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Violet (audio, deep dream state, episode 1, podcast, narrative, incognito arc)

This is the first episode for the Official Podcast.

That’s been a dream before, but it’ll be uploaded to a functional website with an RSS link by the end of the month.

This episode sets the premise for the reality show arc.  It bridges the Vampi series – which existed behind the paywall – with the Incognitoh storyline. 

Violet suffers from chronic anxiety.  Her therapist – and her coven – may capitalize on this in lewd and ominous ways. The use o...

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Liquid Praise Haptic (audio, haptic, deep dream state)

This is the haptic programming for the liquid praise trailer. It has the same features as previous haptic efforts - with a twist.

When plot significant phrases are mentioned, the vibrator is programmed to buzz. That's independent of sound features.

That means that the Deep Dream State promises to be the first mystery you can actually solve with your holes. For real.

(Cast list and content warnings on audio, this is a haptic supplement.)

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Interface Haptic (audio, gaming, liquid praise, haptic)

This is the haptic version of Interface.  The audio is listed previously, as is haptics operation.  It sounds weird outside the interface – it requires connecting to xtoys.  When you do sync them up, it’s a next level conditioning experience.  Play when you play!

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Liquid Praise (audio, gaming, trailer, Deep Dream State)

Liquid Praise is the cinematic style trailer for the new Neuroplex video game.  It’s similar to Interface in some ways, but it’s entirely distinct.

This intersects with a few bits of lore.  Most prominently, it directly intersects several storylines for the Deep Dream State podcast as it emerges from the pink mist.

The trailer cuts to a storyline about an addictive cuntroller game.  It then switches back to the very dramatic game trailer.   I think it...

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Interface (audio, gaming, Liquid Praise, all fem voices, ensemble)

INTERFACE

This is definitely among the weirder and more provocative things I’d done.  

Interface is set as part of Neuroplex’s gaming division.  It started as a promotional trailer for Liquid Praise, the new game.  It took on a life of its own. 

I aspired to capture a video game soundtrack’s feel accurately, while staying true to the mindkinky tropes that you all know.

CW: kink gamification, game kinkification, use of the paternal d word,...

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Velvet (complete version, audio, narrative, Vampi)

This is the complete version of Velvet.  It is one of the Vampi or vampire episodes.

The vampirism is heavily implied in these.  It’s unclear if the vampirism is truly blood based or mental control.  (The full resolution will need to await a fully narrative arc.)

An earlier version cliffhangs.  I think this is best, because it tells the complete story in one episode.  It’s edgy, unnerving, thematically unified, and very very hot.

It features a fa...

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Glass Houses (script, podcast, Deep Dream State, Incognito arc)

Hey Patrons!  I am here and you should expect a wave of content.  Hold onto your hats.

I was scarce for a bit.  Processing some recent events.  More prosaically, though, I’ve been working on the podcast, and that affects you.

I think Vampi is great and will be a crucial piece of the lore.  I also think it doesn’t quite achieve the level of clarity needed for new listeners.   Writing for a larger audience is a balancing act.&n...

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Liquid Praise: Vicki (script, vampi series, gaming)

Vicki will be the latest installment in the Vampi series.  However, it’s going to modify the format a little bit.  It’s also only VERY subtle vampiric, so really anyone can enjoy.

There’s still going to be some opening expo, but it’s going to be a lot more in media res than previous episodes.  It starts with a game trailer, and moves from there.

The action shifts between...

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Velvet (audio, audio drama, podcast series)

This is the first episode of a slated-for-podcast series.

It is unique of things I produced, in that it's aimed at a broader audience. There's a lot more character development before it goes feral. You can see the places where it will be developed as dream as well. I'm very excited for these evolutions. I hope you are too!

Because this is not yet full podcast, it cliffhangs. Stay tuned for E2 - it gets weirder.

Happy Halloween!

CAST

Bliss as Lilly

E...

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MONTH IN REVIEW (text, announcement, content review)

Spoopmonth has been very busy!  Two items are still in process.

First, I’m polishing Velvet now.  It will be released this evening, with a show premiere.

Secondly, podcasting is good to go.  I’m very excited about it, because I’ve lacked a front facing platform for ages.  I’m also very interested in bringing these dreams to a larger audience who might be unfamiliar with the ni...

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Need To Feed (Haptic Version, Stroke Version)

This is the haptic version of the Need To Feed file, for strokable factory equipment.

