Lehanan

Zelda - Link [SKETCH]

New Zelda game is definitely more h*rny material lol

They can’t design Link like this and not expect we artists and writers imagine… things XD

The Last of Us - Winter [SKETCH]

This show has me like :___________(

NO SPOILERS, PLS 🙏🏽

Immortalis - Character designs [SKETCH]

Sorry for the Spanish notes but they say nothing important.

So I introduce you to William Seymour (brown haired) and Lawrence Cavendish (red haired). They’re the main characters of an original one shot I’m developing to try to come back to my normal productivity. It’s a Victorian horror story involving music and obsessions.

In case you wanna already know it, it won’t have non-con, despite that it’s a very dark and twisted story :)

The Witcher - Home [SKETCH]

Literally how I feel. Pretty f*cked up, but in my lover’s arms.

He said yes…

… and we got engaged :P

Zelda - Hyrule Survivor [SKETCH]

Just a warmup colour sketch. I’m loving this game soooo much!!

Announcement and something I have to say

Well, as you might know, today I’ve announced that Arena clean artwork will be done digitally from chapter IV. This choice has been made after realising that I need to speed production somehow and now that I’m more confident with digital art I think it’s what I have to do.

Another thing that made me go for this was yesterday’s therapy with my psychologist. She’s told me to stop being so rude and demanding to myself, because I need to value other’s opinion and support. You kn...

Health update

Today I’ve finally had my second gyn appointment and my cysts have disappeared, meaning they’re benign and cancer is not back!!

Now it’s time to fight against endo and hormonal disorders (well, and mental health) BUT there’s no cancer relapse and that’s all that matters now.

I don’t have to see a single doctor until mid May so… lemme just rest and forget about what’s going on until then.

This weekend I’m going on a trip to Carthago Nova and I hope I’ll g...

I’m going nuts…

When I finished my chemo I was hyped, happy, just wanting to go back to my life and work.

However, I’m not ok. I’ve been diagnosed now with some mental disorders and conditions, and I can’t believe that now that I’ve defeated cancer I have to defeat depression.

Because yes. I have depression and I didn’t even realised it.

I’m trying to do my “homework” and strictly follow my therapy but I’m not liking what I’m seeing in myself. I wish fighting against can...

V I C T O R Y

I won.

Sixth AND LAST chemo…

You have no idea how much I wanted to say this.

It doesn’t matter that this infusion went with some altercations. It doesn’t matter that now I feel like if all of my bones were broken. It just doesn’t matter anymore because now I have no hurry on healing. I can take my time on rest, because there’s no more chemo. I don’t have to stress myself because 3 weeks isn’t enough for my body to fully recover.

I just… completed my treatment. That’s all that matters right no...

Fifth chemo...

Quick update to say that my fifth chemo went well. They could put the infusion on high speed so I didn’t have to take my lunch in the hospital (Covid spread is in a VERY BAD situation here and taking off my mask to eat was not a good idea).

I’m ready to face now side effects at home, which I hope I can bear decently.

5/6. Only one to go. FUCK CANCER.

Art vs artist 2021

My #artvsartist2021 is very different from other years. It’s not been a very productive year for the obvious reasons, but I’ve had the chance to express another kind of art. That one that has born with my cancer diagnose and experience. That one that depicts my fears and my hopes.

This has been the worst year of my life, but I’m somehow grateful to be here, still alive, and still hoping. I can’t wait to come back to my normal life and projects.

But, for now... let’s just...

Fourth chemo...

... and happy to announce that infusion went perfectly fine again! Only a bit of trouble in the beginning when trying to catch a proper vein but fortunately they could avoid again the catheter (it hurts so much...).

Side effects have not appeared yet but tonight I’ll start my meds to avoid vomiting every 10 minutes.

From now, breathe...

4/6. 2 more to go. 66% loaded.

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Also let’s just mention how cute my fake eyebrows are *_* They look so real and they mak...

Third chemo...

and, for the first time, infusion went PERFECTLY WELL. No PICC needed, no allergic reactions, no accidents with my veins... what a victory!

