Destinee Holland

𝗚𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗧𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲

𝗚𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗧𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲:
A Watch

❅𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲❅

"He looks the exact same," I said, shaking my head as I ate more of the curly fries.

Nelli lazily raised her brows, "They all do," she corrected me, dipping a few of the fries in the ketchup.

I let out a deep sigh, relaxing back into the plush couch, "I know you say it's not awkward with them—"

"Because ...

𝗚𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗧𝘄𝗼

Gift Two:
Fresh Air

❅𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝘄𝗼❅

"Yeah, we'll just do dinner at my place," I said as I merged onto the highway, "I already know things with my dad will run over."

I heard Nelli sigh, "Okay, can you pick up Cuban Heat?" she asked, which immediately made me nod recalling the familiar downtown restaurant.

I'm not even surprised that it's still there given how good the food is.

Specifically, their wings....

𝗚𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝗢𝗻𝗲

Gift One:
Peace

❅𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗢𝗻𝗲❅

I let out a deep sigh, frantically glancing around the large living area of my apartment.

Which was still full of unpacked boxes.

"Fuck," I whispered, realizing I was going to be late.

And on my first day too.

The irony is that I'm the professor...

So this should be great.

I shook my head to myself, tugging open one of the boxes wh...

A HUGE thank you + Updates❤️

Hi angels, I just want to come on here and say a huge thank you to everyone showing love & support regarding the ending. I couldn’t exactly answer every single comment, but it truly meant a lot to me. I know to some it didn’t make sense or it left you unsatisfied & everyone is entitled to their own opinions. What really means the most to me is still using kind words and being mindful of the characters + my work that I put all of my effort into. I really apprecia...

Ruined Explanation

So a lot of you guys are a little confused by this last chapter of Ruined and if they’re together or not. Short answer, yes Sevan and Zinovia are still together. The ending was more or so highlighting the complex dynamic of their toxic relationship. They were never supposed to be this perfect couple (i.e they are Ruined as stated in the book description). They both made mistakes (lying, killing people, and just overall crossing the line <...

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗 | Ruined

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐢𝐱
"𝐑𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝"

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I am unsure if I should be worried.

It had been hours since I last laid eyes on Sevan and she had broken her previous claims of joining us while we play chess.

We had eaten, played numerous games of chess, got dessert when Sevan showed no signs of making it in time, and then I even tucked Arina in—telling her a bedtime story l...

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 | Dread

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞
"𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝"

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The next morning I awoke with a feeling I had never experienced before.

Dread. 

I had only a few blissful seconds before it hit me.

Before yesterday hit me.

And what happened.

It was worse than the day before.

Mostly because it hit me harder after I had completely forgotten it happened.

A Corrupted Christmas Playlist

Hiii my angels, you all know what's beginning to approach... With two days until A Corrupted Christmas, I've decided to share the official playlist with my Patreon beauties first. Enjoy💋🎄

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 | Even

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫
"𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧"

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I didn't care about where Ivan had been.

I didn't care if he possibly betrayed me all along.

Or even lied to me at some point.

Right now, he looked like home and all I wanted to do was hug him.

Which naturally caught him off guard, entirely unaccustomed to my affection.

But after he processed my actions, he immediately hugged me...

Me after chapter 63💗

everyone really hated Ivan and then Yuri & Arina for a MINUTE😭😭😭 i got ALL of you for reallll

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 | Done

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞
"𝐃𝐨𝐧𝐞"

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I take back what I previously said...

Because I am liar too.

I lied about killing Dario—something Sevan still doesn't know about.

The old me would not be so mindful of this.

I would simply kill Sevan for knowing this information the entire time.

But I...

I care for her.

I am falling in love with h...

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎 | No One

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐰𝐨

"𝐍𝐨 𝐎𝐧𝐞"

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I stared out of the tinted window, noticing the abandoned industrial building we were slowly approaching.

Nikolai instinctively kept his hand on his gun tucked into his side.

Meanwhile, I didn't bother bringing one.

I knew it would be removed from me before I get a chance to walk in that building.

I did, however, hide a knife in m...

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄 | After

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲-𝐎𝐧𝐞
"𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫"

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I awoke to the sound of distant waves and the lull of seagulls, wrapped in nothing but messy covers and Sevan's arms.

We had leaked different locations to everyone we could think of, eating dinner as we handled business.

And then I was beyond ready to go to sleep, feeling much sleepier than I would like to admit.

Now here I am, anticipating what this mor...

𝐒𝐈𝐗𝐓𝐘 | Nowhere

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐲
"𝐍𝐨𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞"

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Everything around me felt almost nonexistent.

Once I had screamed my lungs out until they burned raw, I had nothing much left to give.

No response.

Not even a head nod.

I was almost out of focus, feeling everything blur into nothing around me.

Meanwhile, Sevan didn't hesitate to spring into action.

