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๐…๐ˆ๐•๐„ | Rubble

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž
"๐‘๐ฎ๐›๐›๐ฅ๐ž"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"Da," I said, nodding at the new fur coat in approval.

The worker immediately nodded, bowing her head for a long moment before she turned on her heel to go box up the expensive coat for me.

Meanwhile, the other one rolled the rack of fur coats out of the private room I was seated in while I drank a glass of my usual burning vodka.

At least until I took the last long ...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter five will be posted soon angels๐Ÿค

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๐…๐Ž๐”๐‘ | Pelmeni

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ
"๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ข"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

High-pitched ringing.

That's what shot through my aching head as I forced my eyes to blink openโ€”adjusting to the dimmed lights.

I blinked rapidly, clenching my jaw as I clung to my consciousness, staring up at the familiar ceiling.

My familiar ceiling.

I'm in my room.

I pressed my hands flat into the soft bed under me, flipping onto my...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐…๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

Chapter Four will be posted soon lovelies:))

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Case File 106

Case File Name:
Many More.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Sixโ™ค

"It looks perfect," I whispered to Tazmin, eyeing the group of Tahir's stuffed animals that we put party hats on and gathered on the kitchen island.

We also made his favorite French Toast that we cut up into small bites for him.

"Ready to wake him?" Tazmin asked me, clearly impatient to see Tahir.

Who turned one today.

Tazmin and I are both naturally brimm...

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Case File 106 Visual Preview

Chapter 106 will be posted later angels๐Ÿ’—

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New Ruined Posts๐Ÿค

hi angels, new character visuals have been posted on my IG story!!

IG handle: @wweekendlusttt

i also posted a new TikTok, hereโ€™s the link: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8epQTFo/

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๐“๐‡๐‘๐„๐„ | Grey Goose

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž
"๐†๐ซ๐ž๐ฒ ๐†๐จ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

Fourteen hours and three minutes.

That's minus the time I had been sleeping which was unknown.

I counted each second I spent chained to the cold floor in nothing but darkness.

My fur jacket had been removed from my body along with my heelsโ€”leaving me in nothing but my dress and stockings.

My jewelry that I could've attempted to use to break t...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ก๐ซ๐ž๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

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๐“๐–๐Ž | Koslov

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐จ
"๐Š๐จ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

I let out a rough irritated sigh, glancing around the office littered with numerous files.

It was my father's officeโ€”a place I only stepped foot in when I observed his work days.

Now I'm ransacking it to become more familiar with all the inside customs.

What days drug and gun shipments come in, who still owes us loans, and details of all our real estate and business in...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐“๐ฐ๐จ ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

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๐Ž๐๐„ | Ostatsya

๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ž๐ง๐ž
"๐Ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐š"

โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹™โ‹˜โ‹˜โ‹˜

"I see," I mumbled, my gaze fixed on the man's bloodied face as he knelt before me, held in place by my men.

His eyes were swollen shut, his face saturated with desperation, almost as if he'd been marinating in it.

But his desperation only irritates me more.

"Please, Kozlov, I apologize greatly," the man whimpered, collapsing weakly onto his knees.<...

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๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐•๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ

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๐‘๐ฎ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ Update

hi angels, my newest book ๐‘๐ฎ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ is finally coming tomorrow at 8 AM (EST). the character visuals will be posted on here as a link for everyone to view since i plan on posting those only on Wattpad.

the first three new chapters will be readable here or via Wattpad (but chapter visuals will only be viewable here on Patreon).

also, to get you beautiful Patreon readers ahead, iโ€™ll be posting another chapter on Tuesday &...

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Case File 105

Case File Name:
Time Heals.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Fiveโ™ค

The next day was as hard as I had previously warned Tazmin.

But I gave her everything she could possibly need.

Whether it was company, food, or holding Tahir.

Mourning looked quieter on herโ€”she was almost muted, too physically and emotionally drained to speak a word.

Pierre was the sameโ€”a much more quieter force.

But Elena cried, almost uncontr...