Castlist and content warnings available on audio track version!

Haptic files use the xtoys interface to create custom pleasure patterns. Outside of that interface, the audio might sound weird.

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Need To Feed (Rub Version, Haptic Supplement)

This is the haptic version of Need to Feed, for factory equipment that you rub. Cast list and content warnings available on file description for the pure audio!

Haptic files work through open source programs on the XToys site. In other audio players, they sound weird.

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Need To Feed (Sapphic) (audio, vampire, fem voices)

NEED TO FEED (Sapphic Version)

Need to Feed is a Halloween edge track.

It meshes original recordings with components of Countess and Vampi.  It layers this over a very gothed out mesmerizing musical section.

I think the change in vibe is a real game changer.  This is much more erotic dream than podcast, but I think that’s more true to the spirit of the track in this case.  Parts of the underlying lore make it in.  They aren’t necessary to understand w...

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Note on Subscription Billing - NOT AN INCREASE, NO ACTION NEEDED

1. Patreon is changing all creators to subscription billing. This will NOT AFFECT ANY CURRENT PATRONS.

It just means that people can sign up on ANY DAY and be billed for a monthly cycle, starting on that day. It's a convenience measure. It does NOT affect billing for current Patrons. It doesn't affect much, really.

2. The podcast and website are good to go. The soft launch might occur a week into next month, since it's based on the podcast hostin...

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Need to Feed (audio, vampire, femdom, fem voices)

Need to Feed is a Halloween edge track.

It meshes original recordings with components of Countess and Vampi.  It layers this over a very gothed out mesmerizing musical section.

I think the change in vibe is a real game changer.  This is much more erotic dream than podcast, but I think that’s more true to the spirit of the track in this case.  Parts of the underlying lore make it in.  They aren’t necessary to understand whats going on – but if you’re won...

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Countess (audio, Halloween, ensemble, Vampi arc bonus, party pack)

This is the mindkinky take on the game “Bloody Mary.”   It is made from an open casting call, and I love the magic of very real people making this fantasy come to life.

It continues the Party Pack from Halloween.  Slumber party games are transformed into THAT kind of party game, through cumalchemical magic.

You’ll notice that the game is NOT called Bloody Mary.  It’s the same game you might have encountered, with the mirror in the darkened room.  I...

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Violet (Vampi, Halloween, podcast scripts, open chorus call)

This is the third episode written of Vampi.  It’s likely going to be the second released in podast form. 

Most Vampi episodes feature a character who is – in some way – maladjusted or in psychic pain.   This pain is exploited by vampires posing as therapists.  If they are vampires.

Violet suffers from anxiety and a sense of impending doom.  This might be maladaptive or it might just be absolutely correct.

I think this script reaches a podc...

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Light as A Bim (audio, party pack, Halloween, bimboo, fem voices)

 

This is the first Halloween party game.

It riffs on the trance effect of the classic party game "Light as a Feather, Stiff as a Board." The listener is placed in the center of a sleepover bimparty, levitated, and transformed.

It was mixed based on submission on the Discord server, within a day. I think that gives this a real immediacy that audio drama and mashups might struggle to simulate. I hope you enjoy it - I certainly did!

CW: mesmeric effects, group to...

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Countess (script, party pack, game, Halloween)

This is the mindkinky take on the game “Bloody Mary.”  

It continues the Party Pack from Halloween.  Slumber party games are transformed into THAT kind of party game, through cumalchemical magic.

You’ll notice that the game is NOT called Bloody Mary.  It’s the same game you might have encountered, with the mirror in the darkened room.  It’s renamed, and that’s explained in here.  I want to avoid weirdness for listeners named Mary.  I ...

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Light as a Bim, Wet as a Hoar (script, Halloween, party pack, allvoice, open call)

DESCRIPTION

This is the design for a party game, with a bimming twist.  It places the listener in a Halloween slumber party.

I’m hard at work on revamping the vampire series for podcast production.  Pun fully intended.

I also want to make sure Halloween has some fun and easy party games.  I’m going back to the kind of mesmeric party games you remember.  Maybe from earlier in your life – mayb...

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Velvet (script, Vampi, Halloween, Deep Dream State, fem + masc voices)

This is the second episode written of the October Vampi series.  This series is designed with the new podcast – Deep Dream State – in mind. 

