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Session 𝓝inety-Eight

Session 98:

“The Bar”

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Once Monroe gave me confirmation, I texted Kaia that our plans were on.

Monroe would tag along just off to the side, away from us, just to help her feel more at ease.

Kaia originally offered drinks and a night out.

Music, dancing, the usual.

I wasn’t about to tell her that I had zero plans to drink tonight.

Mocktails were it for me, but I wasn’...

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Session 98 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties!! Feel free to comment any last theories below💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • hot girl bummer-blackbear
  • Don’t Blame Me-Taylor Swift
  • I Was Never There-The Weeknd

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Seven

Hi Lusties, hopefully everyone's week is going well!! Let's debrief chapter ninety-seven together:)

How do we feel about the tense conversation with Monroe's parents? Taking over Levane... marriage talk—even an heir. Or Monroe openly throwing a knife at Leon.

That was easily the most insane part of this chapter😭

He was wearing one of those vests, which was odd, as Monroe said. The helmet comment was hilarious as well. I know a lot of you expected a fu...

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Session 𝓝inety-Seven

Session 97:

“The Future of The Leclair Family”

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I was frozen, purposely staying still until my girlfriend made the first move.

It was silent.

Deadly silent, especially with what this family was capable of.

I glanced over the moment Monroe took a step forward.

But she didn’t walk over to the dining room table.

She walked to the kitchen instead?

It made me...

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Session 97 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, I’m so excited for tomorrow👀👀 You guys have no idea. I also love how active everyone was in the Spotify playlist. I’m definitely looking through the playlist for each chapter to use some of the suggestions:) Tomorrows chapter will be out before the evening time, Lusties💞


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Glory And Gore-Lorde
  • You Should See Me In A Crown-Billie Eilish
  • Consume-Chase Atlantic

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Six

Hi Lusties. I apologize for the delays today. Being transparent, I completely scraped a lot of this chapter, so there was a lot of editing that went into it today. However, I refuse to push any updates to the next day, so this was just a more late night update for us. Hopefully, you all enjoyed reading and didn't die too much at the cliffhanger.

BUT, this is where things get intense, so buckle up for drama and cliffhangers.

How do we feel about Monroe trying to keep Lib...

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Session 𝓝inety-Six

Session 96:

“The Straw”

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“Liberty.”

I forced a hum.

“Wake up, my sweet girl.”

I shook my head with another hum, only this one was tighter.

“Ro,” I rasped out, feeling the softness of her touch against my face. “Sleep,” I emphasized, trying to bury my face deeper against the cushion.

“We need to eat,” I heard her softly whisper. “And get ready for bed.”

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Session 96 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties:) As I mentioned before, there will be fewer previews to prevent any spoilers and to keep more of the mystery alive.

I also wanted to try something different for you guys. I added the link to a public Spotify playlist where everyone can add any music they want. I would love to see what song recommendations you have, especially for future song lineups. Chapter ninety six will be out tomorrow evening CST💗


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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Five

Hi, Lusties. I hope everyone's week was well:) We've definitely gotten into the drama side of things for Consumed, and this is just the start.

How do we feel about Liberty trying to handle Kaia herself? Or the invitation the Leclair's sent to Liberty? What do you think their intentions are?

Do you guys think Monroe's right about them drugging Liberty?

Also, it was so cute when Monroe fell asleep on Liberty. Ro is definitely trying to keep her even closer to her n...

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Session 𝓝inety-Five

Session 95:
“The Invitation”

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Packing is one of the worst things to me.

Unless I’m going on vacation.

Even still, I hate having to pack and keep everything organized.

Or remembering everything.

That’s the worst part—Monroe and I had to go back when I realized I had left my charger back at the cabin.

It was one of my fast chargers, so I refused to leave it behind.

<...

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Session 95 Visual Preview

Hi, Lusties! There won’t be a visual preview for this chapter to keep more of the surprise and suspense. The song lineup is below, feel free to comment any last theories you have & buckle up for the ride💗


Song Lineup (In order):

Calm Down-Rema & Selena Gomez

ilomilo-Billie Eilish

  • Get It Together-Drake

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Four

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is going amazingly. This chapter was for sure a full-on smutty chapter, so there's not too much drama to discuss here, except for what's to come.

How do we feel about Liberty not saying the three words yet? Or about Monroe saying she wants to do this for the rest of her life?

She clearly noticed something was off with Liberty, but didn't correlate the question regarding her parents, which is normal, given that a lot of us wouldn't piece somethi...

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Session 𝓝inety-Four

Session 94:
“The Thrill”

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My brows were furrowed, sifting through the different outfits on hangers that Monroe packed for me.

I had fully gotten ready for tonight—my hair in a slicked low bun, my face glowing with natural makeup, and now I’m trying to pick out the best outfit.

We were just staying inside and making dinner together, but this was a date.

We had openly agreed to dress up in a high-...

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Session 94 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties. Feel free to comment and theories/thoughts below.


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Wine Pon You-Doja Cat
  • worst behaviour-kwn
  • Perfect-Ed Sheeran

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Three

Hi Lustie's, I hope everyone's week is off to a good start:) Let's debrief chapter ninety-three together.

How do we feel about Liberty waking up Monroe this time around? This was definitly a full circle moment for them.

Also, Liberty's mother making them breakfast?? That was so cute, and Libs clearly adored it so much.

The board games moment was also really wholesome, especially Maris explaining how Monopoly works in the most business woman way. Then Monroe being...

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Session 𝓝inety-Three

Session 93:

“The Situation”

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I woke up wrapped in chocolate brown sheets and her limbs tangled with mine.

