

Until I felt the smoothness of her underwear.

My heart skipped a beat.

I ignored it.

This is only a distraction to me.

S...

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Dose Fourteen Visual Preview

Chapter fourteen will be out tomorrow morning, Lusties (CST time). The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories you may have. Also, please try to be respectful of each other. There were a lot of harsh comments made after Friday's chapter. All opinions are welcome here, as that's why we have chapter debriefs & book club. It's okay to disagree, but you don't have to criticize or be hateful toward anyone who doesn't agree with yo...

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