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Late night message

When he was still a risky teenager, Bryan lost one of his friends to the flooded gravel pit. Mother of a teen who drowned blamed him and the rest of the people for his death.  Even years after the tragedy she kept on texting Bryan out of nowhere after months of silence, when he already thought the storm was over. He already felt like shit after loosing his friend but to carry the blame on his shoulders was unbearable.

2022-03-26 20:01:00 +0000 UTC View Post

Dakimakura-esque Jean

Wouldn't she look great on a body pillow~?


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Chain pull

Sometimes having a frenum piercing comes in handy~👀

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Catching up with the mail

As Filip continued to attend therapy, his grip on reality got better. Previously ignored pile of mail staring at him every time he passed the front door finally caught his attention. They had a very toxic relationship. Over the months she grew judgmental while he brushed every complaint under the rug. Day after day, he walked through the door, ignoring her. Silent. So the first time he looked at her with a shadow of a remorse - she was speechless.
Building up the courage to si...

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Miscut stickers

Hi! Today I received the stickers for the February goodie bags. Unfortunately most of this batch won't be sent out since the backing paper and the sticker itself are misaligned. This causes the sticky part to protrude potentially making it less durable. I've emailed StickerApp and they will be sending out correctly cut stickers in the next week. I have  around 30 good stickers and thanks to that I'll be sending some of the goodie bags this Monday, the rest will have to unfortunately wait...

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On the counter

"Let me top you off" - neither of them liked the mornings, especially after a long night of drinking. Nonetheless those kind small acts of teamwork made those horrible early hours much more bearable.

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Lazy morning stretch and few figure drawings

Sleeping over at your friends place comes with a free coupon to be extra lazy in the mornings~

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"Inhale, Exhale" sticker

Following February's theme of "Self care" I've made a sticker to go along with the print. I was a bit unsure if both of the words should have a slight holographic effect. After running some polls on discord (in a new section where I'll be asking for your input on some designs once in a while) and on Instagram I've run  with an option of bedazzling both of the words ✨ Here's a little mock-up!  I'll show you some photos once they arrive on the next week! 

2022-03-05 20:32:27 +0000 UTC View Post

April sketch theme poll

Hi everyone! The spring is knocking to our doors! Finally, the season of a gloomy weather and dangerous winds going through my home town is coming to an end. With that I would love to celebrate the rebirth of the plant world! Pick your favorite theme which might end up as a sketch for the April goodie bags! 🌱✨

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NSFW studies

Hi!  I'm bringing you some studies I've made as a warm-up recently. The last sketch of a laying guy was just a filler sketch made from imagination. It always feels so much better to draw from my mind after a good study session 💪😤


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Sporty figure drawing

Hi! I've stumbled on some sporty photos and decided to use them as a fast study of motion. It's so much fun to draw bodies off balance! 


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February sketch print - Self care

I really enjoyed the concept of taking care of one's uncomfortable feelings by giving it a soft attention it deserves, slowly letting it pass, allowing it to naturally become less spiky.

This print and a matching sticker (I'll be posting it's mock-up soon) will be sent out in the upcoming two weeks to the highest tier Patrons who were subscribed during February 😤👌

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Waitress Jean and ready for yoga

In her late teenage years Jean was working as a part time waitress during the summer time. Let's say it wasn't always the best time. During the rush time people were sometimes more than unbearable. She had to keep the job so she flipped them off once they were gone. 

On the weekends she finally had a chance to meet with her friends and while the weather was nice they all went to the park t...

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Late

"caffeinated vaccinated and freshly masturbated"

One of the marker colors I loved finished it's life, but I didn't remember what number it had so I bought few to test it out. Prepare yourself for some more R228 action in the future = v = /

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Desk fantasies

Sometimes when the desk work is super boring she makes up scenarios in her mind to let the time fly quicker. Being roughed up by a demanding boss was one of her fantasies. The other involved her being pleasuring them under the desk during an important meeting. One way or the other she just gets satisfied by being extra submissive 😙

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Exposed heart

Jean has a bit of a fetish to spice up the experience of the working hours~ Sometimes wearing rope underneath her clothes, the other times no bra and some sexy lingerie. This time she made sure not only her schedule was fully stuffed 👀

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Study time

On no, there's so much material to go through 👀

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Misprinted business cards - delay of the January goodie bags

Hi! I've recently received new business cards to go with the January goodie bag. Unfortunately the prints came out pixelated due to the print-house oversight. I really care a lot about the quality of the goodies and would not want to send any one of these being defected so I'll be waiting for a reprint that should arrive in the next few days. I'm really sorry for the delay and thank you so much for your patience!

2022-02-13 15:20:26 +0000 UTC View Post

Glasses

Rocking that look from the private school and using it in a kink play = v = /

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Salty bitch

That's the thing about him. He'll remember that one time when you did that one thing and you already apologized for it, but it still stings a bit and he'll never forget 😬

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Manicure 2/2

This is how it felt to him to have his nails done for the first time. He's taking no shit, he's too gorgeous for that. ✨

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January goodie bag sticker arrived!

And I'm super excited about how it turned out!
I'll be sending out all of the January goodie bags this week 🙌✨

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Manicure 1/2

Fili got his nails done during one of the Pat's family meetings. There's a lot of young ladies in there that have to practice on someone = v = 

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March sketch theme poll

It is this time of the month! Let's pick the next topic for the upcoming month's goodie bag sketch 🤗✨

Since I'm right out of today's therapy session I think I'm in the mood to put my characters into some self-reflective scenes. How about these:

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Warm-up studies, figure drawing

Hi! I've been getting back on track with sketching. Here are some pages of a warm up before I sat down to design the January goodie bag sticker. It's always easier for me to build a pose from imagination after an hour or two of photo studies revolving around quick figure drawing.


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"Still tired, Fuck off" sticker

There's always a little bitterness in sweetness if it comes to Filip. In this case a wholesome nap time is followed by a grumpy awakening~

Also that's such a mood for me, I'm not an early bird - that's for sure. 

This sticker will be included in January goodie bags alongside a sketch from yesterday ✨

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January sketch print - Asleep under the blankets

Filip, Pat and Flour taking a nap at Pat's parents' place after a walk in the cold winter weather~ 

This sketch will be included in January goodie bags alongside a sticker which will be shown soon 👀✨

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Supportive Filip

He's just making sure that the queen remembers she's a queen ✨

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Gift wrapped Patrick stickers

Hi!  I'm excited to show you the stickers that have been sent out at the beginning of this week in the December goodie bags! 

I've been trying to take it slow during the last week to recover after the loss, but decided to get my mind off of things by preparing and packing the goodies, which was very therapeutic. Thank you so much for your patience everyone! I'll soon be back 🙌

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Granny

My Granny was battling a long streak of battles against cancer. She fought bravely since 1997 when she was first diagnosed with breast cancer, then another one after 5 years and just recently with a melanoma located in her left eye. At the end of the 2021 doctors diagnosed her with lung cancer which piled up with nerve damage affecting her left hand and trachea. This was a fight she couldn't handle and by the age of 76 she left this world.

Zofia was a strong woman. Born at the end...

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