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Case File 105 Visual Preview

Chapter 105 will be posted later tonight angels:))

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Case File 104

Case File Name:
Too Far Gone.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Fourโ™ค

"I'm thinking she just turned her phone off," Roman said as we sat in the car he drove quickly but smoothly down the long empty road, "There's a high possibility that she's still there."

Tazmin let out a deep sigh, "How far out are we?" she asked as I remained silently tucked into her side.

I felt too stuck in my head to actually form words right now.

"Five ...

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Case File 104 Visual Preview

Chapter 104 is coming soon angels:))

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Case File 103

Case File Name:
Frozen Over.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Threeโ™ค

"He's so perfect," Marie said, cradling Tahir as Mav and Vic stood behind her almost wordlessly.

I smiled as I leaned into Tazmin's side, sitting with her in the hospital bed, "Perfect still doesn't begin to describe him," I determined, relaxing in the hospital bed as I watched them all stare down at Tahir.

It's currently the next evening after giving birth and Ta...

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Case File 103 Visual Preview

Chapter 103 is coming soon lovelies๐Ÿ’—

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Case File 102

Case File Name:

A shift.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Twoโ™ค

I smiled happily as I adjusted the loose white pants on my waistโ€”along with the brown bandeau top.

Today we're taking maternity picturesโ€”which I've decided to keep slightly casual.

I just want to capture my bump.

I also want to save this moment in timeโ€”something that I'll never get to go back to.

I suddenly glanced over, noticing Tazmin walking into...

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Case File 102 Visual Preview

Chapter 102 will be posted later today angels๐Ÿ’—

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New Book Trailer

My newest book trailer is now posted angelsโ€ฆ This book will be available to read next Monday (September 16th). Here on Patreon we will of course be ahead of Wattpad by a few chapters. My IG handle for the trailer is below!!๐Ÿ’—

IG handle: @wwekendlusttt

We still have around 5-6ish chapters left of Corrupted but Iโ€™m planning for this book to be concluded by the end of this week or maybe early next week. Iโ€™m definitely sad that this book is coming to an end, but I also canโ€™t...

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Case File 101

Case File Name:
A Bigger Plan.

โ™คChapter One Hundred-Oneโ™ค

"So beautiful," Tazmin said, running her hands over my bare stomach as she rubbed in the cream lotion.

It was something she would do at night, but now she's decided to do it in the mornings too.

"Only three more weeks," I whispered, watching as she grabbed the bottle of lotion, pouring more of it into her hands.

"Hopefully he comes earlier," Tazmin mumbled w...

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Update On Chapter 101

hi angels, unfortunately Chapter 101 wonโ€™t be posted until tomorrow. i seriously apologize for this inconvenience & to everyone who has been waiting patiently. i would rather put out something of high quality instead of rushing to put out something lower quality. today was a little too hectic to perfect this chapter, so iโ€™ve made the final decision to post it tomorrow instead. i hope you all can understand๐Ÿ’—

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Case File 101 Visual Preview

You know whatโ€™s coming tonight angels๐Ÿ˜

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Case File 100

Case File Name:
Soon.

โ™คChapter One Hundredโ™ค

"They're so cute," I said, eyeing the brown Jordan 1s that Tazmin had gotten Tahir. 

My wife smiled, "T is going to love them," she determined, watching as I put them on the shelf in the already-filled closet. 

We've only known the gender for a little over a month now, and somehow his closet has been filled and an entire baby shower has been planned.&nb...

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Case File 100 Visual Preview

Chapter 100 will be posted later in the evening/night angels (EST time). due to these delays, iโ€™ve decided to post a chapter tomorrow too!!๐Ÿ’—

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Case File 99

Case File Name:
A Good Or Bad Thing?

โ™คChapter Ninety-Nineโ™ค

I smiled as I brushed my teeth, turning to the side in the mirror.

A pink lace nightgown clung to my body.

Or more importantly my bump.

I finally have a small, but noticeable bump.

It's been a little over two months since our first ultrasound appointment and then finally buying a house together.

And I'm offi...

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Case File 99 Visual Preview

Chapter 99 is coming tomorrow lovelies๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—

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