Destinee Holland

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣hirteen

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone's week was amazing. Let's debrief chapter thirteen... I know you're all mad about this cliffhanger...

How do we feel about Monroe not chasing Liberty? Or the roses and notecard sent the next day?

Briggszilla was her usual uptight self, especially with the press conference. Monroe was not playing when it came to Liberty being addressed properly😭 What do we think of the bathroom scene and Liberty's need for a distraction?

Boo...

Dose 𝓣hirteen

Dose Thirteen Observations:
Subject is insisting on a distraction. Shows signs of denial.

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Her voice echoed from behind me, but the further I ran, the less I heard it.

She wasn’t chasing me—maybe out of respect for my boundaries.

Or maybe she knows this is fucked.

We both know this is really fucked up.

A part of me wanted to stay.

I wanted to hear more, but my curi...

Dose Thirteen Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties:) Hopefully, everyone’s October is off to a spooky start (in the best way). Chapter thirteen will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below, feel free to make any last predictions/theories🧡

Song Lineup (In order):

• The Heart Wants What It Wants-Selena Gomez
• The Vapors-Jhené Aiko
• Lost In The Fire-The Weeknd

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣welve

Happy Wednesday, Lusties. And Wow.

This chapter was heavy.

I think we can all agree that Eliza's engagement party was beautiful. Elan and his family were briefly introduced, and it was clear Elan already knew about Libs, especially when he mentioned Monroe by accident.

There was a lot of tension in this chapter, especially with Liberty dancing with Tessa.

Or Monroe staring at Libs and the dress she was in.

Monroe interjecting was e...

Dose 𝓣welve

Dose Twelve Observations:
Subject is having subconscious issues. Dreams are taunting her every night.

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Five nights in a row.

She clung to my dreams five fucking nights in a row.

I hadn’t laid eyes on her since our conversation in her office.

Since I told her I never wanted to see her again.

She made sure to make that happen.

There were no accidental run-ins or meetings that ...

Dose Twelve Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) Chapter twelve will be out tomorrow morning (Wednesday morning-CST). Feel free to make any last predictions or theories💗

Song Lineup (In order):

Strange-Celeste

Lay You Down-Sam Smith

Stranger -Jhené Aiko

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓔leven

Hi Lusties:) Happy Monday to everyone. Let's debrief chapter eleven together.

How do we feel about Lia and coffee with her? Or about dinner with Zion and Sarai?

Also, Briggszilla is officially back. We even got to see a little of Dr. Wexler. What do we think of the conversation in the elevator?

Or about the dream Liberty had at the end of this chapter? Book club is in session, Lusties. Feel free to comment all of your thoughts and theories below💖

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Dose 𝓔leven

Dose Eleven Observations:
Subject is slowly beginning to struggle with distance.

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The seconds felt like minutes, and the minutes felt like hours.

That was the best way I could describe how it all felt.

I laid in bed all of Saturday, rotating between sleeping and scrolling on TikTok.

Every time I woke up between each nap, I would recall everything.

I knew I made the right choice for ...

Dose Eleven Visual Preview

Chapter eleven will be out tomorrow morning, Lusties. Feel free to comment any theories💞💞

Song Lineup (In order):

• See You Again-Kali Uchis/Tyler, The Creator
• Remember-Jhené Aiko
• Every Breath You Take-The Police

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓣en

Hi Lusties, happy Friday. I hope everyone enjoyed chapter ten, even if it was one of the harder chapters.

At least for me. This one was so hard to come back to and edit for me, personally. It's clear Monroe was hurt by what happened in that office. I know some of you think she deserves it, while others might disagree. She respected Liberty's feelings, rather than trying to fight her on anything.

Normally, Monroe is the type to push for her way, especially when i...

Dose 𝓣en

Dose Ten Observations:
Subject insists on distance.

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The next day, I woke up with firmer intentions.

I aimed not to run into her.

And I definitely wouldn’t be talking to her.

There needed to be distance.

That morning, I got to Levane early for once.

I put my headphones on and only looked up when Grayson or Zion spoke to me.

Otherwise, I didn’t glance...

Dose Ten Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, so sorry for the delays with the visual preview for today. Chapter ten will be out tomorrow morning. The song lineup is below, feel free to comment any last theories💕💕

Song Lineup (In order):

• These Days-Tems
• Exile-Taylor Swift/Bon Iver
• Moral of the Story-Ashe

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓝ine

Hi Lusties:) I hope everyone enjoyed chapter nine. It's time for a hugeee debrief after everything that just happened.

The office scene was one of my favorites, especially with Monroe willingly arguing with Liberty. Or Liberty mentioning that yogurt parfait and the ingredients.

Monroe was even willing to let everyone report to her, just to give Libby her fair treatment, without her reporting to Briggs anymore.

Grayson was for sure all up in that drama, g...

Dose 𝓝ine

Dose Nine Observations:
Subject aims to be treated fairly.

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“I’m not reporting to you.”

It was the first thing I said as soon as she had the doors shut behind us.  

“Is that what this is about, Liberty?” I heard her say as I faced the windows, refusing to look at her. “I’ll assign you to someone else.”

“No, everyone reports to her. I have to report to her, too,” I ...

Dose Nine Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) Chapter nine will be out tomorrow. I’ve decided to make it a morning update since we all seem to prefer the morning over evening time. The song lineup is below. Feel free to comment any last theories below💗

Song Lineup (In order):

• Out of The Woods-Taylor Swift
• Been Like This-Doja Cat
• Everyday-A$AP Rocky

Chapter Debrief | Dose 𝓔ight

Hi, Lusties. I hope everyone's week is off to a good start. Let's debrief chapter eight together.

How did we feel about Briggszilla this chapter? And her conversation with Liberty?

Or about the lunch Eliza and Liberty had? Eliza was very sweet for making sure Liberty was eating something...

Also, what are we thinking about Liberty attending Eliza's engagement party?

Or about what happened at the end of the chapter? (Sorry not sorry for the cliffha...

Dose 𝓔ight

Dose Eight Observations:
Subject has pushed her own boundaries.

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My eyes were burning.

Only from how dry they felt—there was also a slight ache at the front of my head from not drinking water.

Or maybe it was because I hadn’t eaten since I had that toaster strudel earlier.

I was too focused on doing my work to eat.

There was a lot to do, especially since I had yesterday’s<...