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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-Three will be posted by 3pm EST angels:)

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐“๐–๐Ž | Spicy Water

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ฐ๐จ
"๐’๐ฉ๐ข๐œ๐ฒ ๐–๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"The french toast here is so buena," Mireya hummed as she chewed on the bite of french toast she had previously taken, "I can never find a place that makes it like this."

Sevan nodded as she chewed, "There's a good place in the States too," she said as she cut into her french toast.

But I couldn't miss the way she subtly eyed me.

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ฐ๐จ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter thirty-two will be out by tonight angels๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜-๐Ž๐๐„ | Morning Person

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ž๐ง๐ž

"๐Œ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I let out a long relaxed sigh as I stood under the flowing hot water of the shower, allowing more of the thick steam to gather around me. 

But no matter how hard I tried to decompress under the hot water, she was still in the back of my thoughts. 

Her face. 

Her voice. 

The w...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty-One will be posted by 1 pm EST angels๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐‘๐“๐˜ | Zatkniss

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ
"๐™๐š๐ญ๐ค๐ง๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I furrowed my brows, feeling an aching knot weigh down the center of my head.

A rough sigh fell from my lips, squeezing my eyes shut before attempting to blink them open.

I hummed weakly as my burning eyes adjusted to the brightness of the room around me, registering the softness of a mattress under me.

My brows naturally furrowed as my surroundings s...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Thirty will be out around 3pm EST at the latest angels๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐๐ˆ๐๐„ | How

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐๐ข๐ง๐ž
"๐‡๐จ๐ฐ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I drew in a deep inhale, lowering the cigar as I briefly exhaled the cloud of smoke.

My shoulders naturally relaxed down, leaning back against the leather seat of the moving car. 

The afternoon sun was barely able to make it through the thick grey clouds, making it colder than it already was. 

Especially with the harsh wind and li...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐๐ข๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Hi lovelies, weโ€™re officially back on schedule today!! Thank you for being patient with me, today's chapter will be out by 12pm EST๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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Wattpad Update

Just to update everyone againโ€ฆ now that Iโ€™m permanently off of Wattpad, the main IG account and other socials will be available to everyone here on Patreon, which means we donโ€™t have to worry about spoilers anymore!! with that being said, i will be deactivating the backup Patreon IG account today. i will also be putting my previous works on here as soon as possible for the people who donโ€™t want to keep Wattpad but still want to read my past books. lastly, visuals will still b...

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Update๐Ÿ’ž

hi lovelies, i'm so thankful for the love and support you all have given me and i'm so sorry for the chapter delays. i'm planning to get us back on schedule by Sunday (Monday at the very latest). I've also been sticking strictly to my updating schedule, but again sometimes there will be surprise updates. thank you all for being patient with this situation, i love you all sooo much.

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐„๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“ | Nice

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐„๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ
"๐๐ข๐œ๐ž"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The next day I surprisingly awoke to no new messages or calls.

Sevan hadn't reached out, and it felt as if yesterday never even fucking happened.

But I knew she was aware of the mess I left behind in that hotel room.

And knowing her she probably fucking enjoyed it.

Which irritated me even more.

I played this all wrong, a...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐„๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-Eight will be out tomorrow lovelies (EST time)๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐’๐„๐•๐„๐ | Speechless

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง

"๐’๐ฉ๐ž๐ž๐œ๐ก๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The air felt differentโ€”it was heavier.

And for once, I could feel my heart pounding against my ribcage, desperately trying to break out of my chest.

"Sevan," I said as soon as she made it closer to me.

But she didn't say anything.

Even as she actively closed the distance between us.

Inste...

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Chapter Twenty-Seven Visual Preview

Hi lovelies, since everyone has mentioned how badly they want Chapter 27, I've decided to skip the preview and post the chapter with no wait, hopefully you enjoy:)

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐’๐ˆ๐— | Underneath

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ข๐ฑ
"๐”๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Send his head to his partner," I told one of my men as I stood by the chauffeured car where my driver held the door open for me.

"We kill his partner too, Koslov?" one of my men asked.

I immediately shook my head, sliding down into the Maybach, "Keep him aliveโ€”he goes insane eventually," I said, settling in my seat as my driver close...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐’๐ข๐ฑ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-Six will be out soon angels<33

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐…๐ˆ๐•๐„ | Skoro

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž
"๐’๐ค๐จ๐ซ๐จ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Da, I handle it later," I said, taking a brief sip of the hot coffee rich with flavor.

"Okay, I'll send over details," Nikolai said, earning a hum of acknowledgment from me before ending the call.

As Nikolai just specifiedโ€”a real estate broker mentioned speaking to me about a new investment, so I suppose I'll finish up at this cafรฉ quicker...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ ๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-Five will be out tonight angels๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘ | Desparate

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ

"๐ƒ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ž"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The next morning I was impatient to get out of bed and begin getting ready for the day.

I wore my usual short dress with black stockings and stilettos, pulling an icy grey fur coat on.

My light hair remained down and tucked behind my ears to emphasize my face covered in minimal makeup.

I blinked a few times, suddenly recalling ...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ ๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty Four will be out tomorrow angels<33

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐“๐‡๐‘๐„๐„ | Never Problem

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž

"๐๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฆ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The idea had popped into my head very fast. 

And it was my best one yet. 

That's when I allowed my lips to drift up into a smirkโ€”now reaching for the hem of my dress.

And tugging it over my head.

Which left me in a smooth chocolate brown bra and matching seamless underwe...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-Three will be out tomorrow angelsโ€ฆ unless you guys want this chapter tonight instead of tomorrow (which means there wonโ€™t be a new chapter tomorrow) letโ€™s vote in the comments (voting will end at 9pm EST) ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐“๐–๐Ž | Unwanted Plans

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ฐ๐จ
"๐”๐ง๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐ฌ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The next morning I woke up in a much better mood than the night prior.

I had discovered a new upper hand that I planned to use to my advantage.

First, I would start by ignoring Sevan.

Something I knew she hated the most.

A content sigh fell from my lips as I grabbed my glass of water from my nights...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐“๐ฐ๐จ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-Two will be posted later angels:)

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜-๐Ž๐๐„ | Sore Loser

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ž๐ง๐ž
"๐’๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐‹๐จ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

After a few hours at the library with Arina and then my board meeting and other various errands with Nikolai and Ivanโ€”it was finally time to get ready for tonight.

I decided on a short black strapless dress that barely contained my breastsโ€”wearing matching stockings and stilettos.

My dark hair was down and in waves, framing my face co...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Twenty-One will be out tomorrow angels:))

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๐“๐–๐„๐๐“๐˜ | Petrovsky Institute

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ

"๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฒ ๐ˆ๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Nerissa," Sevan spoke first, her attention focused on the woman standing by our table.

Who didn't bother to meet my stare for obvious reasons.

She's scared of me.

"I wasn't sure it was you, Cortez," Nerissa said, giving her a respectful nod, which naturally made me roll my eyes, "You do dinner?"

"...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter twenty will be out soon lovelies๐Ÿ’ž

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๐๐ˆ๐๐„๐“๐„๐„๐ | Nyet

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ง
"๐๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

The next morning I woke up with thoughts already weighing down my head.

Very unusual.

I don't normally think deeply about anything.

Yet, I couldn't stop thinking about Sevan and what her plans involved.

Even as I showered and got dressed for the day in my usual dress and heels with my long silky hair down.

I didn't bother putting on makeu...

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