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the water.

The water holds me in a warm, liquid embrace, heat sinking slowly into skin and muscles. Foam drifts lazily across my body, soft and weightless, brushing shoulders, collarbone, the curve of my waist. Each tiny bubble dissolves at a touch, leaving behind a faint shimmer and the quiet pleasure of being cared for. Time loosens here, reduced to breath, warmth, and the gentle caress of water that asks nothing but presence.

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Pushing boundaries

Pushing boundaries often means stepping past the familiar and into the unknown. It can be scary to name desires out loud or to be truly seen, yet that edge is where excitement lives. When I explore it with consent, trust, and curiosity, these moments stretch my comfort zones and loosen old rules about who I'm allowing myself to be. Self-exposure can feel risky, but the thrill is undeniable, and the outcome deeply liberating. It's an invitation to authenticity, pleasure, and self-discovery.

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Tribute to my camera.

This is a tribute to my camera. I think those might be my last selfportaits I took with it. Thank you, my old friend. Which one is your favourite?

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I'm coming back.

Artistic block many times feel like a huge failure. I needed some time to understand, that it's natural pause that visits every artist at some point in life. It arrives quietly, often uninvited, when the well of ideas feels dry and expression becomes heavy. In these moments, creation does not disappear - it rests.

Sometimes the block is a signal that the soul needs time to heal. Emotions left unattended, exhaustion ignored, or wounds carried too long can gently demand space. Stepping back is not giving up; it is listening. Healing allows the mind and heart to realign, making room for clarity and softness to return.

Distance also brings perspective. When we stop forcing creation, we begin to see more clearly - our intentions, our fears, and the stories we truly want to tell. Silence becomes a teacher, showing us that growth often happens away from the canvas, the page, or the stage.

Most importantly, artistic block invites a deeper connection with the inner self. It is a time to slow down, to breathe, to remember why we create in the first place. In stillness, inspiration quietly reshapes itself. When the artist returns, they do not come back empty-handed - they return transformed, carrying a deeper truth, ready to create again with renewed meaning.

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Autumn selfies

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Big Milk Trio

fot. by Robert Skibiński @portretyibalety

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two faces of me

fot. https://www.instagram.com/portretyibalety/

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fot. Tomasz Sipa

https://www.instagram.com/tomaszsipaphotography/

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Mistress Of Taming Stallions

wonderfull @cezariia.g posing for me at @bedzietobedzie

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I like you

fot. https://www.instagram.com/portretyibalety

mod. https://www.instagram.com/vagannabond

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fot. Robert Skibiński

https://www.instagram.com/portretyibalety/

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fot. by Sensual Laskowski

https://www.instagram.com/sensual.laskowski/

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trying out new outfits

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fot. Matt Kalinowski

https://www.instagram.com/mattkalinowski/

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fot. Michał Dąbrowski

https://www.instagram.com/dabrovsky.photo/

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Fot. @mattkalinowski

https://www.instagram.com/mattkalinowski

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selfportraits

sometimes all I need is a small stroke of light to get inspired and start photographing.

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Which outfit

Fits me more?

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Saturday selfportraits

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blooming

selfportaits

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feeling kinky

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Private selfies no one will see

Except you.

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Shape of me

fot. Piotrkadrowanie

https://www.instagram.com/piotrkadrowanie/

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Fot. @alexphotolbn

www.instagram.com/alexphotolbn

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fot. by Jacek Lewandowski

https://www.instagram.com/photo.lewandowski/

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fot. by Pasterski

https://www.instagram.com/pasterski.photo/

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Fot. By Pasterski

www.instagram.com/pasterski.photo

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fot. by Robert Skibiński

https://www.instagram.com/portretyibalety/

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Fot. by Expired Roll

https://www.instagram.com/expired.roll

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Fot. by Expired Roll

https://www.instagram.com/expired.roll

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