The lore and nature of the vampires emerges gradually, in the context of individual blood dolls.  Each episode is a character study, scene, and mindtwist in its own right.  Each doll’s compelled to serve her controllers because of an identifiable – and often relatable – character trait.

Vampi, the first episode, ...

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Looks (audio, Phallus Mix, Vampi, Deep Dream state, femsub, femdom, vampires)

Looks is the first episode of the Halloween Vampi series.

This is like prior productions in a lot of ways.  It’s dreamlike.  It’s orgiastic.  Fantasies of control shift so rapidly that the listener is washed away.  It’s governed by dream logic.

It’s new in some ways.  There’s a mythos in a lot of these arcs. The audience catches bits and pieces of how the Neural Control universe fits together throughout the NNPP run.  It is becoming a lot mo...

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All Rhyme No Reason (haptic, tongue tied, masc+fem voices, unlearn)

This is the haptic supplement to All Rhyme No Reason. Haptic files are generally upper tier, but sometimes get released on the general tier as well. They sound super weird outside of the XToys Player, but sound and feel good in that player.

Content warning and cast list appear on original.

HOWEVER please note that this is the Linktree for Steampunk Sarah in her first starring role: https://linktr.ee/steampunksa...

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ALL RHYME NO REASON (audio, unlearn, masc + fem voices, tongue tied)

This Unlearn University production induces “hidden rhymes.”  Hear a word – brain processes the rhyming licentious word.

As with most Unlearn tracks, it starts plausibly academic, and evolves into orgiastic.

It features the first starring role for Steampunk Sarah.  She deserves the writing credits for her recitation, as well as liquid praise for her performance!

CW: trance, addiction, speech pattern alteration, hidden rhyme triggers, subliminals, freeuse, corr...

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All Rhyme No Reason (script, tongue-tied, unlearn)

All Rhyme No Reason is the latest episode of the Tongue Tied series.  The series is all about restricting or modifying speech.

The script sets up a rhyme echo in the subject’s mind.  They hear tick tock, and they think – well, I think you already know.

It’s inspired in part by secret languages like cockney rhyming slang.   I thought about titling this one Cockni, but that’s too historical and potentially lands weird for some British listeners.

Thi...

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September Month in Review (info, text, preview)

LIST, REVIEW, and PREVIEW follow.

LIST:

If you subscribed to the premium tier, you received the following 15 pieces of original content. That's one piece every 48 hours.

1. 9/2 - Meow Meow Girls - Haptics

2. 9/4 - No Eyes - Script

3. 9/11 - Bun Bun - Audio

4. 9/14 - Buh Buh - Audio

5. 9/16 - Talk Gooder - Audio

6. 9/17 - Vibe Gooder - Haptics

7. 9/19 - Sticky Bun Bun - Audio

8. 9/19 - Bunny Trainer - Voic...

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The Shelf (haptic, tongue tied, femsub, femspeakers)

This is the haptic supplement to The Shelf.

The CW and castlist is on the main track.

Haptics are a bonus for upper tier Patrons. They're programmed to enable bluetooth personal massagers to work with the audio materials I make. They do that through the XToys site.

I hope you enjoy!

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The Shelf (audio, femsub, fem speaker, Tongue Tied, dolls)

The Shelf is the dreamy remix of No Eyes.

It is ideal for dollification fantasies or training realities.

It extracts the mantras and some of the narrative to make a track that’s ideal for extended looping or chanting.

It uses the same designed clockloop and bells – but in a more consistent and less variable soundscape.

I think it’s deeply mesmerizing, and possibly the best doll dream audio that exists.

The mantras and ideas are built around a speech restric...

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no Is (audio, femsub, tongue tied series)

This is the latest audio production in the Tongue Tied series.  This series includes lisping, stuttering, rhyming, and other erotic speech restrictions.  Speech restrictions are hot!  They’re one of the most effective and enduring ways to practice erotic mindkink and thot control.

This is associated with taking away the first person pronouns.  No I.  No me.  No my.

The results are surreal but really hot.  Listening is both a story and a guide t...

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Dumber Number Haptic (haptic, unlearn)

This is the haptic supplement to the Dumber Number release.

Haptics and other programming experiments are a benefit of top tier patronage.

It interfaces with the Xtoys system to customize vibration patterns to the file. I program these all by hand, using an audio-code system perfected by myself and a few open source vibetech folks.

Content warnings and cast list on the pure audio release!

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