She wanted us out of Moscow i...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 | Everything

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞
"𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠"

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"Sevan," I laughed out as she pulled me back into her, "Breakfast is waiting," I reminded her.

"I know," Sevan murmured insinuatingly as we walked down the wide hallway.

I jokingly rolled my eyes, nudging her away, "We can not miss breakfast with Arina," I said, trying to sound stern.

Even if I couldn't help but ...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 | Perfect Morning

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐄𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
"𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠"

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I let out a content sigh, watching as Sevan threw the underwear she stripped me of across the room.

It barely took us a minute to practically rip the clothes from each other's bodies until we were left with little to nothing.

And I swear I had never felt something more addictive than her ...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 | Okay Progress

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧
"𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬"

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"So, Arina," I went to speak, glancing away from the tinted window, "Is Sevan still not that great?" I asked, quoting her previous words.

Arina briefly pursed her lips together, glancing from me over to Sevan.

Who seemed to actually anticipate her answer.

"She is... okay," Arina he...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐒𝐈𝐗 | Big Win

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐒𝐢𝐱
"𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐖𝐢𝐧"

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I let out a content sigh as I settled under the steamy water of the shower, letting it fully soak my dark hair.

And as more steam grew around me, I reached for the shampoo—lathering it in my hair as I leaned away from the water for a moment.

Once it was lathered in my hair and I used my shower brush, I rinsed the soap from my hair thoroughly.

Then...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄 | Promoted

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞
"𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐝"

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"So do we have plans for executioners?" I curiously asked as I took a brief sip from the water bottle Sevan had handed me. 

I had officially been in this hospital another night. 

Technically when I overdosed, that was my first night at the hospital. 

Luckily, I should be getting cleared to leave today.  2024-11-17 05:51:04 +0000 UTC View Post

New Updating Schedule💗

Hi angels, starting now until next Monday (11/25). There will be double updates every day so we can finish Ruined and prepare for A Corrupted Christmas. This means there won’t be chapter visual previews and there won’t always be a set time when the chapters come out everyday. I hope everyone can understand and I look forward to finishing Ruined with you all. We have less than twenty chapters to go💐

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑 | Uncalculated Decisions

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫
"𝐔𝐧𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬"

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It was the smell that surrounded me immediately—sharp, sterile, like the air had been scrubbed clean.

My head felt heavy like it was stuffed with cotton, making every muscle in my body ache. 

I forced my eyes open, blinking as I processed the golden light spillin...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 | Firsts

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞
"𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐬"

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The air between us was silent. 

Almost stilled as we walked side by side toward the front door. 

Which Sevan instinctively opened for me, motioning me through first. 

And I didn't hesitate to walk past her, feeling the sharp cold air nip at my face as I walked toward the car with Sevan following behind me.  2024-11-16 05:21:45 +0000 UTC View Post

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter 53 will be out this evening💗💗

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐓𝐖𝐎 | Common Sense

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐓𝐰𝐨
"𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞"

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The next day I was up very early. 

I felt oddly refreshed and craving nothing but the simplicities of my typical life. 

I did my usual skincare, got dressed in a short white dress with matching stockings and a tan fur coat, and then lastly I sprayed myself in my usual perfume. 

Ever...

Christmas Giveaway🎄💋

hi angels… due to your constant love and support throughout this year, i’ve decided to put on my santa hat and hold a Christmas Giveaway! two beautiful readers, one from Patreon and one from Wattpad, will make my nice list and receive three free months in my Early Access Patreon tier. each winner will also get to pick one of my existing books for a special bonus chapter or epilogue. more details about this giveaway will be posted on December 1st (like ho...

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘-𝐎𝐍𝐄 | Mutual Interests

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐎𝐧𝐞
"𝐌𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬"

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The inside of the Porsche smelt of fresh leather.

Which was really the only thing I could focus on given the silence between me and Viviana.

Her actions were smooth, focusing purely on driving the car as if there wasn't this giant fucking tension between us.

I knew she had something to say.

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲-𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰

Chapter 51 will be out tonight angels:)

𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘 | Ultimatum

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐲
"𝐔𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐦"

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"We can't." 

I remained silent for a moment, processing the two words she had to spare. 

But a part of me expected this. 

I am unsure of why I mentioned it in the first place. 

"Then I leave," I determined, not wanting to be anywhere near her, "I leave and you leave me alone," I purposely added. 

"We ...

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 | Establish

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐄𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

"𝐄𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡"

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Warm cinnamon.

It was all around me, surrounding me almost like open arms.

Dark brown wood floors contrasted the white walls lingering with a detailed crown molding.

Everything seemed to have a spot.

And from what I could tell, there were no framed pictures.

Sevan was walking entirely too fast for me to really take ...

Update💗

hi angels<3 thank you so much for your patience and support this previous weekend. i'm so excited to be back with you guys & resuming our previously scheduled updates. i love you all so so much & chapter 49 will be out in around an hour ish!!