However, side effects later at home have been bad, very bad XD I started vomiting last night and it only stopped a few hours ago, just before lunch. I’ve not been tolerating any food or liquids (and nor my medicines) so I almost dehydrated myself, but fortunately I didn’t need hospitalisation and now I can, at least, eat some super cooked potato...

Second chemo...

... and what a roller coaster. I finally was allergic to one of the medicines of the treatment (first time I didn’t have any reaction because I generated antibodies, from what I’ve been told) so I had the worst experience ever by having 3 allergic reactions in 20 minutes. That meant I’d probably need a treatment change, which also means reducing my possibilities of getting cured.

However, there was a solution: Trying to give me my chemo in very small doses. Instad 5 hours, I neede...

Dune - Hostile Planet [SKETCH]

I’m legit obsessed by this movie. If I wasn’t in my middle of my chemo, I’d watch it a million times in theatres because it’s an awesome experience.

Also, Timothée Chalamet is so friggin’ beautiful *____*

First chemo...

And there’s great news: I’m not allergic to the treatment so it means I can definitely get cured!!!

Bad news is my veins are very small and after 4 hours and half of treatment, I suffered a severe accident because one of my veins literally exploited. I got like 7 more painful injections like in 10 seconds in that vein to clean it and all of the platinum was tearing over my arm... and IT FUCKING SPARKS XD It’s beautiful but scary as fuck. Fortunately, looks like they reacted in tim...

Biopsy + news

Okay, it’s been a while, but I finally have all of the results of my biopsy. I still have endometriosis, but I also have a cancer. One cancer provoked by my endo. One of the least aggressive I could have. Stage and grade I.

It’s still cancer, so I’ll probably start a preventive chemotherapy soon, but my life isn’t in danger at all. Actually, I’m already cured, no joke, but pathologist thinks sometimes it’s better to be sure than sorry. It all depends on what the oncologist s...

ENDOMETRIOSIS

Last week, and after a lot of tests, I was diagnosed from endometriosis.

It’s not dangerous for my life but it’s been conditioning my life for years, if I think about it: extreme weakness, strong anemia, massive bleeding in my periods and migraines.

What made me realise this was not normal is when I suffered from a slight fever during one of my last menstruations.

These last weeks have been very frightening because it could have been something worse, but fortunately, end...

The Witcher - Ashy Hairs [SKETCH]

What a duo these two do. And I love playing also with Ciri <3

The Witcher - The Good Dad [SKETCH]

I’m finally getting up to date with Witcher books and videogame. So I couldn’t help it and did this quick doodle :_____)

This is NOT nice

Today, I’ve seen many of my uncensored Patreon content was leaked into 4Chan. And UNCREDITED.

That only means that there’s someone here paying for this exclusive content and illegally reposting it for free there.

Let’s be clear: You can SHOW and send exclusive content to your friends and anyone you wish to, PRIVATELY. You can even print it for your PERSONAL use, that’s not illegal. However, this person, is (or was) directly STEALING from me.

I work very hard almost ...

The Mandalorian - Farewell

“Don’t be afraid”

I’m still not over this series ;_;

The Mandalorian - This is the way

I’ve finished the series and I don’t know what to do with my feels. I LOVED it so much! Pedro Pascal is amazing TAT <3

The Mandalorian - This is the way SKETCH

I was not going to post this here since it’s just a 30 minutes sketch but I’d like to make a statement here: I’m LOVING The Mandalorian and I’m not even a Star Wars fan XD

Gods bless these scruffy tired men that suddenly have to take care of kids <3

I hope I can do a full illustration of this sketch since I like it a lot!

AC Valhalla - The Raven

Just a little warmup sketch~

BLACK LIVES MATTER

🤚🏽🤚🏾🤚🏿

News

So, after trying so hard to stay positive in both Twitter and Instagram, I’ve come to the conclusion I’ll, for now, make Patreon my main social media.

I know it’s not really comfortable for everyone but I think this is the best way I can handle my situation: By privatising my NSFW art and fanart.

That will mean that there will be little changes on tiers: I’ll provide more stuff for Slave Patrons (1$), and not be focused in just one fandom so everybody will get more varied ...

Ao Run Copic Sketch

Scanned version for Patrons as soon as I can have access again to my computer~