Everything felt soft, but the air had this chilliness to it.

One that made me tug the covers back over us and snuggle closer to my sleeping girlfriend.

Her breaths were soft against my neck, instinctively wrapping her arms back around me even in her sleep.

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Session 93 Visual Preview

Chapter ninety-three will be out tomorrow, Lusties!! Feel free to make any last theories below<3


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Sweet-Cigarettes After Sex


  • All I Can Say-Kali Uchis
  • Put Your Head On My Shoulder-Paul Anka

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-Two

Happy Friday, Lusties. I hope everyone's week went amazing:)

Let's debrief this chapter together. Starting with this dinner they had, which was definitely awkward at first for them. Maris was asking all the right questions, even down to Monroe being interested in someone younger.

Monroe also asked such essential questions, too. It's clear that she wanted to ensure Libs would be okay and that Maris's presence was a permanent factor in her life now. Monroe was not...

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Session 𝓝inety-Two

Session 92:
“The Future”

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There was this silence in the air.

Not a weird one… it just left me anticipating who would speak first.

If I should be the one who says something.

She’s my mother.

And Monroe is my girlfriend.

I wasn’t sure if I needed to bridge the gap, but talking right now felt like the wrong option, oddly enough.

I just sat at the table with my mother, watching Monroe set the...

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Session 92 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow, Lusties… Feel free to comment any last theories below💞


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Every Breath You Take-The Police
  • Photograph-Ed Sheeran
  • Love On The Brain-Rihanna

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety-One

Hi Lusties, I apologize for the delays recently. Chapters will be coming out a little later in the evening/night (CST) while I try to get back on track. I recently just moved for the first time and to a different state, so I'm trying to adapt to my schedule again. I figured I should clarify this since I've been seeing some comments about the later times, so I hope you all can understand.

Moving on to this chapter debrief. How do we feel about the talk with Liberty and her mother? Maris...

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Session 𝓝inety-One

Session 91:
"The Undisclosed Location”

Just like my mother had told me, there was a line of SUVs waiting outside the gate for me.

I quickly opened the door to the middle one before any of the drivers got out to do it for me.

The familiar leather smell gathered around me as I slid into the seat, making myself comfortable.

“Ms. Fierro,” the driver acknowledged me, looking through the rearview mirror.

I nodded at him in response, grabbing m...

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Session 91 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, you know what’s coming out tomorrow:) Feel free to comment any last predictions you might have.


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Sign Of The Times-Harry Styles
  • Runaway-Aurora
  • I Wanna Be Yours-Arctic Monkey’s

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓝inety

Hi, Lusties, I appreciate everyone's patience today. Hopefully, everyone's week is off to a great start:)

Let's debrief chapter ninety... the pot is definitely starting to heat up.

First, it was Kaia threatening to tell Liberty's mother, which forced her to call Maris and tell her.

How do we feel about the reaction that Maris had? Why do you think she reacted like this? And what are your predictions on what she has to say?

Also, Monroe. It is reall...

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Session 𝓝inety

Session 90:
"The Mystery Woman”

It felt like time had paused.

Like I had misheard what Monroe just said, but it was hard to when her words echoed in the air for seconds to come.

I didn’t know how to react.

Or how to feel.

She’s coming to Seattle.

My mother.

I’m genuinely surprised, especially because I didn’t make any headlines.

But I knew better than to assume she cares.

“You don’t have ...

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Session 90 Visual Preview

You know what’s coming tomorrow Lusties… I hope you’re still buckled up for this ride. There’s no visual preview for this chapter purely for the surprise effect. It’s definitely easier to know what happens with the visuals. Chapter ninety will be out in the afternoon (CST time). The song lineup is below to help you guess or maybe confuse you more💗💗


Song Lineup (In order):

  • Nothing’s Gonna Hurt You Baby-Cigarettes After Sex...

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓔ighty-Nine

Happy Friday, Lusties. I hope everyone's week has been amazing:)

Let's debrief chapter eighty-nine. There's definitely a lot to unpack. I plan to go live tomorrow on my Instagram to discuss this more, but feel free to comment your thoughts on this chapter here.

Like your thoughts on Liberty's dad or even how Maris used to be with Libs.

Or Liberty waking up to Monroe, and the conversation they had. It's clear Ro was really worried about her.

Also, how do we feel abo...

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Session 𝓔ighty-Nine

Session 89:
"The BlowPops”

All I could see was this whiteness around me.

It felt blurry.

I couldn’t see my own hands.

Then—

It faded.

And there he was.

His familiar dark curly hair and dark eyes, the wrinkles around his eyes just as prominent as I remembered.

His face had more color than it did those last few weeks of chemo.

He looked…

Happy.

 â€œDad?” I whispered, c...

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Session 89 Visual Preview

Hi Lusties, there won’t be a visual preview for chapter eighty-nine, mostly for spoilers & the surprise effect. The chapter will be out tomorrow afternoon (CST). Feel free to make any last theories:)


Song Lineup (In order):

  • everything i wanted-Billie Eilish
  • Selfish-Rihanna/Future
  • Higher-Tems

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Chapter Debrief | Session 𝓔ighty-Eight

Hi Lusties, I hope everyone's week is going well. WHEW do we have a lot to unpack here.

Starting off with Kaia and how she's been. I know a lot of you wondered about the details of her "disappearing", but it turns out she genuinely didn't appreciate how Liberty treated her. She also had a really rough few months. What do you guys think about this? Are you siding with Ki Ki or Libby on this one?

Also, did we miss Kaia's and Liberty's drunk adventures? Because they definitely<...

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